173. Soon, soon

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After frying and grilling, the rich aroma of chicken, pork, and lamb fills the empty and quiet room......

Staring at the beef-like pieces of meat that were arranged on the plate in front of him like works of art, Shentu Mingliang's lowered eyes flickered and dimmed, and finally turned into a childlike smile, laughing innocently and infatuately.

The warm yellow light and the aroma of roasted meat exude heat are intertwined, and it should be a picture full of happiness and warmth...... It seems that Shentu Mingliang also wants to create this kind of warm atmosphere.

But under the light, the corner of the desk has cracked the tree grain, and no matter how much you wipe it clean, you can't hide the sense of age. and black-and-white photographs of the same woman with various expressions and movements printed on the table under a whole glass mat. All add a bit of irrepressible sadness and indelible gloom to this warm atmosphere that has been built up with great difficulty.

The inky black urn on the table, as well as the scattered bones of people or animals placed next to it surrounded by a white cloth, completely concealed and wore out this warmth, and replaced it with a terrifying treachery and coldness......

Shen Tu Mingliang didn't seem to care about the weird environment around him, and indulged in the "warm" atmosphere he created.

The white fingers skillfully manipulated the sharp knives, cutting the tender pieces of meat poured with sauce in his porcelain plate into even dozen portions. The gentleman's will be placed on the red wine glass in front of the pile of broken bones and the inky black urn and poured on top of his own.

After the glass was lightly touched, the bright red liquor mixed with the mellow aroma surged between the lips and teeth, mixed with a sneer that seemed to be nothing, like sadness and joy, and dissolved into the air.

"Mother, I knew ...... I'm going to be like this, will you still save me?heh~"

When the pieces of meat enter the mouth, the rich and strange aroma of all kinds of meat mixed together, blooms in the taste buds between chewing, tearing at each nerve cell associated with it.

Shen Tu Ming's eyes were bright, as if he was deliberately letting the pieces of meat flow between his lips and teeth for a while, so that the rich smell had enough time to stimulate the taste buds and nerve nerves to impact the nerve center of the brain, as if he was expecting something.

Ironically, the instinctive vomiting emergency response of the body did not reappear after a long time. While the Adam's apple rolled, the piece of meat still skillfully entered the esophagus.

pulled the corners of his mouth, sneered lightly, and there was a touch of painful irony and sorrow in his amber eyes, but it was just a moment, and in the end, they were forcibly turned into a sickly and desolate tenderness. He didn't struggle anymore, and swallowed the rest of the meat freely.

With the other hand, he skillfully picked out the largest piece of female human skull from the pile of broken bones on the white cloth, which seemed to be half a scorched skull, and carefully held it in his hand. The belly of the thumb was pressed against the cheekbone that was still half of the burnt face bone, and it rubbed gently and repeatedly.

The fingertips were tensed to the extreme, trembling slightly, but the hands were gently rubbing with the gentle strength of this world, as if they were forcibly longing for some comfort. It is like drifting alone in the vast ocean for a long time, and the lonely boat finally sees a shore boat that can dock and rest, as excited, longing and cherishing.

The amber eyes, which were as soft and warm as the sun and were usually like water, were smeared with something else. It was as if the gloomy and thick gray was extremely thick, and suddenly poured into a large area of light, and the gray was particularly dazzling. It makes people uncomfortable and ...... in their lives It's sad, but it's also a little more real as a person. Mildness, extremism, contradiction, and disobedience......

"Mother, I've always wondered about one thing, why did you save me in the first place?"

"Do you know what kind of monster you rescued?"

"Haha...... Maybe you know. You know I'm going to be like this...... It became so painful that it saved me.

After all, you hated me so much......

I can't wait for me to die, I can't wait for not giving birth to me, I hate that I'm not competitive enough to be good enough to help you win back your father's heart, and I hate that my appearance will let you enter the political marriage with your father in name only. Hate me for making the proud you become a wealthy jealous woman imprisoned by layers of shackles, hate me for ruining you......"

"You hate me so much, why did you give me the last moment of kindness in your life, why did you save me......

Are you taking revenge on me? Revenge on me in this way, so that every moment of my life is spent in pain and hatred. ”

"If so, haha...... You did it. As you wish, I'm a monster completely, a ...... A monster that is not a human or a ghost. Just like you cursed me every time you hid in your room and cried after an argument with your father, and I went to comfort you...... I don't deserve to be a human being after all. ”

"Ping!" the knife and fork collided with the disk with a crisp sound.

The pieces of meat on the plate were all settled, but the knives and forks were thrown into the porcelain plate in some haste.

Shentu Mingliang quickly raised his head as if to hide something, and his amber eyes were facing the light of the upper lamp. It seems to be a little dazzling, the piercing eye sockets are slightly red, and the amber eyes are glowing with a little crystal saline.

"Huh...... Haha, hahaha......", a suppressed voice vibrated from his chest, I don't know whether to laugh or cry......

After a while, the pure amber eyes opened again, and all the fragility in them disappeared, and only a kind of tenderness that was suppressed to the extreme morbid thickness could not be dissolved.

"It's coming, it's coming, it's coming to an end. None of those people at the beginning could escape...... I will send them to you one by one to confess......

After that, I don't have to worry about you, I'll find a good way to end my ......."

……

Lu Chan's side, the main house of the Shentu family.

After hearing others say that the young master went to the small building where his wife lived before his death, Li Quan's face changed suddenly. After repeatedly confirming the young master's location, his face was a little unpleasant.

After carefully thinking about the young master's request, and confirming that the time was not changed, it was indeed after seeing Su Qi today, his eyes were a little strange, or rather, he glanced at Lu Chan with pity.

The young master didn't change the time, or he suddenly entered the onset period and forgot about it. Either you want to entertain Mr. Su in the small building, but this may be very small, after all, none of the people who have entered that small building have a good end.

As a subordinate, he only needs to do a good job of the things arranged by the master, and if he guesses the wrong young master's intentions, it is his fault that he does not bring people here.

So in the end, he still chose to send people over according to the young master's original request, and as for the rest, he could only wish Mr. Su good luck.

The main thing is that he didn't dare to approach the small building......

The rest of the Shen Tu family, after hearing about the situation, all looked strange and talked a lot, and finally they all cast a pity on Lu Chan, who was preparing to go to Xiaolou with Steward Li.