Volume 4 Blood Lake Chapter 112 They Made Me a Bad Person
In a way, it can be said that you can become good with good people, and with evil people, you will either perish or be forced to assimilate in the end.
I was a good person, but why did the world always turn against me like this?
Time went back to a few days ago, when Peng Yuyun still had a glimmer of hope for people, that night, the innocent girl came to him by chance for the first time.
Simple children may have a kind of magic, that is, they can see the "truth" - to see the beauty that adults ignore, to see the oppression and deception that adults can't see, to see the false happiness of others, and the real unhappiness. As a result, they will simply use their own "childish" way to deal with it.
For example, talk to someone who is unhappy.
“...... Uncle tells you something, don't just talk nonsense. At that time, Peng Yuyun was talking to the girl Yueyue like this, and it was rare to pour out her heart. This is the first time he has talked about himself with others after Li Zhucheng.
When that hateful soul was still a teenager, he was a teenager who pursued progress and was full of hope for the future.
He had a gifted older brother who was born with him into a rural family. The family was very poor, and it was almost impossible to support him and his brother to study, but coincidentally, his brother secretly found the piano in the piano room in a rural school, and showed outstanding musical talent.
Since that day, his brother has become a star in the village, especially Peng Yuyun as a teenager.
Taking the opportunity of his brother to play the piano, Peng Yuyun also tried to play, but found that he was also very good at playing the piano. Dramatically, only Peng Yuyun and her brother were there at that time, so my brother was the only witness, and those who heard Peng Yuyun's piano sound thought it was Peng Yuyun's brother's work.
The whole village began to use Peng Yuyun's brother as a hope for him to go to school. But because he didn't like to go to school alone, his younger brother planned to intercede with the village and let his younger brother Peng Yuyun go to the conservatory with him.
So, this became the beginning of Peng Yuyun's nightmare life of green grass and flowers.
From the beginning of entering the school, parents and people in the village began to admire Peng Yuyun's brother, saying how talented he was, and his performance on stage also won him the admiration of the teachers. But for Peng Yuyun, who went to the conservatory of music "by the light of his brother", his parents didn't care at all, as if he was a superfluous person in the family. Only his brother kept trying to speak for him, giving him a chance to show himself.
However, Peng Yuyun, who had never performed in front of people, screwed up this opportunity and angered the teachers. The elder brother has been pleading, trying to keep his dear brother, after all, the simple teenager at that time thought that his brotherhood was more important than anything else, in order to keep his younger brother, he even said that he would give up the opportunity to enter school and leave with Peng Yuyun.
As a result, this was a very touching friendship, but in people's mouths, under the catalysis of time, it became a distorted blade. People think that Peng Yuyun, who is a younger brother, is a burden, and he should not live by the side of such a talented brother.
He should even die.
The world does not agree with Peng Yuyun, only his brother still accompanies him, and his brother is the only person who appreciates him in this dark life so far, and the only person who knows his talent. My brother tried to correct Peng Yuyun's name countless times, but in the end, it became "Peng Yuyun is just plagiarizing my brother's works", and all the credit became my brother's.
The confused and painful soul lives in a huge shadow, chasing the point of light that is gradually moving away from him.
It wasn't until he walked on the single-plank bridge by moonlight that he finally found that the single-plank bridge above this abyss that he thought was built for him was just a kind "charity" from his brother for a while.
I don't know where Peng Yuyun became a tool.
Peng Yuyun can play a very good tune, the struggle in the style of the song, the faint hope, like climbing out of the dark underground, has seen his own light ahead, but because of fatigue, his heart is entangled. This hope from an oppressed, longing heart is conveyed to people in the hands of another person.
Then it was thought that it was the work of the player.
The elder brother said that this was the younger brother's masterpiece, and people would say that the elder brother was modest, but the younger brother said that it was his own original, and people would try to find out where the song "borrowed" from the elder brother.
It's no fun, it's a cage that can't be escaped, it's like being dragged away by an octopus in the deep sea.
Until one day, the contradiction still happened, Peng Yuyun found out that his brother had begun to use himself as a tool and a ladder at some point, so he had a big quarrel with his brother. That day, my brother confessed that he was indeed stepping on Peng Yuyun's head, and what he did was just pity for him.
The two fought, and the elder brother couldn't beat him so he took the road away, but Peng Yuyun didn't catch up, just sat in the room, like a fool who suddenly realized, hiding his face and crying bitterly.
After crying bitterly, Peng Yuyun also walked out of the residence, only to find that his brother had been hit by a car and died at the intersection not far away......
And this is not what really made Peng Yuyun fall to the bottom.
After saying this in one breath, the girl Yueyue suddenly stretched out her hand, barely reached Peng Yuyun's head, and touched it gently, as if to appease the juniors.
After a break, Peng Yuyun continued: "The next one may not be suitable for a child like you......
"No, Uncle Peng, go on. ”
After the death of her brother, Peng Yuyun's life not only did not improve, but also plummeted. He was first taken to the police for investigation, then released due to lack of evidence, and then he was disgusted by everyone he knew, saying that his brother's death was because of him. In desperation, he had to live alone and lost his news in the big city.
Years later, a young woman was walking down the street when she spotted a familiar young man. Disheveled, in a trance, like an embarrassed ghost crawling back from hell. And that person is Peng Yuyun.
