Holding a wine glass in one hand and a wine bottle in the other, Qin Manyun was constantly pouring wine and drinking, her distressing expression was deeply pierced into Lin Yuming's heart, Lin Yuming's words couldn't go on, he looked at Qin Manyun, in addition to the pain in his heart, there were many doubts, didn't Qin Manyun say that he had a date at night?

"What's wrong? Yuming!" Zhao Yaping saw Lin Yuming's abnormality.

"I met an acquaintance, Mr. Zhao, I'm afraid I won't be able to get drunk with you today. Lin Yuming's eyes didn't move, he still looked at Qin Manyun.

Following Lin Yuming's eyes, Zhao Yaping also saw her: "That's Mr. Qin!" Beautiful women always pay attention to beautiful women.

"Yes, it's her. ”

"Then what should I do!" Zhao Yaping glared at Lin Yuming a little stubbornly: "I specially invited you to drink!

"You don't need anyone to accompany you for your celebration, but she's in pain and needs my comfort, I'm sorry, it's rude today, but I have to go!"

Lin Yuming nodded to Zhao Yaping with standard etiquette: "Shaorui!"

He turned around and walked towards Qin Manyun, and as the distance got closer, he saw the tear stains on Qin Manyun's cheeks.

Qin Manyun was drinking, suddenly, in the hustle and bustle of the crowd, she felt a gaze, it was the kind of feeling that could sting her, she raised her head, and in the dim light, she saw a handsome, sad, lonely face, Lin Yuming, he was approaching her, and then stood still, looking at her quietly, in that dark gaze, there was a deep light.

Qin Manyun's eyes couldn't move stupidly, at this moment, her tears flowed down drop by drop, and all kinds of tastes poured into Qin Manyun's heart, but she had nothing to say, only choked.

"Why do you need to practice yourself?" was the first sentence that Lin Yuming said when he came over.

"Because I want to get drunk!" Qin Manyun muttered.

"Alright then, I'll accompany you!"

Lin Yuming took the wine glass from Qin Manyun's hand, Qin Manyun didn't want to give it to him, but when she came into contact with Lin Yuming's gaze, that soft gaze seemed to have huge magic power, her hand slowly let go, she really couldn't resist.

As if angry, Qin Manyun said coldly: "Why are you drunk with me!"

"Because you're going to get drunk, I have to accompany you!"

Lin Yuming drank half a glass of red wine in the cup in one gulp, and he took the wine bottle from Qin Manyun's hand again: "How much have you drunk?"

"I haven't counted?"

"Well, then I'll drink as much as I like!"

Lin Yuming poured himself another glass of wine, raised his hand, raised his head, and wanted to pour it into his mouth, Qin Manyun grabbed his hand, they stalemate for a few seconds, Qin Manyun's tone softened, and said, "Yuming, why are you doing this?" As he spoke, Qin Manyun wiped away his tears with his other hand, trying his best to calm down his ups and downs.

"Then we don't have to drink it!"

"Well, I'll listen to you!"

They both let go of their hands and looked at each other.

The music in the bar grew louder and louder, and the people were so flustered that they couldn't speak, because they couldn't hear it.

Lin Yuming stood up, gestured to a guest not far away, waited for him to come over, and asked him, "How much money!"

"A bottle of red wine, a fruit bowl, a total of 1,340 yuan!"

Lin Yuming opened his wallet and ordered fourteen cards from it: "No need to look for it." ”

Loading his wallet, he took Qin Manyun's hand and walked to the exit of the bar, leaving behind them, leaving a pair of eyes with complicated expressions, it was Zhao Yaping, she never took her eyes off Lin Yuming's body after she left.

However, she could only watch them leave, and she could do nothing.

In the process of Lin Yuming and them leaving the bar, Qin Manyun didn't say anything, didn't do anything, her eyes were red, and she was held by Lin Yuming like a puppet and taken outside, and the cold air made Qin Manyun sober up: "Lin Yuming, what are you doing here!"

Lin Yuming ignored her, looked around, and found Qin Manyun's car parked on the side of the road, he silently stretched out his hand: "Key!"

"I'm not going back!"

"I'm not going back either!"

Lin Yuming found the key from Qin Manyun's bag, took her hand, went to the side of the car, and stuffed her into the passenger cab, he bypassed the front of the car, sat in and started the car, drove slowly, there was no goal, he walked along this bustling street all the way, and after passing three traffic light intersections in a row, he said: "Why!"

"No why!"

"Say it, I can help you analyze, if you want to cry, I can also accompany you with tears, friends can not only accompany you to drink, sometimes they can accompany you to relieve your sorrows!"

