The word "happiness" in Ren Zhiqian's mouth made Ren Zhiqian's heart, which had been turned into pieces, drain the last drop of blood, and he didn't deliberately feel the severe pain. Ren Hori originally thought that when there was no blood in the completely ulcerated heart, it must be suffocating in pain. However, the pain was much milder than he had imagined. However, this is not the favor given to him by God, but before this, he was already covered in bruises, and his body was numb to pain, and he no longer had the ability to distinguish what was heartbreaking. Ren Ju still stood in place without looking back, and said lightly, "No need to send Dad." ”

"Let's eat before leaving. Ren Zhiqian's voice behind him softened a lot, it was a tone that he hadn't had before, faintly full of guilt, which was probably a guilt that Ren Zhiqian had never had since he could remember. "Nope. Ren Hao replied simply, and he smiled sadly, "Duan Meixi is still waiting for me at home." With that, he stopped standing still and walked away quickly.

Tears were mixed with wine, and glass after glass was drunk by Ren Ju. After leaving Ren Zhiqian's house, Ren Hori did not go home, but found a place to continue drinking alone. He no longer cares if he can be recognized by the people around him, and he doesn't care if his embarrassed appearance will be made public. But that's fine, after all, such an embarrassed person, who else can recognize him as the always arrogant and somewhat annoying Ren.

Ren vaguely remembered what his mother had said to him before she was sent to a drug rehabilitation center, but at that time, he didn't understand what that paragraph meant to him. On that day, his mother collapsed on the ground as if she was worse than death, losing all hope and being tormented by fate. The pale face and the lack of light in the eyes made the tears that kept pouring out of them gray......

"Mom...... Mother ......" Xiao Ren shook his mother's body helplessly, he didn't dare to touch her wrist, the strangulation marks on it were already bloody and blurred. "Son, good boy...... You go out and play for a while. Mom...... I don't want you to see your mom getting uglier and uglier. Ren had almost forgotten the tone of his mother's voice when she said this to him that day, he only remembered her expression, which had been constantly appearing in his dreams since that day, and he was in pain. "Mom...... Mother ...... "Ren is just crying, he really wants to listen to his mother, but he really doesn't want to leave, he wants to be with his mother, he doesn't care what she looks like, as long as they are together."

"I'm sorry son...... Mom has always been sorry for you...... Before, now, mom is really sorry for you. Mom...... It's not as good as you think. Mom ......" "Mom is the best!" Ren interrupted his mother crying. "Thank you, son...... Haha, hahaha......" The hopeless and painful woman suddenly laughed, she weakly held Ren Hao's hand, "Son, mom may leave this world soon, don't be sad, mom has never been favored by this world, it is a happy thing for mom to leave early." Mom shouldn't take you, it's right for you to follow Dad...... There is no need to be displaced, and there is no need to be afraid. Don't be afraid, child, mom is gone, you still have dad, he won't leave you alone. With your father, you have to treat him well, be obedient, be filial, take care of your father for your mother, make up for your mother...... Compared to you...... Mom's most sorry person is your dad...... Mom, lied to him......"

"Mom, the person I'm most sorry for is Dad......" Ren Hao muttered to himself, smiling helplessly. He really wanted to not take Ren Zhiqian's words to heart, as usual. Ren Ju hated Ren Zhiqian, so he never believed anything he said, he knew that his words were false. He said that he would not care about him fake, if it wasn't for his mother's death, he wouldn't care about him, he said that he would take him home was fake, what he gave him was just a cold house, he said that he would take care of him was also fake, he only wanted to find him and another person's child, and the look in his eyes when he looked at himself never had any warmth...... Ren has long been accustomed to making this father, who doesn't like him, useless in his own world. However, this time, Ren Zhi had no choice but to turn a blind eye, because he seemed to know that everything Ren Zhiqian said to him was true......

"Mom lied to Dad, so I want me to make it up for you...... And what about me, you, both of you lied to me...... Who will make up for me...... "The bloody scab on the heart seemed to burst open again in an instant, and each scabbed wound was torn again, forcibly dissecting the heart that had been numb to the point of being unconscious, squeezing out the blood that had dried up and coagulated. The sorrow has entered the liver and spleen, silent, shadowless.

"Duan Meixi, I'm not just your tool...... You're going to laugh at me......" Ren Ju lowered his head weakly, as if he had changed back to the little boy who could only shake his mother helplessly and cry all the time. However, his mother is gone, and he can only shake his broken heart, endure the pain, and laugh at his miserable life.

