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I cried, I had never cried so sadly, and even when Qin Mengdie left, I didn't cry so sadly, but this time. Ziom I'm destroyed!

All my stuff, self-confidence, money, and useless self-esteem.

"I don't have anything, you better go. My lips were dry, and I turned slowly. looked at Li Mengqi with a ruthless gaze.

"We ...... Let's break up. "My eyes darkened, my lips were chapped, my body was tired, my eyes were blank, and my heart was empty.

"Why?!~" Li Mengqi cried, tears sliding down her cheeks, this time. I didn't wipe it because I didn't have the strength anymore.

I want to lift all my strength. only to find that the slightest strength was gone.

"Because...... You're a burden because you're useless. For me, it's useless at all, let's break up. When I said this, my heart was about to break.

"I, I don't want to, I don't want to break up, I want to be with Lin! Even if I don't study, it doesn't matter, let's carry it together!" Li Mengqi hugged me and said to me loudly.

"I'm a scumbag, don't you know? I'm not the first time, my first time was given to Zhu Zitong, and then the squad leader, Qin Mengdie, and even I had a one-night stand with the lady in the bar. I've done it all with them, and now I'm me, are you satisfied? Zhu Zitong even had a baby for me, and that month, I just went to take care of her, because I gave her up. I glanced at Li Mengqi lightly, and Li Mengqi's heart was about to break when she looked at her weakly.

"No, you lied to me!" Li Mengqi still didn't believe what I said.

"Lin must have lied to me, right?" Li Mengqi grabbed my arm and said to me.

"Why should I lie to you? Look, this is the money my dad gave me, I've sold you, and as long as I break up with you, I'll be able to get a sum of money. I silently took out my phone and smiled at Li Mengqi.

Li Mengqi looked at the phone blankly, silent for a long time, and finally raised her hand and slapped me directly in the face!

Syllable!

She got it, and she fell in love with a scumbag......

She grabbed the quilt on her body and walked out like that, I don't know how long it took, she quickly took what belonged to her and walked away coldly.

The most helpless thing for a man is to meet the girl he most wants to take care of for his life at the age when he is most powerless.

I lay quietly on the bed, naked, staring blankly at the ceiling.

I want to be strong, I want to try again, but if it drags on like this, who will hurt?

It's only Li Mengqi, we have no money, we will be kicked out, Li Mengqi has no money to go to school, and we can't get a graduation certificate, this world is very realistic, that's it.

"Finally gone. "I had a smile on my face, I lit a cigarette, my hair was messy, my bangs were slightly covering my eyes, my stubble was full on my chin, and I was shirtless like that.

This decadent look is exactly the first time I saw Li Mengqi, I looked at the slippers under my feet, after so many years, I am still a poor person.

It's just that the poor ratio doesn't matter, and it hurts so many girls.

I'm a fucking scumbag.

I silently turned on my computer and habitually searched for something.

Suddenly, my eyes lit up and my eyes slowly widened.

China's 20-year-old beautiful girl won the championship in the French TA bartending competition!

Looking at the picture in the title below, I was stunned, how do I feel that girl is so familiar?

"Ah~" I fell silently on the bed.

Qin Mengdie's achievements have become like this, and I am still nothing, this is really ridiculous.

I suddenly felt that I was not worthy of Qin Mengdie.

"Congratulations. "I sent two words to Qin Mengdie.

"Thank you. Qin Mengdie just replied to me with two words.

"By the way, you should be back in time, right?" I asked Qin Mengdie.

"I don't know. "Qin Mengdie just sent me three words, and then there was no message.

I sighed silently and began to pick myself up and continue writing.

The days still have to pass, and the manuscript still has to be written, but I have deleted Li Mengqi's phone and blocked all her contacts, so be it, in the future, just like me, it's okay.

Now that I think about it, the decision I made with Zhu Zitong was really right, and the empty promise was just a funny joke.

Back at school, Su Yan gave me a strange look.

"You've been skipping class a bit lately. Su Yan reminded me.

"Well, never again. I whispered to Su Yan.

"Did something happen?" Su Yan asked me when she saw my gentle voice.

"No, I just think I'm very happy to have a beautiful girl like you with me. How can you still skip class?" I raised my eyebrows at Su Yan.

"Stupid. Su Yan scolded me.

