Chapter 303: Outsiders

"Yingsheng, Ah Cheng said that you have something urgent to come to us. Are you very uncomfortable!" Li Huairen anxiously carried the medicine box and rushed to Qiu Yingsheng's study with Steward Qiu. "Let Uncle Li and Uncle Qiu worry, I am fine, and I can live comfortably for a while. Qiu Yingsheng joked faintly, and a sad smile appeared on his pale face. Qiu Yingsheng lowered his head and looked at a suitcase in his hand, looked up at Li Huairen and said, "Uncle Li help me bring this suitcase to my eldest brother." He's going to go away, and I've asked Ah Cheng to prepare something for him. "If you want to go out, how can he be in his current body! He insists on going to the silk village every day, I don't agree, why ...... now" Li Huairen was very angry and turned away, refusing to take the box.

"Yes, Second Young Master, with the current physical condition of the eldest young master, it is better not to go out. Steward Qiu said, and seemed to suddenly understand Qiu Yingsheng's intention to ask Ah Cheng to ask Ah Cheng to ask him to come over with Li Huairen, "Second Young Master, you called us over, but you want us to go and persuade the eldest young master together." Don't worry, we will definitely try our best to persuade the eldest young master. ”

"I'm tired, Uncle Li will help me put in the medicine that I can use if necessary. I'm not going to say goodbye to him, you can help me bring it over. Qiu Yingsheng lifted the box by himself, slowly approached Li Huairen and Steward Qiu, looked at them and said, "Uncle Li and Uncle Qiu can know why I don't want to say goodbye to my eldest brother." My eldest brother once told me that even if his days were short, he would definitely live until the last day. And he said to me, "Shadow, we're ...... See you later...... I hope that he will remember what he said to me, that I have never seen him again, and that he will come back as long as he still does. Qiu Yingsheng said as he handed the box to Li Huairen's hand, "I want to live and see my eldest brother again, and I also hope that my eldest brother will come back alive to see me...... Only with such a little thought can we all do our best to live well......"

"Shadow, what are you talking about, Uncle doesn't understand what the hell is going on. Li Huairen hesitantly took the box and looked at Qiu Yingsheng suspiciously. Steward Qiu on the side listened to Qiu Yingsheng's words, and his face was even more worried, "Second Young Master, what's wrong?Big Young Master, what's wrong......" Qiu Yingsheng smiled faintly, and responded: "Not long ago, eldest brother, he came to find me......" Qiu Yingsheng always insisted on not letting the faint terrible smile on his face disappear, this is a sad plan, he only hopes that Li Huairen and Steward Qiu, who heard this plan next, can gradually alleviate the same worries as him because they can still see a little smile on their faces......

"Big young master, he, you ......" Steward Qiu gritted his teeth, and the sadness on his face could only turn into a helpless sigh in the end, "Child, you ...... It's silly......"

"I'll send something over. Li Huairen clenched the handle of the suitcase and lowered his head helplessly, "Yingsheng, I know that you didn't come to us just to send something, tell me what you came to us to explain." We'll do our best. "Thank you......" Qiu Yingsheng's voice became weaker and weaker, but he still tried his best to make his voice sound without any traces of shaking, "Uncle Qiu, Uncle Li, if the eldest brother can't come back to meet me, or ...... When the eldest brother came back, I was no longer ......" Speaking of the word "come back", Qiu Yingsheng still couldn't restrain himself calmly after all, he choked up and wiped away the tears that had been pouring out, and said in a low voice: "It's a part of our future affairs in advance, don't say it now, I'm afraid that when he dies, he wants to say it, but he can't say it." It doesn't matter who left first, or if we're all gone...... Externally, I want you to announce the death of Qiu Ruoyu alone. Externally, the Qiu family has only one son, Qiu Ruoyu. This will never change...... As for family matters, the part of the family tree that is the eldest brother is written as we have agreed before. There was a portrait of me in the mourning hall, and the eldest brother took refuge in the Japanese...... Not that qualification......"

Qiu Yingsheng's voice became more and more mournful, and at this time, he didn't even have the strength to wipe away his tears. He was silent for a moment, and then said in a deep voice: "You two go and get busy, I want to explain your affairs, that's all." It's hard to ......."

It was getting dark, Qiu Ruoyu didn't eat dinner, and he stayed in the room since he came back from the courtyard. A man, a wooden table, a porcelain rabbit with a broken foot...... Qiu Ruoyu carefully glued together the fragments that had been scattered, repairing the porcelain rabbit's broken foot little by little. Although he put all his energy into it, it was a pity that he was powerless, and after a large period of time, he still couldn't completely repair the broken foot.

