172. May you go through half your life and return as a teenager

A lifetime of stubbornness?

"Whew, haha. ”

A breeze blew through the fine sand on the roadside, and a pleasant chuckle sounded in the breeze with a little hoarse and sultry.

Thinking of something, Lu Chan raised his eyes again to look in the direction of Shen Tukun's departure, and gradually raised the corners of his lips and chuckled.

The scattered hair was blown down by the breeze and swayed gently on his forehead, the phoenix eyes under it were slightly raised, and the pleasant curvature at the corner of his mouth rarely revealed a little bit of wanton and natural aggressiveness mixed with substance...... Die without repentance.

If he is said to be stubborn all his life, then what is his situation? Stubborn, unrepentant, and incurable?

"Die without repentance...... Haha, that's good. ”

did not feel angry at Shen Tukun's discrimination against the profession of actor in his words, but Lu Chan could see it.

This society is occasionally tolerant, occasionally harsh. Every profession, in the trend of history, has been unconsciously branded with various brands and labels.

People habitually teach their children that they should study hard when they are young, and what kind of person they should become when they grow up, and what kind of person they should not become.

It doesn't matter what kind of person a child wants to be. They just need to follow their own views and the ideas that the world feels right, and put their children in a profession that everyone agrees on.

This is undoubtedly a relatively correct one, both to ensure the safety of the child and to exclude the evil spirit of this society against heresy. It is a kind of love and protection of parents for their children.

But at the same time, the child also loses something in his life......

However, this happy troubles have nothing to do with Lu Chan, he is alone, as long as he makes decisions for himself.

After so many years, Lu Chan still has not wavered in the depths of his heart, just like the vow he made softly when he was young and looked at the old man who had closed his eyes peacefully in front of the bedside of the dean's grandfather.

chose the lowly drama in the eyes of most people in the historical rings.

He has no regrets!

Instead of going with the flow and ups and downs in other people's words, it is better to choose the path you want to take and go on until death, this kind of life is still a little fun.

He has always been a paranoid person, and he is very self-aware of this. There is no right or wrong in his life creed, and he will not admit what he thinks is right and wrong.

People don't hit the south wall and don't look back, he won't. Even if he hits the south wall and hits his head and breaks the bleeding, he won't have the slightest intention of turning back.

If the south wall is too strong, knowing that he can't break it with all his might, he will also crash down without repentance, even if the skin and flesh are festered, the bones are broken, the skull is cracked, and he is embedded in the south wall alive, and he is unconscious, his last instinct will control the organs that can still move, and help him embed a point into the south wall again.

No regrets!

……

"Mr. Sue?"

The voice in his ears recalled Lu Chan's thoughts, and when he turned his head to see Li Quan's puzzled expression, Lu Chan chuckled and shook his head:

"It's nothing, I just thought of something interesting, let's go, let's go in, let your young master wait for a long time." ”

……

Meanwhile.

In the compound of Shen Tu's house, the street lamps and door lights outside the door of a small single-family building surrounded by trees and flowers, which are somewhat out of place compared to the other two or three renovated and brand-new villas, are rarely lit.

The warm yellow and soft light of the door lamp is sprinkled on the flowers and plants that are out of season but proudly blooming in the flower bed in front of the door, like a light veil, which is beautiful and moving, giving people a different sense of warmth.

But the other people in the Shentu compound, especially those who were lower, looked at the light of the small building, their expressions were frightened and panicked, and they avoided the small building far away when they were doing errands.

They knew that it was the residence of the lady, that is, the young master's deceased biological mother. Seeing that the lights suddenly turned on, they didn't speculate that there was a ghost or anything inside, they clearly knew that it was Shentu Mingliang who was in the small building at the moment, but because of this, they were afraid.

Since the young master and his wife had an accident together, the young master has been staying in it for a few years since he was rescued alone, and then he moved out of the small building after he recovered from his illness, and he would go to the small building every once in a while.

No one knew what the young master was doing in the small building, because since the young master moved out of the small building, he ordered that no one should be allowed to approach the small building without his permission, otherwise he would bear the consequences. Even the cleaning is done by the young master himself. The old man either felt that he owed the young master because of his wife's affairs, and he also acquiesced to the young master's approach.

A few years ago, there was a new young man who was too curious and secretly went to investigate, but his arm was broken, and one of his fingers was cut off by a sharp plant when he was still on the ground, and he didn't know where to go. After giving the medical bills, Xiao Young was fired the next day.

Lao Li Tou, who has been gardening for the Shen Tu family for more than ten years, after a work, I don't know if he didn't hold back his curiosity or as he said that he was old and confused, and mistakenly broke into the small building, and happened to meet the young master who was in the building. There were no accidents, saying that it was a good chat with the young master and had a meal together, but they were still fired the next day.

There are many such incidents, and every time the young master deals with it, he is ruthless, and gradually no one dares to approach that small building.

However, according to the person who broke into the small building at the beginning, in fact, there was nothing different in the building, even Lao Li Tou, who "mistakenly broke in" when the young master was staying in the small building, did not find anything abnormal, the young master just cleaned the room normally, cooked and eaten, and fried steak and lamb chops that may be cut into strange shapes because of poor craftsmanship...... Everything is normal.

But what scared them was not the place of Xiaolou, but the young master who came out after going to Xiaolou every time, the young master at that time was too weird and terrifying, too unreasonable...... That feeling is completely different from the feeling given to them by the young master at ordinary times, and it is indescribable disobedience, or rather...... Morbidity.

They all secretly called the two days when the young master went to Xiaolou as the "onset period" of the young master.

……

On the third floor of the small building, in a spacious but slightly cold room, the light and shadow cast outside the window gradually dimmed because it was approaching evening.

On the table by the window, a simple but extremely clean lamp was wiped very clean, and at a glance it was clear that the owner cherished it very much, and the lamp that was often carefully wiped stood quietly.

A pair of slender and white hands gently clasped the upper edge of the lamp from the side and slowly turned down.

The movement was very gentle, as if facing the most fragile object in the world, and the force arc of each finger was in a deliberate restraint, and the movement was too gentle, making people feel an inexplicable sense of disobedience.

As the soft light of the lamp gradually spread out in the room like water waves, the softness was even worse, and with the handsome and gentle face under the lamp, everything seemed so soft and warm.

After adapting to the light, the slightly squinted eyes opened, enjoying the familiar sense of light, the pale pink thin lips were slightly curved, and the amber eyes were full of extreme tenderness.

"Mother, I'm coming to see you again, I miss you so much......"

"I've solved another one during this time, I'm not very good~"

"As you expected, I have become a very powerful person~ You said that if I could be like this, would I be able to become a qualified chip in your hand......?

In the huge room, Shentu Mingliang whispered, his voice echoing, but there was no answer. Shentu Mingliang didn't care, and still muttered to himself.

A strange smell of meat gradually came from the kitchen of the next room.

"Looks like dinner is ready......