Chapter 211: A Man's Mind (Fourth Update.) )
I can see that the fat man can't see it, he is more scheming than me, I don't believe he's a nervous guy, and I don't believe he's going to risk cuckolding......
Liu Lan was very enthusiastic as soon as she entered the door, she wore a floral cotton coat, and her lower body was a pair of shiny cotton wool pants, tightly wrapping a pair of legs, not slender but not extra fat.
"Hurry up and change it, and I'll wash your clothes for you." Liu Lan said and put down a big navy blue cotton jacket, which was the one that the fat man wanted to wear for me yesterday.
"We'll go out on some errands and come back, and we'll go shopping for something. "The fat man left after speaking, I always felt that his nerves were too big......
Is it because I feel okay when I wake up in the morning? But I can't help but say that the fat man dragged me out and didn't give me a chance to speak or ask questions.
As the saying goes, trouble comes from the mouth, and I know that even if you ask this kind of thing, you must be tactful and subtle, and you can't be too reckless!
As soon as I got in the car, I hit the hot car and asked casually: "Fat brother, why are you in such a hurry? Do you have to go with the two of you?"
"Don't ask, just drive and talk on the road. The fat man responded, pulled out a cigarette and began to smoke.
I have a more and more bad feeling in my heart, especially the appearance of the soldier when he first saw Liu Lan, I have to say that she is not badly maintained, and her figure is not good but it is okay.
Thinking of the morning when the soldier was exercising shirtless, the muscular man had to feel angry when he saw it, how would Liu Lan feel if he saw it?
"Fat brother, I have to ask more about this, what are you going to do? Otherwise, call the soldiers together, and there will be more people to take care of them. ”
I tried my best to remind me with euphemism, but the fat man looked like he didn't care.
"No, no, hurry up and drive, I know what you mean, I know what I know. ”
I can't say anything when I hear this, maybe nothing will happen, but I just feel awkward.
Slowly drove away, thick snow covered all the roads, and only slowly drove to the road under the guidance of the fat man.
"Where are we going?" I was going to speed up my drive, trying to go and go back as quickly as possible to avoid long nights and dreams, and I couldn't escape the guilt of something that happened......
"Turn left, there's a small supermarket in front of me, I'll go buy some groceries and buy a few changes of clothes for the GIs. ”
"Okay. "I switched to snow mode and got off the gas pedal and onto the road.
To be honest, I'm really worried about this kind of thing, but the fat man doesn't seem to be in a hurry at all, even if he knows it in his heart, he can't be so careless, doesn't he understand the truth of preventing problems before they happen?
Along the way, the fat man kept urging me to slow down, but I just couldn't slow down, I hated that the car couldn't fly with wings, to be honest, I was more anxious than anyone else!
Some people have some things that are irreparable once they happen, and they will cause a series of troubles and disputes, especially about women......
The hot wind was blowing in the car, but I kept breaking out in a cold sweat, and I wanted to remind the fat man several times, but I didn't know how to speak.
"Attention, it's almost there. ”
Under the command of the fat man, I went to the so-called small supermarket, no matter how I looked at it, it was also a commissary, which sold everything, and there were some ordinary cotton clothes and hats.
The fat man slowly picked up a military coat and an army green cotton hat to put on his head.
"Sanming, do you think I look good in a hat of this color?"
When I heard this, I chuckled in my heart! All kinds of complications surged in my heart! It turned out that the fat man knew everything, but I didn't understand why he did this!
Whatever the fat man's reason, he couldn't convince me of doing this, because it doesn't make sense in itself!
"I don't think this color is good, this one is good. I picked up an earthy cotton hat and threw it to him, with indescribable complications in my heart.
"I think this is a good one, and it can be worn with a military coat...... You're still too young, you'll find out later. ”
"Damn! This has nothing to do with age! I'm afraid even if I'm seventy or eighty years old, I won't understand!"
I looked at him with great determination, and whatever his reasons and intentions, it was beyond my comprehension.
