Chapter 307: Alcohol

"Why is it him!Why, it's not you......" Xue Zhen collapsed in pain, heart-rending hoarseness, until she finally couldn't cry at all, she looked at Qiu Yingsheng exhaustedly, sneered and lowered her head, "I don't know, Qiu Ruoyu...... What kind of person is he? Is it cruel or stupid......" "He just cares too much about you......" Qiu Yingsheng suddenly fell silent, he didn't say a word, and after a long time, he sighed deeply, "Snow marks, you can erase the obsession in your heart." Big brother's life is all for you......" Qiu Yingsheng's tone was already pleading, "Snow marks, blindly falling into obsession will only make you more painful." ”

"It's painful to get caught up in an obsession, but I can't get out of it...... I, I should live by this obsession now, without that obsession, how can I live......" Lan Xue smiled bitterly and wiped away her tears, "I really can't get out of that obsession, but I will never pull innocent people with me again." In that obsession, I was the only one left. It doesn't matter if it's more painful, I'll have to repay him something, so let's offset it with this......"

"He doesn't want you to compensate for anything! The last thing he wants is for you to fall into pain!" Qiu Yingsheng suddenly couldn't help himself and half-squatted down to look at Lan Xue's eyes, "Xueji, he hopes you're well...... I just hope you're doing well......" "I'll be fine." Lan Xue smiled and responded, "From now on, I will live a good life with my mother." Get back to your healthiest, go back to school well, and fulfill all your dreams and aspirations...... Okay, I didn't know Qiu Ruoyu, and I didn't know what I was before I met Duan Yehan......" "Snow marks, why are you torturing yourself like this......" Qiu Ying stopped talking, only to see Lan Xue's smile brighter, and only heard her say to herself: "Isn't this good...... In this way, it's a good ......" "I know, how can I pretend not to know, and if I meet, how can I treat it as if I have never met...... Snow Marks, I want to pull you out, why don't you want to...... Why can't you see it, your obsession has already fallen into the bottomless bitter water, and you refuse to let go and follow along...... I've been waiting for so many years, why is this happening...... Why, I've been waiting for so many years...... This is the result......" Qiu Yingsheng shook his head helplessly and took a few steps back, slowly getting farther and farther away from the blue snow, silently, disappearing......

Lan Xue raised her head slightly, her palm wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes at will, she looked at the direction where Qiu Yingsheng disappeared, and smiled sadly......

In fact, what is "good", Lan Xue herself doesn't know. Maybe it's forgetting all the hateful past and being with the people you like. However, the person she likes ...... It is also the person she hates, and if she wants to forget the hatred, then that person is also a part of her to forget, and how to be with him if she forgets...... Even if there is no hatred of the previous life, there is still the ...... of this life Besides, this hatred is no longer what he is to her, but what she is to him, and she is the one who hurt Zhou Lin......

In the empty living room, Duan Meixi didn't turn on the lights and sat on the sofa stupidly. The dim light made her eyes shine like a star with tears in her eyes. It's just that there is a trace of sorrow hanging on this shining, and there is no bright shadow in sight. The gloomy sight, the wall clock on the wall was about one o'clock in the morning, and Ren Hori never came home. Duan Meixi knew that Ren Hori didn't work today, and since they "parted ways" at the Duan family, Ren Hori hadn't come back. Duan Meixi has been waiting, she is worried about Ren Hao, and she wants to see him before she can feel at ease. She knew he would come back, at least for the sake of pretending...... He'll definitely be back.

Finally, a strong smell of alcohol broke the clear and terrifying second hand before the sound of Ren's footsteps. Ren staggered in the door, he seemed to see Duan Meixi who got up from the sofa and wanted to help him, but he didn't seem to see it, he lowered his head and staggered around Duan Meixi and walked directly to the guest room.

"Did you go drinking again? Duan Meixi ignored Ren Hori's "ignorance" and got up and stepped forward quickly to help him, but her hand had just caught Ren Hori's wrist before Ren Hori threw it away, and replied to her with a wry smile, "Don't worry about it." With that, Ren pushed Duan Meixi away and still staggered towards the guest room. Duan Meixi refused to give up, stepped forward again to hold Ren Hao's arm, she lowered her head, and said softly: "I'll just help you in and leave, I don't feel at ease if you are like this." Duan Meixi could clearly feel Ren Hori's body stiffen after her words fell, she raised her head cautiously, and at the same time, she saw that Ren Hori also straightened up.

