There are two more old letters in article 051

Chen Yueping:

Your letter has been received, and you have read it.

I'm really sorry, your first goal of asking for help failed, I can't provide any valuable information for your literary creation, I think I and all the students of our general high school class [we are the last two-year general high school class of Yunlong Middle School] are very "appreciative" of your literary works, if there is a day, the general high school class can also produce a great writer, that is the pride of all the students in our general high class.

Your letter is really incomprehensible, I don't know if it is because of an old classmate, or because it is to get to know someone, inquire about something, or write for a special task. In short, a little confused. In the two years of high school, we did not have any interaction, as you said, we can even count the number of sentences we speak, and on what basis do we have letters? According to observation and analysis, only close contacts do relatives and friends write to communicate, and you and I are like a strange passer-by.

You mentioned in your letter that you asked me to reply many times, and I wrote this letter in front of my classmates of two years. However, I don't want to dissect myself, I don't want the opposite sex to understand me, I don't want to get the pity and sympathy of others, I have parents and brothers, I don't need and don't need other people to care about me, I advise those who care about others, care more about themselves.

In addition, it is the situation of Chen ****, ****** and me that you have mentioned many times, and I don't know that you are the "icing on the cake" for your literary works. Or do you make some historical records on your literary sources, in any case, I have no intention of talking about such extreme frivolity here. If, if you want to understand, you can pan for gold from other people's mouths, whatever they say, whatever you hear, and I don't interfere with anyone's evaluation of me. If someone is willing to talk, it can also be used as a joke for them after a meal to help them digest the food that is overfilled.

Also, with regard to you, and your literary creations, I declare above all that I do not interfere with anyone's actions. In addition, I don't want to know anything about the life of the opposite sex, and I don't want to hear anyone's bizarre and even unpredictable stories, and of course I don't want anyone to record it in the historical materials [alas, it is still recorded], to provide others with after-dinner anecdotes.

Good luck with you!

'I've been looking for good fish for a long time'

86.10.13

&& Although some people put me with her, I am the least likely to have an emotional entanglement with her. On my side, my father told me that the person he liked the most when he was young had only one habit that could not be changed, and he was opposed by the family, and no matter how much he had the heart, it was in vain. This rare habit happened to be repeated in her, and no matter how good she was, no matter how right she was in the eyes of others, I could not say anything more about my father's repetition - with this reason that I never declared, a sense of distance from her relationship was inevitable. But because of her, she is indeed the best, most pragmatic and hard-working kind of person, there is no shortage of romance, but the love of children and daughters cannot move her career. Her running and jumping ability is also excellent, in addition to the standard of figure, what is even more outstanding is her extraordinary physique, which can ensure that she has endless energy. The strange woman was right: "You have really good intentions in carrying out such a plan, not just to catch another fish that you have been looking for a long time ago. I tell you that I know this fish very well, and that you have used stupid methods in the past, and you have lost your spirits, and this fish has become disgusted and wary. So I warn you to be careful, your opponent is strong, she is not as romantic as the average woman, and she is not as fragile as you think. "She has always been one of the hardest and most attentive among her classmates. More than 20 years have proven her excellence, it is said that she is already the CEO of a large oil company, many people expect her to be strong, but to become a strong woman, it is still above people's expectations.

Such an outstanding classmate was, of course, an indispensable touchstone for my immature "Spring Moth Project", and her attitude played a very good role in chilling the literary fanaticism that I was overly enthusiastic about back then. Her attitude represents the views of a large number of outstanding people on the sacred and noble cause in my mind. Not everyone can take literature very seriously, but some people regard this kind of goods that always love to "moan without disease" as "extremely boring". Her views finally made me make up my mind not to fight hard for literature.

No matter how emotionally remorseful this letter was, my "Spring Moth Project" paid off.

&&But the mood was not like that, and the following is the record of the day:

I've made "literature" smelly, and there is a lot of ridicule. I don't fight or gamble myself, I bear it. Three letters almost ruined me, but I still had a little antibody.

