Chapter 201: Lan Flips into a Dream
There are some unexpected answers, I want to laugh or not, but I do think that his reasons are very good, although there is a little speechless.
Fu Su Meiyu locked slightly, turned around and looked up at Zhang Liang, but when he had faded the inconspicuous cold color, he said calmly: "I don't mean to blame, but when I see my wife, I always feel like an old friend, so I talk about it casually." ”
"The inner person is indeed kind and kind, and often makes people feel cordial, which is also the reason why I am afraid of it, and I smiled at Mr. The corners of Zhang Liang's lips rested with a touch of insincere self-deprecation, and he continued to spare no effort to sweep away the source of all doubts in Fusu.
I had never seen such a self-defeating king, and I cast a 'look of the other' at him.
He smiled gracefully, approached me, and put a cloak on me.
Fusu tilted his head slightly, looking away with a slight embarrassment, the autumn wind lifted the corners of his clothes, bringing off a few residual leaves, the outline of his side face was even more cold in this autumn bleakness, and the eyebrows were thick into the night.
"Who the hell am I?"
His voice was erratic and flat, but it made people feel cold, as if he was continuing the conversation with me before, and more like he was inquiring about the examination school. I gasped, and I couldn't help but wonder if the Soul Change Technique hadn't grasped the heat well, and there were signs of memory recovery so soon?
Fusu's eyes were deep, and when he raised his eyes, he covered me again, as if reading something from my face, and I hurriedly straightened my face, pretending to follow the folds of my cloak carelessly.
Zhang Liang was obviously more condensed, and naturally followed Fusu's words: "Mr. is a member of the Chu Guoguan clan. The wind of worshipping witches is flourishing with Chu. The Guan family was a family of Xuan He of Chu for a while, and most of them married with the Chu royal family. I have already told him all this, but I wonder what he just asked?"
"That's right, I already know all this, but this identity, including one person and one thing in this Chu land, makes me feel very strange for some reason, but Mrs. Zhang makes me feel like a familiar old man. Fusu's smile was faint, and his expression was not too abnormal, "Who am I? Why am I here? I've been asking myself for the past few days." I even think that what I think I am is actually not the real me, very strange thoughts, right? ”
Zhang Liang looked at Fusu, and the thin and quiet light and shadow outlined his face, and it was actually a knowing look.
"Zhuang Zhou Mengdie, I don't know if Zhou's dream is Hu Die and Hu Die's dream is Zhou He?" Zhang Liang paced a few steps, Tsing Yi was dyed with the moonlight, and the whiteness flowed with the wind, he looked up at the moon, and sighed slowly, "Floating life is like a dream, if a dream is not a dream." What is it like to be alive? ”
Fusu groaned slightly, and a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "You can't wait for tomorrow, and you can't chase after yesterday." I should understand more of Zhuangzi's state of mind, and being a Taoist sage is like this, and there is a lot less unnecessary and complicated. ”
After listening to their essays for a long time, I summarized and digested it a little, and echoed the scene: "Life is like a white horse passing by, suddenly like a dream, the past is the self in history, the future is the unknown self, only the present we are the most real, Mr. as long as you know what you want to do at the moment, what you like to do, what you should do, the problem will be solved, is this what you mean?"
The two nodded in unison, but Zhang Liang didn't seem to be interested in talking anymore: "If Mr. wants to find someone to talk about the past, you can find it at any time, but I'm afraid I will lose my company today, and my inner man twisted his foot today, and he still needs to change the dressing and apply a hot compress." ”
Fusu paused, his eyes fell on me, and suddenly apologized: "I asked Mrs. those questions just now that I don't know what to say, but I was abrupt. ”
"Sir, you're welcome, let's go first. Zhang Liang then said goodbye, and did not allow me to be polite for half a sentence, and led me away.
When I turned around, I couldn't see Fusu, and his blaming eyes swept over me, and he said unhappily: "His performance tonight obviously has feelings for you." I'm not trying to stress enough about keeping my distance from him. ”
In fact, I was also very worried about this, thought about it repeatedly, and said: "Will there be the influence of the Glowing Stone, the Glowing Stone can seal people's internal force, can interfere with the spell under the moon, and may also affect the suppression of Fusu's memory by the Soul Change Technique, so Fusu will suddenly be a little abnormal today." ”
"Whether it's abnormal or not, if there is a breakthrough in the closed memory, then there is a good chance that there will be a chain reaction and more things to remember. ”
"I know, it's just that Xiao Lin was drunk today and said something that shouldn't have been said, and I was also afraid that Fusu would remember something, so I chatted with him a little more. I think if Fusu knew the truth about the Dune coup, he would definitely hate me to death. ”
Zhang Liang's face changed slightly, and the corners of his lips tightened: "But each other." ”
I don't know, "What?"
"He made decisions for you without your permission, didn't he? ”
Zhang Liang's tone suddenly became more and more cold, if there was frost, I was slightly stunned, Fusu did admit this in the letter to me. Bolangsha I almost died under the hammer, Fusu completely lost trust in Zhang Liang, in order to let me give up Zhang Liang secretly decided to allow the moon god to interfere with my memory with a soul. In the wrong memory, Zhang Liang was ruthless, willing to give up me for revenge, and let me die at any cost. It was the most estranged period of time for me and Zhang Liang to be separated from each other, and the cold suspicion continued to erode each other's trust, but all misunderstandings and knots have already been unraveled, and after a twist and turn, it also made us more determined to work together.