"I don't want friends, I want a home, a stable home that can shelter me from the wind and rain!"

After Qin Manyun said this, Lin Yuming understood that he might really have no way to comfort Qin Manyun, she wanted a home, which was the lowest and most ordinary request of every woman, but it was difficult for Lin Yuming to respond to this simple request.

There was a long silence again, and there was a slight sadness flowing in the carriage, which belonged to the two of them.

When Lin Yuming drove the car to the moat and stopped, Qin Manyun said faintly: "Recently, there is a man who often asks me out, he is divorced, more than ten years older than me, he is very considerate, and he likes me very much, saying that he wants to marry me!"

"There are a lot of people who want to marry you!" Lin Yuming said in a somewhat rough tone.

But after saying that, he realized that his anger was inexplicable, and he also liked Qin Manyun, but could he give her the family she wanted?

Qin Manyun stroked Lin Yuming's shoulder with his hand: "Have you ever wanted to marry me?"

The question "I ......" made Lin Yuming speechless.

"You must have had it, but you can't marry me, I'm older than you, and I've fooled around with others, Lin Yuming, you look uninhibited, trendy and free, in fact, you are still very traditional and conservative in your bones, I see this better than you!"

Lin Yuming was stunned, yes, he has never seriously thought about it in the past, in fact, why he is not married yet, there are many reasons for this, but his own thoughts, the kind of tradition in his subconscious occupy a large factor, he has not met a good woman over the years, but whenever he thinks of getting married and having children, he will always hesitate because of some of the other party's past, or small things, and now it seems that it is his own deep-rooted thinking that is making trouble.

This kind of emotion probably originated from the earliest when I was young, when I just remembered, my parents often proudly regarded themselves as treasures, exhibited to the neighbors, and remembered a very beautiful woman in the yard next to her, she liked herself the most, she always wanted to hug herself, but her mother would never let her be next to her.

However, I don't know if it's because this woman's appearance is very high, or because she always looks at herself with melancholy eyes, anyway, Lin Yuming liked her very much at the time, crying and asking her to hug her.

So, my mother took herself home, went back and closed the door, and said to herself: "Don't pay attention to her in the future, she is a bad woman!"

Lin Yuming didn't understand what a bad woman meant at that time.

When he continued to grow up, he began to run around in the alley, only to find that this woman's house would always go to some strange men, once because of curiosity, Lin Yuming sneaked to the back of the woman's house, and saw that the woman was kissing the ugly thing to a man, Lin Yuming screamed and ran away.

From then on, he never wanted to see that woman again, and later, when Lin Yuming was in middle school, he heard that the woman was arrested and said that it was hooliganism!

In the future, Lin Yuming's view of women has changed significantly, first to see if she has befriended some messy men, and when it comes to work, as long as she has this criminal record, Lin Yuming can work with them, cooperate, be friends, and joke, but it is difficult to connect them with her marriage.

I really didn't think about it carefully in the past, but as soon as Qin Manyun said this, Lin Yuming was like an initiation, and he suddenly understood.

"Lin Yuming, I want to end such a lonely life, but, whenever I think of you, I am reluctant, I have been hesitating these days, I have been questioning myself, but, when I think of the lonely quilt after going home every day, when I think of the loneliness and loneliness in the future, I feel that I have to leave you!"

Lin Yuming suddenly felt a burst of sadness and sadness, the feeling of pain was as clear as a knife, many things, I don't feel anything when I have it, only when I lose it, I know how uncomfortable it is, Lin Yuming even wanted to shout loudly: "I'll marry you!" However, he still didn't say this sentence.

The lights of the city flickered, and the light strip on the city wall, which had no end in sight, changed red and blue, and the sky was changing colors.

After a long time, Lin Yuming asked, "What is he doing!"

"An official, higher than Director Kong's level!"

"Oh, that's good!"

"It's good!"

"Is it good for you!"

"I like me very much, I am very accommodating, in order to express my sincerity, all the real estate, passbooks, put me here!"

"Do you like him, then!"

"It's not as good as what I like about you, that's why I'm hesitant, but what he can give me, you can't, that's why I'm sad!"

"If I ......"

"No, Yuming, don't go if, that kind of reluctance will hurt you for the rest of your life, I know you more than I know myself!"

Lin Yuming's heart hurt inexplicably again, a cloud slowly drifted away, revealing a waning moon in the sky, very cold, as if it also brought a trace of bitterness, just like Lin Yuming's heart at the moment, he knew that some things, some people, can no longer be found, can no longer be caught.