525: Selfishness

After a long time, Antu said, "Mr. Ruan, I don't know what you think, all in all, I still say the same thing, everything is waiting for Mr. and Madame's answer, until then, I can't take the liberty of letting you go." ”

Ruan Zhengtian couldn't refute it, so he had to sigh, "That's it." ”

He walked to the side weakly, with a look of chagrin and pain, he didn't know what to do, and more importantly, he was afraid to face Ruan Niansheng, and he didn't dare to hear Ruan Niansheng say half a word to him.

Antu said in a sneering voice, "Mr. Ruan, there are some things you can escape now, but you can never escape for a lifetime, besides, are you really happy to leave like this?"

Are he sure he hasn't just continued to live with a heavy sense of guilt for the rest of his life?

Ruan Zhengtian's thoughts were all told by him, and at this time, he could only weakly close his eyes with a painful face.

"I regret why I did such a stupid thing......! I didn't think about hurting her, but why did it turn out like this?"

It was not the first time that Ruan Zhengtian had asked himself why the answer to this question was like this, but no matter how many times he asked, no one answered him, and there was no answer.

He had to fall into pain over and over again, with nowhere to vent.

Antu stepped forward and patted him on the shoulder and whispered in relief, "Mr. Ruan, many times there are many things that we don't say we can control, so maybe you shouldn't come back from the beginning......"

"I ......"

"Mr. Ruan, I know what I said is very excessive, but you don't know what Madame has experienced, so you are just remorseful, if you know, I'm afraid even you want to go back in time!"

Antu's face was a little serious, with a rare serious cold color.

Listening to his words, Ruan Zhengtian finally felt that something was faintly wrong, and then grabbed his hand and asked, "What has happened in the past few days since Nian Sheng disappeared!"

"You won't want to know. ”

"No, I want to know!" Ruan Zhengtian insisted, "I want to know everything about her, you must know it right, so you tell me ......"

"Mr. Nguyen......"

"Antu, I know that you are the person Xu Shaobei believes in the most, so, you can't know it, tell me, I want to know!"

He wanted to know what Ruan Niansheng had experienced and what had happened......

Ruan Zhengtian's face was in pain and pleading, if he couldn't get an answer at this moment, I'm afraid he wouldn't give up.

Antu was in a dilemma, and he was also annoyed that he had leaked out of his mouth in anger for a while.

"Antu!"

"For example, if you must know, I can't tell you. ”

Antu took a deep breath, clenched his palms and pursed his lips and said slowly, "I didn't go directly with my husband to find Mrs. that day, but went to the doctor who saw Mrs. that day, and she said......"

Say what?

Ruan Zhengtian's heart was violently raised, and a pair of eyes also fell on him, and he was reluctant to move away for a long time.

Antu paused and continued, "She started with Madame from finding her, to Madame asking her to give birth to a child, and even thinking about sacrificing herself...... Told me......"

Antu remembered that the doctor had said to him almost without coming back to his senses, and those words were still vivid in his mind, and he could not forget them.

He said silently like this, and Ruan Zhengtian listened like this, and he didn't know how long or how long time had passed......

When Antu finished all this thoroughly, Ruan Zhengtian only felt that the sky had fallen, and his legs fell directly to the ground with weakness, and Antu quickly supported him.

"Mr. Ruan, I know this is hard for you to accept, but it's true!"

"So, you don't know that Madame almost sacrificed her life for this, if you insist on not giving her an answer, I think, she will also worry about it for the rest of her life!"

"I, what the hell have I done......"

Ruan Zhengtian hugged his head in pain, remorseful.

"You're right, I shouldn't have come back in the first place, I shouldn't have come back in the first place, I was wrong, completely wrong!"

Ruan Zhengtian kept muttering these words, at this moment, he wished that there was a time machine that could reverse all this, as if nothing had happened.

Although he knew better than anyone else that Ruan Niansheng was safe now, what had happened was like an insurmountable ditch, completely cutting off the distance between him and Ruan Niansheng, and the two were getting farther and farther apart......

"I'm sorry, I don't know, I really didn't know that these things would happen, I thought Xiaoying really wanted to apologize to Niansheng, I didn't expect anything, I just wanted to let the two of them live in peace and harmony. ”

Antu was a little helpless and turned his face away.

In the final analysis, Ruan Zhengtian is just a poor person in the end.

Ruan Zhengtian's hand gripped him tightly, and his helpless gaze was revealed, making him overwhelmed.

"Antu, you tell me, you teach me, what should I do, what should I do?"

"Mr. Nguyen......"

