The next morning, as soon as it was dawn, Lin Wenxuan woke up.

I didn't sleep until I woke up naturally, but I was woken up by pain.

Somehow, her body seemed to be even more uncomfortable than yesterday, and a dull pain in her back made her sleepy.

Lin Wenxuan had just woken up, and Qin Jiaxi, who was asleep on the side of the bed, woke up with a thrill.

She turned her head to meet his gaze, a nervous look in her dark eyes.

"I'm sorry I made you rest. ”

"It's okay, I didn't sleep soundly, I was half asleep, and I got up when I heard the sound. Why don't you sleep a little longer?"

Qin Jiaxi picked up the glasses cloth and wiped the glasses, put them back on, and asked softly.

Lin Wenxuan sighed: "It's a little uncomfortable on my body, I can't sleep." ”

Such a simple answer made Qin Jiaxi immediately nervous, he looked at Lin Wenxuan from head to toe, his expression was serious, and he asked worriedly: "Where is it uncomfortable? Don't hide any discomfort, tell me, you know?"

"Don't be nervous, I just have a little pain in my back, I didn't often do this before, and now I don't know what's wrong, maybe I know the bed a little. ”

Lin Wenxuan smiled, trying to ease the tense atmosphere in the ward.

Qin Jiaxi frowned, "Have you ever had this kind of reaction before, why haven't you ever heard you mention it to me?"

"It's not a big deal, maybe I'm tired, and I'll be fine after a while, so I didn't care about it myself. But my condition seems to be a bit serious in the past two days, is my behavior also caused by anemia?"

"Maybe. Qin Jiaxi nodded awkwardly and perfunctory Lin Wenxuan's question.

He couldn't answer her question clearly, he was supposed to be a doctor, and he shouldn't be so uncertain about the performance she described.

But he knew the truth, but he still couldn't tell the truth.

He had already discussed with Xi Xi last night, and the two planned to stabilize Lin Wenxuan's mood first, and then talk to her about her condition a month later.

After all, by that time, Lin Wenxuan would have almost walked out of the current haze, and it should be easier to accept her illness when she talked to her about her condition than now.

What if you tell her now that she can't think about it and jumps into the river again?

When Qin Jiaxi was deep in thought, Lin Wenxuan was frowning and looking at him.

I don't know if she's too sensitive, she always feels that Qin Jiaxi has something to hide from her, and from last night to now, he has behaved very abnormally.

What is it that has to be hidden from her?

She lost her job, lost her parents, and lost her love, what else can't she accept now?

Lin Wenxuan took a deep breath and sat up slowly, forcing herself to stop thinking nonsense.

Picking up the water cup and taking a sip of water, Lin Wenxuan looked at Qin Jiaxi, who was still in a daze, and coughed lowly: "Jiaxi, thank you for being here with me last night, you must be tired if you haven't slept well all night, right? Do you want to go to work today? Don't delay your work for me, if you don't need to go to work, you go home and have a good rest, now it's dawn, I'm okay here." ”

"I don't have to go to work today, I don't feel tired, I can accompany you or spend more time with you. ”

Qin Jiaxi shook her head lightly with a smile, and thoughtfully helped Lin Wenxuan adjust the angle of the hospital bed to make her as comfortable as possible.

Qin Jiaxi didn't think about it, and his casual answer made Lin Wenxuan suspicious again.

Recalling that when he was sick and hospitalized in the past, Qin Jiaxi had never been so nervous, even if she had a serious sprained foot last time, he never said that he wanted to accompany her more, but what happened to him today?

Suppressing the confusion in her heart, Lin Wenxuan didn't bother to care about Qin Jiaxi, so she picked up her mobile phone and began to look for a suitable job.

She will be discharged from the hospital in a few days, and she can't be bored at home all day with nothing to do, right?

From now on, she is preparing to find a job, maybe she can go to work directly when she is discharged from the hospital, and it may be beneficial for her to change the environment.

Qin Jiaxi took his wallet and mobile phone, and asked with a smile: "What do you want to eat in the morning?" The breakfast shops near the hospital should be open, I'll go buy you something to eat." ”

"You can eat anything, you can watch and buy it. ”

Lin Wenxuan looked at her phone very attentively, without even raising her head, and didn't seem to be interested in the topic of what to eat for breakfast.

Qin Jiaxi stepped closer to Lin Wenxuan's side, poked his head over and smiled: "Why are you so attentive?"

"Looking for a job, I always have to support myself. ”

Lin Wenxuan didn't dodge either, and answered Qin Jiaxi's question simply and clearly.

Qin Jiaxi's face changed suddenly, he reached out and gently took the mobile phone in her hand, and helped her close the job search page before returning it to her.

"That...... You don't need to be in such a hurry to find a job, right? The body is the most important, and you should have a good rest and relax in the past few days when you are hospitalized, and you should not think about anything at all. If you're bored, you can watch TV series and scroll through Weibo or something. Oh yes, you love to read, I'll buy you a magazine or a novel when I go out later, right?"

Feeling Lin Wenxuan's gaze, Qin Jiaxi lowered her head a little embarrassed, and her words became incoherent.

The most important thing for her now is to recuperate, how can she go to work in such a hurry?

He didn't know how to explain it to her, but he couldn't watch her look around looking for a job, take her phone on the spur of the moment, and now push himself into the abyss.

