Chapter 2: The Origin of the Book

As for the origin of writing the book, I originally planned to put it in the relevant part of the work, but in the end I decided to write a separate chapter, because writing this book is not to write a novel story, and this book is written as my own free notes. Of course, the content www.biquge.info of the book is naturally written at will, and there is no purpose, most of them are just expressing their feelings, since they are felt by their own hearts, of course, many feelings must be idealized and perfect statements, so some words in the book are idealized existence, and the audience should not take it too seriously.

Speaking of this book, I have to mention "Zifu Xianlu", in fact, the original name of "Xianlu" I gave it "Xuan Xian", but because of the same name, I hastily named it "Zifu Xianlu", and later after deliberation, I privately named it "Xuan Xian Ji".

In fact, the content that the whole book wants to write is in the first four volumes, and I am not too willing to write the content after the fifth volume, and by the time the first volume is completed, "Xianlu" has been completed in my heart. I'm not good at imagining plots, and I'm an honest person, so I don't like to write things that don't exist, so most of the first four volumes of "Xianlu" are based on facts, but I won't say that these bases are what others think are facts, because the whole Xianlu is only in my own heart.

Because Xianlu has been completed in my heart, my desire to finish it is getting weaker and weaker, at first I didn't plan to sell it for money, but then because I was lazy, I agreed to sign and contract. But perhaps it was providence, and although everything went well, my editors somehow changed three or four a month, and I didn't know who was who, and I left my old address because of my travels.

It's all because I didn't think it through.,I didn't care about the fact that I didn't have a fixed place.,Later, I traveled for more than half a year.,Finally completed the first part.,That's when the first four volumes.,My wish has been fulfilled.,The fifth volume is because a friend wants to see the storyline.,That's why I wrote it.,But maybe it's providence.,Xianlu was blocked after all.,Actually, I don't know why.。

I don't know much about the use of the Internet, and I just know how to use simple file software, if it breaks, I don't know how to fix it, high-tech things are too high IQ for me, I really don't understand. And now the Internet trend is very serious, I really can't keep up with the trend of the times, so I plan to live that kind of life like idle clouds and wild cranes, but I also have some caring people who want to do their part in the end.

Many people regard me as a cultivator, and some people think that my cultivation is very profound, but I want to say that I am just the most ordinary person, and I don't like to add a name to my body, as if I am wearing a lot of clothes, it will not be comfortable.

I like thin clothes, because it can make my body feel relaxed and relaxed, even if it is cold, it doesn't matter, I like the body to be relaxed is to like the relaxation of the mind, so I am not good at writing such a long storyline endlessly. If I were to write the story in my heart, it would be a long, long story, but who would want to tell my inner secrets?

Everyone has their own things in their hearts that cannot be said, although there are many things that are not secrets, but I only want to taste them alone, and I often immerse myself in my own state of mind and fall asleep. I don't think of myself as a practitioner, and I'm not a cultivator, because I don't have those concepts, but a lot of people are asking me about these concepts, and I just look at their inner definitions and tell them what is cultivation and what is cultivation, but in fact, they are talking about their own definitions, and I don't have a definition myself.

If I tell you that I am a monk, then what you think in your heart is that the standard of a monk matches my behavior and you ask so again, of course, how can I know what other people think in their hearts? Actually, I don't really know, but many people unconsciously reveal their own knowledge of these concepts, and I talk to them from the cognition that others unintentionally reveal.

In the end, it's actually a matter of eyesight, and after doing something well, it's easy to find the pattern of some things, just like when I first wrote a book, I didn't know how to start, but when I was immersed in my heart, I could easily write a lot of storylines.

Xianlu wrote a million words unconsciously, and I didn't even think that the first part was so much, and there were some chapters that I deliberately described simply;I remember when I was writing a book, I used to be constantly typing on the keyboard for many days, and at that time I only slept for about four hours a day, and the scene in my mind never stopped, and I kept looking at the scene describing it.

Although immersion in it can be infinitely described, infinite continuation, but I don't want to do meaningless things, I don't want to write too many dispensable things, because I have a desire to write about Xianlu, I want to write all the knowledge in my heart. At the end of the fourth volume, my wish was barely fulfilled, and if anyone could understand it from the beginning to the end, then I would be satisfied, and I believe that anyone who could understand it would understand me.

Of course, although Xianlu was temporarily blocked, I was still silently continuing to write in private, but I was also occasionally bored, I would have some feelings, and someone would ask me a lot of the same questions in private, and I didn't want to repeat the answer over and over again, so I opened this book again, "Dong Xuan Fingers", this book is where I record my feelings, and of course there are explanations for various issues, which is a key.

There are many people who ask me if I can see the full book of Xianlu in the future, this question I can't be sure, now the continuation of Xianlu is equivalent to me recalling the inner scene to describe, but my literary skills are limited, and many scenes have to be carefully worded, so I'm not sure when I can finish writing, so I opened another book, so that the audience can have some comfort in waiting.

When it comes to the content of "Cave Mystery Strategy", I think that many of the contents of this book will inevitably use the literary style to describe and describe, and I will not accommodate the audience in the slightest about this, if you don't understand it, you can learn it.

As for the issue of manuscript fees, I think I shouldn't be greedy, others can write books and sell them for money, but I can't, because the literary knowledge of other people's books is learned with money, and the things I write are all for free, so I can't sell them for money. Because I didn't put in the labor for this knowledge, I shouldn't have the harvest of the fruits of my labor, and I think the reason why Xianlu has this difficulty must have something to do with my greed, so I hereby confess to the audience.

