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I lifted my head and pursed my lips to look at the bamboo purple pupil.

Zhu Zitong looked at me with a light smile like that, and the gentle smile couldn't help but make me stunned for a moment.

I sat up slowly, said sorry, and walked to the bathroom.

I quickly wiped my tears. Then I turned on the faucet and washed my cheeks with cold water, not wanting the woman to see my weak look.

After a while. I just got out of the bathroom.

Zhu Zitong and I glanced at each other, and she suddenly became embarrassed, with a wry smile on her face, just don't overdo it.

"Teacher, thank you, then I'll go back first. I touched my head, and I turned my head away and prepared to go back.

"Well, okay. Zhu Zitong turned his head without leaving a trace, and we were naturally very embarrassed when that kind of thing happened just now.

Just as I was about to open the door, there was a knock on the door.

Bang bang bang!

"Mr. Bamboo, is Mr. Bamboo here?" a man's voice sounded outside the door.

I glanced back at Zhu Zitong, she motioned for me to keep quiet, she pointed to the bathroom, and I nodded and ducked in.

I hid in the bathroom, and Takeshi opened the door.

I looked through the crack in the bathroom door, and it was the guy who was in the office last time.

"Bamboo sensei. What are you doing so late?" the man said softly.

"Well, grading homework. Zhu Zitong nodded in response.

"Oh. How did you think about it last time?" the man's face was a little red, I couldn't see it clearly through the cracks, but I could smell a smell of wine.

"No need, my mom is fine, thank you for your kindness. Zhu Zitong nodded and did not speak again.

I couldn't help but pout, he meant well? This Nima obviously took advantage of the fire, and I despised this kind of person who specializes in picking others when they are in trouble.

"Really? That's good. The man chatted a few words and then walked in, and sat down familiarly.

I couldn't see the man anymore, I could only hear the voice.

"Mr. Zhu, in fact, you have always known it, right......?" the man's voice came into the bathroom.

He probably drank too much, and after chatting with Zhu Zitong, he wanted to do something.

"You don't want to be like this, if you do this again, I'm going to call someone!" Zhu Zitong deliberately shouted loudly.

The bamboo purple pupil outside the door was blocking the man. The man grabbed Zhu Zitong's two hands, and leaned over to Zhu Zitong's body full of alcohol, ready to kiss Zhu Zitong's delicate cheek.

"Mr. Bamboo...... Actually, I ...... "The man is about to use a strong one, and the corners of Zhu Zitong's eyes twitched.

This guy, why hasn't he come out yet?!

I opened the bathroom door and walked out of it with a blank face.

The teacher looked at me dumbfounded.

I glanced at the male teacher with a blank face.

"Teacher, I'm done, what are you doing here?" I touched my nose. An embarrassed expression was revealed.

Zhu Zitong just gritted her silver teeth and glared at me, she wanted me to help her out.

"Li Lin, why are you here?!" the male teacher was stunned for a few seconds, regained his teacher's majesty, and said loudly to me.

I've never eaten this, and for a "rotten student" like me, you're yelling at me?!aha?

"Teacher, why are you here?" I asked faintly.

"Now I'm asking you!" the male teacher glared at me and yelled at me.

"I'm really tutoring, what about you?" I said to the male teacher, wiping the water stains on my hands lightly.

"I'm discussing work with Mr. Zhu, you go out first!" he said with a snort.

"That's not what you just said. I said lightly, not giving him face.

"Okay, teacher, you can go back first today!" Zhu Zitong's face also collapsed, and he said coldly.

"Bamboo teacher, you, okay. The male teacher didn't want to make a big deal out of it, so he just looked at me with his eyes wide open, and walked out step by step.

Zhu Zitong walked over and closed the door, exhaling slowly.

"Thank you~" Zhu Zitong touched my head, I shook my head, although I feel a little lighter now, but that weird feeling still hasn't gone away.

It felt like a part of the body was gone!

It's completely gone, and it's all gone!

The whole person was empty, and there was nothing left.

All feelings drifted away with the wind, and just like that, Zhu Zitong let me go back......

I got home, the room was not lit, Li Mengqi's room was on, the light came out of the living room through the gap under the door, I closed the door gently, I didn't want to disturb anyone, I just wanted to sleep beautifully, and sleep as if nothing had happened the next day, so that I could rest for a while.

But it seemed that Li Mengqi sensed that I was back, and she opened the door and looked at me like that.

"Lin, are you back?" Li Mengqi pursed her lips and looked at me.

"Hmm. I nodded, trying to squeeze a smile out of her.

"I'm back. I whispered to Li Mengqi.

I put down my bag and walked softly, back to my room.

