Volume 4 Blood Lake Chapter 111 Making mistakes is just for a better start
In this world, a person will never really feel how important it is to "cherish" until he has experienced loss.
It's like a group of friends when you were young, playing with you day and night, and eventually you start to get tired of it, thinking that you can leave them, but at the moment you want to separate, you find that you can't do it at all.
After all, having it will always make people greedy and want to get more and better. It is not until you lose it that you wake up from that empty dream and realize how beautiful your life used to be. This is a curse of irony that can never escape a human being.
Maybe it was really because of the sins that he was born in the world.
Why is it that human beings can never learn to cherish before they have seen loss? Why do those greeds always whisper and instigate in the ears of satisfied souls like an evil ghost? Seeing those desires swell day by day under the feeding of young beasts, surpassing themselves, people must be very helpless.
People always have to lose something in order to get back a better cherish, maybe this is the so-called loss must be gained.
And these people in Black Lake City, because of the help of the city center and the tolerance of the watchmen, gradually lost their bottom line and became more and more greedy in countless gets. After all, of course they want something easier and more satisfying.
And on the other hand, it is like escaping from a disaster, running away from what is most unfavorable for you.
Fortunately, there was no gradual distortion of thinking like Peng Yuyun and Li Zhucheng, otherwise, Bai Nanyu would also become a regulator. After all, the shame she received in the world had already made her hate the world.
"Bai Nanyu, you are here. ”
A gentle call made Bai Nanyu's trance-like expression focus slightly, and he looked curiously in the direction where the voice came from.
After going to Peng Yuyun's place at the suggestion of the people, Bai Nanyu, who went to look for it, was coincidentally discovered by the Dead Country Guard. Just when she thought that her whereabouts were exposed, and she was about to startle the snake before she could find it, a member of the Guardian of the Dead Country betrayed her in the street.
This helped Bai Nanyu and allowed her to arrive in time, but this act also brought disaster to this member.
In order to make an example of the monkeys, the Guards of the Dead Country will never let him go.
But fortunately, he followed Bai Nanyu's instructions and successfully escaped to Boss Wu's side, and was discovered by Bai Yu, who happened to be nearby, and sent to the Bad Boy Alliance to be locked up.
After all, he is a member of the Guardian of the Dead Country, so he still needs to be careful.
When she finally arrived at the abandoned school, she happened to see a person hurrying in the opposite direction of the evacuated members of the Dead Guard, which aroused her intense concern. Coincidentally, when she reached the residential area at the end of the way, she heard the man shouting for the captain of the Dead Agent.
Isn't that a wolf in the house?
As mentioned earlier, Dead Agents are trained to stop thinking autonomously and skillfully, in order to make Nightmares unable to read minds. However, in the absence of a clear picture of where the enemy is, they may still make mistakes.
Therefore, the trace of consciousness that inadvertently drained from his brain was like a light from a sealed box, allowing Bai Nanyu to see clearly what he was thinking.
This person is a dead country agent, if the agent captain is also killed, then there will be only one dead country agent left. As expected, Bai Nanyu really saw the captain of the Dead Country Secret Service quietly coming out of a room, and he didn't seem to notice the half-hidden Bai Nanyu.
However, these things are not what Bai Nanyu cares about the most, but after Bai Nanyu solved the agent captain and entered the house, he saw the purple figure lying on the ground.
Time returned to the present, Bai Nanyu was thinking of that girl, and her mood was very complicated.
"Are you still sad?" Xu Wenxin said and sat down next to Bai Nanyu, "Actually, it's not a loss, it's a small victory to solve such a disgusting scumbag." ”
Since Bai Nanyu had basically run out of the Dead Country Guards when Bai Nanyu came, she began to search for the people who were arrested. And as a result, Bai Nanyu saved five people, Xu Wenxin was one, two were injured and dying, and the other two were just psychological shadows, and the others were already a corpse.
Among these dead people also included the two young men who openly rebelled against Peng Yuyun except Xu Wenxin.
"Ahh Bai Nanyu suddenly hugged his head and roared.
"How...... What's wrong......" Xu Wenxin was yelled at at a loss, looked around a little panicked, and then looked at Bai Nanyu, "......Are you okay?"
"Why people...... Forget it, don't worry if I'm sick again. By the way, do you know what disgusting things those dead agents have done? I can tell you about ......."
The Dead Soldier used to be a normal group of soldiers, but since a great change, the Dead Soldier has become a "criminal group" composed of various criminals. In fact, in some respects, such groups are even more gifted than groups made up of ordinary people.
After all, it is the criminals who have been executed, and most of them are much more experienced in some aspects that ordinary people will not care about, such as murder, theft, and deception.
It is precisely because it is a group of criminals like this that these people, whose conscience has long been numb, do not linger on some things like ordinary people - they do not want to hurt others, they are bound by rules and reason, and they are supervised by their conscience......
This description is already obvious, and you can see what kind of group it can do.
This is why Bai Nanyu will leave a line for others, even the Dead Country Guard, and the dead country will be killed directly.
"You know, they also tried to assault me. Actually, in some ways, I don't care, after all, you know, as long as I bleed I'm invincible. Bai Nanyu said, inexplicably proud.
"Uh......"
