Tian Qiuqiu thought slightly, and said: "Pregnancy reaction, in addition to nausea and vomiting, may also cause loss of appetite, dizziness, feeling weak, don't like to smell greasy and heavy, cousin, you have been very sleepy in the past two days, you eat less at every meal, and your chest is stuffy, I think this is basically the reason." ”

"But don't be nervous, it's just because you are pregnant with a baby, the chorionic gonadotropin in the body increases, the secretion of gastric acid decreases, and the gastric emptying time is prolonged. Almost every mother who is pregnant with a baby has to go through this process. As long as it's not too serious, it doesn't matter. ”

I listened carefully and couldn't help but ask, "Do you need to pay attention to anything in your daily life?"

Tian Qiuqiu said: "Pay attention." It is to pay attention to keeping warm and resting, and ensure adequate sleep. If you have a bad appetite, you can eat less at each meal, eat more than two meals a day, and the diet should be light, don't eat too fat, and don't touch barbecue and bacon. If you feel unbearable chest tightness, you can drink some ginger soup, or some medicinal soup to eliminate food and warm your stomach, and supplement more vitamins. ”

My cousin listened, put down the bowl in her hand, clutched her stomach, and turned to retch.

After relieving himself, he went along the barren beach to take a break and look at the scenery.

……

I set up the wooden shed and went to the cabin to get a leather mattress to make a bed.

After finishing it, he was about to assist Su Wu and Tian Xia Xia Xia to make dinner.

Over there, my cousin suddenly called out to me, beckoned to me, and motioned for me to come over.

I put down the kitchen knife in my hand, handed over the work to Tian Xiaxia, and walked up.

"What's the matter, look at your sad face, Qiu'er said, you have to keep a good mood. I sat down next to my cousin and teased her.

My cousin raised her eyelids slightly and glanced at me: "It's been almost a month, and now it seems that my situation is basically certain." ”

I reached out and grabbed her waist, sighing, "This is 100% certain, even the pregnancy reaction has appeared, is there anything else?" Alas, I am the one who did the evil, come and beat me. ”

My cousin ignored me, and was silent for a long time before sighing: "That's ...... Do you want it?"

As I listened, my body shivered coldly, looked at her, and said, "You...... What's in your mind?"

"I don't know now. My cousin shook her head, then simply moved again, leaned entirely on my shoulder, and muttered to me.

"These days, I know that I haven't run anymore, and I've been thinking about what I'd do if I got pregnant. ”

"On our current terms...... Not suitable for having children at all. If I can't walk with a strong stomach, it will be a burden, and I will drag everyone down, and no one will want to reach the destination at that time. ”

"That...... Particularly...... In particular, under the current conditions, I am afraid that even if I ask for it, I don't know if this bitter child can be born smoothly. After we are born, will we be able to support ourselves? We can't grasp our own destiny now, and we don't know what accidents will happen one day, or what will die on the road one day. If you hastily bring him into the world, if there is a ...... Alas, how can you be worthy of him!"

"Yu Le, I'm so conflicted now, and my heart is already ...... There is no claim at all. You say, what are we going to do?"

This woman, as she spoke, became sentimental, and could not help but cry.

I used my thick palm to wipe away her tears.

For a while, he didn't know how to answer.

I don't understand in my heart that it's not suitable for this child now.

We need to hurry, we have to trek through mountains and rivers, and we need to face one uncertain future after another.

Not to mention hygiene, not to mention medical care, we can't even create a quiet and stable environment.

What qualifications do we have now, what conditions do we have, to let a child be born and follow us to endure hardships and adventures? Are we responsible? Are we worthy of him?

Compared to my cousin, I have more than she thinks.

That's herself.

If you want this child, it will not only be a pain for the child, but also a kind of torture for my cousin!

Pregnant in October, once she gives birth, everything is a purgatory for her.

If it goes well, it's okay, if it doesn't go well, with our current conditions, whether the child can be saved or not, I'm afraid I have to toss my cousin's life.

That's an outcome I can't accept.

So, I'm panicking too! I don't have a idea!

I'm hating myself now, trying to atone for the thing under my crotch.

Nothing to offer!

Why were you so playful in the first place!

If it weren't for such a little accident, would it be so sad and embarrassing for the two of us now?

My cousin saw that I had been silent for a long time and touched me: "Hey, you squeak!"

"I ......" how do you want me to squeak!

If I could give birth to you, I wouldn't say a word, and I'd take it.

But the problem is that I can't replace this kind of thing!

What to do, what to do?

I'm like a fly with my head pinched, and I don't know where to go......

No, I can't think about it at all!

Do you want it?

We weren't prepared at all, and a purgatory forges awaited us ahead.

Don't want to?

How do you want to do it?

Beat...... Knock out?!

It's psychologically difficult for me to get through this kind of abortion, and I'm afraid my cousin won't be able to get over it.

Although the rational trade-off, it is definitely better not to have this child first.

But now we can't weigh it rationally......

Although he can still analyze, he has no ability to make decisions at all.

I now feel like a skinny kid who has run into trouble, and in any case, a punishment.

My cousin finally sighed, "I think it's better to ask Qiu'er to see if she has any suggestions." ”

"It's fine. I turned my head to look at the camp, and shouted to Tian Qiuqiu, who was helping with the cooking: "Qiu'er!"

Tian Qiuqiu understood the meaning, left the work at hand, walked over, and said with a smile: "What, Brother Lele, cousin?"

I asked her to sit down as well, and then said, "My sister and she are now, you also know the situation, and it is basically confirmed that there is." ”

Tian Qiuqiu nodded: "There's nothing wrong." First of all, congratulations to Brother Lele and cousin!"

I smiled wryly: "Don't be busy congratulating. We're struggling right now. We'd like to ask you now if you should have this little guy. ”

Tian Qiuqiu smiled: "You...... Don't you want this child?"

My cousin said, "I and this guy don't have a claim now." Qiu'er, you know a little bit, you say, are we suitable for now?"

"This ......" Tian Qiuqiu lowered his head, groaned, and said very cautiously: "I don't know either." This thing has to be...... You two make up your own minds. ”

What to do, to make a fuss, to make a mistake, to do it or not, it's really a question.

(End of chapter)