I waved at her downstairs, and Qin Mengdie opened the window, then covered her mouth and yawned.

She didn't seem surprised to see me, she hooked her finger at me, and I walked up.

She opened the door and told me to close it, I closed it, and she lifted the covers again and went to sleep.

"So what do I do?" I asked her.

"Whatever you want. Qin Mengdie slowly said three words.

I looked at her serene appearance, and couldn't help but lean over and look at her delicate cheeks, and examine them carefully.

There is not a trace of dust on the white cheeks, which makes me feel very attractive.

Looking at it, I slowly looked down, and looking at the thin lip flap, I couldn't help but lean towards it little by little.

Suddenly, Qin Mengdie opened her eyes, stretched out her hand from the quilt and grabbed my mouth, slowly exerting force.

"Do you want to die?" she said four words at me.

"Let go of the mud horse!" I scolded, and she snorted coldly before closing her eyes and continuing to sleep.

"I'm also sleepy, let's sleep together~" I cheekily lay down.

The corners of Qin Mengdie's eyes twitched, obviously defeated by my shameless appearance.

She moved into the bed, and I took off my shoes and lay down.

"Damn, it's so cold~" I scolded, it's autumn now, and it's just early in the morning, I can't help but snort~

"Don't get too far into it, you deserve it. A smile appeared on Qin Mengdie's face, and then she opened her quilt.

It seems that she is also a duplicitous person~ that is, commonly known as tsundere!

No, she's so cold, she should be considered cold, right?

In the warm quilt, I experienced the different taste for the first time.

That kind of taste is something that only people who have been in love will understand!

Nervous, exciting...... And that faint excitement.

Although Qin Mengdie's quilt is very warm, how can I sleep?

I slowly stretched out my hand towards Qin Mengdie's small waist and gently hugged Qin Mengdie.

Qin Mengdie's body trembled, the corners of her mouth curled slightly, and she muttered to me, "Pervert." ”

She gave me an angry look, then closed her eyes, reached out and hugged me, burying her head in my arms.

"I ......" I was about to say something, but Qin Mengdie put her fair and slender index finger on my lips.

"Don't speak. Let me get a good night's sleep first. After Qin Mengdie finished speaking, she fell asleep with her eyes closed.

I don't know why, when I am with Qin Mengdie, my heart is always extraordinarily peaceful.

I closed my eyes and fell asleep as well......

When I woke up, the sun was shining through the window, and I woke up.

I opened my eyes, sat up, put my hands on my knees and looked aside.

Qin Mengdie sat at the table and looked at me.

Apparently she woke up early, but she didn't wake me up.

She closed the curtains and just looked at me in silence.

There are certain things I really want to know, but when it comes to this moment, I don't even know how to say it.

We just kept silent...... I don't even know what to say.

"Tell me, I want to know. I whispered to Qin Mengdie, and I found that when I said this, my tongue trembled.

"Hmm~ Let me think about it...... When do you start talking?" Qin Mengdie held her head and scratched the hair on the back of her head, revealing a look of indifference.

"From the time I was very young, my parents died, I don't know if they abandoned me, or if they died in a car accident, in short, they died. Qin Mengdie said lightly.

"The house I live in now is a relative's family on my mother's side, and the guardianship is on her, but I just call her mother. Qin Mengdie said casually.

"Doesn't she come back often?" I asked.

"No, she just often sends some money over, and I also go to work when I don't have enough. Qin Mengdie continued.

"Until the day she was fourteen years old, she brought back a man......" Qin Mengdie paused and smiled.

Hearing this, my heart paused abruptly, I felt my breathing stop, and my eyes were fixed on her.

"That night, he left one knife after another on my body, in order to make me remember him......" Qin Mengdie told this incident in a very flat tone, as if she was telling a story that had nothing to do with her.

But I know that this is the most important secret in her heart!

Even the things that can't be said until death let me know, and I think her heart is still very fragile and hurt now.

"I'm sorry~ if I could have met you sooner......" I said with my eyes closed in pain and tilted my head up.

"Well, actually, when I first met you that day, you should have made me jump. Qin Mengdie said to me.

"What stupid things are you talking about?" I said as I looked at Qin Mengdie speechlessly.

"Mr. Good man~ You are so kind, you will suffer in the future. Qin Mengdie said to me while smiling.

I looked at Qin Mengdie's smile and felt the bitterness in her heart.

