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I helped Li Mengqi dry her hair, and she went to school with me.

In the following days, Li Mengqi and I went through the formalities and moved in from the school dormitory.

In the evening, Li Mengqi and I returned home. Took back something that belonged to us and left like that.

After taking Li Mengqi over, I began to work extremely hard, and I also pushed off some meaningless activities. Every day, in addition to classes, I write.

Even lunch was hastily resolved, and I began to understand the feelings of my parents, who can give everything for the people they love.

The only few rejections also made me very helpless, and occasionally when I was in a bad mood, Zhu Zitong pulled me into the dining hall.

"What's wrong with you lately. I seem to be a little busy, and I see you are in a hurry after class. Is something going on?" Zhu Zitong is a delicate woman, and she can always see the difference between me. Rei Ikegami died.

"Well, it's nothing, it's just that there's something going on in the house. I sighed silently. Said to Zhu Zitong.

"What's going on? is it serious? do you want me to help?" Zhu Zitong tensed up and said to me.

"No need. I shook my head slowly, and quickly took two mouthfuls of rice into my mouth.

"Look at you, you're eating so quickly, your mouth is full. Zhu Zitong gently took out a tissue from her pocket and wiped the corners of my mouth for me.

"It's not going to be good to tell me, are you still afraid of me saying it?" Zhu Zitong glanced at me speechlessly, and her eyes full of anger made me really unbearable.

I said of course not, and then I intermittently began to tell Zhu Zitong about the quarrel between me and my father, and then running away from home with Li Mengqi.

"And where do you live now?" asked me.

"Rented a house outside. I said to Zhu Zitong.

"Do you have any money, will you live a bad life?" Zhu Zitong frowned slightly.

"I'm not a kid anymore, I'll take care of these things, how can you be like my mother. I pouted at Zhu Zitong speechlessly and sarcastically said to her.

"Well, you're already an adult, and you're not a child in the eyes of the teacher~" Zhu Zitong made an inexplicable voice. Then he climbed down and pressed her plump squishiness against the table.

"Okay, let's go. "I really couldn't stand the eyes of those male students staring at Zhu Zitong's body, so I directly pulled Zhu Zitong away.

"Do you know if there is anything you need the teacher's help with?" said Zhu Zitong as he put his hands on my shoulders before leaving.

"Anyway...... You're a lot taller~" Zhu Zitong looked at my changes in the past five years and said to me.

"Of course. "Now I'm no longer the one who has always been a head lower than Zhu Zitong, and I always let her pinch her.

After the afternoon class, I habitually went to pick up Li Mengqi again, she told me that she had broken up with that Du Ming peacefully, although she was very sorry for others, but in the end Du Ming forgave her without saying anything.

During this period, Du Ming also called me and threatened me that if I didn't take good care of Li Mengqi, he would definitely not let me go.

I smiled and agreed, and Du Ming didn't trouble me.

I took Li Mengqi's hand and went home, she said she was going to buy vegetables, okay, I gave her money to let her go grocery shopping first, she smiled and said no, she still has money.

I grabbed her hand and stuffed the money into her palm with a blank face.

After a while, Li Mengqi bought the vegetables back, and then began to cook and cook......

Everything is normal, but I have an uneasy feeling that it feels like someone is choking by the throat, except that he often lets go and lets you breathe, but you never know if he will let go next time.

I looked at the deposit in the bank card and sighed silently.

After a few months, the original deposit of more than 10,000 yuan was about to bottom out, and I was actually not as powerful as I said.

I'm not rich either, and I'm about to be unable to hold on to a broken domestic phone.

It's not good for anyone to drag on like this, I don't know what to do, if I say to Li Mengqi now, I have no money, what will she do?

I know exactly what will happen if I keep doing this, and I don't want to think about it.

I wanted to run away.

I sat down on a stool and started smoking.

I pursed my mouth and grabbed my hair, thinking about it for a long time......

I used to think that my parents could support Li Mengqi and me, they could do this, and I could do this.

Now it seems that I was too naïve, I was too naïve.

