Unconvinced, I turned around and went to the right again!

I haven't dug to the end of this side just now, maybe there is a way?

I held the steel pipe, threw up my two arms, and tirelessly poked and prying. At this point, I was already a little hysterical.

However, more than a meter was dug in, and what was presented to me was two stone walls on one side and one on the other.

I fell to my knees, and my whole spirit was stunned.

Can you die now?

No, there are two directions, overhead and underfoot!

My depressed spirit was lifted.

Immediately he started again.

Above, I didn't pry twice, and I arrived at the top of this road, which was full of stone layers, and it was a dead end!

And below, after digging for a long time, no matter how I dig, I found that I couldn't get around the stone wall in front of me, it should be said that it was the stone mountain!

Alas-

I threw the steel pipe and threw myself against the stone wall.

Tired, desperate, and heartbroken.

How could this be the case?

The day before yesterday, before the excavation, I was mentally prepared, thinking that maybe this road, all the way down, might be very long, so long that we couldn't hold on, the food ran out, and finally starved to death.

But I never expected that this place would be blocked by a whole mountain!

At this time, Tian Qiuqiu also drilled up, silently took a flashlight, and looked up and down the situation here.

Finally, he crawled to my side, and his voice was already choked: "Brother Lele, let's ...... Are we ...... Can't dig it up?"

I nodded weakly.

When Tian Qiuqiu saw it, he immediately burst into tears: "Then we ...... What to do?"

I want to know what to do!

I smiled wryly, took this desperate girl in my arms, and said softly: "I don't know now." ”

This road is the only hope, the only hope for us to escape.

We have put all our energy here for a few days, but in the end, it is a dead end!

Who can understand this kind of despair?

Tian Qiuqiu couldn't stand this blow all of a sudden, and fell into my arms, crying.

I didn't have anything to comfort her, I didn't know how to comfort her. At this time, I still want someone to comfort me!

Dead, the last illusion, also shattered, we are left with only a dead end.

In this place where birds don't, we can't escape by ourselves, and no one will come to save us.

Accept your fate.

Maybe we should have been stoned to death two days ago when the earthquake struck, but God forgave us and let us live for two more days.

I was still delusional, thinking that I would not die in a catastrophe, and that I had picked up a life. It's ridiculous to think about it now.

Tian Qiuqiu, who was in my arms, cried very sadly and cried thoroughly.

I can understand how she is feeling right now. Because I'm empathizing with her.

It is a cry of despair, a helplessness after efforts have been wasted and hope has been annihilated.

I didn't persuade her, I couldn't find the words to persuade her. I could only let her tears splash on my chest.

When she stopped crying, I pushed her and said, "Let's go out first." ”

Tian Qiuqiu didn't react, wiped her tears and said: "I don't want to move, I'm just waiting to die, so I'll die here." We dug a grave for a few days, and hehe, just right!"

I smiled and laughed at myself weakly: "Don't, wait here to die, in the end, it's not starvation, but suffocation, suffocation is very uncomfortable." You don't want to die like that. ”

Tian Qiuqiu, under my persuasion, finally climbed out with me.

I placed her in the stone room, then picked up a flashlight, and said, "You stay here, I'll look elsewhere to see if there's a way out." ”

I've looked at those places twice in the first two days, and I know there's no hope. The reason why I want to go at this time is that I am unwilling, unwilling to wait for death.

When a person is desperate, there will always be an unrealistic illusion.

……

Two hours later, I returned to the stone chamber, exhausted.

Not only physical exhaustion, but more importantly, mental exhaustion.

Tian Qiuqiu, who was tired from crying before, had already fallen to the ground and fell asleep.

I leaned over and leaned against the wall, discouraged and lazy.

Emotions of reluctance and despair are intertwined in my heart.

Is the taste of waiting for death so bitter?

It turns out that I am not brave in the face of death!

At this time, I missed my parents very much, as well as Su Wu and my cousin outside the mountain.

I don't know, my parents, are they still in good health?

Does the second elder know that their son has disappeared, is living on a desert island, and is finally going to be trapped in the belly of a mountain?

I don't know, how are the two women outside now.

Were they injured in the earthquake?

Are you waiting for me to return?

I'm dead, how can they survive?

How to survive in this barren mountain and jungle?

I died, not only my life, but also the lives of Su Wu and my cousin!

Without the help of a man like me, it would be tantamount to a dream to let a few of them women survive for a long time on this desert island far away from human society!

I don't want to die here, I want to live out now more than anyone else.

But, alas—

I was also tired, my whole body was aching and sore, and my head was throbbing for a while.

I lay down next to Tian Qiuqiu with a suit of dirty clothes.

Although his body was dirty and smelly, his stomach was deflated and hungry.

But I didn't want to wash, and I didn't want to eat.

At this time, who is still in the mood to eat, and who is still in the mood to care whether the body is dirty or not.

However, I couldn't sleep either.

I really can't sleep.

turned over, turned around, and my mind was full of the shadows of my parents and Su Wu.

I wanted to force myself to let myself sleep.

But my usual tried and tested sleep control system didn't work at this time.

It was the only time in my life that I couldn't control my sleep.

There was so much thought in my head.

I sat up again, simply moved a stone, and sat up at the entrance of the cave.

Why are you afraid of death?

Because I have worries in my heart, I can't let go.

Especially when you know the date of your death, this fear becomes extremely strong!

I sat here all night, like a sculpture, thinking wildly.

Behind him, a light cough came.

It was Tian Qiuqiu who woke up.

I didn't look back at her.

She didn't talk to me either.

At this time, her heart should be messed up, and I am not interested in speculating about her.

After being silent with each other for a long time, Tian Qiuqiu came over and said to me, "I'm so uncomfortable, I want to take a shower." ”

I stood up slowly, the door of the cave was relatively low, and I was hunched over when I usually went in and out, so I didn't think about this stubble at all, and slammed my head on the ground.

I didn't care about the pain, picked out the luminite stone, and fished out a flashlight, before saying to Tian Qiuqiu expressionlessly: "Let's go, let's go." ”

When I got to the edge of the pool, I sat down, soft as mud, and said to Tian Qiuqiu: "Be careful yourself." ”

(End of chapter)