Chapter 2124 Profound
But obviously, when you get up the next day, after a period of time, you will find that you don't actually have a deep understanding of those things, and you don't actually understand those things well, so Li Xia is ready to let herself understand what happened recently, so Li Xia is ready to let herself understand her recent mistakes, so Li Xiaoya needs to let herself be quiet, so Li Xiaoya needs to let herself leave for a while. In fact, that's exactly what he said to Bai Xiaohua.
So when Zhang Hao came to Bai Xiaohua to apologize the next day, Bai Xiaohua's first sentence explained his attitude.
"Zhang Hao, in fact, you don't have to apologize to me at all, because Li Xiaoya told me everything yesterday. Li Xiaoya also said that you are ready to apologize to me, and Li Xiaoya said that I can forgive you, so I can really forgive you. Of course, it's not because Li Xiaoya said I can forgive you, but because I can choose to forgive you, in fact, I understand that you are not such a bad person at all, and I understand at all that you are not a particularly vicious person at all. Maybe you were more extreme at that time, maybe you had some wrong ideas at that time, and when you had a wrong idea, you couldn't curb your behavior, so you will be wrong. But what I want to tell you is that you don't need to apologize to me at all, because obviously it is not you who has been hurt the most in this case. It is not me who has been hurt the most in this matter, it is Li Xiaoya who has been hurt the most in this matter, I think it is necessary for you to apologize to Li Xiaoya, anyway, I have decided to forgive you. ”
At this time, Zhang Hao didn't believe what she heard at all, she felt that it was impossible for you Bai Xiaohua to forgive herself so easily.
"Bai Xiaohua, do you know what I want to do to you? Do you know what plan I once had? Do you know how disgusting my plan was? Do you know how vicious my plan was? Can you really forgive me? Then can we still be friends, then can we still play together and chat together as before?"
When Bai Xiaohua heard Zhang Hao say this, it was obvious that Bai Xiaohua felt that Zhang Hao was too naïve, at this time Bai Xiaohua was very glad that she didn't choose to like Zhang Hao at all, at this time Bai Xiaohua was very glad that he liked Jiang Fan first, and at this time Bai Xiaohua was very glad that Jiang Fan saved him.
"Zhang Hao, what I need to explain first is that I have no reason to hate you or have no reason to be friends with you at all, because after all, you were ready to hurt me, since you are ready to hurt me so hard, obviously you can come at me, you can hurt me alone, you shouldn't involve my friends, since you have involved my friends, since you have hurt my friends, then of course I shouldn't forgive you, but obviously, just like Li Xiaoya said, choosing to forgive others is actually choosing to forgive yourself, so I am willing to forgive you, because I am ready to forgive myself, so I don't want to have any more entanglements with youI don't want to have anything more to do with you, so I chose to forgive you, so I hope you don't get me wrong. ”
When Zhang Hao heard Bai Xiaohua say this, it was obvious that Zhang Hao was hit.
"That is to say. You just forgive me for my actions, you don't want to reconcile with me, you don't want to be friends with me again. ”
Bai Xiaohua nodded.
"Of course I can't make you my friend again, and I certainly can't get to know you again. Yes, I can get to know Li Xiaoya again, I can make Li Xiaoya my friend again, but you can't, because you have done something particularly wrong, you know? I actually hate one kind of person, I especially hate people who expand things, and I especially hate people who hurt innocent people. But you are obviously such a person, if you have any resentment, if you have any ideas, you can say to me, you can also do it to me, anyway, all in all, no matter what you do to me, I think I can accept it, because after all, I rejected you, because I rejected you without skill, so you can hurt me, you can even hurt my life, but I think you should not hurt my friend, you should not hurt Li Xiaoya, and even you use such shameless means to hurt Li Xiaoya! How can I forgive you at this time, how can I be your friend at this time, so although I said that I forgave you, it is because I think I can forgive myself, I don't want to remember you as a person, I don't want you to appear in my life, I don't want to make you a person and these things about you become a stain in my life, but deep down, I can't forgive you at all, deep down I won't accept you at all, so you don't want to be my friend, or you should disdain to be my friend。 I'm just a little student, I'm just a little student from the township, so you don't need to ask for my forgiveness at all, and you don't need me to be your friend at all, because you're not rare at all, or I'm not rare at all. I don't know if I understand what I'm saying? I don't know if you understand, but if you do, then I think you can leave. ”
At this time, Zhang Hao felt that his heart had been gouged out, yes, he felt that he was really very decadent, she felt that she was really sad, and he felt that he was really incompetent.
