Chapter 350: Before Waking Up
Midori Kawashima's body was clinging to the moon gate, and she was afraid to move forward and wanted to leave immediately. However, her heart is still reluctant, she wants to stay, she wants to move forward......
"Second young grandmother. Ah Cheng's voice came from beside him, and Kawashima Midoriya suddenly came back to his senses. Looking at Ah Cheng and Steward Qiu beside her, Kawashima Luya was a little dumbfounded, and she couldn't speak for a while. It wasn't until Ah Cheng stepped forward to take her hand that Kawashima Luya made up her mind and took a step back, "Ah Cheng, Uncle Qiu...... I'll just take a look here...... That's it. Midoriya Kawashima seemed to have the courage to muster up her hardest, and once again little by little, her voice became weaker and weaker, "He shouldn't want to see me...... Don't, don't tell him I've been here......"
"Second young grandmother, don't go!" Ah Cheng took Kawashima Luya's hand, "Second young grandmother, the young master took medicine and fell asleep, go see him." Ah Cheng's words rekindled the hope in Kawashima Luya's heart, she held Ah Cheng's hand like a happy child, and a layer of crystal light surged in her eyes that had been dull before, "Really, Ah Cheng! I can go and see him!" "Of course, Second Young Grandma!" Ah Cheng smiled and nodded, "Let's go see Second Young Master now." "Hmm!" Kawashima Midoriya responded, and couldn't wait to walk towards Qiu Yingsheng's study......
"Wait, second young grandmother. Steward Qiu suddenly stood in front of Kawashima Luya, although there was no trace of waves in his tone, but there was still a faint trace of forbearance in his eyes, "Second young grandmother, be sure to ...... Just go in and have a look...... Before the second young master woke up...... "I understand." Kawashima Midoriya interrupted Steward Qiu's words, "Uncle Qiu, if he wakes up, he shouldn't want to see me." He won't want to see me again...... I'll leave ...... before he wakes up," said Midori Kawashima's face with a satisfied smile, "Thank you, and you're willing to ...... Call me 'Second Young Grandma'. You still think of me as his wife...... So I can go and see him...... I am very happy. With that, Kawashima Luya no longer hesitated, bypassed Steward Qiu, and walked towards Qiu Yingsheng's study......
Steward Qiu looked at Kawashima Luya's back, and smiled at Ah Cheng, "Actually, where do you still use the words that we used to convey the second young master." The two of them have already tacitly ...... We're just cooperating with them. It's just that providence makes people, and after all, it still suffers them. "But Uncle Qiu...... Ah Cheng looked at Kawashima Luya, who had gradually drifted away, and his eyes were still lost, "Why did the second young master and the second young grandmother come to this point?" Ah Cheng didn't understand, they had clearly engraved each other firmly in their hearts, but they still came to this point...... The second young master obviously liked the second young grandmother, but he still divorced her, and the second young grandmother, she obviously cared about the second young master, but she didn't dare to meet him generously...... There are also the eldest young master and our young lady...... Do you want to be so cruel when you say 'providence makes people'?"
"Hey, little orange. Steward Qiu shook his head helplessly, "Since it's 'providence makes people', it's something that can't be understood in any way." What's more, in such a troubled world, anything cruel can happen. I think the eldest young master and the second young master have known this for a long time...... You wait here, I'll go to Dr. Li and tell you. When the second young grandmother comes out, you send her. Our young grandmother of the Qiu family must be decent when she goes in and out, and when she leaves, someone will always send her off......"
If it weren't for Ah Cheng telling himself that Qiu Yingsheng was asleep, Kawashima Luya was afraid that he would never have the courage to push open the door and walk to his side, at this moment, Kawashima Luya took all her thoughts, carefully pushed open the door, and got closer and closer to Qiu Yingsheng step by step......
Midoria Kawashima didn't dare to make a little noise in her steps, or even, she didn't dare to make a little sound in her breathing. Walking, walking, getting closer, getting closer, watching Qiu Yingsheng's already more haggard pale face and completely thin body getting closer and closer to him...... Before I knew it, the tears couldn't stop flowing. Kawashima Midoriya raised her hand to cover her nose and mouth tightly, even if it was light enough to have no weight in tears, she would never allow them to make any "sound", she would never allow her "existence" to be by Qiu Yingsheng's side at this moment.
Gently, Kawashima Luya stopped beside Qiu Yingsheng, leaned over, and looked at him carefully. forehead, eyelashes, nose wings, lips...... It's obviously so clear in his heart that he will never forget it, but Kawashima Midoriya is reluctant to look away. Seeing Qiu Yingsheng sleeping deeply, Kawashima Luya couldn't help but lean forward again. Close to his face, Kawashima Midoriya's tears couldn't help but flow down again. It turned out that I had to face each other coldly, thinking about it every day, worrying, and worrying about the person...... At this moment, he was so close to him, he had no right, no courage, no qualification to whisper his name. Even the instinct to shed tears for him had to be hidden......
