Chapter 302: Her Youth

Ah Lan hugged Xue Scar tightly, hoping that he could give her some warmth. Ah Lan stroked the head of the snow mark, and the moment she suddenly raised her head, she saw Qiu Ruoyu's red, tear-filled eyes, and the distressed but untouched appearance was deeply engraved in his pupils. The moment Qiu Ruoyu and Ah Lan looked at each other, he suddenly lowered his head and turned sideways. Ah Lan no longer looked at him, and continued to gently caress Xue Zhen's head, Ah Lan understood that Qiu Ruoyu loved Xue Zhen deeply, grieved for her, and hurt her, but he only allowed himself to cherish his love. His love for Snow Marks is unsightly for others, even himself, and he is reluctant to take it out and take a look......

"The eldest young master knows that the Ye family is gone. What you mean, it turns out that our young lady is not worthy to move back to the front yard. In this case, our young lady has stayed here all the time, so that it will not be in your way. Ah Lan's heart hung in her throat, she didn't know how she could finish these words in one go, she only knew that she should never look at Qiu Ruoyu when she spoke, she was afraid that once she looked at him, she would really not be able to say this. "She's not worthy of moving back to the front yard. Qiu Ruoyu said, turning around to face Ah Lan's direction again, his voice did not rise and fall, cold to the bone, and the tears that flowed from his eyes were like hot blood beads, burning Ah Lan's eyes and hurting his own heart.

"I've found a better place for you. Qiu Ruoyu said as he slowly approached the snow marks, and with each additional step under his feet, the pain in his heart increased by an inch. Until Qiu Ruoyu stopped, he could vaguely hear the sound of his heart being torn, he endured the pain, and continued to say in a warm tone: "That place is good, originally, I just wanted to let your young lady move over, but I didn't think it was very thoughtful." Ah Lan, if you are so loyal, of course you have to follow along. ”

Qiu Ruoyu's words made Ah Lan clearly feel the body of the snow mark that was being held tightly by him tremble heavily, and even the temperature on her body seemed to cool down suddenly. Ah Lan suddenly realized at this moment that this was what he was most worried about......

Even if she knew the truth that Xue Zhen had been awake from Qiu Yingsheng, Ah Lan was still unwilling to believe it completely, she would rather her young lady live a stupid and stupid life, rather than want her to be sober and struggle to live in the painful reality and the beautiful past, compared to that, at least the stupid life will be carefree without any pain. Although Ah Lan was ready to accompany Xueji to go anywhere, but just before hearing Qiu Ruoyu's words, she continued to deceive herself and give herself a possibility, maybe the eldest young master would not see Xueji's eyes so thoroughly, maybe, her young lady could still continue to live carefree......

However, all the luck was broken at the moment when Snow Mark's body trembled. Her young lady is really completely awake, she can understand Qiu Ruoyu's every word, her trembling is for herself as a subordinate, she is worried about herself, she doesn't want to let herself follow her, but she can't say it...... Finally, Alan also understood why Snow Marks was crying so sadly, she couldn't say anything, she could only make a child cry sadly because her beloved toy was broken...... Only through this stupid exorcism can she dare to miss her home wantonly. Thinking of such snow marks, Ah Lan's tears flowed down the corners of her eyes, she raised her hand and quickly wiped them off, smiled and let go of the snow marks that had been hugging tightly, carefully wiped off the snow marks layer after layer of tears, and said softly: "Miss is good, the eldest young master has something to tell Ah Lan, Ah Lan will go and listen to what the eldest young master has to say first." With that, Alan straightened up and turned his back to the snow marks.

"Thank you, young master, for your concern for me, Alan is really grateful. Ah Lan deliberately blocked the snow marks and Qiu Ruoyu, blocking the snow marks to see Qiu Ruoyu's sight. Ah Lan was really afraid that Qiu Ruoyu's distressed, sad, unbearable, and pitying gaze in his eyes when he looked at the snow marks would betray him. Qiu Ruoyu understood Ah Lan's intentions, so he no longer deliberately covered the tears that came out of his eyes, "Since you are grateful, take good care of Miss." Pack your things and someone will pick you up soon. From now on, you will live in Kurosawa's house, and Shadow will be with you. Your young lady and Yingsheng are the same kind of people, since they can't get used to my way of life, then they will live together, and with my arrangement, the spirit of your Ye family's old lady in the sky will also be satisfied. With that, Qiu Yingsheng hurriedly pushed the door away, he was afraid that if he continued to speak, he would no longer be able to maintain that cold and undulating voice, and he was afraid that he would collapse in front of the snow marks because he could no longer bear the heartache of tearing and burning......