The smell of alcohol is still strong, but the expression on Ren Hao's face is not a "drunkard" at all, he looks very sober, calm, and even cold. Ren Ju lowered his head slightly, looked at the arm that was held by Duan Meixi, raised his other hand to cover the back of Duan Meixi's hand, pushed her hand down from his arm, and said coldly: "Don't worry, I didn't go back to find your father, nor did I go to your brother." I promised you that false name, and I would not break my word. I've already given you the answer, so you don't have to show me this again. Now, can I go and rest? With that, Ren walked straight forward with neat steps.

"I've been waiting for you, not for this!" Ren Hori's words suddenly made Duan Meixi feel aggrieved like she had never felt before, and she rushed up to grab Ren Hori. However, Duan Meixi regretted it the moment she grabbed Ren Hao, the moment she explained to him loudly...... Duan Meixi suddenly understood at this moment that her explanation was simply superfluous. As long as he is okay, his explanation is meaningless to him, and it is even more ridiculous to himself, he has long since lost his belief in himself. Duan Meixi slowly let go of Ren Hao's hand that she had just held, took a few steps back, and stopped talking.

"You also think that this sentence is really ridiculous, and you can't make it up, don't you? Ren Ju opened his mouth indifferently, he turned sideways, his cold gaze was projected in Duan Meixi's eyes, the pain was indescribable, Duan Meixi couldn't tell whether the pain was pierced in his eyes or in his heart.

"You've been waiting...... Ren Ju turned around and approached Duan Meixi, "How long have you been waiting, how many hours? From evening to early morning? What you have tried so hard to know, I have already given you the answer you want, your false name is still there, what else do you want?" Duan Meixi, you want me to see your persistence. Okay, I see that. You are really persistent, and you can wait forever to know if your purpose has been achieved. It's just for yourself, do you want me to be grateful?" Ren Ju turned around with a cold smile, and continued: "If you're afraid that I'll come back too late and make a noise to you, I'm sorry, it will be like this in the future." Other than that, I don't know if I'm going to do anything that makes you feel unpleasant. If you can stand it, we will be fine, if you can't stand it, we will divorce, and I will not force you. "You're tired, go and rest. Duan Meixi responded lightly, and said not a word more.

"As I said, if you don't accept my proposal to get together and disperse, then don't blame me for anything I do next. You're so capable, and you swear by it, I hope you won't be defeated in the first place. With his back to Duan Meixi, Ren took a few steps forward and pushed open the door of the guest room, and then there was a cold sound of the door closing, completely isolating Duan Meixi from his world.

The light was still dim, but Duan Meixi still felt that her eyes were stabbed. Xu Yes, Ren Ju's cold gaze was still reflected in her eyes just now, and maybe yes, the tears in her eyes turned into sharp blades with the cold smile when Ren Ju turned around, and suddenly attacked her, mercilessly. Duan Meixi raised her head and looked at the closed door in front of her, which was the boundary that completely separated her from Ren Hao, tightly sealed, without a trace of gap. Through the door, Duan Meixi couldn't feel the slightest breath of Ren Hori, but the strange thing was that when Ren Ju turned to leave, the coldness on his body hit from nowhere, spreading all over her body, making her powerless......

"Ren Hori, you liar......" Duan Meixi whispered to herself weakly, leaning her back against the door, her body slowly slid down helplessly, and sat down paralyzed.

"I can do it, my love for Duan Meixi will transcend life and death. I will love her with all my heart, give her a happy and peaceful life like heaven, even on the day I leave the world, I will not leave her like that, no matter how much pain and torture I endure, I will always watch over her in the other world, until she also leaves the world and comes to the same world as me. I will firmly hold her hand and cross the Santu River together until the fate of our past and present lives is completely over. ”

"Liar...... Liar, how can you do this to me...... I've already admitted that I'm wrong, what else do you want me to do...... Liar ......" muttered to herself, Duan Meixi looked at the darkness in front of her in despair, recalled the vows that Ren Hori had said to herself at the wedding, stood up sadly with the door, and wiped away all the tears with all her might, which were flowing from her eyes, and her face was not dry...... Erase them all. Duan Meixi knew that Ren Hao wanted to force herself step by step to give up after she couldn't bear it, this was just the beginning, and she couldn't wash her face with tears now. Her determination will not change, and she has told herself countless times that she must keep that false name, she will never take the initiative to give up, as long as she grits her teeth and persists, she will never be defeated.

She and him are nothing more than to see who can survive whom, to see who can consume whom, Duan Meixi firmly believes that as long as she grits her teeth and persists, as long as she grits her teeth and persists, it will be fine......