Chapter 184: When I am discouraged
"Hmm. ”
Tian Qiuqiu answered me, and took off his clothes by the waterhole alone, washed his clothes, and then scooped up water to wash his body.
I leaned against the wall, depressed, and had stayed up all night last night, exhausted and mentally distressed. As soon as I close my eyes, I want to doze off.
And then I don't know how long I took this nap. Tian Qiuqiu washed his body, and when he came out, he couldn't wring his clothes, so he came over and called me gently: "Brother Lele?"
I heard the call in a dream, opened my eyes suddenly, glanced at Tian Qiuqiu, and asked, "Wash ...... Washed?"
Tian Qiuqiu nodded, and stretched out his hand to me again: "Brother Lele, help me twist my clothes." ”
"Good. I took it, kneaded it in my hand, twisted it a few times, twisted the water droplets, and then handed it back to her: "Okay, wear it." ”
Tian Qiuqiu bent down slightly, put on his underwear first, and then put on his bra, and when he looked up after putting it on, he saw that I was still standing in place, in a trance, his eyes were unfocused, like a soulless person, and said, "You...... Aren't you going to wash it?"
"Wash, wash......" I muttered, reaching out and rubbing my temples to sober myself up, and went to the pool, stripped off my clothes, and jumped into the pool.
The icy water of the pool was so cold that I felt excited, and my spirit suddenly became very clear.
On the shore, Tian Qiuqiu picked up my dirty clothes and silently helped me wash them.
This girl cried for a long time yesterday, and I thought her mental state would be worse than mine. Unexpectedly, after a night of hibernation, it seems to be nothing on the surface.
Could it be that she is more open to the coming death than I am?
I soaked in the water, not wanting to move, letting the cold penetrate my bones and freeze my body stiff.
Under my body, I don't know what it was, it suddenly hit me, and then quickly swam away.
I guess it's fish. There can also be snakes, but in my senses, it doesn't look like a snake, because this thing has fins, and I was swept by its fins.
On the shore, Tian Qiuqiu washed my clothes, and when he saw that I was still soaking in the water, he was indifferent, and urged: "Brother Lele, don't wash it for so long, it's going to freeze." Come on. ”
When I heard this, I turned over, wiped my face with water, and swam back to shore.
Although there is no hope of life, although I know that the time of death is approaching, if I can live one more day, I will live one more day. Don't really drown in water.
I wrung out the pants to wear, and then took Tian Qiuqiu back to the stone room.
At this time, we were in a heavy mood, and we didn't have the usual chat, so we sat aside and were silent.
Tian Qiuqiu didn't eat last night, after a meal, he was also hungry, took out the only piece of barbecue, cut it into two parts, handed me the big one, and said: "Let's divide it, that's all left, we can't go out, this should be our last meal." ”
I shook my head: "I don't have an appetite, you eat it yourself." ”
There's a raw ground wolf in the corner that hasn't been slaughtered. But I'm really not in the mood at this time.
If people have no hope, even if they have a table full of men in front of them, they don't want to move their mouths.
On the contrary, I had a hint of hope of leaving, and even if it was raw and fishy wolf meat, I could chew it with relish.
I had a splitting headache, I didn't sleep for two days, and with the high-intensity labor of yesterday, coupled with the mental devastation, I finally couldn't stand it.
After all, I'm not iron-clad, I've been cold and hungry these days, I can't eat well and can't sleep, and I have to spend energy digging holes. My body didn't collapse, it was because of my good foundation, and if I changed to an ordinary person, I was sick and crooked.
Tian Qiuqiu saw that I didn't eat it, so he wrapped the piece of meat with a cloth again. Asked me carefully, "Brother Lele, are you feeling very uncomfortable now?"
I didn't deny it, nodded, and said, "I couldn't sleep last night, I'm so sleepy, I want to sleep for a while, you can stay by yourself for a while." ”
As he spoke, he tore off his wet clothes, spread out two wolf skins, and lay down.
Tian Qiuqiu took the big dry pants and came over to cover me on my body. said: "Then you go to sleep, I'll eat something first, my stomach really can't stand it." ”
I closed my eyes, endured my headache, and tried to sleep. But the picture in my head is like a movie screen, playing endlessly, so I can't sleep at all. The cold stimulation of my body, while also whipped my nerves, kept me awake in pain.
I turned over several times in a row, but I couldn't get rid of the distractions in my mind, and I couldn't expel the chill in my body.
Tian Qiuqiu, who had eaten, saw that I was tossing and turning in pain, so he also lay down beside me, and said, "I'll sleep with you, Brother Lele, you must be cold, hold me warm." ”
"Thank you. I stretched out my arms to hug her into my arms and snatch the warmth from her body.
Her wet clothes had been stripped off, and she was wearing nothing on her body, and she was hugged by me like this, and she was completely clinging to me without any diaphragm.
The first two nights, she was wearing those big pants, but now I covered her body.
I covered the cold skin on her thighs and said, "Is it cold, why don't you put your pants on?"
Tian Qiuqiu didn't agree: "No need, you cover it, I'm just keeping you warm, I've slept enough, I don't want to sleep anymore, I'm not afraid of the cold." ”
I listened, thought for a moment, pushed her away, got up, and tore the big pants in two from the crotch, and then from the stitches.
Tian Qiuqiu looked at me puzzled: "Brother Lele, what are you doing?"
I threw half of it to her and said, "Half for one person." ”
Tian Qiuqiu was a little regretful: "It's a good pair of pants, why tear it." ”
I said, "It's all at this time, what's the use of wanting it, tear it open and use it as a quilt cover." ”
When Tian Qiuqiu heard this, his face couldn't help but darken a little, sighed lightly, and didn't say anything.
I hugged Tian Qiuqiu into my arms again, and the two pieces of cloth covered the bare parts of our bodies. One was on my back, and the other was on the front of Tian Qiuqiu's thighs and on my stomach. In this way, we have almost no skin exposed to the air.
Holding Tian Qiuqiu, it is indeed much warmer. The invading coldness on his body has also decreased a lot.
Tian Qiuqiu's warm buttocks pressed against my lower abdomen, which made me suddenly realize that we were too close. It was so intimate that even the last layer of membrane was torn off, and the first two nights, we hugged each other and slept together, and we were still separated by a pair of pants.
Sadly, even though I'm so close now, so honest that I didn't have the same physiological reaction as I did the previous two nights.
Suffice it to say, there was no reaction at all. It was soft and collapsed, covering Tian Qiuqiu's buttocks.
It's as if I'm holding not a sexy woman, but a pillow.
I couldn't help but smile wryly.
It seems that when faced with death and discouragement, people will not have any real interest.
Even the natural physiological reactions that are usually difficult to control are gone.
It should be possible to restore the three watches. Today's second update is coming, ask for recommendation votes ~~ The more the merrier.
(End of chapter)