Ah Lan looked at Qiu Ruoyu's stumbling steps when she pushed the door, and listened to Xue Zhen's heart-wrenching cry, she quickly turned around, held Xue Zhen's shoulder and said, "Miss, don't cry, Ah Lan will definitely glue this rabbit to you, you wait for Ah Lan." With that, Alan took the porcelain rabbit and the short-legged fragments and rushed out.

Ah Lan ran all the way, and the speed was very fast. One of the reasons was that she wanted to catch up with Qiu Ruoyu to talk to him, and the other main reason was that she wanted to escape from Xueji's side for the first time since she followed Xueji. Ah Lan couldn't bear to listen to Xue Zhen's cry, let alone look at Xue Zhen's face, and more importantly, Ah Lan knew that what Xue Zhen needed most at this time was to be alone alone. Only when she is the only one left can she get out of the stupid shell and be herself without any scruples.

The only sound in the room could be heard in the room was the breathing of Snow Marks alone, cold and biting silence. Snow Scar took a deep breath and swallowed all the cold and gloomy breath that spread through his heart. She no longer cowered and lowered her head, wiped the tears from her face and stood up, and walked to the door that was not closed tightly by Ah Lan. Snow Mark leaned weakly against the door, staring blankly in the direction in front of him. Her heart seemed to have fallen into the cold river in an instant, the pain was terrible, and it was also very cold, and even, she was already shivering with cold. She sneered, staggered back a few steps and slammed the door shut, leaning her back against the door, tears welling up in her eyes once more. Snow Scar closed her eyes tiredly and let the tears flow.

He couldn't tolerate the irrelevant Ah Lan and his brother who he once regarded as his life, he couldn't tolerate all the people who were different from him....... Xueji had to admit that she was wrong after all. She was wrong because she knew that her Ruoyu brother had "died" many years ago, but she refused to admit it; she was wrong because she had already told herself that the person would not come back, but she still foolishly fantasized again and again that maybe she would be able to see the dead boy again......

You can't go on wrong, you can't go back wrong. Snow Scar opened her eyes, turned around and pushed open the door again, regardless of the strong sunlight stinging her eyes filled with tears, not dodging, not evading, she stubbornly looked up at the place where the sun was most intense, she wanted to punish herself with the sting in her eyes, but it seemed that the blazing speed of light shone on her body, and it became a cold gloom, a chill that cut her bones. Compared with the stinging eyes, the cold oozing blood made her feel more painful, which was a punishment that she would never forget. Snow Mark bit her lip and told herself that she would never make the same mistake again. The kind and smiling boy, the boy she regarded as all the good things in the world, the boy she was obsessed with...... Won't come back, just won't come back...... The one who dies never comes back, he dies...... To be dead is to be dead.

Ah Lan caught up with Qiu Ruoyu not far from the door, and Qiu Ruoyu was leaning on the pillar by the gate with great difficulty, panting.

"Big Young Master!" Ah Lan hurriedly stepped forward to support Qiu Ruoyu, "Big Young Master, you hold on, I'll help you go to the stone pier not far in front to sit for a while." Take a break. "No, Alan. Qiu Ruoyu didn't follow Ah Lan's steps to the direction of the stone pier, he insisted on his original direction, "Ah Lan, you are tired and help me back to my room, I don't have much time and I still have very important things to do." "Okay......" Ah Lan hesitated, but still helped Qiu Ruoyu to walk forward cautiously.

After taking a few steps, Qiu Ruoyu suddenly stopped. Seeing this, Ah Lan hurriedly asked worriedly, "What's the matter, eldest young master, do you feel very bad?" "I'm fine." Qiu Ruoyu shook her head weakly, and then said, "Can you give me that broken rabbit?" Ah Lan was stunned for a moment, then she took out the rabbit and fragments in her pocket and handed them to Qiu Ruoyu, and then helped him to continue walking. Ah Lan was very quiet and kept her head slightly down, and unconsciously, Qiu Ruoyu's words came from her ears, "You chased after me, you want to ask for Xuejian who can't speak to me, is it true that I am so ruthless that I can't even tolerate my younger brother." ”

Ah Lan suddenly stopped, looking at Qiu Ruoyu condensedly, "Da Shao......" Before Ah Lan's words were finished, Qiu Ruoyu asked before her: "The way I look now, if it weren't for this dress, would you still recognize me......?" Do you still recognize me?" "Great, young master......" Ah Lan's voice began to tremble, and he couldn't help but shudder between his lips and teeth, "The eldest young master wants to ......" "Let's go quickly, I can keep up with you." Snow Mark is alone in the house, and if you leave for a long time, she will worry about you. Qiu Ruoyu interrupted Ah Lan's words again, he stopped speaking, tried to straighten his body, and struggled to speed up the pace of his feet.