Chapter 13: Connivance

Little Boy Bar

Xu Duhang didn't get drunk, because he didn't drink a single glass of wine, he just kept mixing alcohol. Cups, cups of "blue snow", filled the bar. Duan Meixi walked to Xu Duhang and sat down, Xu Duhang didn't look at her, but continued to bartend. Duan Meixi looked at the wine glasses that were about to fill the bar, and asked suspiciously: "Call me out so late to watch you perform bartending?" You are really strange, others are unhappy and they are crazy drinking, but you are crazy bartending, it is really rare. Xu Duhang suddenly raised his head and looked at Duan Meixi, who was smiling disapprehantly. Such a sudden attack couldn't help but make Duan Meixi's heart tremble, "Your eyes······ Red. Xu Duhang glanced at Duan Meixi drunkenly, and asked rhetorically, "Is it funny?" Duan Meixi lowered her head and didn't speak. Seeing that Duan Meixi was silent, Xu Duhang raised her head with a laugh and said, "It's really funny." I kept laughing at myself, laughing until my eyes blurred, because it was ridiculous, and because it was too painful. I want to stop here, but I don't even have the courage to speak. How ridiculous is that. "No one's feelings would be ridiculous. Don't deny yourself just because you were rejected by her, wouldn't that also deny your own love for Xue'er?" Hearing the word "Xue'er", Xu Duhang's eyes were full of surprise, "You know my ······" Duan Meixi nodded with a smile and said, "I knew it last time I went to Xue'er's house with you, if I guessed correctly, looking at your eyes, it should be a secret love for many years." Xu Duhang sneered, "I've been around her for fifteen years, and she hasn't paid attention to my eyes. Pay attention to me so much, Duan Meixi, you can't really fall in love with me at first sight, right?" "Heh, I never believed in love at first sight. However······ I don't rule out the possibility of falling in love with you at first sight. But don't worry, it was clear to me from the beginning that our so-called boyfriend and girlfriend relationship was just a game. Originally, I wanted to pursue you by the way of the game between us, but now I know that I shouldn't be able to catch up with you. So I decided to be a friend who can listen to your grievances and complain. "Thank you, friend. Although Xu Duhang was already drunk, he still stretched out his outstretched palm towards Duan Meixi. "I accept your gratitude. Duan Meixi smiled and stretched out her palm to shake Xu Duhang's hand. After Xu Duhang let go of his hand, he suddenly lay on the bar, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have called you out." Go back, I want to be quiet. "Well, it's a good idea to be alone for now. ”

After Duan Meixi left, Xu Duhang looked at the people around him, it seemed that everyone had a smile on their faces, and the music in the bar seemed to be lighter and more pleasant than usual, but he didn't seem to see anything, he couldn't hear anything. Picked up a glass of blue snow and drank it all, never knowing that the wine he was mixing was so spicy and bitter······

Maybe he was born with a love of watching plays, and it seems that he has been accustomed to appreciating every play around him since he was just sensible, father's, mother's, and his own. There is a father who doesn't love his wife, and a mother who only measures the value of money. He hated living in a home like this. Until he meets the little one, he decides to play a completely trouble-free person for her······ Because the two families are close friends, I often saw Uncle Lan and Aunt Shan at home when I was very young, and there was no little guy at that time. He has never cared about his parents' friends, because they are just spectators who come to his house to watch how his parents play the role of loving couple······ I don't know how long it took for them to come to the house again as guests, Uncle Lan and Aunt Shan suddenly had a little girl next to them, but he never really paid attention to her at that time······

Xu Duhang stared at the blue liquid in the glass as if she were staring at her own memories of the past······