Ren didn't know if this was punishment or what, and he didn't know why he was looking for Ren Zhiqian, he just wanted to find him...... Xu wanted to tell Ren Zhiqian that he had mistaken his child at all, and that the child he was looking for might not want to see him, and then carefully observed his expression to see if it was funny and sarcastic. Or perhaps, I just wanted to find him and say to him, "Dad, I have encountered something that I don't know what to do, and I have no idea, can you help me?" However, he didn't choose any of these two "maybes", and he chose to give up what he really thought in his heart at the beginning. Because as long as he saw Ren Zhiqian's disapproving face, he would think of his poor mother, but he didn't expect that in the end, the most funny person would be himself...... Is it true that "playing" with one's own sincerity should also be punished......

Duan Meixi ...... Duan Meixi...... How can I feel that it doesn't matter, how can I be like you, hard-hearted...... Duan Meixi ......" Ren Miri muttered to himself, calling Duan Meixi's name over and over again, until he no longer had the strength to make a sound, no longer the strength to cry, no longer the strength to heartache, no more strength, no more strength, no more, no more, no strength......

Duan Meixi fell asleep early, not so much that she was afraid that Ren Hori would feel disgusted when she suddenly came back and saw her, but that she still had some hopes and expectations, hoping that Ren Hori might come back sooner. Although Duan Mei knew that Ren Hori would not come back until the early hours of the morning, she still held on to that glimmer of expectation, and although that expectation was already small and pitiful, she was still willing to protect it carefully. Duan Meixi looked at the ceiling stupidly, silently counting the time with the second hand in her heart, and listening to the sound outside the door...... Gradually, the time has passed the early morning, and slowly, the temperature in her heart has changed from warm to cold with the time that has passed...... Perhaps, Ren Hori won't come back. He's not coming back...... In this way, it is okay for him to have to face a person whom he hates the most every day. You don't have to spend the night under the same roof as the person you hate, Ren Hori, you can rest well......

Duan Meixi gave up waiting and closed her eyes hopelessly. At this time, the sudden ringing of the mobile phone in her ears rekindled all her hope. The name on the caller ID is Ren Hori, looking at these two fields, Meixi's heart is excited and nervous, and she answers the phone in a heartbeat, "Hey, ......" "Hey, is it Mrs. Ren?" Duan Meixi imagined all kinds of possibilities at the moment when she swiped the answer, Ren Hao's tone may be as cold as ever, or there is a little bit of recovery, or, I can't hear any of his moods flatly...... However, at this moment, this unfamiliar voice in her ears cut off all the possibilities she had imagined in her heart......

Duan Meixi helped Ren Hao, who was already paralyzed, to the bed, and the smell of alcohol was stronger than ever, which made Duan Meixi's nose sour and she wanted to cry. After covering him with the quilt, he gently sat down on the edge of the bed and said, "Why do you drink so much this time, if you don't want to go home, do what you want to do, don't drink anymore." What's wrong with you, you have to treat yourself like this......" Ren closed his eyes and didn't answer anything. Duan Meixi lowered her head and continued timidly: "Thank you for being willing to save some face for me." I thought you would ...... in a bar or in front of a substitute driver" Duan Meixi stopped talking, slowly stood up, and said softly: "There is no one else here, you can wake up, just, be comfortable with yourself." I...... I won't disturb you to rest......" As she spoke, Duan Meixi looked at Ren Hao's still closed eyes, and smiled bitterly and helped him lift the quilt. "Wake up when I'm gone, I know you don't want to see my face. I, I'm gone......"

"Duan Meixi!" Duan Meixi slowly turned around and took a step forward, and suddenly there was a hoarse and heart-rending roar from behind him. With this heart-rending sound, Duan Meixi's heart was torn in half, she subconsciously clenched her hands into fists, and wanted to continue walking forward as if she didn't hear anything, but still, she couldn't help but turn around. In an instant, Ren Ju got up suddenly, his body that had lost the support of gravity was like a sloping and collapsed mountain, Ren Ju leaned on Duan Meixi's body, his head rested on Duan Meixi's shoulder, and Duan Meixi could clearly hear his desperate breathing. This time, he was really drunk......

"My heart is about to die...... Ren Hao said a few words in Duan Meixi's ear indistinctly, Duan Meixi's heartbeat began to accelerate, she held Ren Hao's arms, and slowly moved back, when the distance between her and him was finally enough for herself to see his face clearly...... The face with misty eyes, tears, and a sad smile made Duan Meixi stunned and stunned in place. Ren Ju's body leaned forward, and Duan Meixi held his face with both hands, looking at him deeply, deeply...... This person, even though he was already unconscious, still used the little lucidity left to support the smile on his face. Although, that smile will only make people feel more distressed the more they look at it......