526: Never to leave you again

Ruan Niansheng looked at his painful and self-blaming appearance, and his heart was very uncomfortable, his eyebrows and eyes drooped, and he was a little at a loss.

"Dad, I really don't blame you, and I don't know how to tell you to let go of all these things completely, but I really hope that you can forget everything and ...... as before."

"It's impossible, I've done so much wrong, it's irreparable. ”

Ruan Zhengtian slowly picked up her face and looked at it, and said word by word, "Nian Sheng, you don't know, I almost lost you, do you know how I felt when Antu told me everything you went through?"

"I can't wait to go through this for you, but I know that it won't help to say this now, so I can only hate myself, hate myself for being stupid, and hate myself for hurting you! Nian Sheng, I'm sorry for you!"

"Nothing. ”

Ruan Niansheng was speechless, and he didn't know how to comfort him.

No matter what she said, Ruan Zhengtian fell into self-loathing and developed a strong rejection of herself.

"Dad......"

"Nian Sheng, don't say it again, I will find Ruan Ying, and then bring her back to you, let her apologize to you and atone for you!"

"It's not. Ruan Niansheng immediately stopped him from getting up and was about to leave, "Dad, maybe, there is something you don't know." ”

Ruan Zhengtian turned his face to look at her hesitantly, as if he didn't know what she was talking about.

Ruan Niansheng hesitated for a moment and then slowly smiled and said, "Do you know, Ruan Ying actually saved me, if it weren't for her, maybe I wouldn't be able to live......

"How is that possible!"

Ruan Zhengtian's face was amazed, this thought was completely eliminated by himself as soon as it arose in his mind!

Impossible, Ruan Ying longed for her to die, how could she save her?

"I mean really. Ruan Niansheng nodded firmly.

Ruan Zhengtian was still skeptical, she smiled, "If you don't believe it, you can ask Xu Shaobei, I will lie to you, he won't." ”

Ruan Niansheng's words are true, people all day long will lie, but Xu Shaobei will not, at least, he will never lie about such a thing!

"Although I heard Ruan Ying's smug laughter before I completely lost consciousness, I also heard it, she told me, let me not die, we haven't made a break between us, so I can't die......"

After that, even if she didn't think much about it, she could still vaguely judge that it was Ruan Ying who brought Xu Shaobei to her side.

All this, she thought she was dreaming, but today, Xu Shao was really confirmed all this.

The guilt in Ruan Zhengtian's heart was suddenly washed away by the joy of this moment, "Then say so...... Why, why did she take you away?"

"Who knows?" Ruan Niansheng smiled weakly, "Maybe I've experienced too much, so I figured it out." ”

Or perhaps, when she saw that she was really going to die, she realized that she was not happy at all when she died, so she would try her best to save her......

This answer, except for Ruan Ying, no one can give her a perfect answer.

It's a pity that this person is not by his side at this moment.

Ruan Zhengtian laughed a little stupidly, and for a while, complex emotions were also full of his emotions, which made him sad and happy.

"Dad, the past is over, I'm tired too, I don't want to pursue it anymore......"

Ruan Niansheng's voice was very soft, but it clearly reached his ears.

Ruan Zhengtian let out a long sigh, he looked at her and laughed, "Nian Sheng, why have you always been so good, at this time, you hate me, but you can still make me feel more comfortable." ”

"Why bother with hating something?" Ruan Niansheng shrugged his shoulders with a helpless expression, "Do you really want to see me do such a thing to Ruan Ying?"

Sometimes, hatred is enough to blind each other and do something unpredictable.

Therefore, instead of hating, it is better to let go of the free and easy, and to come relaxed.

"I'm sorry ......"

"Enough. ”

Ruan Niansheng opened his mouth to interrupt him, "I've heard enough of your sorry words, if you want to say it again, I really have to be cocooned." ”

"Silly girl. ”

Ruan Zhengtian closed his eyes, and everything in the past gradually came to his mind, making him shake his head.

How could he make Ruan Niansheng so good to him, he was clearly wrong, but she not only took it to heart, but even ......

"Dad. ”

Ruan Niansheng looked at him, with a shallow smile in his eyes, "As the saying goes, one day is a father, and a lifetime is a father, even if I really hold a grudge, I shouldn't hate you for a lifetime." ”

"In that case, then why should I continue to hate?"

Her relaxed rhetorical question left Ruan Zhengtian speechless.

He thought that he was dozens of years older than Ruan Niansheng, and even doubled in age, but at this time, he was not as thorough as she could see this directly.

