Chapter 247: No Joy, No Sorrow

Qiu Ruoyu quietly listened to Kawashima Luya talk about what happened during his absence, although he was also shocked into a cold sweat, but more of an admiration for his younger brother. Qiu Ruoyu knew that if everything was pressed on Qiu Yingsheng alone, he must be very panicked and helpless, and he hoped that he could protect all people from strife, but how could he have experienced these strife? Qiu Ruoyu couldn't help but take a deep breath and said to himself: "I made Yingsheng suffer, and now that I'm back, I won't let these things bother him anymore." Saying that, Qiu Ruoyu looked at Kawashima Luya, "Brother and sister, ......" "Wait for Brother Qiu......" Before he finished speaking, Kawashima Luya interrupted Qiu Ruoyu's words with a sad face, and said, "I hope you can call me by my name...... Yingsheng, he doesn't want to have anything to do with me anymore......" Qiu Ruoyu didn't respond, and continued: "I want to know how many times I can persist in acting like a normal person in my remaining ten days, I want to hear the truth." You are familiar with this poison, and I believe the answer you gave me. ”

"Believe me, and I will tell the truth. Although Kawashima Luya panicked and hesitated when she met Qiu Ruoyu at the mouth of the alley at the beginning, looking at the calmness on Qiu Ruoyu's face, she slowly calmed down, no longer panicked, and returned to what "Kawashima Luya" should be.

Kawashima Luya slowly took a few steps forward and said, "Brother Qiu, you didn't treat the wound well in the first place, so that you split the wound and burst out a lot of blood on the way back. In the process, you can experience how much pain you can experience, and each time you poison your pain in the future, it will increase exponentially. The days that followed...... You'll go from only a quarter of an hour a day to getting longer and more frequent. In other words, if you can stand up to others and not be found out that you have been poisoned, you must grasp the first few days. The further you go, the more you'll be 'out of your mind'. After that, Kawashima Midoriya couldn't help but start to be surprised, surprised how she could say these words so calmly, surprised how she could look directly into Qiu Ruoyu's eyes while saying these words without any scruples, surprised that Qiu Ruoyu was as calm as herself...... Compared with himself, Qiu Ruoyu's gaze was even more unwavering......

"Got it. Qiu Ruoyu replied calmly. As he spoke, Qiu Ruoyu tried to get up on his own. Kawashima Luya wanted to come forward to help, but Qiu Ruoyu refused, "I don't want to be seen by others, I have a short life, and I have to start practicing now." Qiu Ruoyu smiled faintly and gave the reason for his refusal. "Good...... Brother Qiu, you have to be careful alone, I'm going to go back first. If you have anything, just send me a message, and I will do it. I'm sorry Brother Qiu, I ...... There's no way to detoxify you, I'm leaving. Midoriya Kawashima slowly lowered her head, turned around and walked in the direction of the door.

"Thank you, Luya. Thank you, all for the sake of the shadows. Qiu Ruoyu's voice suddenly came from behind her, Kawashima Luya stopped, but the time for the footsteps to stop was only for a moment, she lowered her head and answered softly, "Take care of Brother Qiu." And he continued to move forward, and the pace became faster and faster...... Qiu Yingsheng didn't want her to stay, she had to leave, she couldn't save Qiu Ruoyu, she had to leave......

Qiu Ruoyu held the head of the bed and tried to get out of bed slowly, the pain on his body gradually faded, but the pain of tearing on the wound and the stinging pain in his heart that had always been in his heart could not be eliminated for a long time. Qiu Ruoyu's heart was full of guilt, he shouldn't have left everything to Qiu Yingsheng alone, although they were the same age, but for him, Qiu Yingsheng was always a child in his heart who had not grown up. In addition, Xueji's "lost" made Qiu Ruoyu feel frightened, fortunately Xueji had gone home, if Xueji really met a dangerous person outside alone, the consequences would be really unimaginable.

At this moment, what Qiu Ruoyu wants to do most is to hurry home, he wants to see Qiu Yingsheng soon, unload the burden on him, he wants to see Xueji soon, look at her face, listen to her breathing, only by looking at her face-to-face, he can be sure that Xuejin is good and safe. Qiu Ruoyu wanted to go home as soon as possible and complete all the things he had to do in the less than ten days left. In any case, he had to do his best to arrange everything for Snow Marks, and he had to face the fact that he would die in ten days, and Qiu Yingsheng would not be able to take care of her all the time, if he and Qiu Yingsheng were not by her side...... Qiu Ruoyu didn't dare to continue thinking about it, he only knew that in ten days, he had to do everything for the rest of Xuejin's life......

Although it was getting late, in order not to see any flaws, Qiu Ruoyu carefully freshened up, and specially bought a new set of clothes, endured the pain of the torn wound, and came to the door of Qiu's house "radiantly......

