Chapter 278: False Name
Duan Meixi looked at Ren Yu getting farther and farther away from herself, she lowered her head and looked at the quilt and pillow she was holding in her arms, and smiled bitterly. Her arms and palms were unconscious, numb, and cowardly. But even if she is unconscious, what she is holding in her arms is like the weight of Mount Tai, and she is about to suffocate, what she is holding in her arms is Ren Hori's unremembrance of going straight forward, the bursts of heart-piercing footsteps, and Ren Hori's sentence "I won't hate you." ”…… Duan Meixi only felt that the things in her arms were getting heavier and heavier, it was an obsession soaked in her tears, and it was a love that she could no longer believe......
Ren Ju walked straight into the guest room and fell asleep. Because of the nature of work, there are not many cases where Ren can entertain friends to stay at home, and after getting married, the number of times the guest room is used is not much, so the necessities of life in the guest room are not as complete as they are prepared, and it seems "cold and gloomy" compared to other rooms. There was only one layer of cushions on the bed board that was not too thick, and it should not be comfortable to lie on it, but Ren Hori was not uncomfortable, and closed his eyes peacefully. There is no pillow or quilt, Ren is like a shepherd lying on the grassland under the starry sky, sad and happy, as long as he closes his eyes, even if his heart is full of holes, the picture looks beautiful.
With a quiet footstep and a little timid voice, Duan Meixi pushed open the door of the guest room and came in. She grabbed the quilt and pillow and walked in cautiously. She didn't dare to come in so early, and only dared to step in when Ren was asleep. Duan Meixi knew that it was impossible for Ren Hori to fall asleep, but when she came over a little later, Ren Hori was already very tired, and she shouldn't have much strength to drive herself out. Some words, if you look at his eyes, I am afraid that I will not be able to say anything, I believe that he must have fallen asleep later, as long as he falls asleep, he has the courage to say those words, and find an excuse to deceive himself.
Duan Meixi put the pillow next to Ren Hao's head, and he could directly pillow it after he left. She didn't dare to put the pillow under Ren Hao's head, for fear that if she touched him a little, he would open his eyes. It doesn't matter if he really sleeps, he doesn't want to see himself with his eyes closed, at least as long as he doesn't open his eyes and "wake up", he can stay by his side.
Slowly leaned down and covered Ren Hori with the quilt, and when the quilt was about to mention Ren Hori's shoulder, she suddenly remembered what Ren Hori said, "Duan Meixi, you are in front of me, how can you be so lowly and ......" Yes, since I met Ren Hori, I seem to have been bullying him, I haven't said anything very sweet, and I haven't done anything intimate...... However, I can't think of anyone else, I just want to bully him...... Is it that I am too ridiculous, is I too ridiculous. I'm always being bullied.,Ren Hori.,I should feel very tired.,That's why I don't want to live with myself anymore.。 In the end, it was his own mistake that made him feel tired and his heart hurt. However, there is really no way to leave him, no way.
Ren Ju slowly let go of the hand that was pinching the quilt, staring at Ren Hori's face, his eyes were closed, his eyebrows were slightly frowned, and the corners of his mouth were much straighter, silent, trying not to be painful, and he was hurt by himself. There was no light, and everything around was obviously dark, but Duan Meixi could see everything about Ren Hao very clearly. The tears in the corners of Duan Meixi's eyes were probably the brightest thing in this room at this moment. Through that bits and pieces, Ren Hao's troubles and sorrows were clearly reflected in Duan Meixi's eyes and engraved into her heart......
Duan Meixi wanted to reach out to smooth Ren Hao's frowning eyebrows, her hand trembled and hung in the air, and finally fell slowly, and said softly: "Ren Hao, it is really very, very, very lucky for me to be able to marry you." Because I'm very happy with you......" Looking at Ren Hao's still frowning eyebrows and straight mouth, Duan Meixi straightened up and lowered her head with a wry smile, "You don't believe me anymore, if you feel disgusted when you hear it, it should be an illusion that you heard some nonsense in your dream." I, no matter what, will not divorce you. I will do my best to keep this marriage, this marriage with you...... Like guarding my own life. After speaking, Duan Meixi raised her head and quietly turned around and left the room.
The sound of disappearing footsteps abruptly stopped falling asleep, and Ren sat up from the bed suddenly. casually turned on the bedside lamp and looked coldly at the door that had been closed. lowered his head disdainfully, looked at the quilt on his body, and tightly grasped the corner of the quilt between his palms, eager to embed all his strength into his flesh and blood. Gritting his teeth, he read Duan Meixi's name in his heart, and the more he read Ren Hao, the more he hated why he had to read it over and over again. It is impossible to be soft-hearted, and this time, it is no longer possible to be immersed in the dream of infatuating with Duan Meixi and not want to wake up.
