Chapter 14 You Can Hide Everything, and So Can I
After returning from Hong Kong, Duan Yehan did not plan to rest for a few days, but immediately went to work the next day. When I walked to the door of the hotel, I met Lan Xue again, and Duan Yehan still greeted politely, "Morning." After saying that, he kept moving forward without looking back. "Wait a minute. Because of Lan Xue's voice, he stopped and looked back at her, "Is there something wrong?" "It's okay······· Okay?" Lan Xue hesitated a little and said these four words in a hesitant manner. "Well, the trip went well. Duan Yehan nodded and responded lightly. "Oh. Lan Xue answered, but she didn't know what to say next. Duan Yehan turned around and continued to walk forward. Lan Xue wanted to chase after her, but her body seemed to freeze and she couldn't move. Seeing that Duan Yehan was getting farther and farther away from her, Lan Xue clenched her hands and lowered her head and said, "I'······ I'm here to resign. Duan Yehan suddenly stopped, turned around and walked back to Lan Xue's side, "Why?" Lan Xue shook her head with a light smile and replied, "No why, don't you want me to do this." I just don't think there's any need to be stubborn, you should do what you want. Let's arrange for another artist to take over. "Well, thank you so much for this time. After speaking, Duan Yehan politely stretched out his palm. Lan Xue gently held Duan Yehan's hand, and when she touched Duan Yehan's fingertips, the picture of the two sitting on the playground suddenly flashed. It's just that Lan Xue hasn't had time to see this fleeting picture clearly, and the temperature that her fingertips have just touched disappeared all of a sudden. Duan Yehan had already turned around and continued to walk forward. Looking at him walking farther and farther, Lan Xue suddenly lost her rationality, rushed forward, and stopped in front of him, "I promised not to be paid at the beginning, but now I seem to regret it." I want some payment, is that okay?" Duan Yehan was stunned for a moment in the face of Lan Xue's sudden attack, but in just a second, Duan Yehan regained his composure, "Of course you can." Whatever you want, I'll pay you. "Come with me to see the sea, this is the reward I want." Duan Yehan was silent for a while and nodded.
The sea was so calm that you didn't seem to feel the slightest breeze. There were just the two of them on the beach. Lan Xue's hair hung straight down her shoulders. Everything was so quiet. Duan Yehan was also just as quiet, he didn't say a word, just put his hands in his pockets and stared at the calm sea, because, because his hands were trembling slightly at this moment. Lan Xue looked at the calm beach and suddenly asked, "Mr. Duan, do you have anyone you like?" Lan Xue's voice broke the calm of the sea, but she never changed the direction of her gaze. Duan Yehan nodded and replied, "Yes." "I've never seen her before, why aren't we together?" With that, Lan Xue slowly measured her face, looking at Duan Yehan, who was still staring straight ahead, expecting his reaction. At this moment, Duan Yehan also slowly turned his head, looked at her with a smile and replied, "Because, I hope to help her find someone who can be better than me." "So, did you help her find someone better than you?" Lan Xue asked tentatively, her eyes already glistening with tears. Duan Yehan thought about it, then turned his head sideways, "I found it." That person grew up with her since she was a child, and he was a very nice person. "yes, where can you tell that person is very nice?" Lan Xue's tears had already slipped from the corners of her eyes, and she didn't deliberately wipe them away, because she knew that the person who was facing her sideways couldn't see her tears at all. Duan Yehan took a deep breath and replied, "He is a person who has no worries and no burdens. can give her the simplest and happiest life. "Do you have troubles and burdens?" "I have to do something that will be retributed. So you can't be with her. Lan Xue heard the sadness and helplessness in Duan Yehan's words, so she smiled and said, "What if the person you like tells you that she doesn't care?" "Then I will blame myself for the rest of my life, I will feel heartache, I will have trouble sleeping at night, and I will never feel happy." Duan Yehan's words made Lan Xue seem to suddenly realize, she took a deep breath, wiped the tears from her face, continued to smile, and said: "Is it that girl who is with the person you think is good, you won't blame yourself, you won't have heartache, you will sleep quietly, and you will feel happy?" Duan Yehan nodded, and looked sideways at her again. Lan Xue nodded slightly, her eyes still staring into the distance, "You will get your wish." ”
Lan Xue turned her face sideways, looked at Duan Yehan's face, and showed the brightest smile, "Thank you, I have learned that if you have someone in your heart, you must make him feel happy." Lan Xue once again moved her gaze to the sea, pointed the tiger mouth of her hands to her mouth, and shouted at the sea: "Brother Xiaochen, can you hear me! I know that you have always been by my side." Today is the last time I will come to see you, I will forget that you will not let you worry anymore, and do everything you want to do with confidence. I will start a new life, find a boyfriend who is very nice and good to me, and live a happy and happy life. Thank you for not forgetting me in the past ten years, I will be very happy and happy in the future! If we can meet again in the next life, we must catch me and don't leave me so early. Zuo Chen, goodbye. And ······ You're really sorry for me, but I forgive you. Lan Xue turned to Duan Yehan and said, "I also want my brother Xiaochen to be happy." You said that if we could meet again in the next life, he would definitely catch me, didn't he?" Duan