Midoriya Kawashima has always believed that a person's character is determined by the charm in her bones, and she firmly believes that she is born as a killing machine, and cold-blooded indifference is born from her bones. In this world, except for Kawashima Hideya, she will no longer cherish and fear anyone in this world. After Hideya Kawashima's death, such thoughts were deeply ingrained in Midori Kawashima's mind. But until, he met Qiu Yingsheng...... Because of her longing, she began to cherish every inch of time she could spend with him, and because of her concern, she was still afraid that he would be hurt because of herself. Kawashima Midoriya never dared to raise her head in front of anyone, and she never nervously couldn't speak when she looked at someone, only him, only Qiu Yingsheng......

Just like now, Kawashima Midoriya looked at Qiu Yingsheng's eyes, retreated from her usual pride and indifference, and didn't dare to speak timidly, just because she was afraid that in Qiu Yingsheng's eyes, she would stay forever on the body of the murderous monster with his hair scattered and covered in blood. However, the concern that could not be erased in his heart still made Kawashima Midoriya blurt out in a hurry: "Did it hurt...... fall?" Qiu Yingsheng replied calmly.

It was just a matter of saying two words, Qiu Yingsheng still couldn't hold the kite in his hand, and watched it fall to the ground. Kawashima Midoriya leaned down, picked up the kite on the ground, slowly walked to the stone table, picked up another kite that was quickly blown by the wind, looked at it carefully, and said, "It should be almost time for you to take medicine, I will accompany you here and wait for Ah Cheng to come over." This kite, tell Ah Cheng to take it back, and make it again. "Ah Cheng went to Ah Lan, she won't come. Qiu Yingsheng replied calmly, he looked at Kawashima Luya intently, and then said: "Except for you, no one will come." ”

Hearing Qiu Yingsheng's words lightly, Kawashima Luya forgot her original concerns, and eagerly stepped forward to grab Qiu Yingsheng's sleeve and asked, "What do you mean by this! Ah Cheng won't come, isn't it that no matter where you are, as long as the time is up, she will come and bring you medicine? You, didn't you tell Ah Cheng that you were here, I'll go to Ah Cheng now and ask her to bring the medicine to you. Or, I'll take you back to the study and wait for Ah Cheng to come and deliver the medicine to you. You ...... now" "Ah Cheng knows I'm here. Before Kawashima Midoriya finished speaking, he was interrupted by Qiu Yingsheng, and the unusually calm gaze in his eyes made Kawashima Midoriya let go of the hand holding his sleeve in surprise, "You, you...... How can you be so unproductive......" Kawashima Midoria's tone was wrapped in heart-rending sadness, she didn't understand why Qiu Yingsheng would do such a self-defeating thing, compared to the incomprehension in her heart, Kawashima Midoriya was more angry in her heart, when did he start not caring about himself like this.

"I've drunk enough of that bitter water. Qiu Yingsheng opened his mouth disapprerovingly, his deep gaze seemed to have seen through everything, "I will be relieved when my eldest brother comes back." The eldest brother will take care of the affairs of the family, and the eldest brother will also take care of the snow marks. Everything belongs to you, and there is no need for people like me to cause any more trouble. Kawashima Luya took a few steps forward, leaning closer to Qiu Yingsheng. She no longer lowered her head shyly, but stared at Qiu Yingsheng intently, and said, "Do you know what your face looks like now? You really don't care about anything, in this case, why do you care about your brother and sister, what qualifications do you have to care about them." You just wait for death alone, what's the use of making these kites!You put everything on your eldest brother, but do you know that your eldest brother ...... him" Kawashima Midoriya suddenly hesitated, her eyes dodged and her tone weakened, "You wait here, I'll go to Ah Cheng and ask her to come and deliver medicine to you." I don't care what the bitterness of the medicine is, if you don't drink it, I'll pinch your nose and pour it down. ”

"You came here to find me, just to let me drink medicine?" Qiu Yingsheng called Kawashima Luya, who had already turned around and was about to leave, looked at her wooden turn, and continued with a sigh of relief: "Even if you regard human life as a mustard, why should you care about me." You came to see me, is it because Kurosawa Jun thinks I can't stay anymore and asks you to end me. It's okay, I've stopped taking the medicine for a few days, which can be regarded as saving you some energy. It's also good...... If I go one day earlier, I can see my green child one day sooner......" Qiu Yingsheng's tone was flat without a trace of waves, but the words were cold and could penetrate into the listener's bones and blood, and the strong attachment to the bones was unbearable, but it was faintly painful and unclear.

"You're still willing to talk to me, I thought you had forgotten. Kawashima Luya smiled bitterly and lowered her head, "I know how I looked that day in your heart, I will never forget it, in your heart, Qiu Luxue may have been killed by me...... It doesn't matter...... It's just that the way you look now, even if you die early to look for her, I'm afraid that the green child in your heart may not recognize you. Kawashima Midoriya said as she raised her head slightly, looking at Qiu Yingsheng's expressionless face with a smile that seemed to hide too many thoughts, and said lightly: "Good and evil aside, Kurosawa Jun is not a fool, he will not be stupid enough to let me kill you in your house." You and Snow Marks are the most valuable 'chips', he knows it, and you know it......"

