Chapter 30: Encounter~Seventeen

From an ignorant child to the cardamom years to the present, one is rude and willful, the other is obedient and obedient, and now I don't know how you are developing, and even, I am about to change from the person who knows you in the world to someone who does not understand you, you hope to be able to live your own way, but the character seems to determine that your actions are difficult, I don't know where the breakthrough is, and I can't help you, for this, I apologize to you.

Girl, in our place, today you are already considered an adult, even if you are seventeen years old, it should be a good age, after all, he said: "Seventeen years old, a good dividing point, has not officially entered adulthood, with memories of the past and longing for the future." "A lot of times, I always want to ask you, what do you like, what you want to do, and your answer is always uncertain.

I have to admit that you have indeed matured a lot in all aspects of mentality, but unfortunately, you have never been able to give me a satisfactory answer.

You want to be full of positive energy, but sometimes you can't help but fall into negative energy. You said that you don't want to make more friends, because you are more eager to get true friends, otherwise, you will be hurt very badly, you are more and more like a hedgehog, and you dare not let go of yourself, but life will give you hope, you still, you have a lot of people you love and love you, in your heart, their importance may only be understood by you.

You think that if you don't care, you won't be sad, but how can a person really be cold-blooded?

You want to live as the protagonist, otherwise how can you indulge in your own world over and over again, the world that attracts you should actually be the real need of your heart.

But you, a contradictory individual, hope to live the most plain and happy life, just like your father said, maybe you are extreme, just like Kun'er, but you are not as free and easy as others.

Fortunately, you are still reflecting, still growing, you are indeed too imperfect, for example, always silent when you are in a bad mood, sometimes you are also very selfish, you have no assertiveness in front of others, you can't say beautiful things, etc., you are still incompatible with this society, but you are about to step into this society, your vision for the future may be strangled in the cradle by your shortcomings, so I want you to correct, I have too many expectations for you, may not be realized one by one, but you shouldn't let me down again and again, right?

Work harder, what should be given up and what should be kept, you should have a measure. I don't ask you to be a perfect person, but I want you to be a person who can be loved by others.

I know that you have an ambition that can protect the person you want to protect, and if you plan carefully, it seems that it is not easy, but since you are determined to become a strong person, you should still give it a try, how do you know if you don't try?

At the age you are in, you have nothing but time, you don't need to be afraid of risks at all, letting go and moving forward is the most important thing you should do.

Finally, I hope you can be happy, of course, I understand that your happiness is the people you love, you wanted them to be happy a long time ago, and this year, your wish paper should still be them!