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The next day, I got up on the couch in a daze, covered my head, and groggily went to take a shower.

I knocked on Li Mengqi's door, and Li Mengqi came out of it. She looked at me, lowered her eyes and didn't speak.

We came to school, and I was numb enough to finish the exam. After thinking about it downstairs for a long time, she decided to wait for Qin Mengdie to come out and make it clear to her.

"You are so bold, you actually dared to run away yesterday!" Zhu Zitong saw me downstairs, walked directly towards me and counted me loudly.

I looked at Zhu Zitong numbly, didn't speak, and sat down quietly.

"What's wrong with you? Who are you waiting for?" asked me directly.

I didn't answer, I just waited quietly.

I waited for a long time, and I didn't wait for Qin Mengdie to come down until their senior high school exam was over.

I sent a text message to Qin Mengdie, but the sending failed, probably because it was turned off.

After a while, a senior sister walked down.

"Are you waiting for Mengdie?" That senior sister was with Qin Mengdie at the staircase last time, and I recognized her.

I nodded.

"Uh...... But...... Mengdie, she's gone. The senior sister hesitated to say to me.

"Gone, where did she go?" I asked the senior sister with a frown.

"I don't know, I just went through the formalities yesterday, don't you know?" the senior sister asked me rhetorically.

I pursed my lips and looked blank.

I didn't say anything more, turned around and ran out of the school. Panting all the way, I ran to Qin Mengdie's house.

The door to her house was locked. I climbed the tree and jumped onto the balcony of Qin Mengdie's house.

It was very clean inside, and it could even be said that there was nothing.

I looked at Qin Mengdie's table, on which there was an envelope quietly.

I walked over slowly, shaking my hands, and just like that, I walked over and opened the envelope.

Li Lin, do you remember that I once asked you, which is more important than my dream or mine?

You chose your dreams, and so did I.

On the last holiday, I went to get my visa and ......

Thank you for bringing me wonderful memories of that holiday.

I went to France, where I could have a better career in the bartending world, and I don't know how long I was going to go. So, you don't have to wait for me......

It's only a few lines, and it really looks like that guy's character.

I stood in silence, pursed my lips and just stood silently.

After a long time, I let out a long breath.

I folded the piece of paper and tried to throw it away, but it ended up in my pocket.

I sat on the bed and quietly looked at Qin Mengdie's home.

It's been a long time. I lay down and slowly closed my eyes.

I just fell asleep like that, and when I woke up it was already night, and I closed the windows and doors, and walked out step by step.

I went home and turned on my computer in silence, trying to write something, but found that I couldn't write anything.

I turned off my computer, walked to the lake, and just lay down, looking at the neon-lit lake, and I felt empty inside.

She was gone, and she was gone.

Come gently, go gently.

I lay down and tried to do something, only to find that there was nothing left to do......

For two days, Li Mengqi was in the room, and on the third day, she finally came out.

"Are you out? want something to eat?" I asked her softly.

She shook her head slowly, and I looked at her red eyes, but I didn't know why I cried.

"Really, don't you want to eat?" I pursed my mouth, expertly doing what I usually do.

The only difference was that I never went out at night, and I was even more silent.

After a few days, we went back to school to get our grades.

"Li Lin did well in the exam this time. The head of the class pushed his glasses and smiled at me.

"Hmm. I nodded silently.

"What's wrong with Li Lin, it's so silent, this doesn't look like your usual style~" The class leader showed a gossipy expression.

"It's nothing, it's just ...... Not feeling well. I shook my head and smiled at the class leader.

"Did the class leader miss me?" I raised an eyebrow at the class leader, and the class leader let me go.

"Lin, what's wrong with you?" Li Mengqi also asked me on the side.

I shook my head slowly and didn't speak.

When I was about to go on vacation, Zhu Zitong came to me.

"Can you come to my house on vacation, my mother has to ask me to thank you. Zhu Zitong said to me.