I suddenly remembered a sentence, because of loneliness, so strong, probably Li Mengqi this time, you can learn to be strong, and you will never cry again, right?

Of course, I am much freer, without many constraints, the sky seems so gray, but there is always a time to clear up.

In the afternoon, Su Yan and I got together, and I followed her to the place where she worked.

is a pet store.

Su Yan likes small animals very much, and always helps those little animals massage, bathe, inject or something, and looks like they are learning from each other.

"Here, help me hold it. Su Yan smiled at me and put a puppy on the ground.

I silently pressed its body, Su Yan began to help it bathe, the dog was simply a beast, it actually began to throw water on my body, this Nima!

"!" I scolded, and Su Yan also whimpered, scolding me for not pressing it properly.

"Really, take it, I'll come!" Su Yan held it down domineeringly, and then asked me to wet it and wash it clean.

After all this, Su Yan got off work, and the time was already nine o'clock in the evening.

She took me to eat something to show her gratitude for tonight, and I agreed.

"You've been working hard lately, but you're a little absent-minded. Su Yan bit his chopsticks and said to me.

"Really?" I smiled nonchalantly and continued to eat.

"Anyway, we've been like this for five years. I looked at the dark sky outside and said to the class leader.

"yes, you've got a lot of girlfriends, too. Su Yan squinted at me and said.

I remembered some things, and my heart became bitter, life is like this, there is pain, there is loss, there is happiness, there is sadness, if it has always been happy, then this happiness, is nothing more than that.

In the following days, I didn't call Li Mengqi, and she didn't come to me, our school is far away, maybe it was destined from the time when I wasn't admitted to the same school at the beginning, and things would become like this......

My class leader and I gradually got closer and closer, and the two of us often chatted together, talked, and occasionally went to participate in some club activities.

These simple daily routines are all things that I have not tried when I used to be extremely busy.

Su Yan is very energetic in the school, and looking at her spirit, I gradually became more energetic little by little.

For example, when she gave a passionate speech, I always slept underneath, and Su Yan grabbed my ears fiercely after the others left, scolding me for why I slept when she was giving a passionate speech.

"I didn't sleep! I was so fascinated by what I heard. I said righteously.

"Hmph~ You don't come to this set, let's talk quickly, how many girls have you said the same thing with?" Su Yan smiled and twisted my ears.

"it, let go, you're alone. I scolded and grabbed Su Yan's fair wrist......

Soon, we reached the third year of college, which can be said to be the busiest year, because the senior year is almost always going out to run internships, which is also very hard and tiring, so the theory course of the third year is particularly important.

Back in the dormitory, the brutes actually began to review seriously.

"Ah~ Which teacher told me that you don't need to study hard in college? If you come out, I promise not to stab you to death!" a certain beast made a sound.

I'm still codewording with a blank face.

After all, the current living expenses are all for me to come by myself, and I can no longer be willful.

In this year, I had little other time to do what I wanted to do, just classes, revision, code words, club activities, and such three points and one line made me gradually a little numb.

It's just that when I went out once, I saw Li Mengqi.

She walked with a few other girls, and there were a bunch of boys next to her, and at the door of the bubble tea shop, there were a few boys who were very "kind" and asked Li Mengqi what she wanted to drink.

Li Mengqi also found me, I silently skimmed my head, I'm just a scumbag, what qualifications do I have to like people?

I turned around and wanted to go in silence.

Li Mengqi just looked at me like that and pursed her rosy little mouth.

"Huh, isn't that your sister?" the head of the dormitory next to me patted me on the shoulder.

I didn't look back, I just pursed my lips and tried to escape step by step, I wanted to leave this hellish place, I didn't want to get close to her anymore and hurt her.

What qualifications does a useless, cowardly, and moneyless man have to like people?

"Lin~" Suddenly, a voice appeared from behind, and from behind me, a pair of hands hugged me tightly from behind.

"I'm sorry~" Li Mengqi made a voice at me with red eyes.

"Fool~ I'm sorry for what? I'm the one who should say I'm sorry. I smiled at Li Mengqi and said.

"I know...... Actually, I've always known that...... You're doing it for my good...... I know ......," Li Mengqi said to me, choking up.

"Let go, Mengqi, I'm a scumbag. "I grabbed the small hands that looked soft but small, and I tried to break free, but I couldn't. Ikegami Hall No.

At this time, Li Mengqi's strength is not ordinary.