Chapter 304: Sleepless Night
Ah Lan got up much earlier than usual, and although she slept lightly, she couldn't calm down, and she always thought about going to live with Snow Marks to a Japanese house today. Ah Lan's heart could not be put down steadily, and he woke up early. Instead of being restless with his thoughts, Alan decided to prepare something to eat for Snow Marks, hoping that with something to do, his heart would not be so chaotic.
Alan took the basket and removed the latch and pushed the door of the courtyard open. Before he could lift his legs and prepare to take a step, Alan saw the porcelain rabbit placed on the edge of the threshold at a glance. Alan leaned down, picked up the porcelain rabbit and looked at it carefully. The rabbit's broken feet had been glued together, and if you didn't look closely at the tiny cracks, you wouldn't be able to tell that it was a "disabled" object. Fixedly, carefully, Ah Lan knew from these fragments that had been glued together that Qiu Ruoyu had only repaired an object, but kneaded all his blood and heart together and sent it to Xueji's side. It's just that there are too many unspeakable secrets, and he wants to offer them with both hands, but he can't do it. "Hey. Ah Lan sighed deeply and said to himself, "Young Master, Ah Lan will help you hand it over to Miss." With that, Alan put the porcelain rabbit in the basket......
Snow Scar stayed awake all night, staring at the curtain above her all night. She knew that she was going to fall into the most dangerous predicament today, and she had nothing to fear if she fell into it, but what should Ah Lan and Qiu Yingsheng do if she wanted to accompany her! Xue Zhen couldn't think of a way, and she couldn't think of a way to let Ah Lan and Qiu Yingsheng get out together. The only thing she can hope for now is that Qiu Ruoyu will be able to remember a little bit of blood affection at the last moment and let Qiu Yingsheng go. However, Xuezhen's heart still hurt more and more violently, because she knew that she had to know it in her heart, and she had to know that that "hope" was just her own self-deception. Qiu Ruoyu doesn't care about blood relationship at all, even if it's just a little bit...... Qiu Ruoyu, it is impossible to let Qiu Yingsheng go......
There was a sound of gently pushing the door in her ears, and Xue Zhen knew that Ah Lan had come in, and she quickly closed her eyes......
"Miss......" Ah Lan pushed the door in with breakfast, and gently called for snow marks. Seeing that Xue Zhen was still asleep, Ah Lan was afraid that she would make a noise, so she carefully put down the breakfast tray and didn't dare to make a sound. Alan was concentrating on setting up breakfast, not looking at the face of the snow marks. Ah Lan knew that Xueji hadn't slept at all, and when he approached her with breakfast, he could clearly see the tears that hadn't dried up from the corners of Xueji's eyes...... Ah Lan really didn't dare to look at Xueji's face again, she was afraid that if she saw the undried tears again, she would no longer be able to turn a blind eye and pretend to know nothing......
Ah Lan put all the things in place, looking at the white gas coming out of the bowl, the things are still hot, and it is not too late to eat later. Alan felt that she should give Xueji some more time, if she had been guarding here, or if she had just "woken up" her for breakfast, she would be uncomfortable. If she goes out for a while at this moment, Snow Mark will only think that she is just trying to let her sleep a little longer. Alan picked up the empty tray on the table and took out the porcelain rabbit from his pocket...... After slowly placing the porcelain rabbit on the table, Alan turned around and left......
Hearing the sound of the door shut, Snow Marks didn't open her eyes immediately, she woke up, but she preferred to pretend to continue to sleep, even if she was the only one in the room. Snow Scar kept telling himself that it was still early, constantly paralyzing himself, telling himself that maybe time was still stuck in yesterday. It's just that she still has to acquiesce that the passage of time will not slow down and stop because of her eyes that she refuses to open......
Today is a "special" day, and people who can't fall asleep, or even can't sleep, are not alone in Xueji. When it was still dawn, Qiu Ruoyu chose a cyan gown from Qiu Yingsheng's suitcase to change into. This cyan gown is what Qiu Yingsheng often wears on weekdays, and Qiu Ruoyu carefully tidied up every corner of his clothes, every button. After getting dressed, Qiu Ruoyu sat quietly by the half-covered window, quietly, waiting for dawn......
Also before dawn, Qiu Yingsheng was already dressed early. "Ah Cheng, is it about to dawn?" Qiu Yingsheng glanced at the faint light outside the window and asked in a shallow voice. "Yes, Second Young Master, soon, the sky will be bright. Ah Cheng fastened the last button of Qiu Yingsheng's suit, raised his head, and replied softly. "Ah Cheng, help me to sit by the window, I want to drink medicine by the window. Qiu Yingsheng's voice was calm, but there was a looming sadness and helplessness between his eyebrows. "Yes. Ah Cheng responded to Qiu Yingsheng's orders, helped him carefully walk to the window and sit down. After Qiu Yingsheng sat down, he not only stared at the thin light through the window, but also smiled and said to himself, "It's going to be a good day." Such a good day is rare. ”
The sky was slowly getting brighter, and Midoriya Kawashima had been standing by the window for a long time, or rather, she had been standing by the window all night. The more the sunlight shone on Kawashima Midoriya's face, the colder her heart became. With dawn as the "signal", although Kawashima Midoriya was sad, she still received the signal on time and turned around and went out without hesitation.
