"Ah Cheng ......" Kawashima looked at Ah Cheng at Lu Ya, her expression was a little trance, revealing a deep sense of loss, "Good sister, I really don't have to send it." As long as you take good care of him...... If he asked, he would say that I had never been here, and that it was all an illusion. It's his delusion, and it's mine...... Of course......" Kawashima Midoriya smiled sadly and lowered her head, "Of course, he won't ask ......" After that, Kawashima Midoriya left lonely. It's not so much a "lonely" departure, but a "hasty escape", no matter what, she can't forget how embarrassed she was in front of Qiu Yingsheng......

Ah Cheng gently pushed open the door and walked in cautiously, little by little approaching Qiu Yingsheng, who was lying on the bed with his back to him. Ah Cheng didn't dare to speak, but just tried to get closer to the ...... as lightly as possible

"Second Young Master!" until it really got closer, Ah Cheng was startled. I saw that Qiu Yingsheng's face was already full of tears, and tears kept pouring out of his eyes, as if every tear was oozing with heart-rending pain. "Second Young Master, what's wrong with you!, where is it uncomfortable!" Ah Cheng had never seen Qiu Yingsheng look so painful, and he panicked for a moment and helped Qiu Yingsheng to ask with concern.

"Why, why...... Why ......" Qiu Yingsheng muttered to himself, Ah Cheng couldn't hear what he was talking about, and cautiously got closer, only to hear Qiu Yingsheng's mouth keep asking, why, why...... The tone became more and more helpless, more and more sad, and the tears in his eyes became more and more painful with the reason for that voice. "Second young master, what's wrong with you......" Looking at Qiu Yingsheng's appearance, Ah Cheng was very sad, she knew that she couldn't help, and she couldn't empathize, so she could only temporarily put herself in the position of a "listener" and let Qiu Yingsheng tell all her pain and pain. I have served Qiu Yingsheng for too many years, and I know too well that he is a person who would rather bury everything in his heart for the rest of his life than say it easily. At this moment, if it weren't for the fact that it was really bitter and painful, he wouldn't have let others listen to his undisguised words like this now......

"Ah Cheng......" Qiu Yingsheng called out to Ah Cheng in a weak, helpless, and desperate voice, and then, tears welled up in his eyes again, and he was overwhelmed with grief, "Ah Cheng, you say...... Why, why can't I hold out a little longer...... As long as you endure it and endure it all the time, you won't be discovered by Lu'er...... Why, can't hold on any longer...... Lu'er, she won't come again, she won't come to see me again...... I won't come again......" As he spoke, Qiu Yingsheng couldn't stop crying. In Ah Cheng's memory, Qiu Yingsheng has never cried so sadly and desperately. It can be said that she has never really seen Qiu Yingsheng cry like a child.

"No, Second Young Master......" Ah Cheng couldn't help crying sadly when he looked at Qiu Yingsheng's broken heart, "The second young grandmother is reluctant to the second young master, the people up and down the family, who doesn't know, the second young grandmother is the most reluctant, and the most precious person is the second young master." The second young grandmother will definitely come to see you again, and she will definitely come again!" Ah Cheng's tone was extremely determined, but the more determined her tone was, the more helpless and incomprehensible her eyes became, "Second Young Master......" Ah Cheng wanted to speak and stopped, and he couldn't bear to say any more. However, she always couldn't help reminding herself that at this moment, not only could she see the extremely sad Qiu Yingsheng in her eyes, but what she could not forget for a long time was the equally sad back of Kawashima Luya when she left.

Ah Cheng plucked up his courage and then spoke, "Second Young Master, you obviously can't let go of Second Young Grandma, why do you want me to lie to Steward Qiu and tell her that you don't want to see her......?" Cruel to the second young grandmother, isn't it even cruel to yourself? Ah Cheng is just a maid and doesn't know any big truths, Ah Cheng just knows that you like each other. If so, why bother like this...... The second young master left the second young grandmother behind, can't you? Just tell the second young grandmother, saying that you miss her very much, you think about her every day, and you don't want her to go...... It's just saying what the second young master is thinking in his heart, can't it?"

"If I had said that, she would have stayed with me...... That's good......" The tears in Qiu Yingsheng's eyes did not dry, but he also showed the purest smile like a child. However, the smile only appeared for a moment, and then silently melted into the tears in Qiu Yingsheng's eyes, and he looked at Ah Cheng with a bitter smile, "If that's the case, I'm really happy...... But if that's the case...... Do you want her to stay with me and watch me take my last breath? I can't rely on her for everything, then, finally, when I leave her....... When I gave her more and more memories and suddenly left her...... In that case, it is the greatest cruelty to her......" The tears in Qiu Yingsheng's eyes slowly stayed on his cheeks, slid down, and condensed into a tear stain oozing with sadness, "It's okay, it's okay...... She won't come again, okay...... I want to be a good husband, it's no longer possible...... Since you've already hurt her, don't hurt her more and more......"

