The 002nd thought of the diary without the sacrifice of tears Hill Boat

November 10, 1982 (Cloudy to sunny)

[Preface: Don't look at the handwritten that is not good, but it is a handwritten record that can rarely be kept in the past few years when the land is contracted to the household, which is already precious in itself!]

Yesterday morning, the protagonist of Uncle Yu's story, who had been soaking in the water for more than half a year, finally got up from the river and ran forward with great interest.

Today, the fun is still in the morning.

[My brother and I have been working early before going to school for several years, of course, this student baby often works early + late outside of school, and we are the only one in our team, and there is no other semicolon. It is only because my family is a big landlord that only by being conscientious and diligent can I gain a foothold in reality until now, or I would have been tortured to death a long time ago. In the past two years, my brother has lived in Hefeng Town to study in high school, and I am actually the only student who often works early + late. It's not that I'm boasting, but I've surpassed my brother, who is nearly four years older than me, in farm work, and I can compete with my father. 】

The time to get up was exactly five o'clock, because last night my father carried the cotton stalk on the lawn behind the peasant association in my hometown, and it was not yet shacked, and because my father was sick, my mother had to make breakfast again, and it was my brother and I who went to complete this work.

After working in the morning, my brother and my parents had to help the fifth father order wheat today, and we each took an old-fashioned dung bucket and other tools to set off. The day before yesterday was in winter, and today is going to be colder than yesterday, and the hand holding the barrel rack is already cold, but... I had the opportunity to work early, so I was in a good mood.

When I got to the back of the old peasant association, I put down the dung bucket and went to the cow to feed the grass first. With the help of the light of the flashlight, we came to the side of the fifth father's house, and to our surprise, the light in their house was also on. [Mo Daojun walks early, and there are also early risers]. When I opened the door, I remembered that the sturdy cow was lying lazily on the ground, and I used a flashlight to shine it, and the part of the plough on the cow's back was scarred, and the cocoon scars were stacked on top of each other, which was three palms wide for me. Its green eyes looked at me meekly and kindly.

Suddenly my heart welled up with infinite self-reproach. This is fed by my family and my fifth father's family in turn, and it is no longer young, so it should have retired a long time ago. It must have been exhausting for a few days, but it was not yet halfway through the ploughing, and it had to work hard for many days. How good can it eat if it's tired, tired, and not sleeping well? I'm sad that I can't do anything nicer to it, I have my help, and I can't do it to anyone, let alone this old cow.

I untied the leash, and it stood up and followed my brother in front of me. [The speed at which the cattle were originally traveling must not have been like this, in order to adapt to the human cadence, almost all the domestic cattle have slowed down, who has noticed this tearless sacrifice of the cows?] I shone a flashlight on the cow in the back, it was much thinner, the standard bones were completely convex, and it was no longer the strong and fat body it had before the autumn ploughing. The cow's footsteps, stepping on the stone slab, "Gotcha, gotta gotcha, gotta got!" [What does it get, how much does it have to give, and how tired will it be?] I can't help but think, O cow......

Back at the back of the old farmer's association's big yard, we threw a large pile of red vines in front of the cow and let her eat as much as he could. There are cold frost spots condensed on the red vine, [just like people's feelings for cattle and horses, the cold and weak are not much, and the other party's contribution is taken for granted, and the affection for each other will inevitably become thinner]. Let the cow eat these [for people, this is already a rare luxury, this is to take food from the pig's mouth to feed the cow, in people's concept, it is already a tooth sacrifice for the cow, but it can be eaten in the mouth, swallowed into the stomach, does it have a delicious feeling, does it have a delicious enjoyment? Who knows?] and then go to pull the plow again.

No amount of exclamation gives us time to release, no matter what the taste is, and it is up to the cow to swallow it alone.

My brother and I immediately set out to shed cotton stalks, which were more than 30 piles. [Doing this work gives us a lot of inspiration, because there are still many unripe and unbloomed cotton peaches on the branches of the cotton stalks, and these cotton stalks are all top-heavy and soft-rooted, so that their heads must be united and rely on each other to stand firmly, and to bear each other's weights, and the earth makes them stand on their feet, and they have to be humble and bear each other's burdens. The same is true of human beings, especially brothers like me and my brother, who have been discriminated against since childhood! With such an understanding, the depth of friendship between our brothers has exceeded ordinary people's comprehension. 】

As soon as seven o'clock arrived, we finished the shed, I hurriedly grabbed the flashlight and ran home, just ran to the bottom of the ridge, I met a person coming from below, his mouth spewed out a long column of white smoke, I immediately stopped, but it was Jinwa's voice: "Yueping, where is your brother?" I hurriedly told him, he sighed and said, "You also went to work so early?"

"What, you guys also have early work?"

"We may only get up at four o'clock, and we have already cleared the more than one acre of land in the water tank, which is what Brother Jiang and I have done. "No wonder we see the lights on in his house. As soon as the morning dawned, my parents and brother went to help their family get some wheat.

I suddenly turned around and shouted, "Jinwa, please tell my brother to bring down the English book I wanted-"

When I went to school, I ran to the big field ridge in front of the house of the third team of Yuzhang's brothers. It's been more than an hour later than yesterday, and the light breath blows my face hot. The thick and thick fog and frost were dissipating one after another, leaving only a faint wave of smoke, like fluttering untouchable sand, wafting in this ravine. I slowed down, occasionally glancing at my feet, which were stained with the bits and pieces of straw and dead leaves......

[I dropped two pages later, and I remember writing about the moving appearance of the fog rising on the water surface of Daejeon, and after going up the opposite hillside, I saw the hills like light boats in the sea of fog. The two poems that were later recorded should have been written on this day:

A section of clouds in Wushan is ringing in the hills

In the early days, the fog was thick, but at this moment the smoke is long, the chickens and pigs are singing everywhere, and the hills are light boats.

Cuilin laughs, the song of the new home is played, the village brocade provokes the scholars to worry, and life is good and hard.

One cut plum ● hometown people

When he woke up from a long dream, he was not a teenager, but he was a teenager. The calves rain every day,

A bumper harvest is a bumper harvest.

It's so rich over there, not only you, but also mine. material and spiritual dual civilization,

The Tao is the grace of heaven or the grace of the party.