Ah Shu was very anxious, he wanted to take me to the hospital for examination, I don't want to go, I know my body, maybe I have eaten something bad.

He looked at me distressedly and had to cling to me, but he said that we should leave Chongqing and go to Wanliyun, and now the weather there is just right, and the sunflowers are blooming just right!

I think I've never seen Wanliyun and his good brother and partner Liu Linsheng, who he has been running for so many years, and I should take this opportunity to see it.

So at noon we left Chongqing and went to my hometown, Tongzhou.

I came from a groggy sleep all the way, and when I arrived at the clouds, it was already night, and it was just time for dinner, and Brother Lin Sheng and his family made a table of good dishes waiting for us.

The night breeze blew, mixed with the smell of earth, which made me feel refreshed all at once.

It took about six minutes to walk to Brother Lin Sheng's house in the parking lot, and I was refreshed and hungry.

Lin Shengge introduced us to his family and his fiancée, who was not the glamorous and beautiful kind, she was simple and eye-catching, and always had a smile on her face.

At the dinner table, I drank a lot of sauerkraut soup (it is a unique specialty of Tongzhou, I have hardly returned to Tongzhou in the past few years due to busy work, and my parents are also in Sanya all the year round), and I suddenly had the taste of childhood, but it was not long before I drank it and vomited it all again.

After explaining to everyone, Ah Shu took me back to the room to rest, I lay on his back, he carried me across the suspension bridge, you can see a small house from a distance, a small wooden house with a fence courtyard, a light is on in front of the door, into a small courtyard, Ah Shu skillfully opened the door, the house is a two-bedroom, wooden house has everything inside, it can even be said to be luxurious.

Lin Chengshu: This is the decoration that Brother Sheng helped me decorate according to the drawings I gave, and I have long thought that one day I can take you to live for a while.

Me: It's beautiful!

Before I could finish speaking, I only opened my mouth to breathe the air, and my stomach began to tumble, and I quickly threw up on the trash can.

Ah Shu poured me a glass of water and patted my back to relieve the discomfort.

Lin Chengshu: A-Ning, I'm really worried, I'll take you to the hospital for a check-up, okay? You've been vomiting like this for so long, I'm worried!

Seeing that Ah Shu's eyes were full of pity, I suddenly became even more afraid, afraid that I had some incurable evidence, afraid of ......

Me: Okay, I'll go tomorrow.

Ah Shu touched my hair, I could imagine my messy hair, tired and haggard face, I was so distressed.

Ah Shu helped me to the bed and sat down.

Lin Chengshushu: I'll get some hot water to wash your feet, and then you lie down and rest, I'll make you some light porridge, and you can eat some.

I nodded.

Ah Shu helped me wash my feet, and went to the kitchen to work, I lay down with my eyes closed but couldn't sleep, after a while I heard the sound of the door closing, Ah Shu went out.

Thinking about some inexplicable sad things in my head, tears flowed out of the corners of my eyes, and then I cried out of the voice, I don't know why I cried, I just felt so wronged, so sad, so sad to cry!

I got out of bed, pulled out the letter from the northernmost post office from my bag, and picked up the pen......

"Dear Ah Shu, thank you for being kind to me, and thank God for letting me meet you, the eight years I have known you are my happiest and happiest eight years, and I will live well without you with this happiness and happiness in the future.

I'm sorry, I love you, I can't be with you, I can't give you happiness......"

At this point, I couldn't bear to tell Ah Shu why I couldn't be with him.

I feel so sad when I look at every word written, or I won't say it, cowardly escape once, I quietly leave, go to a place far away from him, maybe in three or five years he will meet someone who loves him very well!

Thinking like this, he put away the pen and paper, lay back on the bed, pulled the quilt to cover his head, and cried fiercely.

I don't know when Ah Shu came back, when I opened my eyes, I saw the sun shining on the ground through the window, next to the bed, sideways to see Ah Shu beside me, he was smiling at me, he was very good-looking, just like the sun outside the window!

Lin Chengshu: Wake up! Did you have a nightmare last night, you kept crying?

I slipped into his arms.

Me: No, I didn't cry.

Lin Chengshu: I haven't cried yet, I still have tears on my face!

I quickly touched my face with my hand

Me: No, there are tears somewhere.

Ah Shu smiled a little wickedly, I knew he lied to me.

Me: Damn......

Ah Shu grabbed my hand and placed it in his palm.

Lin Chengshu: A-Ning, is there something you haven't let me know?

Me: No, what can I do!

I dodged Ah Shu's eyes, I always felt that I was transparent in front of him, and he could always see through my thoughts.

Me: I'm hungry.

I digressed, but I did feel hungry.

Lin Chengshushu: Okay, I'll serve you porridge.

