"Aren't you going to speak?" I was silent for at least half an hour, and then I spoke first.

Charanwen reached out and opened the car door, and I watched as he walked around the front of the car and walked briskly to my side. Soon, he opened my car door. Just like before, he dragged me out of the car in a very domineering manner.

"Charanwen. I shook his hand hard.

Under the moonlight, he pursed his lips and his face was expressionless, he stopped, but still did not let go of my hand.

"Do you have something to say? Let go of me. I shook it again, and then I was able to break free of my hand.

"Xu Weilan, we haven't seen each other in 192 days, right?" he looked down, his hands in his jacket pockets, his voice so low that only I could hear.

I just felt my heart tremble violently, and tears swirled back and forth. Raising my head, I looked at the tall green trees on the side of the road, and said coldly: "I haven't counted." ”

Xia Longwen raised his head, and a smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, "We haven't said a word for half a year, and we haven't met once." Xu Weilan, I can imagine the pain and helplessness in your heart in the past six months. ”

I didn't speak, and what's the use of saying that now?

"Don't you have anything to ask me?" he looked at me.

"Yes. I met his gaze, "When you went back, were you locked up by your family?"

"Nope. He replied.

"So, you're deliberately not giving me any news?" I asked.

He was silent for a moment before saying, "No." ”

"Can you tell me why?"

"I don't want to say it. ”

"Well, I don't have anything else to ask. I turned.

"Xu Weilan. He called me, "My grandmother has passed away, my sister has left with her boyfriend, and I have been to Japan twice." Here's what happened to me in the last six months. ”

"Can't even spare time to make a phone call to me?" I turned my head and sneered.

"I'm ......," he walked up to me, "I'm sorry!"

I laughed, "I don't need to apologize!"

"I'm sorry!" he repeated.

"Don't apologize. I softened, "I think it's good to see that you're still fine." I'm fine, I didn't die for you. You see, that's life. ”

"I didn't mean not to give you news, I just felt uncomfortable and didn't know how to face you. I've been thinking that when we meet, I'll explain it to you. But I didn't expect that half a year would pass. He squeezed my palm and looked at me like a child.

I looked at the sadness in his eyes, and after a moment of silence, I said softly: "You can be ruthless and not give me any news for half a year, think about it, you must have a hard time." With so many changes going on in my family, it's normal for me to have no time to take care of me. And, if I'm not guessing, something that has happened to you in the past six months must have something to do with me. At that time, your mother and your uncle came to me, and then your grandmother fell ill. When you return home, you will definitely face the judgment of your loved ones. I think you must have insisted on your choice at the time, and your relatives refused to accept it, and your grandmother probably passed away because of this incident. Is that so?"

"My grandmother loves me the most, and her place in my heart is unmatched. Charanwen whispered.

I looked up at the night sky, and the problems that had plagued me day and night for half a year finally had an explanation. Charanwen was obsessed with her feelings for me, and as a result, my grandmother passed away.

Love has become so heavy, he is naturally broken. If you don't look for me, you probably have no face to face your deceased grandmother, and you can't face my sadness and helplessness. So, he chose to stop in his shell.

"I'm sorry. He took my hand, his tone trembling, and he embraced me as he had done in the past, whispering in my ear, "Will you forgive me?

I think I can understand his grief. The mystery of his disappearance for half a year has been solved, and I forgive him for being so cruel not to give me any news. It's just that time passes, what about love? What if you can't forget it? How can you move away from the ten thousand mountains in the middle? How can you love someone without distractions as you did at the beginning?

Continuing the frontier, in terms of the pale world, it is too pretentious.

I patted him lightly on the back, "Let's go, let's go back." ”

He took a step back and grabbed my shoulders with both hands, "Then will you forgive me?"

"Forgive!" I said.

"Then we ......"

"You live your life well, and I live my life well. I interrupted him, "Charanvin, between us, this is the end. I don't want to, and I don't want any more accidents to happen because of this relationship. We are just ordinary people, so let's live the life of ordinary people. If I want to write a fulfillment of our relationship with the life of a loved one, then I choose to give up. ”

"Xu Weilan. He raised his voice, "Why are you always so calm and rational? Do you know that in the past six months, you have been the spiritual pillar that has supported me to solve all my problems." But what about you...... What about you? You give up, you're with another man. You don't have to wait for half a year, why do you give up on me so easily? You tell you, is it in your heart that I have been dispensable from the beginning?"

I listened quietly to his questioning, and in the night, there were only cars passing by quickly on the road from time to time. With a sigh, I said lightly: "Maybe this is the problem between us, you are too young to live emotionally, and I, who are already old, what I have experienced is enough for me to see the reality clearly." ”

"What if I don't break up?" he asked me, gritting his teeth.

"Liu Tonggao is a man introduced by my boss, divorced, and has a fourteen-year-old daughter. He doesn't have as complicated a family background as you, and he doesn't have as much affection for me as you do. I think we're a good fit, don't be afraid of the days going down, don't be afraid that he's going to disappear like you. Charanthin, I've thought about it carefully. To be honest, in the past six months, in the first three months of your loss, I really feel like my heart has been shattered. Later, I slowly figured it out. Now, as you said, I really can't afford to hurt. So, for now, you can leave me alone. I wiped away the tears that had welled up in the corners of my eyes.

"Xu Weilan. He hugged me into his arms again, and his tone became panicked, "No, I won't break up, I will not break up." I know I was wrong, I shouldn't have left you with no news for half a year. But you can't just say break up, you're just angry, right? It's okay, you're angry, and when you're not angry, I'll admit my mistake to you. You don't want to be with that man, you don't love him. What's the point of a marriage without love? What if he bullies you? Xu Weilan, you don't want to be like this, okay?"