When Ren Hao tidied up and walked out of the room, Duan Meixi had already prepared breakfast, and when she saw Ren Hao coming out, Duan Meixi greeted her with a smile: "Come and eat." Ren was silent and walked straight forward. Ren Ju's actions Duan Meixi didn't feel unhappy, but she chased after her with a brighter smile, grabbed Ren Hori's arm, and said with a smile: "Mr. Ren, you will regret missing the breakfast I made." The breakfast I make is the most delicious, the most nutritious, the most appetizing, the most ...... in the world" "The thing I regret the most is my marriage to you. Ren Yu coldly interrupted Duan Meixi's words. Duan Meixi couldn't help but be stunned, Ren Hao's words were too indifferent, too cold, and too cruel for her. However, even with such cold words, even if hearing such words made Duan Meixi's chest feel a piercing pain, she still grabbed Ren Hao's arm and didn't let go. In just a few seconds, Duan Meixi continued to smile as if she hadn't heard anything: "Just come and taste it, it's really delicious." Really, really delicious. ”
Ren Ju turned his face sideways, and his cold gaze flashed in the bright moonlight that Duan Meixi was full of expectation, and then said in a deep voice: "I don't have anything on me anymore that can make you achieve your goal." I have already informed Shen Yuan and asked her to tell your brother and tell him that we will be divorced soon. You don't have to do this, I don't have much use value on me. Ren Hao's voice fell coldly, and Duan Meixi suddenly lost her strength and lowered her hand that had been holding Ren Hao's arm tightly. "You...... You ......" Duan Meixi swallowed, her body slowly retreating weakly, "You, do you really want to do this? Do you know what the consequences of doing this will be? There will be more and more people who will be hurt." "I don't care. Ren Juri raised his head in disregard, "I don't care if there are a few more people who end up with me." Duan Meixi, I am divorced from this marriage. "Then I'll tell you too!" Duan Meixi's eyes retreated from cowardice, dodging and pleading, she looked directly at the indifference in Ren Ju's eyes, and said firmly: "I'll say it one last time, I will never divorce, even if there is only one false name, I am also 'Ren Ju's wife', and I will always be." No matter what you think of me, whether it's malice or vanity, I want this false name. ”
"You'd rather have a false name...... Ren Hao suddenly laughed, he sneered and approached Duan Meixi, holding her chin with both hands, and looking at it carefully, "Duan Meixi, you always sneer at the opportunities I give you." Okay, that's not bad, now that I think about it, wouldn't it be cheaper for you to divorce like this. Duan Meixi, I let you keep this false name as you wish, and as for the consequences, you have to bear it yourself. Ren Ju increased the strength of his hand, pinched Duan Meixi's chin tightly, and a bloodthirsty red silk gradually oozed from his indifferent eyes, "Since you want to torture each other, I will accompany you to the end." If you don't accept my proposal to get together and disperse, then don't blame me for anything I do next, it's your own doing. Duan Meixi stubbornly held Ren Hao's wrist, and slowly moved his hands away from his face with all his might, "You go to breakfast." Knowing that you don't want to see me, I'll go back to my room first, and I won't show up in front of you until you're done eating and going to work. With that, Duan Meixi turned around and left, leaving Ren Yu standing alone.
Ren Hao's eyes stared at Duan Meixi, gradually moving away, her steps were coherent and a little cruel, and she never looked back. Ren Ju's hands were clenched into fists, and the smile on his face was still the same, cold and sad, the same intense, the same heartbreaking. Ren Ju has long had "self-knowledge", and in terms of ruthlessness in his heart, he can't compare to Duan Meixi. It's just that at this moment, Ren Hori is even more convinced of this in his heart. It was also at this moment that Ren Hao suddenly understood that what he wanted was not to be as ruthless as Duan Meixi. What he wants is a tooth for a tooth, and one day, Duan Meixi will be able to be like him, in the torture of digging out his heart and digging out his liver. It just so happened that Duan Meixi wanted that "false name", and keeping that false name was the beginning of his-for-tat from her......
Ren Yu no longer stared at the direction in which Duan Meixi left, walked straight to the dining table, sat down elegantly, and ate his own breakfast. The orderly rhythm, just like when he lived alone, without Duan Meixi's breakfast together, he didn't seem uncomfortable, but the air around him was silent and cold with his calm expression.
After breakfast, Ren took out his mobile phone and dialed Shen Yuan's number.
"Hey. Shen Yuan's slightly uneasy voice came from the other end of the phone. Hearing the panic in Shen Yuan's timbre, Ren Ju smiled disapprenously: "Don't panic, I won't say anything you don't want to hear this time." I asked you to help me pass the word before, but it's been canceled. "Really!" Shen Yuan's voice was full of vitality again, "It's good to be like this earlier, don't make any more awkward trouble, and live well with Xiaoxi." "Sorry to disappoint you. The smile on Ren Hao's face disappeared suddenly, and he responded coldly: "Maybe my way is too kind, Duan Meixi looks down on it." In that case, I can only push the boat with the current. ”