Kawashima Luya bypassed Qiu Yingsheng, put the kite she had been holding in her hand on the stone table, and took the inkstone that Qiu Yingsheng painted on the kite and pressed it on the kite, turned back to Qiu Yingsheng's side, and said in a shallow voice: "I came here this time, not to see you." Whether you believe it or not, I don't mean to disturb your peace. I'm sorry or something...... In the future, I will try not to let you see me, you take care of ......" After that, Kawashima Luya left without looking back.

Kawashima Midoriya's pace was extremely fast, and she desperately hoped that all her thoughts could be filled by the rapid pace under her feet, for fear that if there was a blank in her mind, she would miss Qiu Yingsheng. Not far from the garden, I happened to meet the oncoming Ah Cheng. Ah Cheng saw that Kawashima Midoriya was very happy to greet her, and when she was about to speak, she saw Kawashima Midoria's face full of tears. Although Ah Cheng was distressed, she could only pretend that she hadn't seen anything, and she could guess that the only reason that could make Kawashima Luya cry was Qiu Yingsheng. "Ah Cheng. Kawashima Midoriya spoke first: "Keep staring at him and drink medicine, okay?" I know what he decides, you can only do what he says, but please bear with him, don't let his temperament be. Also, it's been a long time since I've seen you, and it's really nice to see you. Midoriya Kawashima smiled, Ah Cheng liked to see Midoriya Kawashima smiling, it was beautiful and warm. It's just that at this moment, Kawashima Midoriya's smile seems to reveal too much involuntary self-help, which makes people can't help but feel distressed. "Will you help me go to the garden and see him? The smile on Kawashima Midoriya's face slowly faded, her eyes were full of concern and worry, and after she finished speaking, she lowered her head and left in a hurry, leaving no time for Ah Cheng to answer......

Until Ah Cheng arrived at Qiu Yingsheng's side, Qiu Yingsheng had been sitting stupidly. Ah Cheng saw it in his eyes, didn't say anything, and bent down to pick up the food box that had been placed under the stone table. When I opened the food box, the medicine bowl that came out of it seemed to be steaming thinly. Ah Cheng held the medicine bowl and handed it to Qiu Yingsheng.

Qiu Yingsheng trembled slightly and took the medicine bowl, without saying a word, slowly putting the things he had always regarded as bitter water into his mouth, drinking it up little by little. Putting the empty medicine bowl back into Ah Cheng's hand, Qiu Yingsheng said, "I told Lu'er that I stopped taking the medicine." Qiu Yingsheng stared at the empty medicine bowl stupidly, and said thoughtfully: "Lu'er once said to me, she said, I will soon be able to stay away from this world full of pain and suffering. And she, but she still has to spend her whole life in this place...... There's no way she's going to take me with her, and certainly there's no way I'm going to take her with me...... It's these words that made me believe in Lu'er's oath......"

Kawashima Midoriya trembled with one hand and grabbed the corner of her clothes tightly, and the other hand slowly raised the top of her head and said coldly: "I, Kawashima Midoriya, swear, even if Qiu Yingsheng dies in front of me, I will not be heartbroken...... That's my promise to you...... I won't feel sorry for you. Your life or your death will not change in any way. The scene made Qiu Yingsheng close his eyes helplessly, and said sadly: "I believe in Lu'er's oath......" Qiu Yingsheng's voice was very soft, as if he was talking to himself, and as if he was pouring out his heartfelt words to Ah Cheng.

"The second young master shouldn't have tempted the second young grandmother like this. Ah Cheng didn't look at Qiu Yingsheng, but lowered his head and put the medicine bowl back in the food box. The moment he closed the lid of the food box, Ah Cheng said again: "The second young master knows that there is no way to change the answer, so why bother to hurt the second young grandmother's heart again......" Ah Cheng's words made Qiu Yingsheng stunned for a moment, and then he nodded lightly and said to himself: "Yes, you will definitely run into her." ”

Ah Cheng sorted out the food box, slowly helped Qiu Yingsheng, and said cautiously: "The second young master always wants to test whether the second young grandmother can let go of you in her heart. The second young master is so smart, how can he be confused when it comes to himself. Of course, the second young grandmother can let you go, as long as you don't mention it or say it. It's like if Ah Cheng changes the owner one day, of course I will do my best to serve the new owner, but that doesn't mean that Ah Cheng has completely forgotten the original owner...... There is no one in this world who can't let go of anyone, but he is reluctant to give up. Second young grandmother, she can't bear you anymore, she treats you sincerely, and she refuses to let go of you anymore, why should the second young master be difficult for her lover......"

Ah Cheng's words made Qiu Yingsheng's eyes even more sad, "You're right, I know that she won't let go of her ...... anymore" After that, he lowered his head with a wry smile and sighed: "In fact, I tested Lu'er's attitude towards me for my own sake. As long as she can keep her face from changing, I know that she has put me down, and I can leave with peace of mind......" Qiu Yingsheng was supported by Ah Cheng and slowly left the garden, although he no longer spoke, but his heart was a lingering longing, he was thinking about his wife......

Lu'er, you still can't let go like this, how can I rest assured of you......