Before dinner, I went to hand over the letters to the 'fish that I had already found' and the 'strange woman'. The gentleman found me by the creek, and I looked down at my letter.

He claimed to take revenge on me and to fight me, [this was October 16, 1986, I didn't quite understand what he meant, and I didn't have the heart to find out, but that's what it was]. This little dirty river has carried away too much of my thoughts and eyes.

After dinner, the two of us went to the low hill next to the railway, and naturally we would not fight.

He didn't even believe me a word, he said that I was chasing women, chasing, and the means were too clever. Give him a list of women, or 'what Ying' can chase, but I didn't chase it.

The gentleman said, "That's exactly what makes you very clever." "He said that I was too influenced by novels, too artistic, and too desperate for 'What Ying'!

In fact, I had already made up my mind last night to completely abandon the relationship between men and women. chased her, there are only three ridiculous days in this life. At that time, she had no taboos, and she completely expressed herself, and she was indeed cute.

The gentleman said that she fell in love with him when she was fourteen years old, was hanged, beaten, and later confined and had an abortion for him, but she still loved him so much - the gentleman said, "If you get the heart she had at the beginning, you can still say ...... Still "loving" for me!

The line is vigorous, and the center is far away

Those who know me say that I am worried

Those who don't know me say what I want

The sky is long, who is he

I've never had the desire to get her, but it's hard for me to fall in love with someone again, and I have to settle the emotional debt with everyone I might fall in love with, and I have to give up my thoughts before I can go down. This is the purpose of the letter to the 'fish that I have been looking for a long time', and I want her to hate me in her heart and leave me no room for me.

&&My letter, which did not contain the name of the recipient, looked like this:

I'm sorry, I found the wrong person, and you received the wrong letter.

I was going to give it to the guy I met at the bridge in May, but the bastard postman gave it to you, and I was sorry that your arrogant pride had been damaged.

The world is so fond of mistakes, and the first letter I sent her was meant not to be returned. I'll go to the second letter and tell her—

But the old dreams are waiting to be idle,

The world is not going to be as people want.

From now on, you don't have to suffer for him,

Shuangshuang Park, where is there no fence?

Send you a sentence of wishing you to look at the empty air:

Sixteen high schools and one wrong reunion.

Literature is nothing more than the bowl of the letter writer begging for food, since everyone has reciprocated with contempt. But he lives on it, and no matter how shameful he is, he has to hold it. Although this bowl is old and worn, rotten and smelly, it is not embarrassed enough to need "adding flowers". The people of the world look down on Hanako, and call Hanako to say-

Let the transformation not be afraid of shame,

How many people in the world are not eating white food?

He wanted to write a letter to the man who was ridiculed enough to inflate his belly, and he had to tell him a casual man, and he would have to hide alone to take it away. I didn't expect to be wrong for you. You rewarded a lot of food in return, and you were emotional, but you didn't accept it, so you only sent her back in its original form, hoping to check [I now suspect that her reply was put in this letter and sent back to her by me]. How about waiting for this bowl to be broken and then coming back to pick it up?

But there won't be a day when everyone hates this broken bowl, and he may not be willing to hold it for life.

"We had hope, but we lost it. I got hope, but I got it wrong. ”

Although it is wrong for us to meet strangers and communicate with each other, I still sincerely tell you: you have brought sunshine, and you have been confident. Sunshine is not enough to cherish, your own vision should always be cherished, believe in your own understanding rather than others know.

I'm a fan-like smelly person, and I only give you a moment of stinky gloom, don't mind.

"Don't go deep into other people's hearts, that's a very annoying thing, you're putting people in opposition to nakedness. "It's a pity that I never complied, only now it starts.

People call me crazy, but I am not confident, but now it turns out to be true. But

Finished

If you don't send it, there is no green cloud to go on, take care of yourself all the way!

On October 16, 1986, the bricks outside the classroom door were red.