Qiu Yingsheng is always so contradictory and contradictory...... He was thinking about Kawashima Midoriya, and he couldn't wait to see her all the time. However, he really didn't want Kawashima Green to be by his side all the time, he missed her, and forced himself to make his miss into a kind of "disgust", thinking that after taking Kawashima Green Ya off, he could completely draw a "line" with her. However, the thoughts, the thoughts, the thoughts that keep giving birth to them have made me have some thoughts...... I thought that as long as I pretended not to know anything, I could let her look at me, and I could "immerse" myself in the world she was watching and confide in my thoughts...... Gradually, she became greedy, wanting to hide in the "sleeping" shell, so that she could be by her side for a little longer, a little longer......

But in that case, why did he go to great lengths to divorce her in the first place, why did he bother to push her away, and why did he pretend to be indifferent in front of her...... In this way, it is like selfishly keeping her by your side and letting her watch her swallow her last breath......

"Ah Cheng......" Qiu Ying looked ahead in a wooden voice, "You go out, I want to stay alone for a while." When it's time to drink the medicine, come again. "It's the second young master. Ah Cheng didn't dare to say anything more, so he answered and left with some worry.

Hearing the sound of Ah Cheng closing the door, Qiu Yingsheng slowly lay down by himself. The tears on his face were not dry, the tears in his eyes were also not dry, and he silently recited "Lu'er" in his mouth, and in the end, he still looked at a place in front of him stupidly...... Perhaps, this is the best way for me to say goodbye to her. May the front be the last one, and you don't have to stare at each other and tear your heart, but just tacitly go against each other...... Finally, after a long time, I hope that when she remembers it again, or when she has died completely because of that tacit understanding, her heart slowly fades and forgets until she forgets it completely, that time...... I hope that I have not been in this world for a long, long time...... Such a tacit "farewell" is, perhaps, the best......

Kawashima Luya's eyes were full of loneliness, and he walked to the mouth of the alley in a daze, just in time for Qiu Ruoyu, who was already waiting for him there. Midoriya Kawashima stopped and asked in a shallow voice, "Big brother's business is done." "Hmm. Qiu Ruoyu nodded, and asked rhetorically: "Have you seen the shadow?" "See, I saw ......" Kawashima Luya replied hesitantly, and lowered his head in amazement, "He, he has lost a lot of weight, and his face is still not good...... He, he fell asleep, he slept deeply, I took one look at him and left. ”

"Don't be upset, don't worry too much, the family will take care of him. It's good to be alive...... As long as he is alive, it's fine......" Qiu Ruoyu's words seem to hide a most "humble" wish, he wants Qiu Yingsheng to live, he wants his younger brother to live, even if he knows that this "wish" will not last long even if it is realized, but as long as Qiu Yingsheng is alive, the longing in his heart will not be extinguished.

Raising his eyes, Qiu Ruoyu looked at Kawashima Luya's absent-mindedness and abruptness, and then said: "Yingsheng can't sleep, even if he sleeps, he can't fall asleep." Because, you are ...... by his side" seemed to be broken by Qiu Ruoyu's words, and Kawashima Luya could no longer hide her vulnerability and cried. When she was most sad and weak, Midoriya Kawashima cried and slowly squatted on the ground, even if she buried her head in her knees, she could still hear the sad cry.

Qiu Ruoyu didn't step forward to comfort her, let alone help Kawashima Luya up, just stood in place, looking at her quietly. When Kawashima Luya's cry weakened, and her mood calmed down a little, Qiu Ruoyu slowly stepped forward. Still didn't help Kawashima Luya up, Qiu Ruoyu just lowered his head, looked at Kawashima Luya buried in her knees but refused to lift it, and said lightly: "After you leave, Yingsheng must be like you now." I want you to go see him, and I still want both of you to be selfish and greedy, even if one of you thinks like this first...... It's my fault, you are all the same stubborn, and none of you want to be selfish...... Don't be sad, don't be sad......"

Listening to Qiu Ruoyu's words, Kawashima Luya slowly raised her head and looked at him, "What about the eldest brother? Are you as stubborn as the shadow, or even more stubborn." Because...... You've never been selfish. If the eldest brother is willing to be selfish, you will not be the same as the snow mark. "Really?" Qiu Ruoyu smiled disapprerovingly, "I'm with Snow Marks now...... It's the most complete appearance......" Qiu Ruoyu took another step forward and helped Kawashima Luya up, "Yingsheng must have wiped away his tears, you can wipe it away too." It's time for me to go back and continue to be a hostage, and it's time for you to go back and hand me in. ”