Yehan tried his best to suppress his tears from coming out of his eyes, and smiled bitterly: "He will definitely hold on to you tightly, even if he dies, he will not let go." After listening to Duan Yehan's words, Lan Xue nodded very satisfied, "Perhaps, he never caught me in his previous life." I trust you, though. Because, Mr. Duan, you are a good person. I don't know what kind of hardships you have, but trust me, the person you like will live the simplest and happiest life as you say, because she wants you to be happy. So, goodbye. I still have something very important to do today, because I have to confess to the person I like. Actually, I already have someone I like, but I'm afraid that if I forget Brother Xiaochen, no one will remember him, so he will be very pitiful. However, from today onwards, I will start to forget about him and confess to my beloved, and wish me success in my confession. This time, it was Lan Xue who took the initiative to stretch out her hand to Duan Yehan. Duan Yehan gently stretched out his hand and carefully held her hand, "I wish you······ The confession was successful. "Thank you! Thank you······ Good bye. After speaking, Lan Xue smiled and let go of her hand. Seeing the smile on Lan Xue's face, Duan Yehan also smiled and nodded, "Goodbye." ”
From turning around to brushing shoulders with Duan Yehan, Lan Xue always had a smile on her face. She was glad that she had finally made a decision that could make Duan Yehan feel happy······
Lan Xue is not a greedy girl, as long as she knows that Zuo Chen has always had her in her heart, it is enough. From the first time she saw him, his eyes were so sad. He didn't speak, he didn't show anything, she just told herself to make him happy. She likes him, and I don't know when she started to designate the name Zuo Chen as her first love. I don't know how she can like a person who even makes memories for such a short time in the past ten years, she just knows that there will never be a second person in this world who will trade her life for her life.
She cried when she saw the painting I gave him hanging on the wall. It's not because Zuo Chen is still alive, but because he finally understands how much pain he has brought him. A man who has had such sad eyes since childhood was destined to hide everything in his heart. She just wanted a reason, why did she know who she was, but never held her hand, was she a fool? But after she knew the truth, why didn't she choose to give up? Yes, he and her, both of them were fools.
Lan Xue couldn't help but turn around, Duan Yehan was still standing in place. Lan Xue looked at his back and found for the first time that he was so tall that he even covered his entire world. Lan Xue finally stopped stopping, she quickened her pace, but she left what she wanted to say on the surface of the sea: I am right in front of your eyes, don't you care if you see me in so much pain? Don't you regret missing it? Do you have to hide everything in your heart? Zuo Chen, you are really a fool. You can hide everything, and so can I. You gave me your life, and I will give you back my happiness. If my presence on your side makes you feel worried, then I will leave. Just as you once left me, we will turn each other into a secret that will be hidden in our hearts forever. Just silently watching from afar, silently blessing in the distance, silently guarding in dreams······ As long as you feel happy, I will live as you want. I won't let myself be a burden to you, and I want you to do whatever you want without any fears. So that you don't have to be so sad.
I've been smiling, and if you can see my tears in the world I turned away, you'll understand that I can hide everything in my heart for you. Includes······ I love you so much.
Lan Xue was gone, and Duan Yehan was still standing alone on the beach. I don't know how long it took, he looked at the gradient inky blue sea and said silently, "Thank you for forgetting my ······"
Little Boy Bar
This was Lan Xue's first visit to Xu Duhang's bar, but she seemed to be familiar with everything here. Maybe it's because Xu Duhang often shows her design drawings. At a glance, she saw Xu Duhang who was bartending at the bar. Smiled and walked over, stretched out his hand and shook it in front of him, "Brother Twilight?" Xu Twihang didn't look up, just reached out and quickly patted Lan Xue's hand in front of him, "Didn't you see my brother bartending?" Xu Duhang's tone sounded as if nothing had happened. Lan Xue put down her bag and sat quietly with her hands flat on the bar. Xu Duhang suddenly put down the utensils in his hand and reached out to hold Lan Xue's hand, this action made Lan Xue almost slide off the chair as if she was frightened. Although he knew that his actions had scared Lan Xue, the strength in Xu Duhang's hand seemed to be even greater, "Your hands are very cold, were you scared by my words?" Lan Xue lowered her head slightly, was silent for a long time, but suddenly raised her head and asked, "Brother Duhang, do you have any troubles and burdens?" "Oh, how can someone who has a rich father and mother like me, who has never been short of beautiful women around him, have those things?" Xu Duhang smiled and let go of the hand holding Lan Xue and picked up the utensils on the bar again. Lan Xue looked at the familiar disapproving smile on Xu Duhang's face, and then asked, "Whether you were a child or now, you won't be angry with me, even if I do something that will make you angry, you still won't be angry with me?" "Of course, because I like you." Xu Duhang replied without thinking while fiddling with the things in his hand, and his eyes never took his eyes off the things in his hands. "What if I have someone I like?" Xu Duhang was stunned for a moment, he stopped what he was doing, looked up at Lan Xue and smiled shallowly, "Haha, does this have