Lin Wenxuan and Qin Jiaxi didn't say a word all morning.

Even Lin Wenxuan herself didn't understand what was wrong with her, she had already told herself to be strong, brave, and happy to face every day, but when Qin Jiaxi appeared in front of her, she still couldn't let herself relax.

Qin Jiaxi obviously saw that Lin Wenxuan had cried, I don't know why, he hesitated for a while, seeing that Lin Wenxuan was not in a high mood, he didn't ask anything in the end, just handed her the breakfast, watched her finish eating, and then stopped bothering her.

The two sat quietly like this, each looking at their respective mobile phones, how awkward the atmosphere was.

Lin Wenxuan thought about whether to tell Qin Jiaxi that she already knew about her condition, and Qin Jiaxi thought about what kind of excuse to make Lin Wenxuan undergo chemotherapy, the two had their own hearts, and neither knew how to break the silence.

Fortunately, Xi Xi came in the afternoon.

Not long after lunch, Xi Xi came to visit Lin Wenxuan with gifts.

Seeing Xi Xi coming in, Qin Jiaxi hurriedly got up and smiled: "You guys, I'll go outside and take a breather." ”

As soon as Qin Jiaxi left, Lin Wenxuan also relaxed a lot, she looked at Xi Xi who was sitting down, and her face was filled with a warm smile.

"How are you feeling today? Are you feeling unwell? I was busy with work until the early hours of the morning yesterday, and I didn't have time to come to see you this morning, so I have made a special trip to bring you a gift. ”

Xi Xi asked about Lin Wenxuan's situation while rummaging through her mobile phone in her bag, which was the same as last night.

Looking at Xi Xi like this, for some reason, Lin Wenxuan always felt a little uncomfortable in her heart.

She knew that Qin Jiaxi and Xi Xi had adjusted their state, and she also knew that the two of them had been working hard to make her happy, but the more they paid for her like this, the more she felt that she owed them, and the feeling in her heart was very uncomfortable.

It's just that she can't repay it, so she can't let them down.

Taking a deep breath, Lin Wenxuan smiled hard: "I'm fine, Jiaxi was with me last night, you don't have to worry." I know you're on the rise in your career right now, so you don't have to come to see me all the time when you're busy with work, and besides, Ozawa needs you too, don't you? I'm just a little anemic, and I don't have a very serious terminal illness, and I'll be discharged from the hospital in two days, so you should go home and rest. ”

"Phew, whatever, whatever, I don't allow you to talk nonsense! No matter what, physical health is the most important thing, you will be fine, everyone will be fine. Don't think about that, look at your phone, do you like the gift I gave you?"

Xi Xi hurriedly opened the topic, picked up his mobile phone and sent a document to Lin Wenxuan.

Lin Wenxuan shook her head helplessly, picked up her phone, and said with a smile: "You are really, you can come here, and you have to give gifts." Give gifts, give gifts, people are things that can be seen and touched, why do you still make me so mysterious? Let me see...... No, didn't you give me a limited edition autographed album before?"

"That's a pre-sale version, to put it bluntly, it's a promotion in advance! The disc I gave you only had half of the songs in it, and it was just out at the time, so I took a few copies and gave them to my friends, including the one you had in your hand. But what I passed on to you today is different, this is all the songs of my debut album that I produced last night, and the MV and poster will not come out until tomorrow, you can listen to it first, you can kill time. ”

Xi Xi took out an apple from the plastic bag on the table, got up and washed it in the place where the basin was placed on the side, then sat back down, picked up the fruit knife and peeled the apple while explaining the album to Lin Wenxuan.

"So I think I'm the first to hear your new song?"

"Sort of, as long as you exclude my colleagues, you are definitely the first. ”

Xi Xi didn't even look at Lin Wenxuan, looked at the perfect apple he had peeled, and took a bite without hesitation.

Lin Wenxuan was speechless, but she couldn't help laughing out loud in the next second.

"What are you laughing at?" Xi Xi raised his eyes and met Lin Wenxuan's gaze.

"It's nothing, I thought you were peeling apples for me, it seems that I was making a fool of myself. ”

Xi Xi paused, looked at the half-eaten apple in his hand, and smiled awkwardly: "I'm sorry, I originally wanted to give it to you, but I don't know what's going on, so I ate it myself." Wait a minute, I'll cut you another one. ”

"No need, I'm just joking with you, you can eat yours!"

Lin Wenxuan hurriedly grabbed Xi Xi, who had a serious face, and a rare sincere smile appeared on her face.

Xi Xi flattened his mouth, "I thought you were serious! Forget it, you are a sick person now, and I won't bother with you." ”

"What are you talking about so happy?"

Before Xi Xi's words fell, Qin Jiaxi returned to the ward.

Hearing Lin Wenxuan's laughter outside the door, Qin Jiaxi's heart that had been tense finally fell.

These days, Lin Wenxuan is always depressed, too many things are accumulated in her heart, she is like a different person, she no longer has the happiness she used to be, and her whole body seems to have a gloomy atmosphere.

Especially this morning, for some reason, her mood was extremely low.

Now that he finally saw her laughing, his heart was also relieved, and his tone was extremely relaxed.

