Chapter 308: A Moment of Illusion
Lan Xue didn't sleep, she stayed in the hall all the time, waiting for something. Looking at the wall clock on the wall, it was already past one o'clock in the morning. She turned her wheelchair in the direction facing the door, silently counting down in her mind, as if she had recognized that the moment she had been waiting for would come.
It seemed to come as scheduled, when the door was slowly pushed open, when Shan Ru slowly entered Lan Xue's sight, Lan Xue had been trying to build a mental defense line for herself to restrain her excitement finally collapsed completely, when Shan Ru completely appeared in front of Lan Xue, she could no longer pretend to be strong, changed back to the appearance of a child, and cried bitterly.
Shan Ru leaned down and looked at the wheelchair under Lan Xue, her hand trembled and stroked the handle in Lan Xue's hand, and the tears in her eyes shook to reflect the distress of grief, "Xiaoxue, your legs ...... Who is ......" Shan Ru choked up, holding Lan Xue's hand tightly, and his eyebrows and eyes were already heartbreaking. "Mom, I'm sorry. It's because I'm so useless, I can't do what I want to do well, and instead, I have become like this. Lan Xue's eyes were still full of tears, but her tone was unexpectedly tenacious, and she couldn't see the slightest self-pity. "Who is it. Shan Ru sank down, and Lan Xue's hand tightened. Lan Xue sighed lightly, her eyes were already relieved, but she still lowered her head and responded calmly, "It's Xu Duhang." He orchestrated a car accident that he didn't know I already knew. ”
Lan Xue's answer made Shan Ru's eyes slowly become deep and heavy after a flash of consternation, she wiped away Lan Xue's tears in distress, stroked her head, and after a long time, she smiled bitterly and held Lan Xue's hand again, "It's that mom is useless, mom came back too late." I thought he wouldn't be cruel to you, at least. At least...... He won't bear to hurt you...... Is my mother wrong......" Shan Ru's thoughts suddenly stopped, slowly reversed, recalling the scene when Duan Yehan informed himself that the food festival was ahead of schedule, and recalled what he had said to himself that day......
"I can't keep that promise. A sentence that sounded like an understatement crossed her ears in an instant, making her stunned, she raised her head suddenly, glared at Duan Yehan, and said to him in a deep voice: "Say what you just said again." Duan Yehan lowered his head slightly, took a few steps forward slowly, and said to himself in a calm tone: "Lan Xue, she will become my wife, and I will be by her side for the rest of my life." ”
He was extremely angry when he heard this, everything he did was to keep Duan Yehan away from his daughter. He promised Duan Yehan to let him take charge of the Shan family, all because he promised that he would stay away from Lan Xue. Now, he is so straightforward in his repentance, but he can't express his emotions too strongly. After all, Lan Xue is not by his side now, if his attitude is too tough, he is afraid that he will anger Duan Yehan and make him do something to anger Lan Xue, there is no other way, he can only pretend to be calm and look at him coldly, and said jokingly, "If I am scared to death by what you just said, you will have one less person who can help you realize your plan." But now that I think about it, things seem to get a lot more interesting. From now on, I will do my best to help you achieve what you want to do, and I will make your wish come true. But when the time comes, I would like to see if a person like you, who indirectly forced her father to death for revenge, and who put her mother under house arrest for revenge, and finally achieved her goal by these despicable methods, in the eyes of my daughter, I would like to see if she will still be willing to be your wife. ”
His last sentence was almost said through gritted teeth, but the calm expression on Duan Yehan's face still did not change. He said to himself very firmly, "Things may not be as complicated as Auntie said, it has nothing to do with Lan Xue's wishes." Even if Lan Xue doesn't want to be my wife, I won't force her, but I will still be by her side for the rest of my life. What's more, as I said, she will be my wife. ”
"That kid has known ......it for a long time," Shan Ru muttered to himself, and suddenly realized. Only then did he understand why Duan Yehan would tell himself so resolutely that day that Lan Xue would become his wife, and he would be by her side for the rest of his life. Duan Yehan wanted to ask for an identity with herself, an identity that could take care of her by Lan Xue's side......
Shan Ru's heart began to panic, she began to hesitate whether she should make such an agreement with Duan Yehan, she didn't want him to get close to Lan Xue, Duan Yehan and Xu Duhang She didn't want them to enter Lan Xue's life again, she just wanted Lan Xue to live a peaceful life, and she could be with a simple person in the future. However, Shan Ru finally suddenly understood at this moment, including herself, that since the day Lan Fei left, their mother and daughter would never have a peaceful life again, just like what they had been doing before, and no day was peaceful. is also like her own daughter, not only did she not lose the peace that should have belonged to her, but on the contrary, let her suffer even more. This time, I must not make a wrong choice again, I must not be wrong again, and I will not have the opportunity to make mistakes again. If he is wrong again, Lan Fei's death can really only be the self-end of a "coward", if he is wrong again, what he did before will fall short, and Lan Xue will be hurt in vain...... Lan Xue has lost too much, and she owes her too much...... If it's wrong...... It is very likely that her daughter will lose even the person who truly protects her......