Although Peng Yuyun has been indifferent, this does not mean that no one will notice his goodness.
This young woman, when Peng Yuyun was still in the conservatory, as a schoolgirl, she fell in love with him at first sight. She has actually always cared about Peng Yuyun, and as an unsociable person, her life is not very good. And now, when she is about to graduate from the Conservatory of Music, she has once again discovered the genius of Peng Yuyun.
is like a warm sun after a storm, and the help of young women finally gives Peng Yuyun a chance to stand up. After experiencing countless pains in the cracks, he finally saw the sunshine.
She strongly recommended Peng Yuyun to the school leaders, and in one assessment, Peng Yuyun showed her musical talent, improvised without any preparation. This storm of notes, as if it had been closed in his heart for thousands of years, poured out years of grievances and suffering, captured the hearts of every listener, and brought a story full of sadness and illusory hope......
The teachers of the academy agreed with him and were willing to let him pay the tuition in installments and provide him with a platform in this conservatory. Soon, his life finally reached its peak, and he finally fell in love with this young woman, and finally walked together.
However, it is ridiculous that the jealousy of arrogant people is really a bottomless quagmire.
As Peng Yuyun gradually became famous in the academy, the students who were at the forefront of the academy also began to panic, especially as the first students in the academy.
Highly educated, in the context of a wealthy family, he has not suffered any grievances along the way, and even had the disgusting experience of using money to fire a teacher because he was unhappy with his teacher. What's even more unfortunate is that this rich and powerful playboy actually happened to fall in love with Peng Yuyun's girlfriend.
This time, Peng Yuyun is already a thorn in his side.
Technically, Peng Yuyun can threaten him, and mentally, Peng Yuyun is possessing someone he likes. Excessive conceit and jealousy made him lost, so he made a calculation and decided to ruin Peng Yuyun's love and snatch his girlfriend again.
uniting some people who are also jealous of Peng Yuyun, they have evil plans together, trying to break up the two again and again, and each time they get a resolute denial.
The two of them are not greedy for money at all, they just love each other.
Since childhood, this student who ranked first in the academy has never suffered such a big grievance, and there is still something that money can't solve? Finally, these people's methods are becoming more and more debauched, and every time they are discovered, they can use money to solve the problem. Under the absolute oppression of power and money, Peng Yuyun has nowhere to escape.
So, they decided to run away and decided to elope.
The immortals may have taken a nap, but those people found out about it, so the angry academy first had the idea of giving up on himself - since I can't get it, then destroy it.
On the day of the elopement, at a certain intersection, a pitiful-looking child restrained the two, and they wanted to help him, but they just missed the opportunity to escape at this time.
A van sped towards them with its high beams, and at that moment, the world became a trance.
Peng Yuyun's brain suddenly went blank, only knowing that the dazzling light had wrapped his vision, and then, a force pushed him away, white light flashed, and the world was pitch black......
Peng ...... I...... Rhyme ......"
The call of weakness seems to be an old man who is about to die at any time, withered and decayed. Looking at the figure on the ground who was struggling to reach out to him, blood had left from the corners of her mouth, staining her clothes as white as pure snowflakes. Peng Yuyun roared, rushed over with all her might, and instantly replaced all calls with tears, just trying to pull up her beloved body, and there was nothing in her eyes except her.
The van, which had hit the wall, suddenly started again, turning upside down and running over the two men on the ground. Peng Yuyun didn't care if the car would run over herself, she just dragged her body in severe pain, grabbed her hand and pulled her backwards.
"I ...... Love...... You ......"
The last call fell, and his girlfriend knew that she couldn't dodge, so she deliberately let go of her hand, Peng Yuyun's center of gravity was unstable, and she fell down in a blink of an eye. The roar of the van's engine mixed with the sound of the van's crushing turned into a series of uneven blades, scraping Peng Yuyun's heart with a clatter, he got up, screamed in despair, slammed, banged, and finally could only watch the van run over her like this, and then quickly fled.
A feeble roar once again replaced all words, and Peng Yuyun fell to her knees, and the tears that poured out could no longer bring back this lost beloved......
At this point in the story, do you think that's the end of it? What's even more ironic is the college's decision on this.
The investigation initially opened a case for investigation of Peng Yuyun as a murderer, and in order to save his reputation and be bribed by the first of the college, he began to "prove his innocence" for the first of the college.
After all, at that time, this first place was really not present.
Later, due to insufficient evidence, Peng Yuyun was released. He identified the murderer to the police, but was blocked by the college and students in every way.
lived in a mess for a while, and everyone who saw him spat on him and called him a scumbag.
In the end, the college labeled Peng Yuyun as "taking away students without permission, resulting in accidental death", expelling him, and cutting off contact with him forever.
These are the real culprits who made Peng Yuyun really collapse.
Why should I see the light, if I knew that things would turn out like this, it was better to stay in the village honestly from the beginning and become an ordinary peasant. Or, at the very beginning, just pass away. Get true love but can't protect it well, criminals are close in front of you but get away with it, and you can only be eliminated helplessly.
Well, since the world is so full of malice, then I don't need to be a good person.
Finally, after losing everything, he had no way out, so he chose to hang himself in a sparsely populated dilapidated rental house, got drunk, and hanged himself......