Tian Qiuqiu slept with me for a while, and when she saw that I still hadn't been able to sleep, she asked me softly, "Brother Lele, do you miss your girlfriend very much?"

"Hmm!"

I didn't deny it: "I really want to scratch my heart and liver." She was waiting for me outside the mountain, and she didn't know what was going on. You know, if I die, it's hard for her to live, she needs me. And my cousins too, who would have had a hard time surviving on their own without my help. I'm just worried about them right now. ”

Tian Qiuqiu said: "Don't think too much about it first, maybe they are lucky, and they may have already met the rescue team." ”

"Rescue team?" I smiled wryly, "There is a ghost rescue team! But...... For so long, I have traveled so many places, and all I have seen are passengers who have been in distress, and the so-called rescue team has not even seen a ghost. ”

"I sometimes wonder if we've ended up on some lost continent. Otherwise, why is there no international force to come to the rescue for a long time? It's been several months!"

Tian Qiuqiu listened to me and said puzzledly: "Brother Lele, you mean that there will be no one to pick up those of us who are in distress, right?"

I nodded: "Well, I don't think it's likely, or even almost zero." We want to go back unless we can do it on our own. There is basically no need to look forward to external support. ”

Tian Qiuqiu heard me answer like this, as if she was thinking of something serious, and her body couldn't help but tremble: "Then, my sister and her, are they also ......?"

I said, "She...... Your sister's condition may be a little better at the moment, and there are two men with her. But if you can't go back, surviving in this desert island jungle may not be a long-term solution. ”

"Brother Lele, it's me...... I'm sorry for you. ”

Tian Qiuqiu couldn't help but sigh: "It's all my fault." I'm dead, I'm dead, and I'm going to hurt you. If you hadn't come to my rescue, I wouldn't have been trapped in this cave. You're out there, not only can you take care of your cousins, but you can also help my sister. That's so good!"

I smiled wryly: "It doesn't make sense to say that. At this point, it's useless to say if. Who would have thought that there would be such an earthquake as this? ”

"If I had known beforehand, I wouldn't have taken you inside. No matter how dangerous it is outside, if you work hard with the red-haired ghosts, there is always a chance of survival, and you will not end up in a mortal situation. It's to blame, and I'm to blame for mishandling it. ”

Tian Qiuqiu said: "I can't blame you, blame fate, blame our bad fate." ”

"Oh, it's not good. Maybe!" I raised my hand to rub my aching brain, and I didn't even have much energy to speak.

Tian Qiuqiu shrank into my arms and said softly: "Brother Lele, don't think so much, otherwise your spirit will easily collapse." If you...... I really miss your girlfriend, you can, treat me as hers. ”

"What a stupid thing to say. I smiled slightly wryly: "You are you, she is her, the two of you look different, how can I think you are her." ”

Tian Qiuqiu listened, broke away from my embrace, picked up the night stone, threw it out of the cave, and then returned to my arms, and said: "It's okay now, it's pitch black, you can't see my appearance anymore, you can think of me as her, hugging me as if hugging her is hugging her." ”

"Huh. "I couldn't cry or laugh a little, and the depression and irritability in my stomach suddenly decreased a lot.

I put my arms around her soft little belly and hugged her tighter: "Okay, I'll just treat you as my girlfriend......"

I looked up slightly and kissed her on the neck. Then I sniffed her soft breath and smelled the scent of her hair.

At a certain moment of trance, I really had the illusion that what I was holding now was Su Wu.

Of course, my heart is very clear, what I have in my arms is Tian Qiuqiu, another beautiful woman.

I'm just willing to mix these two together.

Unconsciously, my mood was also a little relaxed, and in the quiet, in the peace, I slowly fell asleep.

This night, I slept for a long time, and I slept beautifully.

I woke up and looked at my watch, and I slept for more than ten hours.

Tian Qiuqiu, who is in my arms, is sleeping soundly at the moment. I don't know when she slept with me last night.

I didn't wake her up, I gave her an arm as a pillow and let her continue to sleep.

By the time she woke up, it was two hours later.

She rubbed her eyes vigorously and said to me apologetically, "I'm sorry, I said I was going to sleep with you last night, but after two hours, I really couldn't hold it anymore, and I fell asleep." It's so warm to be hugged by you. ”

I said, "It's okay." At this time, it is a rare good thing to be able to fall asleep. I slept pretty well last night, too. ”

Tian Qiuqiu smiled slightly and said, "It's very good, I also saw that you slept soundly last night, it seems that your girlfriend has a great effect." I'll play her and I'll make you forget your sorrows. ”

I glanced at her smiling face and said, "You can still maintain such a beautiful smile, it seems that you can still see it more openly, at least much better than me." ”

Tian Qiuqiu's face was slightly red, he lowered his head, and said, "It's all like this, what can I do, don't you say, Brother Lele? I have also cried, and I have complained." Being sad is also waiting for death, and being happy is also waiting for death. It's better not to think about it so much. The more one thinks about it, the more vulnerable it becomes. ”

I was infected by her, and I couldn't help but smile: "You have it, there is some truth in it." ”

Tian Qiuqiu said: "That's it. Brother Lele, you have to keep up with me, okay. Let's not think so much useless, since there is no hope of going out, and these last few days, let's look at some of them. ”

"Okay. Look away!" I raised my hand and touched her head, "You're right. You are much braver than I am when it comes to death. ”

I grabbed a flashlight, turned back to her, and said, "I want to go out for a walk, are you staying here?"

"Hmm. Tian Qiuqiu gave me a bright smile.

I went to the cave and leaned in, all the way to the bottom, to the stone wall that stood in my way.

Then he sat there and poked the wall with that steel pipe in his boredom.

said that it was said to let go, but how could it be so simple.

As a materialist, I understand the origin and destination of life, the fact that life is only once, and there is no reincarnation, and I want to be free from death, which I really can't do easily.

If a person goes, he will turn into loess, and the family affection and love that belong to me will no longer be related to me with the passage of time, billions of years, to the destruction of the universe.

The people I love are also separated from life and death, and I can no longer support or care for them...... How can one not be sad when he thinks of this?

The third is more. Hey, after I finished writing it, I read it myself, and I got goosebumps a little...... Well, thank you for the tip.

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