Good and evil attack from the outside, and there is no fixed abandonment, anti-fornication in the dirty, no fixed place, with the camp and guards, and with the soul flying, so that people can not sleep in peace and dream...... If the liver is strong, the dream is angry, and if the lung is strong, the dream is fearful, crying, and flying......

I pondered the "Yellow Emperor's Inner Canon", thinking that I must have an evil spirit in my lungs to have such a sad dream. I dreamed of the future before, it was caused by the memory of the moon god's soul intervention on me, only Zhang Liang last night, how could it be the same situation, and I saw the future again?

"Ziyu, what are you reading?" Yan Lu appeared on time at the appointed class time, I was in a daze for a moment and didn't notice that he had arrived, his eyes swept over the bamboo slip in my hand, and the warm and pleasant smile was raised lightly in his eyebrows as always, he asked, "Lingshu - Lustful Evil Dream Chapter?"

I curled the corners of my lips and relaxed my expression and said, "Senior Brother Zilu, in our time, we all know a psychologist Freud, who wrote a book called "The Interpretation of Dreams", which is very famous and widely circulated. ”

Yan Lu said with interest: "Freud? ”

"There are great differences with the Neijing, and there are similarities. Freud believed that dreams are an obscure manifestation of our subconscious, our repressed desires, while the Yellow Emperor's Neijing is more inclined to say that our body, our internal organs, and the hidden physiological feelings of our internal organs at night determine dreams. ”

Yan Lu nodded, and his gentle tone was seductive: "The multiplication of the five elements is caused by one of the five elements being too much or too late, so that the balance of the five elements system is broken. I heard you mention psychology before, the school of your time, the relationship between the subconscious and the conscious can be understood as mutual reciprocity, and when it reaches a certain intensity, it is multiplied and insulted, and what emerges to the conscious realm to form a dream is the imbalance phenomenon that appears after the balance of the five elements is broken. ”

"How do I feel that my brother knows Freud better than I do? I smiled at him, I couldn't help but admire, thinking of Xunzi's amazing advanced thoughts, and continued, "At the same time, his theory has a lot in common with Uncle Xun's theory of sexual evil, he pays attention to the initial emotional desire in human nature, the evil in human nature, our instinct is governed by desire, and desire is the most fundamental driving force latent in the heart. ”

"Hunger desires food, cold desires warmth, labor desires rest, good profit desires evil. It is born of people, it is the one who does not wait, and it is the same as Yuji. There is no need to be ashamed of this nature, and one should strive to improve one's self-cultivation and eliminate immoral desires. Uncle Xun believes that the acquired education is the key to digesting temperament. ”

"Freud spoke of id, superego, ego. We Freud who hides our primitive desires call the 'id' what Uncle Xun called the 'sexual' cause of life, and the moralized and civilized us are the 'superego' that Uncle Xun called the 'pseudo' can be accustomed to and then become formed, and the 'self' that Freud said is the mediation between the id and the superego. ”

"The villain follows the nature and does not know what to do, the gentleman is the difference between tomorrow and the man, and the sex is hypocritical, and he is not willing to do something for sex. The superego is the ego, the sages that we all preach. ”

"Senior brother is right. "The world has changed course for thousands of years, but the avenue has never been wiped out, and there is no generation gap in modern thought from the eyes of the ancients, and the angle is quite interesting," so whether it is the Yellow Emperor's Neijing, or Uncle Xun's theory of sexual evil, echoing Freud's doctrine, the collision of ideas across time and space is separated by more than 2,000 years, which makes me sigh for a while. ”

Yan Lu sat down slowly, looked at me for a moment, and the doctor's keen observation: "I didn't teach to be so attentive to the obscene dream chapter Ziyu, the ovary said that you slept very unsteadily last night, let me pay more attention to your condition, it seems that this is indeed the case." ”

It turned out that Zhang Liang noticed the restlessness last night, and I said noncommittally: "He always makes a fuss and treats me as a patient all day long, how can I have so many diseases, so weak and can't help it." ”

"So take a pulse to reassure him. Yan Lu smiled and shook his head, picked up my wrist and gently pressed the fingertips, waited for a moment, and said with concern: "There is no sign of good and evil attacking, just what kind of nightmare makes you wake up in the middle of the night." ”

I laughed and laughed at myself: "I just dreamed that I would die, and sure enough, my cultivation is too poor to put death out of it, and I will be scared when I dream." ”

He nodded knowingly: "It's because there are too many reluctances to let go." ”

"So we have to cherish the present and cherish the people in front of us more. I directly led the topic to Yan Lu and cast him a look of questioning gossip, "Senior brother, I've been looking forward to it, when will you finally become married to Yuqin?"

His expression paused slightly, his eyes were a little empty, and then turned into a faintness: "She will always know the truth about too many things, and at that time, she can really see everything clearly, and her thoughts may change." ”

"Sometimes it is still necessary to tell a white lie to avoid unnecessary pain. I also empathize with the situation that Yuqin may face, and said sincerely, "Senior brother, why do you have to live too soberly, for Yuqin, such pain is too painful, isn't it." Having lost so many relatives and not being able to calmly face our most trusted friends and loved ones, we let history go on like this, and we will not save us until we die. ”

Once, when the misunderstanding between me and Zhang Liang was not resolved, I deeply experienced the pain of suspicion. If it can be avoided, why bother going through it, once trust is destroyed, it is really too difficult to pick it up again!

