Duan Meixi has been standing in the living room waiting for Ren Hao to come back. She knew he would come back, he was just not happy to go out for a walk, and he would definitely come back when he felt better. Duan Meixi kept saying this to herself over and over again in her heart, her heart was beating wildly in uneasiness, but she tried to maintain a sweet smile on her face, she wanted Ren to see her smile as soon as she entered the door.

Time passed minute by minute, Ren Hori never came back, Duan Meixi refused to give up, and was still waiting in place. The ticking sound on the clock was particularly harsh at the moment, listening to the heart-piercing sound again and again, Duan Meixi smiled and said to herself, "I can't stand it after waiting for such a while?" Duan Meixi, how can you be so excessive, you have been bullying him for so long, what does it matter if you wait a while...... It's okay, it's really okay......" Duan Meixi muttered to herself, but her smiling face couldn't help but be stained with a few tears.

When Ren Hao went out, Duan Meixi was already standing there, watching Ren Hao go straight forward, she asked with concern, "Where are you going?" Without a half-word response, Ren Hori disappeared from her sight. From that moment on, Duan Meixi had been standing here waiting. She kept telling herself that it didn't matter, and that Ren Hori would go home after a while. When he came back, Ren must have forgotten about those unhappy things, and he would smile as always when he looked at himself. Over and over again, Duan Meixi kept repeating the three words "It's okay" to herself, not because she selfishly wanted Ren Juri to treat herself like before, but because she hoped that Ren Juri could return to the way she was at the beginning and not be hurt by herself...... Knowing that this is almost impossible, Duan Meixi is still willing to believe that maybe, self-deception, there will be a moment when it will come true......

The sudden sound of the door opening in her ears caused a wave in Duan Meixi's heart, excitement, nervousness, and fear, which were intertwined enough to make her feel suffocated by her heartbeat. I want to catch up quickly, but it is not as easy as I imagined to take a step. Numb feet, panic and guilt, Duan Meixi froze in place. It's just the time it takes for the second hand to move a square, and Ren Hori has already passed by her. The faint smell of wine permeated Duan Meixi's side, cold to the bones, like ice formed by tears, silent, densely surrounded the whole body, sour, sad, and bitter......

"Ren Hori!" Duan Meixi called Ren Hori's name and stepped forward to hold his arm, "You have been drinking." Are you okay?" Ren Ju stopped, turned his face sideways and glanced at Duan Meixi lightly, did not speak, put aside Duan Meixi's hand and continued to walk forward.

Ren Hori's pace was swaying, and Duan Meixi cautiously followed behind him, even breathing became "submissive" for fear that Ren Hori would find out. One stumbled, and Ren Juri almost fell. Ren Hori leaned on the sofa and barely stood firmly. At the same time, Duan Meixi once again held Ren Hori's arm, "Ren Hori, you drank too much, I'll help you go." Ren Ju looked at Duan Meixi coldly, and suddenly laughed, "Are you looking at me with the eyes of a drunkard?" Ren Ju slowly approached Duan Meixi's face, sneered and continued: "Don't worry, even if I'm drunk, I'm sober." Because, the most unsober moments of my life have passed. Duan Meixi, the most unsober moment in my life is when I look at you with expectant eyes again and again, thinking that I will have a little place in your heart...... I'll never be so stupid anymore, and when I see you, I'll be sober. Ren pushed Duan Meixi away and continued to stagger forward.

After taking a few steps forward, Ren Hao stopped again, slowly turned his head, looked at Duan Meixi behind him, and said in a deep voice: "Duan Meixi, you are in front of me, how can you be so low...... I really overestimate you, get a divorce as soon as possible. With that, Ren Hori continued to move forward without pause......

"Ren Hori!" Duan Meixi shouted Ren Hori's name and rushed over to stop in front of Ren Hori. Duan Meixi raised her head and looked deeply into Ren Hao's eyes, even though she couldn't see any expression in his eyes at this time, she still didn't want to believe that the eyes that were no longer hot had really become empty. Ren Hori...... We, we can't divorce ......" word by word, Duan Meixi became more and more timid, she lowered her head, and didn't dare to look at Ren Hao's eyes anymore, "I don't want to divorce." I don't want to divorce you. ”

"Duan Meixi......" Ren Ju leaned down, his hands lightly covered Duan Meixi's shoulders, and the tenderness in his eyes seemed to return to the original Ren Hori who doted on Duan Meixi. However, just when Duan Meixi thought that she had seen a glimmer of hope, the tenderness in Ren Hao's eyes disappeared in a flash. "Duan Meixi......" called Duan Meixi's name again, and Ren Yu's tone and gaze gradually cooled, "I understand that everything in this world has a time limit. This, I hope you can understand too...... There will always be a time when I can't help you anymore after the expiration date...... So, get divorced. ”

Ren Yu let go of the hand that was covering Duan Meixi's shoulder, bypassed her, still staggered, and left without any attachment.