"When you officially go to war with Kurosawa, I will also be your enemy, and my identity is my life, and I can't change it. Kawashima Luya's steps were coherent without a trace of nostalgia, because she had never forgotten what she had said to Qiu Ruoyu in the bookstore. The moment she received the "signal", it was also the time when she should recognize her identity, this "signal" was like a cruel and ruthless knife, scraping away all the memories she wanted to preserve, nostalgia. Scrape off Qiu Luxue's face in her heart, and don't say goodbye to her for a moment, cut out her heart with a knife, and uproot it. Midoriya Kawashima was dressed in a kimono and stood tall with a frosty face. It's been a long time since she's worn a kimono, and now, she has to remind herself of who she is. At this moment, Kawashima Midoriya is just Kawashima Midoriya, the Kurosawa family's most outstanding tool, the most loyal servant, nothing more.
When he walked to the gate, Kurosawa Jun was already waiting there, and he was also surprised to see Kawashima Midoriya's outfit Kurosawa Jun, he sneered and stepped forward, saying, "I thought that the wife of the Qiu family would no longer wear a kimono. "Master. Midoriya Kawashima answered coldly, and she was supposed to continue walking, but was stopped by Kurosawa Jun, who looked at her face that could barely see any expression, and sneered: "Do you want me to send a few helpers to accompany you?" You want that person to die next to you, but if he doesn't want to come with you, won't you be unbearable? Anyway, it's also someone who has been your husband...... "You don't need any help." Midoriya Kawashima interrupted Kurosawa Jun's words and smiled coldly, "Since I am a Buddha's mouth and snake heart, there is nothing that I can't bear to bear." My sister, isn't that the best example of this? Kawashima Luya put away the faint sneer on her face, and once again there was no expression on her plain face, and said in a deep voice: "The master's time is not early, and I dare not delay what the master ordered." With that, Midori Kawashima turned sideways to avoid his interception and left......
It was already full of light. Qiu Ruoyu looked up at the dazzling sun, smiled and closed the half-hidden window, walked out of the room, turned around and closed the door of the room, and left. Qiu Ruoyu's face always had the smile he had when he looked at the sun just now, and that smile looked very pure, but if he stared at that smile for a long time, he would find that it was like a small crack in the perfect embroidery of the clothes that had been punctured by an embroidery needle...... Blended and wrapped in a smile, mixed with the stubbornness of enduring pain, a fearless composure was born...... Qiu Ruoyu already knew what kind of road was ahead, he wanted to be a person who died calmly, so that his final ending would not look so cold, so that it could be regarded as a good ending. He is indeed happy, because everyone ends differently......
Qiu Yingsheng has been quietly looking out the window, from the dawn that has not yet been transparent, to the clear clouds...... He didn't say a word, staring at it stupidly, like an aimless banishment, and like waiting without hesitation. Finally, a man passed by his window from a distance. The man, dressed in a blue coat, stopped in the direction of his window, and looked at him like a frozen painting......
Qiu Yingsheng couldn't really see the expression on Qiu Ruoyu's face from a distance that was not too close, but it was exactly what he wanted. Because, too, he didn't want the person looking at him outside the window to be able to see the expression on his face......
Ah Cheng stood beside Qiu Yingsheng, looking at the thin puddle of water in his eyes, but he couldn't bear to look out the window and refused to lower his head, Ah Cheng knew that this was already the limit of Qiu Yingsheng's bearing. Ah Cheng didn't think she had the endurance of the Qiu brothers, she didn't speak, she took a few steps forward and raised her hand to close the window, but was stopped by Qiu Yingsheng. "Ah Cheng......" Qiu Ying called Ah Cheng and held her arm weakly.
Ah Cheng lowered her head helplessly and let go of her hand, she knew that Qiu Yingsheng would make such a move, "Second Young Master, why do you insist like this? You are the same as the eldest young master...... If you look at each other like this, you will only become more and more reluctant and heartbroken. It's better to let Ah Cheng close the window, and none of you will be uncomfortable if you can't see anyone. If you still refuse to let Ah Cheng close the window, let Ah Cheng help you out...... Say goodbye to the eldest young master. Ah Cheng knew that the eldest young master was standing there, and he must have hoped that you could go over and say goodbye to him. ”