I didn't turn on the light, I just fell like that, and fell down decadently.

Because, the other half of my life is gone.

After a while, my door opened, and Li Mengqi came to my side from behind, and she hugged me gently.

"What's wrong with you? You haven't spoken for the past few days. What's wrong?" asked me softly.

It seems that even Li Mengqi knows what happened to me.

"Dream Butterfly, she's gone, she's gone to France. I whispered to Li Mengqi.

"Well, she told me. A smile appeared on Li Mengqi's face.

"What?!Is it true?!She talked to you?!" I sat up excitedly, and immediately grabbed Li Mengqi's shoulder and said seriously.

"No, it was said that day, on the day of the rink. Li Mengqi smiled at me.

"What did she say?!" I said nervously as I looked at Li Mengqi.

"She said don't be so stupid, she'll come back, you have to take care of yourself, and I want me to take care of you. Li Mengqi showed a gentle expression.

They are so gentle, they are so gentle when I am like this, I have never felt it before, they are like that.

"Really?" I chuckled softly.

"Lin, don't look like this anymore, cheer up. Li Mengqi gestured a small fist at me and said to me with a smile.

I nodded heavily, it was time to walk out.

The next day, I woke up early, I turned on my computer and did what I had to do.

After a while, Li Mengqi opened her door and walked out.

"Oh, I'm sorry, I forgot to make breakfast, wait for me a while. I said to Li Mengqi.

"Well~ it's okay~ let's go out to eat. A smile appeared on Li Mengqi's face.

I nodded my head and said yes.

It was very cold outside, so I wrapped the scarf that Li Mengqi gave me, put my hands in my pockets, and walked out like that.

This is the first time I have eaten breakfast outside, Li Mengqi's hands are a little cold, and she keeps rubbing her hands to get hot.

"Is it cold?" I stopped, gently took off her gloves, breathed hot air into them, and then held her hand tightly, ten fingers clasped, and we put our hands in our sleeves, keeping that warmth tightly inside.

"Lin~You are so good to me~" Li Mengqi's face turned red and said to me.

"What do you want to eat?" I smiled at Li Mengqi.

"I want to eat wontons!" Li Mengqi smiled at me.

"Okay, you give the money, I'll take you to eat, I forgot to bring my wallet. I smiled at Li Mengqi and said.

Li Mengqi's face darkened, and she kicked my ass in the back, but our hands were still grabbing together, and the two of us almost didn't fall together.

When I arrived at the store, Li Mengqi and I sat down, and after eating, Li Mengqi asked me what happened to Qin Mengdie.

I thought about it and told Li Mengqi some brief things, except for some things that shouldn't be said.

"What about me, doesn't Lin like me?" asked me with a pout.

"Stupid, in fact, I like it very much~" I gently scratched Li Mengqi's little qiong nose and said......

The days are still going on, and every time I go to call Qin Mengdie, but it never passes.

Until Qin Mengdie sent a message.

"Don't fight anymore, foreign phone bills are expensive, and I'm running out of money. Qin Mengdie sent a message.

For a moment, I became excited, and I couldn't calm down when I looked at that message for a long time.

Qin Mengdie left like that, except for the night when I didn't go out again, I did the same thing as before, just going to class in the morning and doing my own things at night.

The grades are still in the middle, tepid, not high, not low, Zhu Zitong still often asks me to make up classes, the third year of high school is not a fun thing, the five-year college entrance examination and three-year simulation is not covered, those damn review materials make me don't want it, piled up like a hill, want to study, no time, want to fall in love?

Everyone is reading with their heads down, and they can't help it, so everyone will go to play basketball and do other things to relax, and I naturally don't have so much time, and my time is getting less and less, and I feel that sleeping is a very time-wasting behavior.

I was immersed in studying, thinking, and writing, and buried the fiery feelings in my heart deeply.

However, only I know the pain.

The deeper the depression, the greater the rebound.

I buried myself in the sea of books, wanting to forget Qin Mengdie.

But, in fact, I know how ridiculous it is, I will never forget her, and I will never be able to erase the meaning that once existed in my heart.

Youth is like that, first love is never unforgettable......

In the end, I collapsed, I began to have insomnia, I don't know when it started, I looked at those backs similar to her, I thought it was her, and the expectation turned into disappointment again and again......

Fortunately, with Li Mengqi by my side, in the last month of the college entrance examination, everyone was nervously reviewing, and the school let us take a break for a while the month before.

"Lin~ I want to take the test well! I want to be in the same university as you. Li Mengqi pursed her mouth and looked at me seriously.

"Okay, got it~" I gently touched Li Mengqi's head and showed her a helpless smile.