The fat man didn't speak, just shook his head and smiled, and then began to buy things casually, and I had a bad premonition in my heart, could he be looking for an excuse to get rid of it......
No, no, no! I tried my best to get rid of the thoughts in my head, and from the moment the fat man was threatened by Dai Fei in Hubei, it proved that his family was really important to him, otherwise he would not be controlled by others.
But now I can't understand everything that the fat man is showing, and he understands everything I want to remind me, but I don't understand why he did it.
If he said that he did this to win over or for me, then I would never accept this affection! Because I know the principles and bottom line of being a man! Some feelings must not be wanted!
The second uncle once said that a person with principles and a bottom line can't play a person with no principles and no bottom line no matter what! If the fat man is a person with no principles and no bottom line, how can I do things with him in the future?
The fat man bought a lot of things slowly, and I couldn't see through him more and more, but now I can't say anything.
I bought a big bag of things and put them back in the car, I drove back without saying a word, and I had been out for nearly an hour, but the fat man motioned for me to wait.
"What's wrong with the fat brother, let's go back quickly after buying the things, it's not easy to walk on the road." ”
"Don't worry, let's smoke a cigarette. ”
The fat man indifferently took out a cigarette and handed it over, but I couldn't understand his thoughts, and I would only become more and more anxious.
"Sanming, you are still young, and there are some things that you won't understand if you haven't experienced them, especially for this kind of relationship for your lover, and this kind of relationship that has been with you for many years. ”
The fat man lit a cigarette with a confused expression, and at this moment I saw all kinds of complexities in his eyes, including tenderness and reluctance, and finally relief......
The look in his eyes made me chuckle, what the hell was he going to do, what was his purpose?
"Why?" I asked, lighting a cigarette, some things will take root in my heart if I don't unravel, and I will never let go.
"Do you know what it means to be in love? to go through the most difficult days together, the kind of relationship between husband and wife, ......"
I was speechless, I really haven't experienced that kind of feeling, so I can't understand it at all, but I can't understand what the fat man does.
The fat man looked at the snow outside the car window in a daze, and said with a wry smile: "Actually, I can understand your thoughts, what man in the world is not possessive? What man would be willing to wear a green hat? Not to mention a married couple who have been together for many years." ”
For a while, I was a little speechless, the fat man at the moment seemed to be a completely different person, I saw a side he had never shown, and I felt that he was so reluctant but had to do it......
"Your sister-in-law has been with me since she was young, I didn't have anything at that time, and then I was more prosperous, but I was also frightened, I went out to gather less and leave more......"
The fat man was speechless for a while, but there was a look in his eyes that he had never seen before, and at this moment I changed my opinion, as if I had come to an unknown world.
I feel that the fat man understands everything in his heart, but he has unspeakable suffering, and at this moment I can't tell whether it is good or bad, and I can't say what kind of emotion it is.
"I haven't been at home all these years, she has raised the child alone, but she has never cuckolded me, she is a good woman!"
The fat man's eyes turned red as he spoke, and at this moment I realized the other side of him, but I didn't even know how to comfort him.
"You know what? I owe her in my heart, I love her so much, but I know that sooner or later something will happen...... I don't want her to keep it for me for the rest of my life!
I never thought that a fat man would think like this, and this thought made me ponder......
The fat man obviously has so much reluctance, he obviously loves her so much, but he knows that as long as he is in the rivers and lakes for a day, there will be accidents, and he will make a game for the person he loves, how much pain does his heart have?
The fat man's tears made my heart ache faintly, I could understand the pain in his heart, but I couldn't understand how heavy this pain was, how difficult it would be for a man......
I don't know why I think of my second uncle, and I think of him not having a family for so many years, isn't it just because there is a woman living in his heart?
I don't know why, at this moment I feel the fat man's chest, as a man's chest, although it is so incomprehensible, but I can feel the helplessness in the rivers and lakes.
At this moment, looking at the wind and snow outside the car window, my heart fell into complete calm, and only the burning cigarette in my hand proved that time had passed......