Chapter 316: Cruelty, Happiness

"Why are you here? It's hard to run around when you're busy. Ren Zhiqian was a little surprised by Ren Hori, who came to the door with fruit and wine. On weekdays, Ren Hori rarely brings things to visit, so when he saw Ren Hori entering the door with so many things, in addition to being surprised, Ren Zhiqian couldn't help but feel a little curious in his heart, "You have something." "Can't I come to see you if it's okay, my father's house should be my home." Ren Hao seemed to have anticipated Ren Zhiqian's attitude, and replied calmly and fluently. As he spoke, Ren Hao put down the things in his hand and walked in the direction of the wine cabinet with the wine, "I thought my father was in love with the pastoral life and didn't want to go home." ”

"Boy, I see you're here to ask about your sins. Ren Zhiqian stepped forward, opened the wine cabinet one step ahead of Ren Hao, took out the wine glass and turned around and put it on the table, "I just came here because I felt sorry for Xiaoxi." To be honest, I also feel a little sorry for this matter. When I came back, the weather was a little bad, and I was delayed for a few days at a nearby villager's house, which missed the opening of the food festival. "Ha, God is really helping them. Ren Hao sneered and muttered to himself, lowered his head and poured wine into the glass. "What are you talking about, what are you muttering?" Ren Zhiqian couldn't hear what Ren was saying, but he could probably guess that it was complaining that he couldn't attend the event, so he just laughed it off and didn't intend to continue.

"Come here today, nothing special. I just want to drink and chat with my dad. I'm busy with work, and I haven't come to see you for a long time. Ren Zhi naturally picked up a glass of wine and saluted Ren Zhiqian, "Dad, do it first as a respect." "Boy, you're so weird today. His face was strange, and his tone of voice was strange. However, of course, the son's toast should be drunk. The curiosity and doubt in Ren Zhiqian's heart increased a little, but he remained silent and picked up another glass of wine on the table......

"Alright, the wine is drunk. Tell me what you're going to say. Ren Zhiqian put down the empty wine glass in his hand and smiled and "examined" Ren Hori. Ren Hori picked up the bottle and continued to pour wine into his empty glass, "I don't have anything special to say, I really just want to chat with you...... Let's talk about the topic of mother...... "Putting down the wine bottle in his hand, Ren Ju raised his head and deliberately observed Ren Zhiqian's expression.

Ren Zhiqian's eyes were calm, but the corners of his mouth twitched slightly inadvertently, but it was only a twitch, it seemed, not even for a second. Such a short period of time inevitably made Ren Hao feel sad, he smiled bitterly and drank the wine in the cup, then poured another glass, and asked: "Dad, if you don't like it, you don't like it, even if Mom has tried all the means...... There's still no way to make my dad like her a little bit...... "Yes." Ren Zhiqian replied without hesitation, without the slightest delay.

"Hahaha......" Ren Zhiqian's resolute answer made Ren Ju suddenly laugh, he smiled and drank the wine in the cup, and poured another glass, "I thought that Dad would at least hesitate, it's really cruel...... Since you don't like her, why marry her...... Why, give birth to me again......" Ren Hori raised his head and desperately poured the wine in the cup into his throat, if there were tears flowing from the corners of his eyes, it had nothing to do with heartache, it was just that the wine was too strong to bear.

"My son is no longer a child, and I don't think it's cruel to tell him the truth directly. Ren Zhiqian's eyebrows were calm, but his tone was much quieter, "I thought you would never ask me this question." Because I've always been glad that my son is married to his beloved, you won't ask me that question...... If you go back to the time when you and Xiaoxi were not married, I said I want you to marry another girl, would you agree? If I told you at that time, the girl who would marry you would do everything possible to be good to you and make you happy...... Will you give up on Duan Meixi and choose her because she tried her best......"

Ren Zhiqian's words were like a roll of highly poisonous gauze wrapped around Ren Zhi's heart, and the small wound on his heart that had been hiding and not oozing blood was completely corroded at this moment, festering in an instant, and blood flowed like a river. If you don't like it, you don't like it, Duan Meixi doesn't like herself, even if she tries everything she can, she still won't like herself. I already knew this answer, so why do I have to confirm it over and over again...... If she doesn't like it, she doesn't like it, she wants a false name, for her face, for the face of their family, for the little she has left, maybe she can squeeze out a little bit of use value...... It's good for any reason, in short, she wants this false name, and it definitely won't be because she has the possibility of liking herself...... That woman's heart is cold and hard, and in another five years, ten years, or a hundred years, Duan Meixi will not be able to like to take office...... If you don't like it, you just don't like it......

