Chapter 18: Misato's Comfort
Although Shinji still has countless questions in his heart that have not been solved, Ritsuko, the leader of the technical department, is busy today, so he can only wait for time to find her. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
As soon as he returned to his residence, Shinji suddenly felt a strong sense of sleepiness hit him, and he didn't bother to move a single step, as if he had been working all night for two days. Forcibly suppressing the drowsiness is harmful to his health, so he just lay down in the living room and fell asleep.
When Misato came back from work, she was shocked to see Shinji "lying on the corpse" in the living room.
"Shinji, what's wrong with you, are you alright?" Misato quickly woke him up.
It took a while for Shinji to open his hazy sleepy eyes, and after saying "I'm so sleepy......" fell asleep again.
Misato hurriedly called Ritsuko, who explained that it was caused by the heavy nervous load of driving an EVA and the excessive consumption of energy, so it was good to get some sleep.
Misato carried Shinji to the bed to sleep, she is 173cm tall, Shinji is only 157cm, and it is not very heavy to hold, after all, Misato can put down the existence of 3 combat self-special forces.
Shinji didn't even eat, and slept until ten o'clock at night before getting up to forage for food.
"The meal is in the fridge and you can eat it as soon as you heat it up. Misato was drinking in the living room as usual.
"Okay, thank you, Sister Miri. ”
Shinji hid in his room after eating and washing, and when Misato saw it, he felt that he should praise him well and increase Shinji's self-confidence.
"Shinji, I'm coming in. ”
"Please come in. ”
Seeing Shinji busy in front of the computer, and there was a device that looked like an electronic piano on the top of the keyboard, Misato asked, "Shinji, what are you doing?"
"Arrangement. ”
"What song?"
"The BGM I fight, no one can beat me in my BGM. Shinji said seriously.
"Can I listen to it?" Misato watched Shinji quickly swipe the mouse and the screen, the monitor was a dense spectrogram and an unintelligible interface.
"Not for now, I'll show you when I'm done. ”
"Also, I'll give you two more paintings. As he spoke, Shinji pulled out two colored pencil drawings, and Misato suddenly had a sense of foreboding.
In the first photo, I saw that Misato was wearing a red combat uniform with a black one-step leather skirt, holding a gun in her right hand, sitting on the sofa in the aisle, as if she was temporarily resting. There are blood stains on the face and legs, and the walls are also riddled with bullet holes, going through the battle. Biting his lower lip lightly, but his eyes were full of melancholy and confusion, and the white thighs that were exercised to just the right time contrasted with the bloody murderous aura, and the color was poignant and charming.
The second is Misato in operational command. Frowning, his eyes focused and serious, reflecting the red light of the screen, a capable look.
Misato couldn't help but be overjoyed, "That's amazing! Shinji, I really like these two portraits." I'm going to hang it in the living room right away!" After all, she had never seen such a beautiful self herself, and Misato smiled so much that the corners of her mouth reached her ears. Ordinary people would think that the wounded painting was unlucky, but Misato didn't care, it was justice to be beautiful and good-looking, after all, she was a soldier.
"I sent you a painting ...... before that"
"Oh, that one hangs in the bedroom at most. "Miss Ben is polite if she doesn't burn it, Misato complained in her heart.
"Shinji, your fight today was amazing what I expected, you know. Misato finally remembered what he had come in for.
"Oh, actually, I'm scared to death, I share his emotions. Shinji bowed his head and said dejectedly.
"I'm sorry, Shinji, for letting you face this. Misato was distressed and comforted. He ...... How's it going?"
Shinji put on his glasses, "It's so hard, this is the first one." ”
"Katsuragi, I wrote a will before I went on the field, but it seems that I can only show it to you. Shinji laughed.
"Shinji, I ......"
"Needless to say, this is what we are all facing. If I can't bear it, I guess you won't have a chance to see my will. And how well the EVA's melee weapons are prepared, ranged weapons don't work. ”
"The technology development department has been stepping up the design and development, and the finished product will be available soon. ”
"The Fourth Apostle estimates that next month will come, and it is time to hurry. Shinji said after a moment of silence.
"So fast?!" Misato was surprised.
