For Wenwen, her interpretation of my sleepwalking behavior is the release of my suppressed desires, and it is to put my thoughts into action.

Indeed, there are many interpretations of sleepwalking, and different scholars have different emphases, and those who listen will also take what they need.

However, from my point of view, how should I interpret it? Are beatings, credits, and molestation also scripts made up in my heart? I will also harm myself?

"The doctor is not sure that I am sleepwalking, you don't have to bother to check the information for me, what is said on the Internet may not be reliable. "I wanted to reverse Wenwen's thinking about why I was sleepwalking, so that she could explain my motivation to come to her late at night as she wished.

But I found that my efforts were in vain.

Wenwen gently put the phone on the table, her eyes shining like water: "I can now believe that you really didn't know about going to me that night, and I can understand why you did that to me." ”

Wenwen seemed to be selling off, and paused, looking at me with a somewhat provocative gaze.

Seeing that I didn't mean to reason with her when I looked away, Wenwen continued: "What you want in your heart, what you want to do, including emotional and physiological, in a normal state, you are hindered by the feelings for your wife, you never dare to express it, and you always suppress yourself, so you will have mental and psychological depression, and finally suffer from sleepwalking and release what is deliberately suppressed in sleepwalking. ”

Sure enough, Wenwen thinks that I still like her, have a good impression of her, and am willing to be close to her, and the reason why I wrap myself up is because of the psychological barrier of "I can't live with my wife".

"Wenwen, the doctor specializes in this thing and can't tell the exact cause of sleepwalking, saying that there are very few such examples among adults, so it's better for us not to figure it out based on those things on the Internet that are not fully verified, okay?"

"I'm trying to figure this out, this is what the patriarch-level psychiatrists and psychiatrists said. I don't want to watch you unable to extricate yourself for so long, for fear that you will hurt your mind and body. ”

It is not a taste to be a patient who is pitied, but when this so-called "disease" cannot be recognized by itself, it is even more speechless.

If sleepwalking happens every time I go down, and if I go down, I get into trouble, maybe sleepwalking really has some connection with me going down to find my wife. If that's the case, I'm afraid I'll have to reconsider my plan to find my wife's ghost. After all, her daughter is still in school and has not yet become an adult, if she really sleepwalks out to commit a criminal offense like the one circulating on the Internet, she will hurt her daughter, wouldn't she be more sorry for her wife?

The problem is that this logical chain is incomplete, and it is not that I sleepwalk every time I go down, or that I get into trouble every time I sleepwalk. After all, I've probably gone down a dozen times, and only 5-6 of them have had accidents.

After this fluke quickly took over my brain, the flash of giving up looking for his wife was immediately strangled in my cradle, and the will to live to see people and die to hell was still unshakable in my mind.

"What are you thinking, why don't you speak?"

Wenwen stretched out a palm and shook it in front of my eyes.

"It's nothing, I always feel unreliable. ”

"Unreliable? Do you mean that you are sleepwalking unreliable or that the analysis of the reasons for sleepwalking is unreliable?"

As if afraid of missing any important information, Wenwen leaned forward with interest and moved her head closer to me, even though her bulging belly was not supportive of her.

"It's not reliable. ”

I'm speaking from my heart.

My wife and I have been sharing a bed for nearly 10 years, and she has not found out that I have the habit of sleepwalking, of course, it is difficult for me to believe that I can sleepwalk, so I naturally do not agree with the explanation of sleepwalking, not to mention that I really don't think that missing my wife has brought me any mental pressure and psychological burden.

As I told the old ghost: the child is not a fish, and he knows the joy of fish.

Watching the originally stretched face on Wenwen's face slowly tense, and the originally faint smile gradually tightened, I felt that my Yin Tang seemed to be darkening a little bit.

"So you don't think you're sleepwalking? So you mean you went to my bed that night consciously and refused to admit it afterwards? There are some other things, although Xinya didn't say it explicitly, you also did it intentionally?"

At that moment, I first scolded Xinya in my heart, and then I really wanted to advise the little brothers that it is better to stay away from the girl who is studying science and engineering when looking for a wife, the logical thinking is too strong, and it is easy to suffer if you quarrel in the future.

"I... I just said that it was unreliable, and if I didn't say that the doctor must be wrong. It's just that it's never happened before, it's unbelievable. ”

Heroes don't suffer immediate losses. Wenwen finally thinks that I sleepwalked into her bed, and I have compassion for me, and I want to continue to deny the problem of sleepwalking, don't I jump into the fire pit by myself?

"Xinya said that the surveillance you installed yourself filmed you going in and out late at night. If it's not sleepwalking, can you not know?"

"Hmm. Well. "I think it's easier to bow your head and be a grandson.

I thought Wenwen would stop here, but who knew that she still grabbed what I said earlier: "You don't think the scholars' analysis of the reasons for sleepwalking is unreliable, don't you really think about what you do in sleepwalking?"

I originally wanted to refute: I'm stupid, I don't have anything to think about self-harm, I don't lack the 1,600 yuan at all, and I don't admit it on credit, and I don't touch the beautiful women around me to tease the female passengers?

But as soon as I looked up and saw Wenwen's encouraging eyes and ambiguous smile, I suddenly understood what it meant to "induce interrogation".

"So many things, what have you thought about and what you haven't thought about, where do you remember? I don't dare to think about it under normal circumstances, who knows if I have thought about it subconsciously or subconsciously?" In order to be more in line with the artistic conception and attitude of this sentence, my voice became thinner and thinner like a snake's tail, and my eyelids slowly sank.

Wenwen seemed to be more satisfied with my answer this time, praising me: "This is still like a man, dare to act." ”

I found that after going around and going back to the beginning, Wenwen asked me to look at the things she searched for on the Internet, which was nothing more than to make me understand that I did what I dared to do during the day and did in sleepwalking, and I sleepwalked to find her at night because I had her in my heart.

Suddenly a little sad, a little guilty, a little distressed. To Wenwen.

This time, I was very sober and took the initiative to realize that Wenwen's heart and Wenwen's emotional world also need to be cared for!

"Wenwen," I said, looking relaxed and relieved, "you have a better brain than mine, so don't go around me." Feel free to say anything you need my help with, okay?"

"What do you mean?"

Hey, it's true that my words can be misleading.

"You're mistaken. I mean, we're not going to dwell on dreams or dreams at this point, and if there's anything I need to do, you just tell me. ”

"No, I'm fine now, just waiting for the baby in my belly to grow day by day. ”

Wenwen's hands caressed slowly on her raised stomach, her face full of kindness and happiness.