Miscellaneous: Don't look like I don't take the college entrance examination \\ Teachers should also read more books!"

Although I was angry at the time, it was really a big deal for them, and it would not be long before they forgot about it, and no one remembered it again. But this has affected me for the rest of my life!

It was spoiled in the past: the essay was often given full marks, and the political and historical language was always the highest score, with very few exceptions. Suddenly, a proud exam essay only got half of the test scores, and then the most attentive and proud essay was actually rated 0 points by Vice President Qing......

I remember that the argumentative essay, which only got half of the marks, was an argumentative essay, and I cited some ideas from information theory, systems theory, and control theory, which were not found in textbooks......

And the one that scored 0 points, I wrote a prose poem, I remember that there is the imagination of the Qingqiang Plateau as the mind, the Loess Plateau and the Yunnan-Guizhou Plateau are **, the Great Wall Qinling is the vein, the Yellow River and the Yangtze River are the arteries, and the Yellow River Plain and the Yangtze River Plain are her mind...... Using this as a starting point to express the broad family affection of the motherland, and imagining the coastline of the motherland as a curve2, imagining the Yellow Sea, the East China Sea and the South China Sea as three zeros, so as to develop a vision for the future of the mother in 2000... Of course, prose poems are also not available in textbooks, and it is impossible for the old teacher to spread the wings of such imagination, so the comment he gave was a few big words "I don't know what to do!"

Teacher Chen Yunsong once said to me: 'The article you wrote is really good! I remember his look of regret thirty years ago. Even if you don't understand it, you shouldn't get 0 points just by looking at the structure from the beginning to the end, right?

"Ignorance" is not "ignorance"!

When Vice Principal Qing called me to the office for questioning that afternoon, I couldn't let him understand the "soyun" after explaining for a long time, which made him more and more angry and louder, and my arrogance was also stimulated, so I said earnestly: "Teachers should also read more books!"

The old teacher immediately jumped up and yelled: "What! You tell the teacher to read more!" I replied with a very affirmative yes, this accidentally stabbed the hornet's nest, and more than 20 teachers in the office were furious and shouted at me...

When I was a child, I was ordered by the primary school teacher to stand on the podium and humiliate the whole class, and I was often beaten and scolded by my classmates after class, and I didn't dare to fight back when my head was broken many times, and I couldn't raise my head no matter how good my grades were, because I was the son of a landlord! I have been inferior since I was a child, but since the abolition of the landlord component, I was also the second place when I had the worst grades, and since then I have been spoiled by all the teachers, the essay of the third grade is used as a model for junior high school, the essay of the fifth grade is used as a model in the commune, the composition of the first year of junior high school is used as a model by the outer district, and the answer sheet of the first year of high school is used as a model by the teacher of the cram school... This gave birth to arrogance in my bones.

This is the first time I have been scolded by the teacher, and it is because of the common anger, after which I am very depressed, often wandering alone on campus in the middle of the night, sometimes lying on the horizontal bar for hours to watch the sky, thinking a lot...... It wasn't until my father came to school that Vice Principal Qing told me how arrogant I was. I didn't think that he still held a grudge, so I decided to step out of the school gate forever!

Since there is such a big gap between teachers and students, and to be honest, most of my knowledge does not come from the teachings of my teachers, so it is okay if I can't learn like this! Although I made such a determination, no one knows how painful I was, and I could not wake up until tonight, more than 20 years later. On the night I left, I wandered around the campus all night, writing dozens of ancient and modern poems containing the word "sorrow" on those blackboards, and erased them all before dawn, so I didn't need to leave traces......

P.S. [What Shen Zhou said]:

1). Shen Zhou said: "Compared with a truly good work, it is not only the distance to London, Washington or Melbourne, but also not just a century. That is an uncivilization, the gap between more than two civilizations. Luckily, there is a common name - poetry!"

2). For this choice, pain is certain, but it is not the most important and critical, I think the weight you cast when you make up your mind is the most important. That is to say, on what basis do you measure that your departure is 'now'? There must be a primary, decisive reason for not before or after.

3). Get out as soon as possible, you can enter your own world as soon as possible, but you may not have enough academic ability, you can only move hard, and you will hate less when you use the book, hate the pain of less, and you don't want to live;

It's too late to get out of Xuehai, maybe it's not time for me, I've missed the good day, I have the heart to work hard, but I can't do it, why does God no longer give me decades?

4). Some people have been learning the sea for a long time, the fun takes root, and the fun is not thinking about Shu and can't bear to leave without saying anything (just like sinking the boat in today's company), that will be more and more addicted, and finally completely catch up with themselves, and they have become a part of the sea of learning.

5). The more students with excellent grades and good conditions, the more difficult it is to easily break away from the sea of learning. The pain in it is no less than childbirth, which is the real strong man breaking his wrist and cutting off his flesh. If these pains do not fall on oneself and experience them personally, you will not really understand how painful it is and how much suffering there is.

6). No matter how long a person learns, how much he learns, and how profound he learns, it is impossible to get in touch with the margin of the sea of learning, and the gap between the fate of talents starts from when he withdraws from the sea of learning and enters his own world.

7). There are still some people who are too superstitious about the dominance of huge resources on talent training. There are many ways to become a talent, and this is why there will be a colorful talent world. If we take a closer look at the top 100 of the most cutting-edge talents, how many of them have become talented people with financial resources? It is easier for money and money to train high-level talents, but the path to the establishment of the most cutting-edge talents is different.

8). The best time for everyone to get out of the sea of learning is not the same, it depends on whether they can see accurately, whether they can make up their minds! Those students who are ripe and follow the crowd do not feel much pain. Those who are only a little short but can't get in, or those who are admitted but can't afford to read, or those who have a natural fate with Xuehai, these students are not the most painful.