The first time I really paid attention to her, it was because Aunt Shan quarreled with Uncle Lan, so I took her to his house to complain to her mother. His parents used their affection as a tool to persuade them to live in harmony, and made some persuasion to Aunt Shan, who was angry. He was really disgusted with the way they looked in front of outsiders, and he didn't say hello and just wanted to hurry back to his room. But the little guy suddenly ran over and pulled his sleeve and said, "Xiaoxue wants to stay at her brother's house, and it's terrible for her parents to quarrel." "It was the first time he really looked at her, she was so small, so quiet, so helpless······ Because of the superb acting skills of the parents who played the loving couple, they became a role model for the little guy's parents, Aunt Shan reconciled with Uncle Lan, and since then, the little guy has often come to his house with his parents. Every time, the parents of the two families always have endless topics to talk about, but every time my mother will throw out a sentence of "Twilight, take Xiaoxue to play." He hated the feeling of dragging a bottle, and he told her he could only read books and not play games. "Then brother, read me a storybook. As soon as he heard this, he had no choice but to do it, because there was really no reason to refute it. Whenever he read a fairy tale, the little one would laugh so much that she would always ask him, "Brother is a prince, right?, living in a castle, with endless money to spend, and the king's father and queen's mother, who never quarreled." Because of her, he began to like his parents acting in front of outsiders. In the eyes of outsiders, they are the happiest model couple, and the combination of director and pianist seems to be the most perfect. He began to decide to settle for the status quo, so there is nothing wrong with it, at least in the eyes of others, Xu Duhang will be a person with a happy family, loving parents, and a rich life, which is really good. Just be a carefree rich child, careless, and enjoy yourself in time, this is the character that you should have as a son of this family. As long as the little guy can stick to him like that every day, he is willing to be like that.

Since she was ten years old, she has been circling around her since she was ten years old. It seems that going to school together and leaving school together every day is his only hope. I thought they would stay like this until they grew up. In fact, he has been expecting her to grow up, and when she grows up, he will confess to her and tell her that he wants to be with her all the time. It's just that before she grows up, the love he longed for but never started has come to an end. He didn't understand, could it be that he had been with her just to help her meet him?

Uncle Zuoyang's son, he can't remember his name anymore, but he is unwilling to know why he would lose to such a person. His eyes made him feel uneasy, he was like a hidden person, he couldn't see through his heart, but he could be sure that this man would not be just a passerby. I don't know when the little one no longer expects the new story he has to tell her, but is afraid that he will not be alone. He admits that he is a little jealous, and when he hangs up his classmate's phone and comes to his room again, he feels very uncomfortable when he sees the little one bandaging his fingers. During gym class on the playground, he saw them sitting in the stands while the little ones didn't see him, and he tried to suppress his sense of loss. When he saw from afar on the beach that the little one had put the hat he had given her on his head, he decided to turn away from that place, for at that moment he knew that he was no longer the prince of this little girl.

Because of the accident at the beach, he once again firmly believed that he was the one who could always accompany her. He wanted their lives to go back in time, as if that person had never appeared. He and the little one still go to school together and leave school together, but she doesn't smile like she used to. He also naively thought that maybe it was because he was always by her side that she never paid attention to his feelings, so after graduating from high school, he decided to study abroad. He thought, he wasn't there, maybe she missed him for a few minutes or even seconds a day.

Time really flies, he has changed from a boy who is used to watching dramas to a man who is used to acting in front of his beloved, he is twenty-five years old, and the little guy is twenty years old. He wanted to surprise her when she was twenty years old. He bought a ticket back to China that day, and while waiting at the boarding gate, he called her and told her that he was in a good mood today and wanted to send her a wish. As soon as she says she misses him and she wants to see him, he will immediately fly to her and tell her that he likes her. But he didn't hear what he wanted to hear, she just told him she wanted to see the man. He didn't even know how to take it after listening to her, hung up the phone, threw away the ticket, and he left a few ······

Since he went to college, he has been pursuing all kinds of girls, and some of them have begun to pursue frantically before he even sees her clearly, frequently pursuing all kinds of girls, just hoping that one day she will feel uncomfortable, and will feel that he also likes him a little bit. Even if she didn't respond, he always believed that one day his plan would be proven. By chance, he met Duan Meixi, the little guy's best friend, and he thought that if she became his dating object, the little guy would not be indifferent. However, he saw nothing but a smile of blessing. It's a pity that he can't win against her every time. She was obviously right in front of him, but he would never be able to see how hard he had been working for her to perform this tragedy of his own. He was born on a gorgeous stage, and for her, he worked hard to perform. At the end of the day, he couldn't tell which one was his true self. Only then did he realize that it was not that she was not awake enough, but that he himself was too obsessed······