"It's nothing, Xuanxuan just squeezed me out. Xi Xi finished eating the apple and touched his nose depressedly.

Qin Jiaxi chuckled: "Crowd out you, why didn't I see that Xuanxuan would crowd out people?"

"That's it, how could I, a simple and kind person, do something that excludes you?" Lin Wenxuan and Qin Jiaxi glanced at each other, and tacitly agreed, "Don't slander me in front of Jiaxi, otherwise the perfect image I created will collapse." ”

Xi Xi looked at the two of them singing and harmonizing, and shook his head helplessly, "Okay, okay, I admit defeat, I can't beat the two of you alone." ”

Looking at Xi Xi's depressed appearance, Lin Wenxuan and Qin Jiaxi laughed in unison.

The three of them talked and laughed, and the atmosphere in the ward eased a lot in an instant.

Feeling the warmth and joy of the moment, Lin Wenxuan thought of Dr. Zhao's words in the morning, and couldn't help but feel emotion again.

How long can she feel such a happy time?

If she is really gone one day, will they feel sad and sad......

Could it be, just like the way she felt when she lost her family, heartbreaking......

With a sour nose and tears almost falling, Lin Wenxuan took a deep breath and tried to adjust her emotions, not wanting them to see anything wrong.

"Jiaxi, Xi Xi, if one day, I know something that I shouldn't know, and everyone knows about it, only I am kept in the dark, you don't want me to know, but I accidentally know, what will you think?"

Qin Jiaxi's heart sank suddenly, and he asked softly, "Why do you suddenly ask that?"

Lin Wenxuan pursed her lips, "It's nothing, I just want to say that if I don't know anything, I suddenly disappear in this world, in fact, I don't ......regret it at all."

"Xuanxuan, what nonsense are you talking about! What's wrong with you today? Terminally ill for a while, disappear for a while without regrets, do you think that the last time you jumped into the river is not enough? Do you want to scare me and Jiaxi to death before you give up?"

The strangeness in Lin Wenxuan's words made Qin Jiaxi and Xi Xi's hearts instantly rise to their throats.

She seems to have hinted at nothing, could it be that she really knows something?

If she really knew everything, would she still be so calm? Would she still need to be tempted to beat around the bush?

But if she didn't know, then these words ......

Lin Wenxuan took a deep breath and smiled: "Don't be nervous, I'll just ask casually, don't think too much about it." I saw a little story about life on Weibo this morning, and I just felt a little emotional. ”

Xi Xi and Qin Jiaxi breathed a sigh of relief, the two glanced at each other, and Qin Jiaxi shook his head slightly.

When Xi Xi looked over, there was clearly in her eyes that she wanted to tell Lin Wenxuan the truth, Qin Jiaxi thought about it, and decided to wait according to the plan and then talk to her slowly.

"Scared me, it seems that you really haven't changed at all, you've been a little sentimental since you were a child. ”

Qin Jiaxi naturally sat next to Lin Wenxuan, as if nothing had happened just now.

Xi Xi sighed: "I think Xuanxuan can write a novel at this literary level, and the plot is absolutely ups and downs." Okay, you guys talk first, I'm going home to cook for Ozawa, and I'll come over to accompany me in the evening. ”

"Don't be so troublesome, I can be alone at night. ”

"No, I'll stay at night. Xi Xi, come back for me tomorrow night. ”

Qin Jiaxi rejected Lin Wenxuan's words without hesitation, he got up to send Xi Xi and made a suggestion again.

Xi Xi didn't refuse, nodded, and then left.

Tranquility regained in the ward, Qin Jiaxi looked at Lin Wenxuan's pale face, and asked softly, "Do you want to close your eyes and sleep for a while?" I didn't have a good rest this afternoon, and you shouldn't be able to lift your spirits at night. ”

"It's okay, I don't feel sleepy. But since you said so, then I'll just lie down and close my eyes and listen to music. ”

Lin Wenxuan did not resist, obeyed Qin Jiaxi's wishes, and lay down obediently.

Putting on the headphones and playing the music that Xi Xi had just sent her, Lin Wenxuan closed her eyes and enjoyed the tranquility brought by the music.

I don't know if Xi Xi's words played a role, Lin Wenxuan listened to the music, and various past experiences suddenly appeared in her mind.

From the time she met Qin Jiaxi, to the two of them coming to Bihu City to study and work, she remembered her acquaintance with Qiao Mingjue and Yin Xinyan, remembered Lin Weiye's death, remembered the happy times between the three of them, remembered Qin Jiaxi's best dishes, and remembered many, many beautiful and painful memories.

Those pictures and characters are intertwined, and suddenly a story of ups and downs is formed in Lin Wenxuan's mind.

As inspiration appeared, Lin Wenxuan calmed down and tried to sort out the thoughts in her mind.

Anyway, she can only live in the hospital recently, and instead of doing nothing all day, it is better to write a self-narrative novel about her experience.

This is not only a good idea to kill time, but also to find something to do for yourself.

It seems that Qin Jiaxi should be asked to help bring the laptop tomorrow.

The corners of her lips rose slightly, Lin Wenxuan was immersed in Xi Xi's beautiful singing voice and conceived the content of the novel.