Ruan Niansheng lowered his head and pinched his palm, and slowly raised a light smile, "If you really see Ruan Ying, help me bring her a message, this time, I owe her." ”

"No, that's her atonement, the one who is wrong is still her, and you don't owe her. ”

"What about enmity, her life was saved, this is undeniable. ”

Ruan Zhengtian gritted his teeth, not knowing how to refute her.

The eyes of the two intersected, and in the end, Ruan Zhengtian dodged and avoided it.

He let go of the hand holding her, and nodded with resignation on his face, "You're right, it doesn't matter if you hate or something, what matters is the future." ”

"That's right. ”

Ruan Niansheng nodded, Ruan Zhengtian also got up and quickly wiped his face, "Let's do this today, I seem to have disturbed your rest, you ......"

Ruan Zhengtian looked at her, with a touch of reluctance, Ruan Niansheng smiled at him harmlessly, "It's okay, actually, I'm very happy for you to come, because then I will know that you have me in your heart." ”

Even if he is not his biological father, the person in front of him really treats her as his biological daughter.

Ruan Zhengtian was sincerely frightened and did not dare to answer.

In the end, he almost fled in the wilderness, Ruan Niansheng looked at the back of him leaving, and he didn't come back to his senses for a long time, knowing that Xu Shaobei didn't know when he would come in again and lay down with her.

"What, what's wrong?"

"It's time for you to rest. The man reminded her with a tense face.

Ruan Niansheng's face was embarrassed, and he gave up his place again.

Xu Shaobei stubbornly pulled her back and lay down with peace of mind, Ruan Niansheng's little face fell, and he was about to speak, Antu had already asked people to add an extra hospital bed to send in, the two beds were spliced together, and the two of them slept more than enough.

During this period, Ruan Niansheng never dared to raise his face to look at the man in front of him, and he always had an embarrassed smile on his face.

It wasn't until all the people in the ward had left that she pulled down the quilt and stared at the tall figure in front of the bed, "You're not like this, don't you just let everyone know that you ......?"

Xu Shaobei raised his eyebrows innocently and looked at her, "What, does Madame prefer me to squeeze into the same bed with you?"

"When did I say that?" Ruan Niansheng immediately retorted.

Xu Shaobei couldn't help but lift the quilt and lay on her side, domineeringly took her into his arms and comforted her to sleep, "Since that's the case, then don't say anything, sleep obediently." ”

Ruan Niansheng was depressed for a while, but the man didn't give her a chance to refute.

So, Ruan Niansheng had to fall asleep again with a feeling of grievance, this time, she only hoped that no one would bother her again.

She was really tired, and at this moment she just wanted to stay quietly by his side, feeling his temperature and his breath.

Xu Shaobei's even breathing sounded, and she fell asleep faster than her, the little woman's eyelashes trembled, and she opened them carefully.

Xu Shaobei's face was haggard, and he didn't know how long it had been since he had a thorough rest, his already thin face was almost sunken in, and her eyes were red when she saw it.

The little woman moved cautiously, and finally leaned into his lips and pecked quietly.

"Xu Shaobei, I will never leave you again, never. ”

The woman's voice was very soft, I don't know if he heard it, but at that moment, the corners of the man's lips rose slightly, and he didn't know what kind of sweet dream he was having.

Ruan Niansheng and Xu Shaobei rested completely for a whole day, until the third day, Qin Shenshen, Su Nan and the others couldn't hold it back, and they came to see her with their families.

The ward was almost full of people, and Su Nan cried the most, scolding her while crying.

Ruan Niansheng couldn't cry or laugh, and he didn't dare to refute, so he had to listen to them all.

Su Nan glared at her fiercely with rare red eyes, without the slightest intention of joking, "Ruan Niansheng, I warn you, if this incident happens again and we are still the last to know, I will definitely be the first to cut you without waiting for others to do it!"

It was obviously a fierce word, but Ruan Niansheng still heard the meaning of worrying about himself, and immediately burst out laughing.

She grinned at everyone and said, "Okay, I'm not okay, I'm all right? ”

"You're not dead, but you almost died, don't you know?" Su Nan kept a calm face, upset when she looked at her smile, and reached out to rub her face, "Don't laugh!"

"Good, good. ”

Ruan Niansheng admitted and nodded again and again, "I listen to you." ”

"Phew!"

Su Nan almost scolded her mother angrily, if this person really wanted to listen to herself, he wouldn't be here with her hippie smile.

Ruan Niansheng is really innocent, she didn't expect these things to happen, how can it seem that everyone blames her, Ruan Niansheng thought sincerely, and once again shouted for herself.