"Mom, I'm tired. Lan Xue smiled and lowered her head. Looking at the smile on Lan Xue's face, Shan Ru's heart seemed to have been peeled off, and she could only respond with a smile, "I'm sorry, Mom made you wait too long." Mom pushes you back to your room to rest. "I can go back to my room by myself. Lan Xue rejected Shan Ru and smiled brightly, "Actually, it's not very bad now, if I speed up when I turn the wheels, I will be much faster than walking." Yes, it's a real 'walking like flying'. It's really ......" "Mom pushes you back." Mom is with you, let's sleep together. Shan Ru completely ignored Lan Xue's words, and went directly to the back of the wheelchair and pushed her forward.
Lan Xue was pushed by the sheet, and her tears still couldn't stop flowing, but she smiled even brighter and said, "So happy." With her mother...... "Shan Ru didn't respond, because as soon as she spoke, she would be fragile and weak because of choking, and she didn't want to give her daughter that feeling like that anymore." The word "happiness" really stabbed Shan Ru's heart fiercely, if it weren't for her own incompetence, her daughter would not have become what she is now, and if it weren't for her own incompetence, she wouldn't have let her daughter fall into loneliness and helplessness, a mother like her...... How can you be happy if you follow yourself......
Shan Ru tried very hard to adjust his breathing so that he could feel calmer, and when he was about to reach the door of the room, he stopped and asked, "Xiaoxue, Shan's affairs are mostly taken care of by Duan Yehan now. Mom is also a little tired, is it okay for Mom to accompany you on a trip? Mom will take you to relax, how about we set off in the next few days. "Duan Yehan can't do it. Lan Xue replied without thinking. After the words fell, she fell silent......
After a while, Lan Xue continued: "Mom once told me that you want to hold Duan Yehan and Xu Duhang firmly in the palm of your own hand. At first, I didn't understand what it meant, but then I understood, Duan Yehan and Xu Duhang, they are both dangerous...... I want them to pay the price one by one. Later I found out that I seemed to have mistaken the object. I did something very sorry for Duan Yehan, but I don't feel sorry or regretful, because he doesn't owe us anything. It's just a matter of leveling, as for him and us, we will be strangers in the future. Lan Xue's few bland words disrupted Shan Ru's steps as she pushed open the door and continued to move forward.
"Xiaoxue ......" Shan Ru's words were like a fish in her throat and she couldn't finish speaking, Lan Xue continued: "Mom, it's not the time to travel yet, because it's not over yet, and there is still Xu Duhang left...... Lan Xue said, turned her head, looked at Shan Ru's eyes that were caught off guard and didn't have time to wipe away her tears, and said in a low voice: "I can care about everything, but I can't lose these legs in vain...... What's more, I recognized the wrong object in vain......" Lan Xue's eyes made Shan Ru feel a little strange at a certain moment, and it seemed that right and wrong were indifferent, bleak, and indifferent...... These never-before-seen expressions flashed in his daughter's eyes, like a hallucination for a moment, but there was really a moment when he was seen so clearly. If you can't think of how to respond to Lan Xue's words, you can only pretend to be casual and let your steps not stop......
Duan Meixi prepared a hearty breakfast early in the morning, she only prepared one serving, and went back to her room after setting up the tableware. I slept intermittently all night, mentally and sleepy. Duan Meixi would yawn a few times occasionally, and it was still early, but she insisted on sitting quietly and refused to go back to bed to lie down. Duan Meixi was afraid that once she lay down again, she would miss it because she accidentally fell asleep, and heard the sound of Ren Hao opening the door and walking out of the guest room. She wanted to tidy up her camera equipment, she had already taken a long vacation, and soon there was a shooting task waiting for her. Still, she sat quietly...... Duan Meixi was worried that she would make too much noise when she was tidying up her things and disturb Ren Hao. That kind of "interruption" is not the noise, but the sound that will make Ren feel his presence, and he loathes himself...... I just need to be quiet, wait for Ren Hori to finish breakfast and leave, so that's it......
Duan Meixi didn't know when she became so humble, but she knew that she was destined to become so humble one day sooner or later, this was the price she had to pay for deceiving Ren Hao, she knew. She had been sitting quietly, waiting for Ren Hori's voice. Time passed minute by minute, but Duan Meixi couldn't wait for what she was expecting, a trace of sound......