It was already nightfall, and Snow Scar had fallen asleep, but she still woke up to the constant knocking on the door and the faint sound of Alan's footsteps. I saw that Ah Lan hurriedly opened the door, and then, Qiu Yingsheng walked over as quickly as possible with Ah Cheng's support, Xue Zhen closed her eyes and continued to pretend to be asleep, until she felt that Qiu Yingsheng's hand seemed to be carefully shaking her shoulders She slowly opened her eyes......

Xue Zhen didn't speak, pretended to be sleepy, looked at Qiu Yingsheng's smiling face blankly, and quietly waited for Qiu Yingsheng to say what he wanted to say. Sure enough, Qiu Yingsheng gently stroked her head, smiled and said softly, "I'm sorry for the snow marks, Brother Yingsheng woke you up." I'm going to take you to meet someone right now, he misses you so much and wants to see you now. Snow Marks, I'll take you to see Big Brother now, Big Brother is back. You must also miss him a lot, and soon you will be able to meet him. I know you must be very, very happy. With that, Qiu Yingsheng took the clothes handed over by Ah Lan and put them on Xue Mark, and took Xue Mark's hand and pulled her slowly forward under the smiling eyes of Ah Lan and Ah Cheng.

Xue Scar had completely lost any perception and intuition at this time, and she was like a machine with a tethered thread, allowing Qiu Yingsheng to lead the "thread" on her body forward. Hearing the "person" in Qiu Ying's mouth, who she would definitely miss very much, she didn't feel anything, she only felt that her whole body was cold all of a sudden. Without joy, she is no longer the little girl who was happy to see her "Ruoyu brother" every day. Without sadness, she is no longer the same as before, because she saw that person's indifferent and resolute eyes and heard the sentence "What is the heart?", her heart was like a knife......

In her own wooden steps, Xue Zhen gradually understood, when she heard the name of that person again, the heart slowly expanded, complaining, crying, paining, mourning, only felt that the body was cold and about to freeze, no one could save herself, she could only grit her teeth and tear her heart, and use the blood flowing from the fragments to warm her frozen body, the body slowly warmed, and the blood on the fragments dried up little by little, and the broken heart no longer existed...... I watched myself become a heartless person, I didn't want to stop, and I didn't want to find my heart again, this feeling may be called hate.

Qiu Yingsheng didn't let Ah Cheng take care of her, he insisted that he must have brought her to Qiu Ruoyu's side with Xueji, although his body made it difficult for him to walk, but he had never felt that his pace was so steady and solid like now. However, what made Qiu Yingsheng gradually feel strange was that his body temperature was extremely cold, but he could clearly feel that the hand he was holding in his hand was even colder than him. Qiu Yingsheng stopped and looked sideways at the snow marks around him. Xuezhen's face was very bad, even in the hazy moonlight, she could still see the obvious paleness, her body was trembling slightly, and there seemed to be a shiver between her lips and teeth. "Snow marks, you're cold. With that, Qiu Yingsheng hurriedly took off Ah Lan's coat on Xueji's body, and carefully helped her put it on again. Qiu Yingsheng doesn't have much strength in his hands, helping someone put on a dress is just a trivial matter, but for Qiu Yingsheng, it is extremely hard and extremely difficult to complete.

Xue Zhen lowered his head to look at Qiu Yingsheng, he was leaning down to tie the buttons on his coat, he also lowered his head, weak and trembling hands, slow movements, carefully fastened each button. Through the night, the snow marks could still clearly hear Qiu Yingsheng's hard and heavy wheezing. Tears welled up in his eyes, and Xue Zhen had no way to tell Qiu Yingsheng that he didn't actually feel the cold, but suddenly knew that he had no heart and felt ridiculous......

The moment Qiu Yingsheng helped Xue Zhen get dressed and straighten up, Xue Zhen suddenly raised his head and looked at a place "stupidly". Qiu Yingsheng smiled and patted Xueji's shoulder and said, "I'm sorry Xueji, I couldn't take care of you." If the eldest brother is by your side, he will never let you starve and freeze. The smile on Qiu Yingsheng's face deepened when he said this, but the chest of the snow mark was suffocating.

Qiu Yingsheng took Xueji's hand again, although her eyes were looking at something else, Qiu Yingsheng still said very seriously: "Xuejin, I've been waiting for this moment for a long time, and I've been looking forward to being able to hold you and bring you to the eldest brother...... Brother Yingsheng doesn't have much time to accompany you, and I have been praying with my father and mother every day during the time my eldest brother is away from home, hoping that they can bless my eldest brother not to encounter danger and to go home safely. I'm really afraid that my eldest brother will never come back, in that case, if I also 'leave', what will I do with my most beloved sister? After that, Qiu Yingsheng smiled contentedly.