Chapter 21 Responsibility
After the big daddy finished speaking, he didn't look back and walked straight forward.
His voice became much quieter, and he said, "I'll go back to Gu Lin and their ward, you see you have something to bring, the bar is locked, the house and car are fine, I will arrange someone to sell it, and bring your mother too." As for your girlfriend, forget it. You didn't treat her badly. ”
The voice gradually became quieter, and the figure of the big daddy was drowned out by the crowd walking back and forth, and he returned to the hospital building.
I sat in the driver's seat, but I didn't come back to my senses at all.
My dad ...... I actually went to work as an anti-narcotics policeman.
He and Gu Lin's father turned out to be comrades-in-arms.
pinching the steering wheel tightly, I have a trace of resentment in my heart, if my father died for the country, for the righteousness, and for saving more irrelevant people.
Then he is a hero, a hero worthy of being remembered and remembered by everyone, and a hero that I will look up to for the rest of my life.
But he was only for his brother.
For the sake of one's own selfish desires, is the so-called brotherhood more important than a son, a wife, or one's own family?
I looked pale and looked at myself in the rearview mirror.
The inside of the eyes was bloodshot, the wound at the corner of the mouth was hideous, and the blood was still oozing out.
The smell of blood sobered me up, and I slapped the steering wheel hard, and suddenly the car honked loudly.
A guy in front of the car had just walked by, and he was startled and turned around and scolded me for being insane.
I gasped and stared at him, and he didn't look good, as if he was frightened by me, and ran away.
For a long time, I also felt ridiculous in my heart.
I resented my dad on the one hand, irresponsible, and didn't think of me and my mom.
But isn't that true of myself?
For Gu Lin, he was imprisoned for three years.
Now I have to give up Xie Ran again.
I love Gu Lin, and I may not have so much love for Xie Ran, just get used to it.
But from the top of my father's selfishness, I began to hate this selfishness, and I felt disgusted from the bottom of my heart.
I never put myself in other people's shoes.
But now I suddenly do......
I started the accelerator and drove to a bar, there was nothing valuable in the bar, only Gu Lin's photos and the book, which made me miss it very much.
Instead of taking them with me, I placed them in a safe and locked them tightly.
I went home.
Sure enough, there was a nurse in the house who was taking care of my mother, but my mother kept crying and making trouble, saying that she wanted her daughter-in-law and didn't want others to take care of her.
I feel very distressed, my mom lost my dad once, she lost me, she accepted Xie Ran, if I let her lose it again, I don't know how she will be stimulated.
I hugged my mother and told her that I would take her to find my daughter-in-law later, and sure enough, my mother burst into tears and laughed.
I sent the nurse away, and I didn't have much to bring with me.
I simply took a few pieces of clothing, and I could go back and buy everything else.
I also decided not to let my big dad sell the house and car here, for me, this is also the place where I lived, and I don't lack this money, I don't need them much.
took my mother to the car, my mother looked strangely happy, and kept patting the window and saying that she was going to find her daughter-in-law!
I looked in the rearview mirror and was so happy.
I also decided, I will always take care of Gu Lin, my dad is a sinner, he is not a hero of our family. Didn't protect my mom and me.
I'm a sinner, but I don't want to be a sinner.
I was furious with the crown.
I didn't care about it.
Gu Lin is very good, very beautiful, and there are many people who are willing to give everything like me. I'm just a crippled person, and she doesn't fit in.
Xie Ran can't do without me.
After thinking about this, I finally made a decision, and I felt a lot more comfortable in my heart, and I didn't feel so much depression.
Soon I was in the hospital.
I didn't go to Gu Lin's ward, I took my mother and went directly to the place where Xie Ran was hospitalized.
When I entered the ward, Xie Ran was still wiping tears from the bedside, and a nurse was obviously at a loss and didn't know what to say.
When my mother entered the room, she shouted happily, "Daughter-in-law!" and she ran over like a child.
Looking at Xie Ran's sad appearance, I felt distressed in my heart, and I thought of myself and my mother many years ago, after my father left, isn't it just the same despair?
Xie Ran raised her head, the moment she saw me, her eyes burst with brilliance, and she struggled to get out of bed.
I hurriedly ran over, Xie Ran threw herself into my arms, cried loudly, and asked me why I didn't answer the phone and didn't reply to messages, she thought I would never come back.
I patted her on the back, my voice choked slightly, and said to reassure her that I would never go again.
The nurse was a little anxious next to him, saying that Xie Ran would open the wound.
Xie Ran hugged me and didn't let go, saying that she didn't let go, I was a liar, she let go of me, and I would definitely have to leave again.
If she hadn't lived without me, she wouldn't have lived, and she wouldn't want to live.
I kissed her lightly on the forehead, the corners of my eyes, bitter tears seeped into my lips, I whispered, really not leaving, this time, really not leaving, will not break my promise again.
Xie Ran raised her head slowly, she pursed her lips, looked at me with tears in her eyes, and said, "You swear." ”
I raised my hand, closed my eyes, and said I swear.
Xie Ran asked me to look at her.
I opened my eyes and looked at her.
Xie Ran said word by word: "Zhou Ran, you swear that you will never leave me, and you will never leave me because of Gu Lin, okay?"
My heart trembled, but my heart fell, and said, "I swear, I will never leave you, let alone because of Gu Lin!"
Xie Ran burst into tears and smiled, she hugged my arm, and said that she suddenly felt that what I said today made her feel very relieved, she was very flustered at first, but now she is at peace all of a sudden.
My mother was beside her, and she said as if she was about to cry: "My daughter-in-law only needs a son, not a mother." ”
Xie Ran hurriedly smiled and took my mother's hand and started talking to her, but my mother pushed me away and said, "Hurry up, get out of the way, my daughter-in-law is really unlucky to find you." ”
I smiled bitterly, but seeing that the two of them were really like mother and daughter, I felt a lot more comfortable.
The nurse was a little embarrassed next to her, and I whispered to her that she didn't need to take care of her here, just go and talk to my big daddy.
She nodded and walked out of the ward.
I peeled fruit for Xie Ran and my mother on the side, and the nurse came in to change Xie Ran's dressing, Xie Ran frowned, but still smiled at me and my mother reluctantly.
Once again, I felt warm in my heart, belonging to the family and trust.
My dad didn't give me and my mom a reply that I trusted.
And I gave this to Xie Ran.
After the nurse changed the medicine, she told us not to let the patient move, that we must recuperate, and that we could be discharged from the hospital in another week.
When I heard the nurse say this, I was completely relieved.
At this time, Xie Ran suddenly sighed and asked me, "Zhou Ran, isn't Daddy here?" I told Xie Ran that Daddy has something to do, and he is busy, and he will come over when he is busy.
Xie Ran sighed, smiled and said, after she is discharged from the hospital, she will cook a table of meals for her father and toast him.
I was stunned for a moment and asked Xie Ran why.
Xie Ran's eyes widened, and he pouted: "I feel like my dad has an opinion about me, it must be caused by my accident, I have to change his impression of me." ”
I touched Xie Ran's face and said that she thought too much, and Daddy would like her very much.
That's when my phone rang suddenly.
When I took it out, it was a call from my big daddy.
After a moment's hesitation, I connected to the phone number.
Big Daddy's voice was very gloomy, and he said, "Zhou Ran, what do you mean? Crazy? Get here! You have to give me an explanation! What do you want to do!"