Now I don't want to have the slightest income, I just want to write everything that should be written in peace, write what I want to write, and I don't want many readers, I just hope that those who want to see it can see it. Many people are worried that I will never be able to ask me questions again if I disappear suddenly, and some people just want to watch me silently, but I like to be alone and leisurely, which cannot be changed, so now I will leave my heart behind.

The mind is intangible, but I have described the mind in a concrete way, and when I wander away, or people who can't find me can see me from these accounts, I have left my mind in a concrete way, which can be regarded as another way of chatting, so I decided to list this origin as the second chapter, because every word I say comes out of my heart.

Speaking of which, I want to say that when I am alone, I often don't say a word for a few months, but it won't have any effect, time has no ruler in my feelings, I just silently follow the day and night change to rest, many times I don't even follow the day and night schedule, I rest when I want to rest, although a little unaccustomed, but I feel okay.

Most people who have seen me know that I don't like to speak actively, only when others ask me will open my mouth to say a few words, or I will take the initiative to speak when I don't understand, some people think I am like an old man, some people think I am like a child, but I don't feel much about my own age, but when I explain knowledge to others, I can't help but speak like a teacher, because the person asking the question is like a student, and I can't help it.

Sometimes I make stupid mistakes, there will be times when I am naïve and angry, and there will be times when I am stern and angry, but in general, my personality is still like usual, I can't tell whether it is good or bad, and it is a faint peace. Besides, whether it's stupid or willful temper tantrums, or angry, there is a reason, and there is no reason for anyone to be emotional, but sometimes the reason for my temper is unspeakable, I can only just be angry.

And many times although I speak harshly, but I am not angry, I am a person with a loose personality, because my personal words are basically nothing to be angry about, but if people have a heart of love and compassion, it is inevitable that they will be entangled in emotions. And I'm not one of those sages, so it's inevitable that there will be emotions, such as a lot of people talking duplicity in front of me, and I will get bored after listening to it for a long time, and I will inevitably react when I see those who are lazy.

By now, I'm a little tired, a little tired, and I've seen and heard very little comfortingly, and the more I see, the more cold my heart is, and I think that when my heart is cold, I'll be completely tired, and then I can close my eyes and fall asleep, and I won't ask anything anymore, and I won't bother anyone anymore.

The Buddha said that people who are practicing don't get tired no matter what, I don't think I'm a practitioner, because I can see the tiredness in my heart, which can't be hidden, I've been lazy since I was a child, I like to be lazy, and I'm more sleepy, but even that can't stop the feeling of exhaustion in my heart, so I feel like I might fall asleep at any time.

When I was a child, I was very timid and afraid of the dark, so I could only do my homework under the lamp in the room, and when I was a little older, because my classmates were afraid of the dark, I pretended to be bold and fearless, but in fact, I was also afraid of walking at night. Growing up slowly, I was really not afraid of death after I experienced that life was worse than death, at that time I could walk calmly at night, I could go to the darkest places, even if I couldn't see my fingers, I wouldn't be afraid.

In that fearless situation, I learned to let go of my body and mind, not caring about my own life and death, so I felt the heart of heaven and earth, and at that time there was not the slightest shadow in my heart, and I saw that my heart was as beautiful as transparent moonlight. At that time, I liked to close my eyes under the moon and feel the heaven and earth and my body and mind, and it was also the best time in my life, the most happy, debauched, free, unrestrained, and fearless.

But since I started practicing, I have gradually become timid again, and I have gone through all the experiences of my childhood again, and I have also pretended to be fearless and led my friends to walk, but they all left me halfway, so I started my journey alone again.

On that full moon night, my heart looked back without asking for anything, I saw my past, and I saw all the things of my body and mind, and it seemed that I had no fear from then on, so I began to save my friends' lives, but I saw what they wanted in their hearts and stopped, and from then on I would like to be a person like an idle cloud and a wild crane, and no longer bother with anyone.

Later, I returned my previous fate, but the grievances were entangled, I was overflowing with love, I couldn't help but travel twice, and after all kinds of experiences, I finally returned to my timid self, I was still the timid me, I was still afraid of the dark, I was still afraid of pain, and I was still afraid of hurting others, so I decided to alienate everyone.

I always look at the end of life, I hope it will come sooner, because I am afraid of too many things, so I am not afraid of death, and I love life very much, I like cute things, and life is lovely, so I cherish my life very much, I just hope that the train of life will reach the end sooner, not thinking about jumping halfway.

Even if you don't want to stay on this train, there will always be countless hands holding on, maybe this is evil, only blame yourself for doing too much, and don't blame anyone.

I'm too tired to withstand any toss, and although any toss won't kill anyone, I'm afraid that I'll go crazy, and maybe one day when I wake up, I'll forget about cultivation, because since I've been cultivating, I've never been as relaxed and enjoyable as before, so I don't like cultivation, and I don't like people who cultivate.

I just want to help those who really want to cultivate as much as possible before I forget it, because people who really want to cultivate are lovely, because their hearts are gradually pure, and duplicitous people, their hearts are noisy, and it will only make me want to avoid them. Because I'm fragile now, I know that my state of mind is like thin ice that can shatter at any time, so I no longer want to contact people who claim to be cultivators, and I'm afraid that I'll get angry when I can't help it.

Normally, although I occasionally lose my temper, I never get angry, but I know that I may get angry because of duplicity, and getting angry will only hurt my body and mind, so I love myself more than others now. Because I'm starting to be timid now, I'm starting to be timid, and I can be frightened at the slightest glance, so I say that I'm not a cultivator, I'm not a cultivator, I'm afraid of hurting others, and I'm afraid of being hurt by others.

Let's just say that, when the fourth day of the first month of the first month of Bingshen was remembered.