I really don't understand, with how a girl like her survived, I can even imagine the screams that Qin Mengdie made that night.

The sound of painful flesh tearing!

“…… He's dead now. Qin Mengdie let out an inexplicable voice and looked at me.

"Well, I told you everything. Qin Mengdie stood up and opened the curtains.

Swish!

The sun shone on Qin Mengdie's delicate cheeks, and I felt that this girl had been reborn from the bottom of my heart.

When I saw this girl, I don't know why, I wanted to give her everything in my heart, I wanted to give her my world.

The sky gradually darkened, and Qin Mengdie and I were silent for a long time.

I thought about it a lot, I once thought of what I said to Li Mengqi, I promised her that I would not leave her, and I also promised her that I would not find a girlfriend.

But this time, I'm afraid I'm going to break my promise.

"Mengdie, let's be together. I puffed up all my strength to speak to Qin Mengdie.

Qin Mengdie suddenly turned around and looked at me quietly.

I couldn't see joy in her eyes, only endless loss.

"I'm sorry, we can only be friends. Qin Mengdie put her hat on her head, so that I couldn't see her expression clearly.

"Why?!" I was puzzled, and I felt something strange in my heart.

"There's no reason, don't force me, okay?" Qin Mengdie said to me softly.

"Are you scared? Or are you ...... Are you lying to me?" I asked her softly.

"No, that's fine. Qin Mengdie said to me softly.

"I don't care, it's a virgin, female, I don't care at all!" I grabbed Qin Mengdie's wrist and said to her seriously.

"Let go. Qin Mengdie said to me lightly, and I heard the choked voice in her throat.

"If you don't make it clear, I won't let go, you said it, you like me too. I looked at Qin Mengdie seriously.

"Let go!" Qin Mengdie clenched her fists and stared at me tightly with her eyes.

"Then you tell me. I said word by word to Qin Mengdie.

"Let go, you let go!" Qin Mengdie pushed me, but her strength was not strong enough, so she had to keep struggling.

"Don't force me, okay?" Qin Mengdie's eyes turned red, and tears were about to fall.

I looked at Qin Mengdie like this, and my heart stabbed fiercely, and the hand I had been holding loosened.

"I don't care, as long as I'm with you, I'll treat you well. I looked at Qin Mengdie and said seriously.

"Don't say anything, let me be quiet. Qin Mengdie crawled down, her eyes extremely lost.

I fell silent, I don't know what Qin Mengdie thought, because she didn't want to say anything at all, she was extremely silent, this silence made me at a loss.

Tick!

Qin Mengdie's tears fell, I looked at her red eyes, I don't know why, my heart hurt very much.

"It's okay to cry, okay?" I whispered in her ear as I gently hugged her soft body.

"You don't care, but I care! I don't have anything, I can't even give you a virgin or a woman! It's because I don't have it, so I feel extra pain!Do you understand!! do you understand!!" Qin Mengdie raised her head and said to me in a hoarse voice.

I was stunned, because Qin Mengdie had never used this tone to talk to me, and that feeling was very strange to me, and my heart tightened for a while.

"You shouldn't waste your youth on me, it's not worth it at all. Qin Mengdie lowered her head and said to me while shedding tears.

"No, you're good, you're the prettiest girl I've ever seen. I forcibly endured the pain in my heart and whispered to Qin Mengdie.

"Why are you so stubborn?!Where am I!! I'm just a prostitute! I've been played by others, and I came to you to vent when I played with it and played badly, fool! Do you understand?!!! understand?!!! why don't you understand?!" Qin Mengdie pushed me away all of a sudden, and I saw a deep inferiority complex in her eyes.

"Li Lin, in fact, I don't deserve you at all, you have ideals and ambitions, it's not at all like those other boys, they just like my body, you are also a good person, what qualifications does a person like me have to be with you?" Qin Mengdie cried and didn't dare to look me in the eyes, just avoided my gaze.

It turns out that I am such a person in Qin Mengdie's heart?

Hearing what Qin Mengdie said, my heart hurt so much that I couldn't breathe, I lowered my head, my head drooped, I gritted my teeth, and tears fell again.

"You feel wrong~ Actually, I'm not like that, I just want to do what I want to do. And...... And most importantly...... Nevertheless...... I still like you!" I choked and raised my head, and said seriously towards Qin Mengdie.