"Hit the nail on the head. Dad's words really hit the nail on the head...... There is nothing more cruel than this......" Ren Zhiqian sneered and drank heavily, and then continued to pour wine...... "You always think that the most cruel person is me, speaking of cruel ......" Ren Zhiqian stopped drinking slowly, raised his glass and drank it all, and continued with a sneer: "Son, the most cruel person is not me, but your mother......" Ren Zhiqian raised his head slightly, looking at Ren Zhiqian, who was already looking at him with hatred as he expected, and opened his mouth shallowly, " I was a bastard in the world with your mother, and I delayed her youth, but at least, I thought about stopping early on, and I knew I was wrong and I should have stopped. At that time, there was no ...... for you I also thought that as long as we didn't live together, when we had enough time, we would naturally separate, but your mother told me that she would die in front of me, and in that case, the fish would die and our family's reputation would be ruined along with the gossip...... I had no other choice but to beg her, begging her countless times to divorce me...... Finally one time, I knelt on the ground and begged her, and she said yes......"

The smile on the corner of Ren Zhiqian's mouth quietly filled with a trace of sadness, "Your mother said that as long as I meet one of her conditions, she will agree to divorce me." As long as I met her conditions, she let me go....." What conditions ......" Ren Hao's voice began to tremble, his eyes were still full of hatred, but that hatred was covered by the tears in his eyes, and he also became fragile and helpless.

"That condition is ......" Unconsciously, Ren Zhiqian's voice couldn't bear it, but the resoluteness in it never faded, "As long as we can have a child, she will let me go." It doesn't matter if it's a boy or a girl, as long as we have this child, we get divorced. A tear spilled out of the corner of his eye, like a speck of dust floating in the air, from birth to fall is only a moment's work, others can't see it, and Ren Zhiqian himself can't see it. At this moment, the only thing Ren Zhiqian could feel was the sadness in his tone, "Son, you came to this world as a condition for your mother to divorce me...... It's a pity that even if I caught up with you, I still didn't get the freedom I was looking forward to...... Your mother's remorse is the price I have to pay for taking my son in exchange for my own happiness......"

"Ha, ha......" Ren Hori wiped away the tears that had been stacked in the corners of his eyes, stubbornly snorted, and sneered sadly, "I never dared not to expect that I came to this world because of love, but at least I once thought that the moment I came to this world, my father looked at me, and it would also be because of 'Ah, this person is my son.'" And rejoice...... Unexpectedly, when I came to this world, no one was happy just because the person who came here was me...... Ha, it turns out that I am even more miserable than I imagined. Trembling, he continued to pour the wine, and drank it, compared to the warmth in the wine, or the piping hot, the residual warmth in Ren Hao's tears had fallen apart, cooling his eyes, his face, and his heart......

"I haven't begged your mother since. My guilt for her has all turned into hatred. I've changed my ways, and your mom has changed...... She's going to win me until she dies, and she's never lost, your mother...... turned all my hatred back to guilt. Ren Zhiqian got up and took a few more bottles of wine from the wine cabinet, reopened one and poured it for Ren Zhi, "You came here today to get drunk." Whatever the reason, Daddy is with you. Ren Zhi picked up the wine that Ren Zhi had poured down, drank it directly, and didn't talk to him. He seemed to have no strength to speak, his headache was terrible, his heart hurt badly, the memory in his mind was torn, and his heart was torn so that he could no longer find a place to warm him. Despair, confusion, converged into a dependence on escape, Ren put down the glass, picked up the wine bottle, mixed with tears to drink his own escape, drink his dependence......

Putting down the already empty wine bottle, Ren stood up, "Dad, I'm going back." Without giving Ren Zhiqian a chance to react and speak, Ren turned around and left, but in the end he couldn't help but stop, turned his back to Ren Zhiqian, and asked, "Dad, that auntie...... Does she see you the same way? Is she really, that good. ”

Ren Zhiqian, who originally wanted to catch up, didn't have the courage to step forward again when he heard this question, and also stopped, sad between his eyebrows, but still with a glimmer of satisfaction, "She has never looked at me squarely...... However, I can guess that in her eyes, I am disgusted, hated, and even looked down upon...... Or all of them she disdained, and I was nothing in her eyes...... It doesn't matter, as long as I can see her every day, I don't care what she thinks of me. For me, she is the best. As he spoke, Ren Zhiqian's satisfaction gradually covered the sadness, "Fortunately, my son is happier than me." ”