"Escape" is nothing more than a matter that happens in the split second of turning around. But it's just something that can be done in this moment, but Kawashima Luya is reluctant to turn around without any nostalgia. Across half of the rockery, not far away, she looked at Qiu Yingsheng stupidly. Looking at Qiu Yingsheng so haggard and tired, Kawashima Luya couldn't bear to flee more and more. Kawashima Midoriya looked at it stupidly, standing in place stupidly, stupid, nostalgic. Kawashima Luya found an excuse for her nostalgia, she told herself that it was not that she was nostalgic and didn't want to leave, but that Qiu Luxue really missed her husband, and she was just the person she longed for as Qiu Luxue's "friend" and looked at for her.

Midori Kawashima was glad to have taken a small step forward, but when she inadvertently lowered her head slightly and glanced at her fingers, her steps suddenly hesitated. The small wound on his finger that had not yet healed was left last time when he mistakenly believed Xinzi's words and rushed out to find Qiu Yingsheng. When she finally met Qiu Yingsheng...... She didn't know what Qiu Yingsheng looked like in her eyes, but she could guess that it must be very scary. Because, although he couldn't see his face, he could see it when he looked down, and his clothes were stained with a stain of blood, his hair was scattered, and the tears that flowed out of his eyes were mixed with blood, and he clenched until he lost consciousness and stabbed Nobuko like a dagger embedded in the palm of his hand...... At that time, he didn't want to do anything, he just wanted to kill the letter who hurt Qiu Yingsheng, at that time, that kind of self must be very scary and terrible in Qiu Yingsheng's eyes.

Kawashima Luya didn't remember what kind of eyes Qiu Yingsheng looked at her at that time, because she didn't dare to see his eyes clearly and thoroughly, she was so embarrassed, she only wished that her appearance had never appeared in his eyes. Kawashima Luya only remembered that Qiu Yingsheng slowly walked towards him, getting closer and closer to him, and when he reached her, he signaled Ah Cheng not to support him. Without Ah Cheng's support, every step he took forward was more difficult, he concentrated all the strength in his body and slowly leaned down, and his hand, which had lost much temperature, covered the back of his hand holding the dagger, and slowly, held the hand and carefully took the dagger in his hand. There was too much unspeakable in his gaze, and he looked calmer, and he wiped the tears from his face, pinned his loose hair behind his ears, and lowered his head to straighten the hem of his blood-stained clothes. Kawashima Luya didn't dare to look directly at the light in Qiu Yingsheng's eyes, but his hand swept the temperature between her ears, such warmth, such gentleness, she would never forget. When he saw him raise his head, his gaze seemed to be calm, and he said to himself in a low voice: "Lu'er, is it really you......"

Although he couldn't remember whether Qiu Yingsheng's gaze was calm or not, his tone was still unforgettable. Cold, indifferent...... Midoriya Kawashima understands that when he sees himself like that, he will only feel strange and disgusted. At this time, what Kawashima Midoriya saw was that Qiu Yingsheng was sitting quietly in the pavilion, carefully fiddling with bamboo bones and paper, as if he was making a kite. Although he is in shape, the look between his eyebrows and eyes is strong and does not lose his spirit. Such a picture is beautiful, very gentle, and it is a calm world away from the hustle and bustle. Midori Kawashima knew that she shouldn't disturb his world, as long as the anger in his body was mixed in, the silence in this world would be shattered.

"This is the other side of Kawashima that you don't know, is she more like what you think of as 'Japanese', she is not cleaner than us, and she has no compassion, her cruelty and bloodthirstiness are something you can't know ......at all" On that day, Kurosawa Jun's words to Qiu Yingsheng were as harsh as a curse in Kawashima Midoriya's ears, but she had to admit that what Kurosawa Jun said was all right......

Midoria Kawashima took the step she had taken, and she suddenly realized that the excuse she thought she was perfect no longer existed. Qiu Yingsheng can no longer identify whether he is Qiu Luxue or not. As long as Qiu Yingsheng sees her and sees her face, he will inevitably think of the scene of that day, and remember his brutal and bloodthirsty appearance at that time...... It was a torture for him and for himself. It's enough to look at it from afar and leave...... That's enough. As long as you look at him and leave, you can remember what he looks like, and he doesn't have to remember what he used to be...... Maybe the decisive departure will not be as painful as he imagined, he didn't come to see Qiu Yingsheng in the first place, this is the reason why Kawashima Midoriya forced herself to turn around and leave, the most "perfect" excuse.

Midoria Kawashima turned around decisively, she didn't dare to hesitate for a second. Just as he was afraid that Qiu Yingsheng would think of that terrible murderous monster when he saw him, Kawashima Midoriya was even more afraid that he would not want to leave again because of his indecision. Kawashima Luya once again told herself that she had to distinguish between priorities and priorities, and her purpose was to find Qiu Ruoyu, not to see Qiu Yingsheng. Such a thought was like an anesthetic, Kawashima Luya thought about it all the time, anesthetized that she could no longer read Qiu Yingsheng's face, and turned around resolutely.