"Jiaxi, are you hiding something from me?"

Feeling Qin Jiaxi's abnormality, Lin Wenxuan didn't want to go around the bend with him, so she directly asked the confusion in her heart.

Qin Jiaxi's body trembled slightly, and he walked quickly in the direction of the door of the ward as if he was escaping, and smiled embarrassedly: "How could I have something to hide from you! Don't think nonsense, I'm going down to buy you breakfast." ”

"Doctor Qin, please come with me to my office. ”

Before Qin Jiaxi finished speaking, there was a knock on the door of the ward, and Dr. Zhao pushed the door open, looked at Lin Wenxuan, and his tone was extremely calm.

Qin Jiaxi nodded to Doctor Zhao, and then turned to face Lin Wenxuan, who was looking at him.

"Wait a while, Dr. Zhao may have something to talk to me about at work, I'm going to go to him first, and then I'll go down and buy you breakfast. It may be a little long, you have a good rest and wait for me to come back with breakfast. ”

Lin Wenxuan smiled slightly: "Okay, you go and get busy with you, I'm not in a hurry." ”

Seeing Qin Jiaxi leave the ward, Lin Wenxuan hurriedly got up, put on her shoes at a very fast speed, and carefully followed Qin Jiaxi's footsteps all the way to Dr. Zhao's office.

The door was closed, Lin Wenxuan walked to the door gently, held her breath, and pricked up her ears to listen carefully to the movement in the room.

Qin Jiaxi said that Dr. Zhao was looking for him for work matters, but Lin Wenxuan always felt that something was not right.

Since last night, Qin Jiaxi and Xi Xi have been talking a little vaguely, and the two have sung and harmonized, as if they had discussed it. Originally, Lin Wenxuan didn't think much about it, but Qin Jiaxi's reaction this morning made her have to be suspicious.

Dr. Zhao and Qin Jiaxi are not doctors in the same department, how can they talk about work matters?

If you don't talk about work, then Dr. Zhao is looking for Qin Jiaxi now, and it is very likely that he is talking about her physical condition.

Dr. Zhao is her attending doctor, so why don't he just talk to her if he has anything to say?

With layers of questions, Lin Wenxuan heard Dr. Zhao speak first, "Is she okay this night, does her body react?"

"It's good at night, but I woke up in the morning, saying that my back hurts badly. I also found out this morning that she had this reaction before, but it was not serious, and she didn't care about it, the pain in the past two days was much more obvious than before. ”

Qin Jiaxi sighed, his voice was very soft.

Lin Wenxuan's current state, he sees it in his eyes and hurts in his heart.

He didn't know what he had to do to help her, but he didn't want her to suffer all the pain in silence alone.

Dr. Zhao shook his head helplessly, "If we can find it early, the probability of successful matching may be greater...... Don't talk about that, I'm going to be ready for treatment in the next two days, have you figured out how to talk to her?"

Lin Wenxuan's heart trembled suddenly, and she couldn't believe what she heard.

What Dr. Zhao just said was...... Successful matching?

What kind of disease did she have, and what kind of good person should she wear?

Qin Jiaxi smiled bitterly: "I haven't figured out how to tell her yet, this should be a complicated matter." Don't look at me as a doctor, but you're an expert in this area, what should you do next? Will the treatment be effective? How long will it take?"

"Blood cancer is also a type of cancer, and the treatment process is not simple, so it can be said that before finding the right bone marrow, we must actively cooperate with the hospital and carry out chemotherapy again and again. I can't say if it will work now, but I can only see the situation at that time. ”

Leukemia......

As if struck by a bolt of lightning, Lin Wenxuan was stunned in place, unable to recover for a long time.

She didn't hear a word of what Dr. Zhao said to Qin Jiaxi next, she didn't even know how she walked back to the ward step by step, until she lay back on the hospital bed, Lin Wenxuan didn't get out of the shock just now.

She actually had blood cancer?!

How is this possible?

Tears swirled in her eyes, Lin Wenxuan closed her eyes in pain, and curled up in the quilt, trying not to let the tears fall.

No wonder Qin Jiaxi didn't let her be discharged from the hospital, no wonder Qin Jiaxi didn't let her find a job......

It turned out that the most fundamental reason was that she had blood cancer, and she had to be treated in the hospital.

Reaching out and pulling the quilt and covering her head inside, Lin Wenxuan opened her eyes, looked at the darkness around her, and smiled bitterly.

She thought that her life was miserable enough, but she didn't expect that even more tragic was to come......

Why is God so unfair?

Why did she have to taste all the pain before she gave up?

Feeling the warmth in the quilt, Lin Wenxuan tried to calm herself down and gradually relaxed her mind.

Qin Jiaxi hid it from her for her good, but should she tell him now that she already knows everything?

By the way, there is also Xi Xi.

Xi Xi didn't leave after sending her to the hospital last night, so Xi Xi should know her condition clearly, right?

It's just that she watched them worry about her, but she couldn't reassure them.

Lifting the quilt, Lin Wenxuan slowly sat up.

She didn't know the severity of her illness, and she didn't know how much time she had left.

But none of that matters anymore......

Since there is no escape, it is better to face the reality bravely, live every day to the fullest and happy.