"Teacher, I'm sorry, I don't really want to go. I turned my head.

"Please~" Zhu Zitong stuck out her tongue at me with her hands folded, pretending to be a cute little woman, but I really couldn't show the slightest interest in her.

"Teacher, I really don't want to get involved in those things anymore, I'm tired now. I dodged the gaze of the bamboo purple pupil, and just turned around and walked away step by step.

"Did you go to be a thief last night?!Stop me and go to my dorm room after school!" Zhu Zitong said to me from behind, and I continued walking as if I hadn't heard.

When it was time to get out of school, Zhu Zitong grabbed my hand and pulled me to the dormitory.

"Tell me what's going on. She threw me on the bed, closed the door and looked at me with her chest folded.

"What's going on?" I asked.

"What you said, you've been very strange these days, tell me, what's going on?" Zhu Zitong sat on a stool and looked at me.

"Nothing, it's as simple as that. I didn't answer Take's question to me, I stood up and grabbed my things and walked out the door.

Zhu Zitong didn't speak, just pressed me down like that.

"Don't make it clear that you don't want to leave, you're really weird these days, out of love?" The corners of Zhu Zitong's mouth curled slightly, full of gossip.

"Probably, it's pretty much the same. I didn't deny it, and said to Zhu Zitong.

"Actually, teacher, I'm also a person who has come over~ You don't have to take it too seriously, after all, where is there no grass at the end of the world?" Zhu Zitong sat next to me and told me with her so-called experience of people who came over.

But I know that she has never even been in love, let alone a person who has come over, she is simply an eighty-year-old virgin, a woman.

"No, don't say it. I covered my eyes and lay down on the bed with Bamboo Purple Hitomi.

Zhu Zitong pursed her mouth and looked at me like that. It is a historical skill.

"Li Lin, in fact, I have never regarded you as my student. Zhu Zitong said to me seriously.

"I know. I nodded.

"I think of you more as my friend, I want you to be able to say what you want to say to me, want to share your things with you, tell me, okay?" Zhu Zitong sat next to me, gently brushed the hair on the edge of the earlobe, and spoke softly to me.

I listened to the gentle voice of Zhu Zitong, and my heart couldn't help but soften.

“…… Without. I thought for a long time, covered my eyes and made a sound.

"Hmm~ what?" Bamboo Zitong's voice was very gentle, gentle like she had never seen before.

She ...... It's gone...... Let's go. "I choked and felt my nose sour.

"Is it the girl you like?" Zhu Zitong's eyes softened, she lay down softly, and asked me softly.

"Yes, she's gone, that's it. I lied to her and she just left. I'm such a scumbag. I choked up, and now I really don't know what to do.

"How so? She must like you too, right?" Bamboo Pupil gently hugged me and buried my head in her chest.

"I ...... I ...... "I cried, Zhu Zitong didn't know why at this time, full of maternal feelings, she just comforted me in my ear with a gentle voice.

"No...... She just walked like that...... "I kept crying, hugging Zhu Zitong tightly, I imagined her as Qin Mengdie, but no matter how I imagined it, she was never her.

"I think she must have her reason for leaving, right? Okay, don't cry, they're all so big, and they're like children. Zhu Zitong hugged me gently, gently touched the hair on the back of my head with her fingers, and whispered in my ear.

"What should I do?...... What the hell am I supposed to do?" I don't know, I just hugged Zhu Zitong tightly.

Zhu Zitong didn't count me, just hugged me so gently, she held me in her arms, just like a mother, I was very moved, and I vented all the negative emotions in my heart.

"Li Lin~ Actually, you are very good, it is because you have so many advantages that she likes you, even if she really doesn't like you, then you have to be strong and continue to live a good life, you know?" Zhu Zitong gently stroked my hair and said to me.

I didn't speak, I just hugged Zhu Zitong and cried.

I don't remember how long I cried, but when I came back to my senses, the sun had already set, and Zhu Zitong hugged me for a long time......