Inadvertently, the book has written 500 chapters, half a year, more than 1 million words.

Send a single chapter, just to commemorate it.

To tell you the truth, this book has had quite a twist and turn since it appeared.

At that time, the old book was inexplicably 404, hehe, there was no news after waiting for a few months, and there happened to be an essay contest, so it was opened in a hurry, without a detailed planning outline, and there was no manuscript.

Then because of the need for essays, I wrote 200,000 words in a hurry, and then it was put on the shelves, and it is estimated that it should be the shortest new book among all the books at the starting point, less than a month, and all kinds of data are seriously insufficient.

Fortunately, I still met a lot of supportive book friends who accompanied Lao Ning all the way down.

In fact, I know that this book is generally written, and the continuous loss of collections in the past few days is enough to explain this matter.

At the beginning, I wanted to write about the struggles of the little people at the bottom in that era, the kind of depression, despair, repeated changes in career, love and friendship, and a bloody social reality.

The turning point was in chapters 13-15, when I was hesitating for a few days, and then a book friend said that the reality is not easy, so why make it so depressing and difficult.

He said: Respect reality, show the background of that era, let everyone know from the side, or let the protagonist go a little smoother, love and friendship These beautiful things make him a little better, the reality is already so cruel and depressing, you should be relaxed, relaxed, and able to laugh when you read a book.

So there are these three chapters, leaving that small county town, and the whole story becomes what it is now.

In the 90s, anything was possible, and that decade was actually more fantastical than anything else.

Although the connotation of the whole story has changed, the times have not changed.

I don't write things randomly, what is mentioned and used, from the background to the main line to the data, can be said to be basically real, and the prototype can be found in reality, especially the data, most of which are my personal experience.

At that time, people with resources and connections were rapidly successful, and for them, it was the best decade, everything was profiteering, everything was hot, as long as the courage was big enough, the money rolled into the arms like a snowball.

Those who are interested can take a look at the business history of actor Li Chengru, which is a portrayal of that era, setting up a street stall windbreaker can sell 100,000 pieces a day and earn hundreds of thousands a day. I have a friend who works as a lubricant in Shenyang and earns millions a month.

However, it doesn't matter if there are no resources, for the broader people, it was a difficult decade, the salary was only two or three hundred yuan, everything was rising, the efficiency of the factory was declining year by year, and the places where wages could not be paid abounded.

For the little people, it was difficult in those days.

What do you want to express when writing a story? What is sought after by the market is often the bloody ones, because the contradictions and conflicts are so fierce that they can resonate and bring tears, and they will not be questioned.

I have watched some works with good grades, valued by websites, and concerned by film and television, even if he writes about an ordinary worker with a monthly salary of forty yuan in 79, even if he makes up things that ignore reality and ethics for the sake of contradictions and conflicts, even if the things he describes are beyond that era, he is still popular.

And I know that in 79 years, the salary of an ordinary factory cadre was eighteen yuan and two jiao and five cents, and the salary of ordinary workers would not exceed sixteen yuan, or fifteen yuan. I also know that although they were poor at that time, people were full of energy, and they lived happily and simply.

But what does it matter, stories are not history.

If you choose, you won't regret it, just go all the way. In this life, people are always moving forward in constant choices, and there is no turning back no matter whether they are right or wrong.

The reality is so difficult, so let's make the story lighter and better.

Thank you to the book friends who have been supporting, thank you for the reward and vote, although there is no single chapter roll call now, but I keep it in my heart, write it in the book, and no one will be left behind.

Years later, I look through the diary that remembers the mess, and these memories still move me, because there are you in it, there are you.

I can't guarantee anything right now, including the completion of the book.

I won't let the story I write out by myself be unfinished, if I can write, I will write it seriously, if one day my friends find out that the tail is broken, the eunuch is gone, it is definitely not that Lao Ning doesn't want to write or open a new book, it is that Lao Ning can't hold on, and the world said goodbay.

This world.

Five hundred chapters, bury a wish, pray for a future.

2018/4/19