I walked into a dead end, turned around for a year, and couldn't find the way out, there are 'there is a barber shop here', there is an 'all-encompassing shop', there is a 'night hair salon', there is a 'lily restaurant', there is a 'mid-level hotel', there is a 'companion bed' women's house, there is a 'Yangguan Road studio', 'there is a Tengfei Information Service Center', there are strange stone bridges, strange stone lakes, there are front desk mountains, oil house mountains, rising places, there are Wang Pin clothing and other ten leading garments, 'interconnected style song' four beauties...... There are too many, there are too many qiē consumptions in it, all of them are public products, and I can't find a way out, but now I don't find a way, walking in this dead end, it's also a good life!

[My fifteen-year-old thoughts, don't laugh] November 25, 1982 (cloudy)

In the afternoon, the teacher once again told us about the deeds of college student Zhang Hua who sacrificed himself to save others. College students across the country are discussing Zhang Hua's deeds, and the main topic is whether he should have risked his own life to save the old peasant who had fallen into the water? Is it worth it for Zhang Hua to pay such a huge price?

A college student, still in the army system, in his prime, has a bright future, in order to train him, the family and the country have paid a great price, but in order to save a farmer who fell into the septic tank, and it is an unknown old farmer, he exchanged his life for his life, sacrificed himself, calculated the price, is it too big?

Calculate how much the old peasant will make in the future? How much will college student Zhang Hua contribute, and is this heroic act an unnecessary loss to himself, his family, and the country? I told a few of my classmates about it, and they didn't think about it, but they thought it was true.

On the way from late school, I rarely didn't read a book while walking, and I thought about this question carefully. Like myself, Chen Siwa kindly washed her hands yesterday morning, but because it took a little time, I was afraid of delaying my morning reading, so I didn't wash him yet, so I finished it in a hurry.

Doing this little thing, I am selfishly concerned about personal gains and losses, and Zhang Hua completely gave up his own behavior, how can I compare with the previous one?

How should I interpret Zhang Hua and how to face himself, can his heroic behavior really inspire me?

Suddenly, a bright spark flashed in my mind, Zhang Hua was right!

In this new era, college students are so valuable for the sake of other people's lives and disregard their own ** quality.

Yes, the price he paid was considerable, his ideals, his future, his family, his life and the opportunity to contribute to the Motherland, all drowned in the septic tank.

Did he lose? Did he lose a lot?

What he gained in exchange for this qiē was much greater than what he lost personally, because what he lost was only a person, but what he regained was the virtue and conscience of millions of people, the admiration of countless people throughout the country, and the noble example that could inspire countless future generations.

He got off to a good start, and the great stage of the motherland was able to play a stirring movement, and he walked in front, followed by countless wagons on the right track.

This is greatness, behind him and after his death, he has a big tail that is more beautiful than the peacock opening the screen.

To be able to arouse millions of people and play a leading role in the new era, this is the greatness of death, isn't it? Good steel is used on the blade, great youth, just when it is most needed, when another life is crying for help, what mission is more important?

This is the mission, the ideal we pursue. Isn't it useful to learn in these places?

He set a benchmark for those who are only proficient in written theories and can only preach that they can't do it (there are many such college students). Facing reality and putting theory into action, Zhang Hua has set a good example.

In this way, he lost his own qiē, and in exchange, it was not only the life of the old farmer, but also the praise of the people, the trust of the old people, the shock of the young people who had lost their footing, the imitation of his peers, and the discussion and study of the majority of primary and secondary school students

Imitation. Man Jianghong dedicated to Zhang Hua

（1982.11.25）

One billion people, looking up together, a generation of pride. Good Zhang Hua, happy for the people, sleep in the waves. Yiye Dan's heart is clear of Qingyu, and Wanlu Zhishi follows Jiuxiao. March, all over the sky, learn heroes!

He is here, the people's hearts are bright, but he is beyond the vulgar? is also a mortal, Zhang Huaxin is arrogant. Dongmei is more looking at the snow in the city, why should spring flowers be everywhere? Learn from Zhang Hua, enthusiastic about workers and peasants, Huayi is good!

When Zhang Hua jumped out of that step, he didn't think about his life and death, he didn't even have time to think about anything, he acted. His jump, if it was driven by instinct, was almost an innate will. When a man is in a hurry, what can most stimulate his nature, at that time he has already abandoned many acquired ideas and various educations, after the conditioned reflex, before thinking, he jumps!

His actions have exceeded the speed at which thoughts and feelings arise. If we spend our minds analyzing their thoughts and feelings, we are wasting our energy to grasp the stubble, and if we really want to analyze, we should analyze what is controlling his nerve impulse at that moment.