Antu tried to break free of his movements, and only after a while did he say softly, "If you really want Madame to forgive you, then explain the ins and outs of the matter thoroughly, and I think she will listen too." ”

He knew that Ruan Niansheng had never been an unreasonable person.

Ruan Zhengtian shook his head blankly and nodded, as if he still didn't know what to do.

"Squeak......

The door of the ward was suddenly pushed open, and then the man inside walked out, all cold and airy.

Ruan Zhengtian immediately raised his head and looked over, stunned for a moment.

Xu Shaobei glanced at Antu, Antu immediately lowered his head and felt a little weak, I don't know how much Xu Shaobei heard, and I don't know if he said something that he shouldn't have said.

"Come in, she's awake. ”

Xu Shaobei's voice was very cold, without a trace of warmth, and without the respect he had when he saw him in the past.

Ruan Zhengtian smiled bitterly and shook his head, thinking to himself that he really shouldn't be respected.

After all, he specially used his identity to completely betray Ruan Niansheng to Ruan Ying!

The more he thought about it, the more Ruan Zhengtian didn't dare to walk in.

Xu Shaobei twisted his eyebrows and spoke again, "She just woke up, and she probably doesn't have much time to continue delaying time here with you." ”

Ruan Zhengtian was reminded like this, and hurriedly followed in, Ruan Niansheng leaned on the head of the bed at the moment, and his eyes were a little complicated the moment he came in.

Ruan Zhengtian's hand slowly stretched out in her direction, and then quickly retracted it.

"Nian ...... Nian Sheng......"

"Dad?"

Ruan Niansheng spoke, and the room was quiet in an instant!

Ruan Zhengtian turned his face mechanically, and for a moment he almost thought that he had heard it wrong.

"Xu Shaobei, I want to talk to him......"

"Good. ”

Xu Shaobei didn't wait for her to finish speaking, and he nodded in response.

The man took a few steps forward and gave her a soft kiss on the forehead, "I'm just outside, something called me, huh?"

"Good. ”

Ruan Niansheng suddenly smiled, and couldn't help but hook his lips, talking to Ruan Zhengtian by himself, what could he do?

Of course, she didn't say it, did she specifically leave him to make it clear.

Immediately, he let go of his hand and waved, looking like he was driving him away.

Xu Shaobei was angry and annoyed, and secretly scolded him for having no conscience.

Ruan Niansheng just smiled back, Xu Shaobei quickly walked out of the ward, and only Ruan Zhengtian and Ruan Niansheng were left at this time, and the atmosphere was a little delicate.

"Dad. Ruan Niansheng took a deep breath and said slowly, "Actually, I don't blame you, so don't think that I will blame you or what I will say to you." ”

"No, you're more painful than scolding me!"

Ruan Zhengtian paced forward and sat down silently in front of her bed.

Ruan Niansheng pursed her pink lips, and the two were silent for a moment, and soon only the sound of each other's breathing remained.

After a moment of silence, Ruan Niansheng sincerely spoke again, "I mean seriously, this matter has nothing to do with you, and you don't need to take it to heart." ”

"Blame me, blame me, Nian Sheng, I beg you, you blame me a little more, so that my heart will feel better!"

She didn't want to say anything about him anymore, let alone make excuses for him.

In this way, it is clear that it is more painful and self-blaming than killing him, obviously he is wrong, why does she ...... And she still has to say these things to herself?

Ruan Niansheng suddenly stretched out his hand and shook his head, "No, I didn't mean to exonerate you, what I said is true." ”

"Dad, even if it weren't for you, Ruan Ying would have taken advantage of other loopholes to catch me, so, whether it has anything to do with you this time or not, in the end, you are not the one who hurt me, I know...... Maybe she told you something, so you just believed it. ”

"Nian Sheng!"

Ruan Zhengtian's eyes were red, and he looked at her like this at this time, with an indescribable sourness in his heart.

"You say, why are you so good?"

"It's not me who I am, it's me who she understands who you are, so I know why you did this. ”

Ruan Niansheng tilted his head and winked at him harmlessly, "Don't you know, you are my father, I grew up watching you grow up, of course, I also watched you grow up, and I saw everything you did in the past." ”

"Ruan Ying is also your daughter, you will hesitate for a certain amount, but I also believe that you know how to distinguish between right and wrong, so ...... I know, it must have been Ruan Ying who said something that made you believe her so easily. ”

"Don't say it again!" Ruan Zhengtian shook his head again and again, looking like he was afraid of losing his life.

"Nian Sheng, I'm not as good as you think, I'm not that great, I'm just an ordinary, selfish and self-interested father, I should have thought of it! She hates you so much, how can she say forgive?"

In the end, it's his selfishness that is at work!