Duan Meixi told herself that she couldn't cry anymore, and crying meant that there was really no hope. She covered her mouth and leaned back on the sofa, even though her mind was already blank, the sharp pain in your heart had made her overwhelmed, even if the heat between her fingers was already soaked, she still persevered, never crying. She still insisted, never admitting that there was no hope between her and Ren Hori......

From the sound of footsteps from far and near, listening to the voice, Duan Meixi stood up excitedly, but at the moment when she stood up and greeted her with a smile, the scene in front of her was like inserting an invisible knife into her heart, which was already suffering the pain of this violent tearing.

Ren Ju stood opposite Duan Meixi with a quilt and pillow, and said lightly: "I will sleep in the guest room during this time, and you can take advantage of this time to think about whether there are any conditions." You are a girl, you should put forward conditions when you divorce, I will try my best to satisfy you, this house, if you like it, you can also leave it to you. With that, Ren Hori walked in the direction of the guest room.

Ren Ju was not heartbroken when he said these words, although he could no longer be like before, he only knew how to look at Duan Meixi with a smile, but he couldn't do anything if he wanted to face her completely indifferently. Since he can't do it, he will do everything he can to be a "blind person", about the tears in Duan Meixi's eyes, the helplessness between her eyebrows, and the sadness at the corners of her mouth...... All of her things, he told himself to filter them all. Ren Hori also hates himself, obviously he has understood the truth, why can't he do what he should do. Why can you only calm your heart by pretending to "not see"?

Ren Ju quickly figured out the answer, he couldn't look at Duan Meixi like before, because he was no longer sure how much he could see how true and how much false, Duan Meixi, a woman, could no longer believe it. The more you believe, the deeper you will hurt. As for the hesitation that the heart can't be cold all at once, Ren Hao seems to have figured out the answer, and that hesitation may be a little pity for himself who once loved Duan Meixi deeply. After all, if such a "cocoon is self-bound", if you can get sympathy from someone, that person can only be yourself. Because, from ancient times to the present, relying on the four words "cocooning and self-restraint" alone is no longer worthy of anyone's pity......

Duan Meixi could clearly feel Ren Hao rubbing her shoulder, and through her clothes, she felt the hardness on his shoulder without any temperature, and she was in pain. Duan Meixi didn't care about the tears that came out of her eyes, she didn't care about her increasingly embarrassed face, and desperately caught up with the front to snatch the things in Ren Hori's hand, "I don't want to think about any conditions, I don't want a house, and I don't want to divorce you!" Ren Hori, don't hate me......" "I don't hate you." Ren Ju took Duan Meixi's words without hesitation, and said coldly: "I won't hate you." 'Hate' is also about those who deserve to be hated. Duan Meixi, don't overestimate yourself like me. ”

Ren Ju looked at Duan Meixi steadily, and every inch of the cold sporadic light in his pupils happened to pierce Duan Meixi's heart......

For Ren Hao, Duan Meixi is like a beautiful dream carefully treasured in his heart, a great dream. He always looks at it with the softest eyes, and he wants to put everything he has into this dream firmly embedded in his heart, so that it can feel the temperature in his heart, feel that he cares about it so much, and cherishes it. It wasn't until a moment did he realize that the dream, the dream that resided in his heart, had hollowed out his heart, and had eaten away not a drop of blood in his heart...... Without the irrigation of his own painstaking efforts, the dream, the thing he regarded as the most beautiful, collapsed and shattered in an instant, and died in the ashes when he was most caught off guard.

How hot my heart was at the beginning, and how cold my eyes are now when I have shed tears...... Ren Ju looked at Duan Meixi steadily, and the sporadic light in his pupils that was as cold as frost happened to pierce Duan Meixi's heart. Ren Ju looked at Duan Meixi intently, as if looking at the dead dream in his heart, as if looking at his own heart that had been eaten away and empty......

With a flash of sadness in his eyes, Ren Hao lowered his head and looked at the things that were tightly hugged by Duan Meixi, and said calmly: "You like them, I'll leave them to you." Ren Ju was not obsessed with taking back what had been taken from him, and after saying that, he left without looking back.