"Fortunately, we should be able to attack with Zero at that time. It's okay to deal with them one by one, but what I'm most worried about is that maybe there may be multiple apostles at the same time, and then ...... Run for your life, don't die. ”
I should have said this to you, Misato thought. Shinji puts all the burdens on herself, which makes her feel powerless.
"Because I found out that it wasn't Adam's body in the NERV Central Dogma Zone, it was Lilith's. The Apostle's contact with her would not trigger a third assault at all, but would only blow up the NERV headquarters into the sky. ”
"Shinji, are you sure?"
"Well, this is obviously a conspiracy by SEELE, Adam and Lilith are of the same origin, and the apostles can't tell the difference. You can only follow your instinct and move towards the NERV headquarters. ”
"So, once you get to that point, you have to retreat in time and don't have to follow the funeral. If I lose you, I don't even know who the will be. Shinji's tone suddenly became ambiguous.
The sudden raider made Misato unresponsive for a while, "Don't say that...... And your father......" Speaking of which, Misato was also depressed, why did he always mention death, and his thinking was crooked.
"As a father, there are two basic duties, the first is to protect the child from the evil world, and the second is to help the child to know it. None of your commanders have done either of these things. ”
"What qualifications do I have to say Shinji? It's all running away, running away from the word father, not daring to face it, but being a coward," Misato thought.
Shinji is like another Misato in the mirror. She couldn't bear to tell Shinji that she had felt the same pain that Shinji had endured. But after so many years of going through it, there is no way to get rid of it. So every time she said to Shinji in the corner, "I want to reconcile with my father", she was actually sighing silently in her heart...... Just hug each other for warmth with yourself in this poor mirror, and rely on each other for your life.
"Shinji, now I can do ......" Misato gently grabbed Shinji's hand, "It's only ......"
"Hmm......" Before Shinji could react, a moist kiss was on his lips.
Happiness came too suddenly, and Shinji's brain was blinded all of a sudden. Just subconsciously hugged Misato, and through the thin camisole shirt, you could directly feel the softness and smoothness of the skin, and Shinji could only respond awkwardly. Misato, an old driver, has been in battle for a long time, and his kissing skills are needless to say, guiding the rhythm in three or two strokes, and Shinji can only passively bear this scorching lip and tongue friendship, this is his first kiss in two lifetimes, and the stimulation is too great.
"Oops! I've been out for too long today and have to fall asleep...... Cheap you kid......" Shinji's Rito personality finally couldn't bear to quit.
So the good rhythm was messed up, and Shinji suddenly hugged Misato's neck and gnawed like corn, biting and licking, making her face saliva and teeth clicking together.
"Ahh Both of them parted in pain. Shinji took off her glasses, "Misato-san, is this what it's like for an adult to kiss?"
Misato was speechless, "What about him?
"He was out for too long today and had to fall asleep. Shinji pouted, "It doesn't seem to be anything special, it's just a faint smell of beer...... but the red face and ears seem to reveal something." "Sister Misato, this is our first kiss......"
Misato suddenly felt guilty, "It's just a kiss of comfort from adults to encourage you to behave today, don't think too much." Good night. With that, he fled.
Misato went back to her room and changed Nenen, tossing and turning and slapping herself, "I'm such a bad woman...... Is it too lonely......" Even she couldn't tell what the impulsive kiss contained just now.
The two have been under the same roof for a year.,And Shinji of the personality has always been on an equal footing with his peers.。 Misato always thought that the other party was a strange existence, and after getting acquainted with it, he felt that the other party was quite easy to deal with, there were no twists and turns, but it was a little mysterious.
It's not easy to think that she, a single woman, has endured it for so long and finally started. Let's switch the genders, Misato is a single older youth, and Shinji is a double genius girl. A personality is like a blank sheet of paper, a simple and cute one, and a little stubborn, but it's easy to coax. The other personality is intelligent and full of mystery. This girl has a poor background but is self-reliant, versatile, usually does not show the appearance of falling into the water, but at critical moments she is very reliable, defeating the enemies of the world and saving countless people. is obviously a child who needs to be cared for, but he bears a heavy burden, but he still thinks about his safety...... The two have been together under the same roof for a year, how can they be a normal person who can't help it...... Of course, Misato still loves Shinji a lot, and she is also a sister and a mother, so she can't rise to the aspect of love.