"Of course I'm just saying it, I don't really like that to happen to me. ”
made a strange joke, Bai Nanyu sneered slightly embarrassedly, and the whole person fell into a depressed silence again. It's not good, it's really not good, you can't calm your heart, or you'll ......
Bai Nanyu took a breath lightly and was about to speak, but the topic was snatched away by Xu Wenxin.
"Why are you helping us? Why are you helping people who are clearly doing bad things? And, I've heard that you've been through the destruction of Guardian City, and I know why you chose to destroy it. Xu Wenxin scratched his head, looking a little uneasy, "Actually, I was also against you at the beginning...... I've also said a lot of cool things...... I'm sorry...... It is...... Yes...... But people...... Maybe that's really the case...... After all, I am ...... too Although I finally got up once...... Hey......"
"That's not what I wanted...... I mean Guardian City. Bai Nanyu said and glanced at Xu Wenxin.
"Really......"
It was another cold wind, which inexplicably brought a wave of warmth when it blew past the quiet figure. Perhaps, it was the hope in the heart of the white figure, warming it like fire.
"Do you really want to know why I'm willing to let go so much?" Bai Nanyu smiled warmly, as if he had changed someone.
"What...... Why ......"
"Actually, I still think about it sometimes...... It's just that someone told me that people can't see the twists and turns and think that this is the whole of life. Human life is born in a dark cave, there are countless dangers lurking in the dark, and what you have to do is to choose - whether you want to stay and spend your life in this darkness, or go out and find your own light and freedom. If you give up on yourself, you will never find your own exit.
Life is always like this, as long as you are curious about the scenery that may come tomorrow, you will have the courage to go on. So I'm going to keep pursuing, I can't just leave it at that. Bai Nanyu laughed.
"Aren't you afraid that some people will gossip that you have killed so many people by insisting on killing so many people, or give up quickly...... Actually, I've seen this happen before......" Xu Wenxin looked at Bai Nanyu with some guilt, but got her confident gaze.
Bai Nanyu just watched and didn't say anything, but Xu Wenxin already understood.
If you do it, you will be misunderstood and framed, but if you don't do it, many people will die, and it will make the world scary. So, do you choose to sit idly by and watch the world fend for itself for fear of being misunderstood?
Xu Wenxin sighed lightly, and that sigh was as short as if it had never appeared: "That girl's matter, I hope you don't feel too sad." ”
"It's fine. ”
"Hmmm......"
"Actually, she has been rescued, but this incident has brought too much shadow to her, and I can't let her do such a dangerous thing anymore. ”
"Ah...... That's ......."
Thinking back to the almost dead body state of the girl Yueyue at that time, Bai Nanyu was really scared, fortunately, the agent of the dead country may have been in a hurry to leave, which caused the girl to just faint, and before she really died, the agent captain left.
This is a blessing in disguise.
In fact, Bai Nanyu had met this girl before, but that time it was not in this dilapidated school, but not far away, and she saw Peng Yuyun selling a little snack to the girl and left quickly. So, she took advantage of a certain opportunity to find Yueyue when Peng Yuyun temporarily left Yueyue, that is, in the women's toilet.
Maybe it's a strange place to talk, but it's really the best place to talk. Bai Nanyu had already discussed with her and reached an agreement, so Yueyue had always stayed by Peng Yuyun's side with Bai Nanyu's hope.
I have to say that the guess of the captain of the dead country agent is really true, but it's a pity that Peng Yuyun looks like a "faint king" in a sense.
Now, Bai Nanyu did have the idea of letting Yue Yue go back to Peng Yuyun's side and continue to slowly attack Peng Yuyun, but considering that this action almost killed Yue Yue, she was worried about it. Maybe that's a good idea, but it's irresponsible.
The seemingly never-ending traffic finally slowed down, like a tired life, ready to fall asleep.
A hearty conversation ended quietly, and Bai Nanyu was about to return to her home to end this tiring day, however, she was stopped in her way.
That girl, the girl who was called Yueyue by Bai Nanyu, was chased and stopped by several people at this time, and resolutely walked in front of Bai Nanyu. The people behind her seemed to be trying to stop her for a long time, but since they were all in front of Bai Nanyu, those people stood aside and gave up.
These people are from the Bad Boys Alliance, and they were sent to take care of Yueyue.
"What's wrong, Yueyue?" Bai Nanyu stopped.
"Let me go back. ”
Looking at Yue Yue's serious eyes, the faint sense of guilt and fear made Bai Nanyu tremble, and she really chose to fool the child and deliberately changed the topic.
"Don't worry, when it's all over, I'll send you home......"
"It's not going home, it's going back to Uncle Peng's. ”
These words were like a cold iron rope sticking to Bai Nanyu's heart, and a burst of panic made her tremble, and she couldn't speak for a long time. She looked at the people behind Yueyue, but saw them cast helpless glances.
However, how can it be? If something happens again and is scolded for being irresponsible, Yueyue's life is not something that can be exchanged for a word of sorry.
"Trust me...... Please...... Everybody needs me, don't they?"
Looking at her eyes, Bai Nanyu was still a little hesitant. Although it's just a child...... No, maybe because she was a child, she had much less concerns than adults. At this time, the consciousness made by this delicate girl has made her figure inexplicably tall......