I got up and walked to the kitchen, and I also got up and went to the bathroom to wash up briefly.

My appetite was not bad, and after eating two bowls of white porridge, I didn't feel sick to my stomach and wanted to vomit.

Me: Ah Shu, did you find a problem?

Makoto Hayashi: You didn't vomit!

Me: yes, you found out too, right, I don't have to go to the hospital!

Lin Chengshu: I think I still want to go for a check-up and see what the doctor says, so that I can adjust your body.

Me: No, I'm in good health! Let's go out for a walk, the clouds must be beautiful!

Lin Chengshu: Beautiful, really beautiful, if you feel uncomfortable, tell me immediately.

Me: Well, I see! Eat, you eat, go and call them and we'll have a look.

Lin Chengshu: It's too late, they went to the fruit forest early in the morning, and they didn't call you if you were uncomfortable.

Me: Ah, I missed it!

Lin Chengshu: It's okay, we went by bicycle and found them quickly.

Me: Okay!

Out of the door, a very fresh fragrance of flowers and earth came to my nose, and I opened my arms like a greedy child, bathing in the sun and fragrance.

Me: What a fragrant flower.

Ah Shu looked at me incredulously.

Me: It smells so good about the flowers, and so does the soil!

Ignoring Ah Shu's incredible expression, he said to himself.

Makoto Hayashi: I think today you are different from the past!

Me: What's the difference?

Lin Chengshu: I can't put it into words, it's just a feeling.

We didn't pursue this question anymore, and we slowly rode our bicycles side by side, shuttling through the sea of sunflowers.

When we found them in the orchard, they were picking bayberry, which was the end of the season.

Brother Lin Sheng: How is it, do your younger siblings feel better?

Me: I feel better in the morning.

Lin Chengshu: A-Ning, do you want to eat bayberry, this is specially left for us by Brother Lin Sheng, I'll pick one for you to taste.

Me: Okay!

In fact, when I was alone, I could do anything, and as soon as Ah Shu was by my side, he spoiled me to the point that "I can't do anything".

Brother Lin Sheng: Yes, you haven't had a chance to try it for so many years, but now that Ah Shu has finally come back, I want to leave some for you;

I took the bayberry that Ah Shu picked for me, it was sweet and sour, and the taste was very good.

Everyone, you and I are chatting word by word.

My phone rang and I walked away to answer the phone.

I vaguely heard a little, it was Liu's mother who said it, she said that when she was pregnant with Lin and gave birth to her brother, she especially liked to eat sour......

I walked a little farther away, it was Wang Jie who called, and in a case I was talking to, I needed to re-record the confession when I found new evidence, and I needed to sign to pass the relevant witnesses, and I walked out of the orchard and sat down by the sunflower garden by the river.

As soon as I hung up the phone, I received a call from Hu Haibo, he finally got married to his childhood sweetheart, and at the beginning of next month, I promised to go and drink their wedding wine when the time came;

The sound of the harmonica suddenly sounded in my ears, "Do you know that I miss you ten times and eight times a day...... this familiar melody, suddenly back to the age of seventeen, the first time I heard Lai Junwei sing this song, in a trance, I thought it was played on the phone.

I hung up the phone, got up from the wooden chair, and turned around to see Ah Shu holding a large bouquet of roses, standing less than two meters behind me;

The morning sun shone on him, reflecting the golden yellow of the sunflowers and the delicate beauty of the roses, and he changed his clothes as if by magic, and wore a neat suit, and his affectionate appearance was very attractive.

Behind him is our relatives and friends who have come all the way, even Hu Qiushi is there, I only answered two phone calls for a while, how can there be so many surprises, this picture is beautiful, I like it.

I wondered, "What's going on?"

After finishing the song, Ah Shu put away the harmonica and slowly walked towards me.

Lin Chengshu: Dear Aning, on this ordinary and beautiful day, under the witness of everyone, I solemnly ask you to marry me.

Ah Shu knelt down on one knee, holding flowers in one hand and a ring in the other.

I've fantasized about this moment countless times, but I can't promise him!

I didn't have time to tell him that I was leaving, I was reluctant to see him, my heart was excited, sad and began to struggle with each other, tears flowed uncontrollably, and everyone began to coax "promise him, marry him......"

Before I met Yu Ce again, I fantasized about being proposed, and I didn't even want Ah Shu to propose, so we picked a favorite day to get married......

However, God let me meet Yu Ce again, and let me know that I may not be able to have children, so I don't want to bother Ah Shu......

Me: I ...... I can't marry you, you deserve better!

Before Ah Shu could react, only Sister Xiao Xia knew that I would answer like this!

I turned to leave, tears falling from my eyes.

Lin Chengshu: Aning, why ......