Kawashima Luya wanted to raise her hand to touch Qiu Yingsheng's face, but Qiu Yingsheng should not be willing to let her blood-stained hands touch him. In the end, Midori Kawashima gave up. Because she will never forget how she appeared in front of him like a bloodthirsty beast in front of him that day......
Qiu Yingsheng got closer and closer to him, and when he reached his side, he motioned to Ah Cheng not to help. Without Ah Cheng's support, Qiu Yingsheng took every step forward, he concentrated all the strength in his body and slowly leaned down, his hand that had not had much temperature was covered on the back of the hand he was holding the dagger, and slowly, he held the hand and carefully took the dagger in his hand. Qiu Yingsheng's gaze was deep in too many unspeakable things, but it looked calmer, wiped away the tears on his face, pinned his loose hair behind his ears, lowered his head and tidied up the blood-stained clothes on his body, when he raised his head and looked at himself again, his eyes were still calm, and he said to himself in a low voice, "Lu'er, is it really you......"
I can't forget the words that Kurosawa Jun said to Ah Cheng with a smile that day......
"Ah Cheng, you might as well take a closer look at this woman. You take a good look at her, there is blood stuck to her body, her eyes are full of killing, and she treats human life like a mustard...... This woman who looks like a murderer...... Is it really your young grandmother? Your master has always thought that your young grandmother is a kind and compassionate person, so you should know by now that you have recognized the wrong person. Those words often came to my ears like nightmares......
She looked at Qiu Yingsheng, Xu was too painful, too tired, he slept so deeply, so deeply...... There is nothing wrong with what Kurosawa Jun said, such a good Qiu Yingsheng, such a kind Qiu Yingsheng, such a gentle Qiu Yingsheng...... How can his wife be a self who only has killing in her eyes and treats human life like a mustard...... It is true that he is no longer his wife now, but such a self appears by his side at this moment...... I should really be glad that he fell asleep, otherwise, if I had to watch him look disgusted when he looked at him, then he would have no excuse to be able to "depend" on him like he was now. Thinking like this, Kawashima Midoriya couldn't help but have a greedy thought, maybe not, before he woke up, he could stay a little longer, stay a little longer......
Kawashima Luya slowly turned sideways, squatted down next to Qiu Yingsheng's bed, she hugged her knees with her hands, and put her head against the side of the column, although she sat on the cold ground, but she could face Qiu Yingsheng, it seemed that his head was against her shoulder, and she could see his eyebrows as soon as she raised her eyes, Kawashima Luya only felt that it was warm that she had never had. Very happy, she felt very happy, and unconsciously showed a smile as satisfied as a child that she had not seen for a long time......
It's a pity that such a simple and pure smile only stayed on Kawashima Midoriya's face for less than a moment, and then disappeared suddenly. At that moment, Kawashima Luya clearly saw that in the corner of Qiu Yingsheng's eyes, a tear slipped down silently. It turned out that from beginning to end, he was just a fool who thought he was lucky, and after all, it added to his troubles...... Midoriya Kawashima stood up with a wry smile, staggered back a few steps, and the tears in her eyes poured out unscrupulously, covering layer after layer of tears, "In the end, I still bothered you." I shouldn't be smart...... I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" The voice gradually became weaker, and the volume was so small that even Kawashima Luya herself was about to lose her hearing, I don't know, did she want to say it to Qiu Yingsheng, or her own self-talk...... Turned around like a deserter, regardless of the reluctant pull in his heart, he just ran out in one go, escaping from his own self-righteousness, escaping from the drop in the corner of Qiu Yingsheng's eyes, as long as he saw it, he would fall deeper and deeper......
Ah Cheng has been waiting by the moon gate, how she hopes that Kawashima Midoriya can stay in it a little longer, a little longer. Ah Cheng felt that his "hope" could be realized, because, in order to be able to "see" Kawashima Luya, Qiu Yingsheng could sleep soundly all the time. As long as Qiu Yingsheng is unwilling to wake up, Kawashima Luya can stay by his side for a long time. Ah Cheng was a little secretly happy, but unfortunately, he was happy to see Kawashima Midoriya crying and running out......
"Second young grandmother!" Ah Cheng hurriedly chased over and grabbed Kawashima Luya, "Second young grandmother...... Yes, is the second young master awake?" "He's still asleep. Kawashima Midoriya responded helplessly, and then smiled and lowered her head, "Ah Cheng, it's time for me to wake up...... Kawashima Midoriya patted the back of Ah Cheng's hand gently, "Go in and take care of him, I should go." "Second young grandmother Ah Cheng will send you!" Ah Cheng pulled Kawashima Luya and refused to let go, "Ah Cheng is the second young master's subordinate, and he is also your subordinate." As our subordinates, we naturally can't let the master lose his dignity, and the second young grandmother wants to go out, of course, Ah Cheng will send it. "Ah Cheng, you are not a subordinate. Kawashima Midoriya looked at Ah Cheng, the smile on her lips was sad, but the gaze in her eyes was resolute, "Ah Cheng, you are not his subordinate, you are his relative, you are not my subordinate, you are my sister......"