The bone-eating pain that followed me surged all over the body at some point, Qiu Ruoyu still stubbornly insisted on the movements in his hands, even if his fingertips were already soaked with cold sweat all over his body. He shivered, letting cold sweat and tears flow down wantonly, and stabbed down again and again as if there was an invisible blade in his heart...... Still refusing to let go of the rabbit in his hand, Qiu Ruoyu knew that there was not much he could do for Xueji, so he had to seize every minute and every second......

"Ruoyu ......" came the sound of Li Huairen knocking on the door outside the door. Li Huairen waited outside the door for a while with the box handed to him by Qiu Yingsheng, but there was no sound of Qiu Ruoyu's response inside, but Qiu Ruoyu's room was obviously lit. Li Huairen was a little faintly uneasy, and said after hesitation: "Ruoyu, Uncle has come in." With that, Li Huairen stepped forward and pushed the door open......

I saw Qiu Ruoyu sitting at the table half-bowed and shrunk into a ball, his shirt was soaked with sweat, his body was trembling, but he was still holding something tightly in his hands. Seeing this, Li Huairen left the box in his hand and hurriedly rushed forward, holding Qiu Ruoyu's shoulder, "Child, don't be afraid when Uncle is coming!" Qiu Ruoyu raised his head weakly, looked at Li Huairen with a sloppy look, smiled faintly, trembled and raised the rabbit in his hand that had not been repaired, gasped, and said hoarsely: "Uncle, I'm really scared...... Fear of dying now...... Scared, can't fix it with your own hands. The look in Snow's eyes, I could tell she liked it...... There's no time left, there's not much I can do for her......"

"Child, why are you so stupid...... Li Huairen sighed and picked up the box that had just been thrown on the ground by himself, and put it next to Qiu Ruoyu's table, "You have told me everything you want to do, this is the luggage that Yingsheng asked me to send you." I put some medicine in it, although it has no curative effect, but it can also help you relieve some pain. With that, Li Huairen opened the box, took out a small bottle, and poured out two small pills from it for Qiu Ruoyu to take. Watching Qiu Ruoyu swallow the pill, Li Huairen stopped talking for a moment, and then said, "Yingsheng, he, I don't say goodbye to you." Li Huairen carefully looked at Qiu Ruoyu's paper-like face, looked at what was still clenched in his trembling hands, and said distressedly: "You would rather die by devouring your bones and intestines than leave a little regret on the snow marks." Child, you are so stupid......" "How can there be no regrets......" Qiu Ruoyu muttered to herself sadly, trembling and began to continue the movements in his hands, "I failed her." There is a memory of me in her life, which is regret......"

"Uncle doesn't know who has failed who you and Snowmark, I just know...... I have failed your father and mother. I didn't take care of any of you brothers. Uncle couldn't cure Yingsheng's illness, and your poison, Uncle was helpless......" Li Huairen lowered his head with tears in his eyes, guilt and pain, "Child, Uncle knows that once you make a decision, you won't change." What you want to do, Uncle will not stop you, what you want to do, must be right. Uncle...... Uncle has only one request, you must come back, you must come back. Even if it's the last journey...... Be sure to ...... in your own home, too."

It was late at night, and Qiu Ruoyu slowly walked to the door of the Snow Mark Courtyard. He didn't plan to go in, just stood quietly outside the gate, looking at the ...... He just needs to stand quietly outside the door and look quietly, he doesn't expect to hear the sound of snow marks through the door, let alone expect snow marks to appear on the other side of the door, looking in the same direction as himself, breathing the same night with himself. He just needs to stand quietly outside the door and look quietly, his time is running out, there is not much he can do for her, why bother filling in karma in vain...... There was no need to disturb her, he just stood quietly outside the door, looked quietly, and quietly looked in the direction where she was......

Snow Scar slowly opened her eyes and sat up from the bed. In the past, Ah Lan coaxed her to sleep and then went back to the room to rest, basically always at this time, Ah Lan should have fallen asleep in his room. Xuejin couldn't sleep, so she had to pretend to be asleep and trick Ah Lan to go back to rest first. When Alan was almost asleep, she dared to open her eyes and be herself. Snowmark stood up with a heavy heart, put on a thin shirt and pushed open the door of the room and walked out......

Snow Scar walked to the gate of the courtyard and stopped, she stood quietly at the door, quietly looking at the closed gate in front of her......

A door separated Xue Zhen and Qiu Ruoyu from inside and outside the door. Those who are inside the door are silent, and those who are outside the door are silent. The people inside the door don't know that they are walking with the people outside the door across the door; the people outside the door don't know that they are opposite to the people inside the door across the door; the people inside the door are already resolute, depressed, desperate, and finally turn away decisively, unwilling to look back; the people outside the door leaned over and put the glued porcelain rabbit in their hands on the side of the door, staring, nostalgic, and finally helplessly turned away, and couldn't bear to look back......