"Zifang, this is also for a reason, he just doesn't want me to blame myself too much because of Confucianism, and he doesn't want me to worry too much about you, which aggravates the internal injury, not to mention that he doesn't know the secret plot of the Yin and Yang family. ”
"Isn't what you do for a reason? So Yun'er, as long as you understand what you should do, there are not so many unfinished favors for him. His eyes were sharp, and he taught me earnestly, and there were a few twists on his always calm and elegant face, and he seemed to be a little angry.
Seeing his appearance, I didn't say anything more, and showed a look of begging to block the reproach in his eyes.
Since Zhang Liang has put the black cauldron of the vinegar king on his back openly, I can also use this as a reason to keep a farther distance from Fusu, and I will not let Fusu have too many other suspicions. At this moment, Fusu must not remember any past events and learn any truth, otherwise even if he has to pay the price of being crushed, he will definitely not be willing to live in seclusion here and stand by and watch the rapid collapse of the Qin Empire.
Cang Longjuan instructed us that we had to save Su, and the reason for his survival is not fully understood yet. But as a friend who met in Pingshui, he has been affectionate and righteous along the way, and I also hope that he will not set foot on the eternal tragedy of the son who does not know his father and goes to his own death written in that period of history, and can spend the rest of his life in peace and joy in an unknown world, in another identity.
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The candle flame is dim, the heart is swaying, and the people around him are breathing evenly, as if they have fallen asleep. His arms wrapped around my waist, his warm palms over me, and in such an embrace, the cold night seemed to brew a sweet taste.
Thinking of his anger just now, the twists and turns that had long passed were swirling in his mind again. He lost his relatives, he lost the little sage village, he was burdened with too many crimes, even I was drifting away from him, he must have been more difficult than me in those days. No matter how tenacious the soul is, it also needs to rest, and there will be dependence that ordinary people will have, and that kind of power that blood is thicker than water can turn the ups and downs of the world into clouds and smoke, and turn them into a touch of gentleness and tranquility. Fortunately, we need each other, we don't drag each other down, we support each other, and God still treats us a lot.
I moved my hand down slightly, covering the back of his hand, and his fingers suddenly moved and squeezed mine.
The heart also moved, as if it had been pinched to a soft place, and it was about to melt. I curled up and leaned slightly into his arms, but it was just a small movement under the usual crookedness, and he stiffened somehow.
"Stop moving, Yun'er. ”
His voice was slightly astringent, somewhat odd. I was puzzled for a moment, until I noticed the strange touch behind me, and my head was hot. Realizing that he had touched something he shouldn't have touched, he hurriedly retreated.
He adjusted his posture, approached me again, and gently asked in his ear, "Are you feeling better, can you do it tonight?"
The indescribable noise was running around, and those shameful thoughts actually filled my head, I shook my head vigorously, trying to shake off these thoughts, but the person behind me suddenly sighed softly, and the tone was sorry and sorry: "There is still discomfort?"
I'm speechless, but it's just because of my period.
He stood up slightly, looked at me, and carefully examined the scars on his cheeks, his eyes flowing with a glassy, deep gaze.
"It was my negligence that made Yun'er suffer again, so I must pay attention next time. ”
He rubbed his fingers lightly on my cheek, a pun on each other, as if recalling regret and guilt, and as if vaguely asking for another desire. Under the gaze of this strange gaze, it was as if he had been drained of air, his breath was short, his heart was pounding, his expression had lost self-control in his confusion, and a smile had quietly spread on the corner of his lips.
His eyebrows and eyes were slightly raised, full of interest, and his dark eyes were deep. I came back to my senses in an instant, realizing that I must have been very frivolous when I smiled at him at this time, and I was speechless that I was actually this kind of courteous reaction in the face of his hints, and secretly scolded myself for being too poor, embarrassed, and closed my eyes and pretended to be indifferent: "I'm too sleepy, I want to sleep." ”
He smiled softly, his breath leaving a damp heat on his cheeks, and fell asleep around me. This time I didn't dare to move again, the heat between his breaths was blowing the skin on the back of my neck, making me inexplicably nervous, for fear that I would disturb something if I moved, and the faint bit of warmth was as intoxicating as a spring breeze, and no one wanted to wake up.
Drowsiness soon hit, but this night, it was not a very peaceful sleep. In the chaos, I kept dreaming, dreaming of all kinds of pictures, flashing quickly, jumping in a complicated way.
The raging waves lapped against the mirage fortress-like hull, the golden canopy of trees spread out all over the sky, and the Fuso Sacred Tree shone with a dazzling light. In a blur of light, it seemed that I could see the figures of several people, obviously they were all familiar people, but I couldn't catch their faces.
"I'm not a person from this world, maybe I can go back to the original place when I die, if I have to choose a person to disappear in this world, I'm more suitable than anyone else, right? ”
This is a word that comes out of my mouth with difficulty, and I want to complain about myself in my dreams, and I can go back when I die, and the nonsense that crosses can still be taken seriously? Coax children......
Why do you say that you choose to disappear in this world?
The heart hurts like a thousand arrows piercing the heart, and the temperature of the body is slowly receding, this is the ......
Is this the end of itself?
Do you see the picture of the future again?
In the darkness of day and night, the wind was howling and thunder exploded!
No, it won't......
This is completely different from Chu Nangong's prophecy......
I woke up from a dream, sweating wet clothes.
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