anything to do with me?" After listening to Xu Duhang's answer, Lan Xue also smiled shallowly, "Brother Duhang, I went to the beach today." I told him that I was going to start a new life and that I was going to forget about him. Because I can't fall in love with memories for the rest of my life, can I?" Xu Duhang hesitated, he couldn't immediately continue Lan Xue's words, he slowly poked his head forward closer to Lan Xue, and asked, "So, are you here to thank me for waking you up to this matter?" "There is one thing, but not this. I'm here to confess to someone I like. Brother Twilight, I like you. I don't want you to be my brother, I want you to be my lover. "I'm a stand-in, right?" Xu Duhang almost trembled and said his thoughts, because at this time he had long lost the confidence he used to have. Xu Duhang's "timidity" made Lan Xue laugh again, "Doesn't it mean that until I die, the person in my mind is just a child's face? Brother Duhang wants to be a child's stand-in?" Xu Duhang handed Lan Xue a glass of wine that had just been mixed, "Drink it, this is the wine I made for you alone, its name is Lan Xue." In the future, I will never mix this wine again, because I already have its owner. Lan Xue took the cup and drank the blue liquid in the cup. Xu Duhang showed a very satisfied smile on his face, he once again held Lan Xue's hand tightly, this time Lan Xue no longer dodged, but smiled and said, "Thank you for growing up with me, thank you for never feeling that I am a burden······ Thank you for your willingness to like me. ”
When Lan Xue returned home, the first thing she did was to tell her that she had become Xu Duhang's girlfriend when she was on video with her mother at night. Shan Ru was very happy to hear it, and said that Lan Xue should have done this a long time ago, and planned to call Lan Fei in a while and tell him the good news.
"Mom, rest early. ”
"The baby daughter has spoken, and the mother will rest. By the way, my mother is too busy with work and has to stay for a while before she can return to China. However, your dad will be back the day after tomorrow. Let's pick him up with Twilight. ”
"Well, good night mom. ”
"Good night. ”
Lan Xue turned off the computer and was about to go to bed, only to find Shadow standing behind her when she turned around. Although Shadow's face was tightly covered by the cloak, and he didn't know if he could see his expression, Lan Xue still showed a faint smile, "You haven't appeared for a long time." "Did you have a lot of fun?" "Hmm. I'm in love. Lan Xue smiled and nodded in reply. "You have to be with someone you like. Do you think that if you smile on your face, you really smile? "But I'm still smiling, aren't I? For me, that's fine. Although Lan Xue already knew that Ying had seen her heart clearly, she still tried to hide the sadness in her heart. Shadow slowly took a few steps forward and said to Lan Xue: "You are like Snow Marks, you don't have to be with the person you like, you don't want results, just feel that he looks happier than you expected every time you see him." "Maybe. Lan Xue said as she moved a chair for Ying and placed it under the window filled with silver-white moonlight······
Ye Xuechen has gradually become accustomed to this kind of life, studying in school as a young lady during the day, and then becoming a servant when she returns to Qiu Mansion, helping in the kitchen, cleaning the study of the young masters, and washing piles of clothes······ Xue Zhen didn't feel aggrieved, because she had always been very grateful that Qiu Rui could treat herself as her own, doing some work was nothing, and most importantly, she always believed in Qiu Ruoyu and believed that he would not change easily······
Lan Xue had just come back from class, and as soon as she stepped into the corridor, she heard Ah Cheng calling her behind her. Xueji turned around and replied, "What's the matter, Sister Cheng?" Ah Cheng trotted all the way to Xuejin's side, and said anxiously: "The eldest young master wants you to clean his study." "Well, I see, here we go. Xue Zhen put down his schoolbag, and before he had time to change his clothes, he was ready to clean Qiu Ruoyu's study. However, Ah Cheng suddenly stopped her, "Miss, don't leave ······ yet." What's wrong, Sister Cheng?" "These days, you, you have been wronged. No matter how much you endure it, you will always be our young lady. Ah Cheng looked at the snow marks and felt very guilty. However, Xue Zhen didn't feel "wronged", she smiled and nodded to Ah Cheng, "Thank you, I passed." "Hmm. ”
Qiu Ruoyu's study actually has nothing to clean, it is very neat and clean, but the papers on the table are a little scattered. Xueji carefully stacked the papers on the table one by one, but Xuechen gradually found that all the papers in his hand were in Japanese, as if they were strings of names, and then a gust of wind outside the window blew up another stack of unorganized papers on the table. Xuejin hurriedly closed the window, carefully picked up the paper scattered on the ground, looked at the paper that was already in his hand and the paper he was about to pick up, Xuejin's hand gradually trembled violently. The few pieces of paper I just picked up were written in Chinese, and the names on them were densely packed with names, and the handwriting was Qiu Ruoyu, and the names of those people on the paper were all anti-Japanese righteous men who were executed at the entrance of the vegetable market a few days ago. Take a closer look at the rest of the paper······ Tears of snow stains fell on the back of his hand one by one. "What are you doing?" Qiu Ruoyu's voice came from behind. Xue Zhen looked back at Qiu Ruoyu's expressionless face, she put down the paper in her hand and forced herself to curl the corners of her mouth and said with a smile: "Can you tell me, what are you doing?"