The moment she turned around, a light gust of wind blew a few loose strands of hair in front of Kawashima Midoriya's forehead, and the coolness of her fingertips seemed to be a pair of invisible hands holding her from leaving. Kawashima Midoriya didn't waver, turned around and walked forward calmly, as if she had never been here, just one step away, but it was like a broken liver and intestine in another world.

Midoriya Kawashima thought that as long as she endured the pain of her liver and intestines and kept moving forward until she left the garden, the heart-burning pain would slowly subside. But she didn't want to, when she suddenly heard a sound that seemed to fall to the ground and turned around, the pain of liver and intestines suddenly superimposed, and the painful Kawashima Midoriya could no longer leave "as if nothing happened". Qiu Yingsheng in front of him fell in the pavilion, still stretching out his arms and touching the kite that was already some distance away from him with all his might.

"Shadow Voice!" Seeing such a scene, worry and distress had already occupied Kawashima Luya's mind, she didn't care about anything else, instinctively called Qiu Yingsheng's name, turned back from the moon gate that was already close to the garden, and rushed towards the pavilion as fast as she could......

Qiu Yingsheng tried his best to touch the kite that was being blown away from him by the wind, but helplessly, even if he tried his best, he was just powerless. Seeing the kite in front of him like the phantom of Kawashima Midoriya in his mind, gradually becoming blurred, Qiu Yingsheng gritted his teeth and wanted to take another step forward, his painful knees made him unable to stand, he could only crawl forward little by little, and every inch he moved, the bones of his whole body were torn apart, until, a warm current that suddenly wrapped his entire wrist swept every inch of his body......

"Shadows. Kawashima Luya called Qiu Yingsheng's name distressedly, and carefully helped him up, Kawashima Luya's strength was extremely careful, for fear that one of his own would accidentally hurt Qiu Yingsheng. Kawashima Midoriya just called Qiu Yingsheng's name, wanting him to know that she would not let him be helpless, and then she lowered her head and concentrated on how to use her strength to help Qiu Yingsheng up without letting her strength hurt him again. From beginning to end, Kawashima Luya didn't look at Qiu Yingsheng's face, she knew that Qiu Yingsheng didn't want to see her face again, and she also knew that she still didn't dare to face him with courage. Supporting Qiu Yingsheng, he settled him on the stone bench and sat down, picked up the kite that was blown away by the wind and handed it to him, but unfortunately, Qiu Yingsheng's trembling and weak hands had no way to hold a corner of the kite. Kawashima Midoriya held back her distressed tears and was silent, and slowly wrapped the kite string around Qiu Yingsheng's wrist.

"If you do this, there's a good chance that my wrist will be crippled because it doesn't bleed. Qiu Yingsheng's cold words made Kawashima Midoriya stop his movements suddenly. "I'm sorry, I just, just ......," Kawashima Midoriya explained incoherently as she loosened the kite string that had been wrapped around Qiu Yingsheng's wrist one by one. "No need. Qiu Yingsheng slowly raised his other hand and put it on the back of Kawashima Midoriya's hand, stopping her movement. The back of Kawashima Luya's hand was suddenly wrapped by the cold temperature in Qiu Yingsheng's palm, she suddenly stopped the movement in her hand, and slowly lowered her palm at a loss. "It's just that I'm too stupid to admit it. My body is like this, if you don't have the strength to hold it, you don't have the strength to hold it, so why bother tired of you. ”

Qiu Yingsheng continued to loosen the remaining few loops of kite string on his wrist with difficulty, and continued: "This kite is the same as a human, it is bound by fate but often can't speak. Just like this one, it's a pity that it's a person like me next to it, and I can't hold it, but I still can't hold it, but I still can't help but try to grab it...... This kite may not want to follow me, and I really can't afford to keep it by my side. "So, you want to let it go...... You don't want it anymore......" Kawashima Midoriya said this sentence timidly, trembling with every word, she still lowered her head and didn't look at Qiu Yingsheng's face, but the sad tone was that she could know that she had heartache to the bone without looking at her face.

Qiu Yingsheng struggled to stand up again, moved to the side of Kawashima Luya, who had never looked up, and said coldly: "You are here now, why do you want to make this appearance against your will." "You misunderstood...... Hearing Qiu Yingsheng's words, Kawashima Luya immediately raised her head and wanted to explain, but when she and Qiu Yingsheng looked at each other, she was speechless.

The moment Qiu Yingsheng and Kawashima Luya's eyes intertwined, he only felt that he was really despicable, he knew that he couldn't get too close to Kawashima Luya, but he always missed her uncontrollably. At this moment, he actually tricked Kawashima Midoriya into raising her head with prickly words just because he wanted to see her face......