It's almost the end of the semester, and it's almost time to pay the tuition, although it's not expensive, but it's more than 10,000 yuan for two people, and I don't know where to get this money together.

My dad and I haven't been in touch for a long time, and I don't know if I should look for him.

I thought about it for a long time, and then walked out of the windowsill and made a phone call.

"You still have the face to come to me? The father on the other side let out a sneer.

I really didn't want to hear him, but I had to.

Listening to his mocking voice, I felt both angry and powerless......

"What's the matter, you don't have any money? aren't you pretty good?" Dad was still taunting me, and you could see how much his mature mind knew our childish thoughts.

Impulsive, naïve, always reckless, casually doing what we love to do, naturally we have to bear the consequences ourselves.

"Have you said enough!" I said coldly.

He didn't speak, he felt my anger, he was afraid that if he provoked me again, I guess he would go and do those robbery crimes.

"I want Mongi to go back. I said to my dad.

"You treat this as if it never happened, without my son, you just have to give her the money, and I won't ask you for a penny. I said slowly to my father.

"Ouch! The wings are stiff?~ Do you think you can come and leave as you want? You are stupid to me? I give her money, and she will give it to you, she is not stupid. "My dad over there continued to sarcastically mock me.

"And what do you want?" I said to him slowly, feeling a clogging in my chest.

"Since you can speak to me like this, then there is no need for me to recognize you as a son, and you should not come to our house again, nor bother me again! I said that no matter what you have done, what trouble you have caused outside, or what money you need, I will ...... in the future. I'll never give you a point again!" his cold voice came through my body.

"Then you just want me to cut ties with her?" I understood, a smile appeared on my face.

There was silence over there, and I was silent, and after a while, I said a good word, and then hung up in silence like that.

then pulled Li Mengqi into the room and threw her directly into the bed, escaping those annoying facts.

For the whole week, we didn't go to school, we just kept making love, sex, and sex at our house, until we were exhausted, until we couldn't do it anymore, until Li Mengqi was drenched in sweat and her body was red, and we didn't have any idea of doing anything anymore.

"Lin~What's wrong?" Li Mengqi gently stretched out her hand around my neck and asked me.

I didn't say anything, I just kept enjoying the soft body......

"No, I just feel like I'm so useless, I'm such a useless person......" I choked up and couldn't go on, I held my head with red eyes.

"I don't know what I can do, I'm running out of money. I turned around in silence and said to Li Mengqi.

"I'm so useless...... I'm so useless...... I'm so useless......" I choked and cried on Li Mengqi's full chest.

"It's okay, I can go to work, I can help you, Lin~" Li Mengqi hugged me gently, her little face was red, and she was still as innocent and cute as she was at the beginning.

But I ......

"No, I've already told my dad that you can go back. I smiled at Li Mengqi and reluctantly hugged her cheek.

"What about you!" Li Mengqi heard my words and immediately began to ask me.

"I, I'm not going back. I said weakly to Li Mengqi, just turned my head and sat up.

"Then, then I won't go back, I want to be with Lin!" Li Mengqi hugged me from behind and shouted willfully.

I didn't speak, I just turned my back to Li Mengqi and didn't move.

"Am I not good?!Is money so important?!I can tolerate no air conditioning, refrigerator, washing machine, Lin, don't leave me, we can cook and do our own laundry, these are not important......" Li Mengqi still said behind my back.

"But...... I can't stand it anymore! I'm tired every day, and I can't make any money to feed you. I silently looked away and spoke in a feeble tone.

"I can go to work!" Li Mengqi still grabbed my body.

"Is it useful? What kind of job can you find if you haven't graduated from college? That money is just a drop in the bucket for us, and what about tuition? What about electricity and rent? How can we solve these problems? We still have to go to school, and we still have classes in the morning, do we work 24 hours a day without rest? Go to class in the morning and go to work at night? Do we have so much energy?" I said to Li Mengqi almost in a tone full of reality.

I'm really tired, I'm really tired, this annoying reality, finally crushed me, and I finally fell into this real world......

It turns out that we, who are naïve, are nothing......