"Perhaps. Yan Lu sighed slightly, and the sunlight passed through the bamboo forest and sprinkled on his body, outlining his quiet and noble demeanor. A flash of thought flashed, and the figure of the person in front of him overlapped with one of the vague outlines in the dream, as well as the shadow of the sword that appeared and disappeared under the refraction of the sunlight......

"Senior Brother Zilu, I haven't seen you use the light sword for a long time, and I suddenly want to take a look. ”

Yan Lu's eyes sank: "The light sword is now in the hands of Zhao Gao and Li Si. ”

"Zhao Gao Lisi?"

"Night practice, Hanguang, Chengying, the three swords of the Son of Heaven have been hidden in the library of Xiaoshengxianzhuang, but Chengying has disappeared after a fire more than ten years ago. From then on, Xiaolian was kept by Uncle Xun, and Hanguang became my sword. The Three Swords of the Son of Heaven and Han Fei had a great relationship with Canglongjuan, at that time, Uncle Xun and the senior brother in charge were willing to be prisoners of the Confucianism in order to keep the three thousand disciples of Confucianism and were taken prisoner in the empire, and Xiaolian and Hanguang were also Zhao Gao's plans, as a condition, they could only stay for the time being. ”

I thought about it for a while: "The fire in Little Sage Village is said to be caused by Li Si, but the first time I saw Chengying was a mirage ......."

"It must be that the Yin and Yang family took advantage of the chaos to secretly take away Chengying, and the fisherman profited. ”

I suddenly realized: "Zhao Gaoli Si has been looking for the secret of Canglong Qisu, and now that our side is so peaceful, they are so determined not to chase us to the ends of the earth, I always feel that they have important clues in hand, and the clues on our side are noncommittal." ”

Yan Lu agreed: "No matter what, they are just a move in the hands of the Yin and Yang family." ”

"yes. I looked at the clouds and mist in the depths of the bamboo forest, and there were too many mysteries in my heart that were unsolved, "It's really curious, where is the Eastern Emperor Taiyi." ”

Mirage Dongdu, Fusang Shenmu, Dongjun Yanfei, what are the Yin and Yang family looking for?

Maybe I really think about it day and night, and the clouds in my heart slowly dissolve after a busy day, but things are not as simple as I hoped.

After a few nights, it was still the same dream.

Why is it the same dream again?

It's weird and weird, isn't it?

I was in a cold sweat and woke up suddenly.

The eyes couldn't help but get wet, and the more panic filled his lungs day by day.

The person next to him sat up, his palms brushing his cheeks.

"Yun'er, why are you shaking?"

My mind was in turmoil, and I muttered, "Ovary, I...... We...... Isn't Chu Nangong's prophecy really wrong?"

"Of course. He worried, "Dreaming again?"

After thousands of sails in the past, after several wanderings, I finally convinced myself, but, but!

But suddenly I was scared and didn't think about the questions, which are ridiculous but deeply unsettling.

"Ovary, if ...... Our child is a girl, right?"

Some abrupt questions surprised him a little, and after measuring my expression for a while, he replied seriously: "Girl, isn't it very good?"

"Girl...... It can't be called no doubt, nor can it be called a frontier. ”

His eyebrows suddenly relaxed, and the corners of his lips sparkled with a smile: "Yes, then Yun'er will choose a name suitable for a girl." ”

I also smiled slightly, but my heart was cold to the bottom. In fact, there is no doubt that it may not be my child with him, even if we have our child, it does not mean that the child must be the one recorded in history, there are too many variables and too many possibilities, and there are too many possibilities that will accompany him through the second half of his life......

The same dream that has been repeated over and over again for the past few days has spared no effort to convey a message to me that people cannot ignore, and I suspect more and more that it is not an ordinary dream......

"Yun'er, trust me. ”

I raised my eyes and looked at him, those three words, he said unswervingly, and a ray of light opened in his deep eyes, shining brightly.

"Trust my judgment, never be suspicious, no matter how scared, no matter how much you want to escape. ”

I froze for a long time before I nodded with difficulty.

There seemed to be a thousand words in his staring eyes, but he stopped talking, sighed slightly, gently covered his lips, and kissed tenderly and sweetly, sealing all the uneasiness.

The clear and warm breath is wrapped in pervasive, making people intoxicated and indulgent, and they don't want to think about anything else, only each other's comfort and satisfaction.

He suddenly said with a sense of meaning: "Three children are not bad. ”

No longer reserved to hide the fire of the low hustle and bustle, let go of all doubts, all fears and worries, and breathe deeply, I raised my hand, and gently but resolutely, wrapped around his back, and whispered: "Okay, three, no more." ”

His smiling breath swept over his ears like the wind and clear water, gently brushed his cheeks, and the kiss fell all the way, cruising and turning, like a butterfly.

At this moment, it is his truest embrace, to be able to meet and know each other, to be able to treat each other with true love along the way, and to walk side by side with hardships and hardships, it is already a too beautiful story, and he has obtained something too valuable, even if he dies immediately, so what?

I have been filled with glitz and glitz for half my life, and I have no regrets, even if there will be endless vanity in the future.

The night as deep as ink could not swallow the faint moonlight, lingering, as if it was close to the distance, and it was fluctuating......

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