Yes, he thought of the word incompetence, he thought of himself as really special incompetence, he thought of himself as really special shameless. He felt as if he had no ability, he felt as if he had no ability, because it was obvious that he really liked Bai Xiaohua, but Bai Xiaohua actually said such things to him, he really attached importance to Bai Xiaohua, but Bai Xiaohua actually said this to him, but the next second he knew that he actually didn't love Bai Xiaohua at all. He just wanted to possess Bai Xiaohua himself, but he just had a little bit of a feeling for Bai Xiaohua, and he only had a little bit of novelty about Bai Xiaohua, so he wanted to possess Bai Xiaohua or he always thought that Bai Xiaohua was his own, but obviously, a Jiang Fan came out in the middle, and a Jiang Fan came out in the middle to take possession of Bai Xiaohua, so he felt that he had lost a toy, so he felt that he should not accept such a result at all, so he felt that he should snatch Bai Xiaohua back.
Of course, he also knew that he had no way to rob it, so he was ready to destroy Bai Xiaohua, if he really loved Bai Xiaohua, it was obvious that he should let go, he should fulfill Bai Xiaohua, and she should let Bai Xiaohua get her true love. Yes, of course true love should be like this, if what he has is true love, if he is true love for Bai Xiaohua, then obviously, he shouldn't have those thoughts when doing those things.
"Bai Xiaohua, I understand. In fact, I don't love you at all, I just want to possess you, that's why I have those thoughts, that's why I treat you as an object, so I don't treat you as a person, so I have the idea of destroying you, that's why I have those vicious thoughts, that's why I have those vicious plans, so I don't bless you like a real lover, so I don't let you live a happy life like a real boyfriend. I see, so, I hope you can accept my apology. ”
At this time, Bai Xiaohua actually paused, obviously, Bai Xiaohua had a lot to say before, she just said the first point, he still had the second point, the third point to say, she just said a little bit of her own thoughts, but obviously, Bai Xiaohua at this time felt that she didn't need to say it anymore, because obviously, whether it was the third point or the fourth point, he wanted to reprimand Zhang Hao in front of him.
But at this moment, Zhang Hao in front of him made him feel that he didn't need to reprimand him anymore, because obviously, Zhang Hao had already figured out his problem, yes, Bai Xiaohua also figured it out just now, obviously, Zhang Hao didn't like him at all, Zhang Hao just wanted to possess her, once he had no way to possess her, then it was obvious that Zhang Hao wanted to destroy him, so he felt that Zhang Hao should understand this problem, if Zhang Hao didn't understand this problem at all, then obviously, she didn't need to talk to Zhang Hao anymore, she didn't need to talk nonsense with Zhang Hao, but if Zhang Hao understood this problem, if Zhang Hao understood his own problem, Zhang Hao understands the problem between the two people, if Zhang Hao understands that he doesn't love himself at all, if Zhang Hao understands that he doesn't understand love at all, then obviously, he can understand.
Yes, because at this time Zhang Hao has already understood, he has encountered a problem, yes, after all, Bai Xiaohua is still a kind-hearted person, after all, Bai Xiaohua is still a person who thinks about others everywhere, obviously, if Zhang Hao does not understand his own problem, then it is obvious that he cannot forgive Zhang Hao, if Zhang Hao does not understand his own problem, Zhang Hao will never say such a thing to Bai Xiaohua. So at this time, Zhang Hao really understood himself.
"Zhang Hao, it seems that you really understand yourself, if you really understand your mistakes, if you really understand that your love is not love at all, then of course I can forgive you. So do you know my good intentions?"