Xu Duhang stared at the empty wine glass and made up his mind, he wouldn't just give up, "Little guy, I won't let you go until you tell me in person that you hate me." Although I recognize the facts, I am not reconciled, I don't want to lose and indulge you again. Lan Xue, one day I want you to give me back everything I paid"

After Duan Meixi left the bar, she went home directly, and when she returned home, the supper on the table was ready. Duan Meixi walked into the kitchen with a smile, saw Duan Yehan who was busy and asked, "Just went home and prepared a supper for him, isn't my brother tired?" Duan Yehan looked up at Duan Meixi and shook his head without answering, and walked out of the kitchen with a pair of dishes and chopsticks. After setting up the food and chopsticks, Duan Yehan turned back to Duan Meixi and said, "Hungry, eat it while it's hot." Duan Meixi saw that there was only one pair of dishes and chopsticks on the table, so she asked, "There is only one pair of dishes and chopsticks, don't you eat it?" "I just ate it on the plane." When I got home, I saw that you weren't there, and I was afraid that you wouldn't have a good dinner, so I made a supper. "Then watch me eat." "Hmm. With that, Duan Yehan sat opposite Duan Meixi. Duan Meixi took a few sips of porridge and put down the spoon, "Brother, I'm sorry······" Why do you say that?" Duan Meixi hesitated for a moment, and said with some guilt: "It must be very hard not to be yourself." If it wasn't for me and my dad who selfishly wanted you to stay with mom, maybe ······ But please forgive me for being selfish, until now I still wish you could be with your mother forever. Hearing Duan Meixi say this, Duan Yehan patted her head with a smile and said softly, "It's not that Xiaoxi. It was Mom and Dad and you who gave me a home, and I am so grateful to you. So don't feel sorry anymore. Every time you celebrate your birthday, your mother will say that we are destined to be brother and sister, right? Because I was born on a cold night, because my brother is too cold, I want your beautiful sister like the sunset to warm me. The corners of Duan Meixi's mouth suddenly slowly appeared a sour smile, and she said to herself with a wry smile: "Yes, maybe it's because it's too cold that my own brother got sick and finally left them." That's why I pushed all the troubles that should belong to you to you, and let you take care of your parents and sister alone. "Alright, little fool, the porridge is going to be cold. Duan Meixi finally stopped talking and continued to drink porridge one bite at a time. Duan Yehan smiled and stared at Duan Meixi's appearance of drinking porridge, and said, "I want you all to be happy." Mom and Dad, and we Xiaoxi. I will be my father's best assistant, so that my mother will never forget her sad son, and I can protect my sister until she finds the best brother of the most beloved person. Duan Meixi raised her head, looked at Duan Yehan's smiling face and asked, "What about you?" "Me?" Duan Yehan thought about it carefully and replied, "Of course, my brother also has his own happiness." I have a person I like in my heart, and I see that she can be with someone who can make her happy, and then live happily······ This is the happiness of my brother. "Why don't you let her stay with you?" "Because I can't give her happiness." Duan Yehan replied without thinking. "Could it be······ Do you have to take revenge?" "Well, you have to take revenge. Duan Yehan nodded, his words full of determination and perseverance. At this time, Duan Meixi suddenly smiled and patted his head, and said confidently: "Then let me help my brother become happy." Maybe I'll be happier with my help. "Thank you then. Duan Yehan was shallow, got up and "bowed" to Duan Meixi. "Don't worry, I'll seriously ask you to thank me when the time comes. Duan Meixi was very satisfied, and made a "flat" gesture to Duan Yehan. "When you're full, you have to digest it, don't rush to sleep yet, you know?" Duan Yehan smiled helplessly and prepared to go upstairs. "Well, got it. "That brother went to sleep first. ”

Duan Yehan was about to turn around and go upstairs, but suddenly asked: "By the way, you were the only one in the family yesterday, will you be afraid?" Hearing Duan Yehan say this, Duan Meixi retorted unconvinced: "I will be afraid of a person? ”